The Pilgrim Of Hate

Chapter Ten.

Only then did Cadfael become aware of the stillness and the silence, as if every soul present held his breath with the boy, spellbound, not yet ready, not yet permitted to acknowledge what they saw before their eyes. Even Prior Robert stood charmed into a tall, austere statue, frozen at gaze. Even Melangell, crouching with the crutch hugged to her breast, could not stir a finger to help or break the spell, but hung upon every deliberate step with agonised eyes, as though she were laying her heart under his feet as a voluntary sacrifice to buy off fate.

He had reached the third step, he sank to his knees with only the gentlest of manipulations, holding by the fringes of the altar frontal, and the cloth of gold that was draped under the reliquary. He lifted his joined hands and starry face, white and bright even with eyes now closed, and though there was hardly any sound they saw his lips moving upon whatever prayers he had made ready for her. Certainly they contained no request for his own healing. He had put himself simply in her hands, submissively and joyfully, and what had been done to him and for him surely she had done, of her own perfect will.

He had to hold by her draperies to rise, as babes hold by their mothers" skirts. No doubt but she had him under the arms to raise him. He bent his fair head and kissed the hem of her garment, rose erect and kissed the silver rim of the reliquary, in which, whether she lay or not, she alone commanded and had sovereignty. Then he withdrew from her, feeling his way backward down the three steps. Twisted foot and shrunken leg carried him securely. At the foot he made obeisance gravely, and then turned and went briskly, like any other healthy lad of sixteen, to smile rea.s.surance on his trembling womenfolk, take up gently the crutches for which he had no further use, and carry them back to lay them tidily under the altar.

The spell broke, for the marvellous thing was done, and its absolute nature made manifest. A great, shuddering sigh went round nave, choir, transepts and all, wherever there were human creatures watching and listening. And after the sigh the quivering murmur of a gathering storm, whether of tears or laughter there was no telling, but the air shook with its pa.s.sion. And then the outcry, the loosing of both tears and laughter, in a gale of wonder and praise. From stone walls and lofty, arched roof, from rood-loft and transept arcades, the echoes flew and rebounded, and the candles that had stood so still and tall shook and guttered in the gale. Melangell hung weak with weeping and joy in Matthew"s arms, Dame Alice whirled from friend to friend, spouting tears like a fountain, and smiling like the most blessed of women. Prior Robert lifted his hands in vindicated stewardship, and his voice in the opening of a thanksgiving psalm, and Brother Anselm took up the chant.

A miracle, a miracle, a miracle...



And in the midst Rhun stood erect and still, even a little bewildered, braced st.u.r.dily on his two long, shapely legs, looking all about him at the shouting, weeping, exulting faces, letting the meaningless sounds wash over him in waves, wanting the quiet he had known when there had been no one here in this holy place but himself and his saint, who had told him, in how sweet and private conference, all that he had to do.

Brother Cadfael rose with his brothers, after the church was cleared of all others, after all that jubilant, bubbling, boiling throng had gone forth to spill its feverish excitement in open summer air, to cry the miracle aloud, carry it out into the Foregate, beyond into the town, buffet it back and forth across the tables at dinner in the guest-hall, and return to extol it at Vespers with what breath was left. When they dispersed the word would go with them wherever they went, sounding Saint Winifred"s praises, inspiring other souls to take to the roads and bring their troubles to Shrewsbury. Where healing was proven, and attested by hundreds of voices.

The brothers went to their modest, accustomed dinner in the refectory, and observed, whatever their own feelings were, the discipline of silence. They were very tired, which made silence welcome. They had risen early, worked hard, been through fire and flood body and soul, no wonder they ate humbly, thankfully, in silence.

Chapter Ten.

IT WAS NOT UNTIL DINNER was almost over in the guest-hall that Matthew, seated at Melangell"s side and still flushed and exalted from the morning"s heady wonders, suddenly bethought him of sterner matters, and began to look back with a thoughtful frown which as yet only faintly dimmed the unaccustomed brightness of his face. Being in attendance on Mistress Weaver and her young people had made him a part, for a while, of their unshadowed joy, and caused him to forget everything else. But it could not last, though Rhun sat there half-lost in wonder still, with hardly a word to say, and felt no need of food or drink, and his womenfolk fawned on him unregarded. So far away had he been that the return took time.

"I haven"t seen Ciaran," said Matthew quietly in Melangell"s ear, and he rose a little in his place to look round the crowded room. "Did you catch ever a glimpse of him in the church?"

She, too, had forgotten until then, but at sight of his face she remembered all too sharply, with a sickening lurch of her heart. But she kept her countenance, and laid a persuasive hand on his arm to draw him down again beside her. "Among so many? But he surely would be there. He must have been among the first, he stayed here, he would find a good place. We didn"t see all those who went to the altar-we all stayed with Rhun, and his place was far back." Such a mingling of truth and lies, but she kept her voice confident, and clung to her shaken hope.

"But where is he now? I don"t see him within here." Though there was so much excitement, so much moving about from table to table to talk with friends, that one man might easily avoid detection. "I must find him," said Matthew, not yet greatly troubled but wanting rea.s.surance, and rose.

"No, sit down! You know he must be here somewhere. Let him alone, and he"ll appear when he chooses. He may be resting on his bed, if he has to go forth again barefoot tomorrow. Why look for him now? Can you not do without him even one day? And such a day?"

Matthew looked down at her with a face from which all the openness and joy had faded, and freed his sleeve from her grasp gently enough, but decidedly. "Still, I must find him. Stay here with Rhun, I"ll come back. All I want is to see him, to be sure..."

He was away, slipping quietly out between the festive tables, looking sharply about him as he went. She was in two minds about following him, but then she thought better of it, for while he hunted time would be slipping softly away, and Ciaran would be dwindling into distance, as later she prayed he could fade even out of mind, and be forgotten. So she remained with the happy company, but not of it, and with every pa.s.sing moment hesitated whether to grow more rea.s.sured or more uneasy. At last she could not bear the waiting any longer. She rose quietly and slipped away. Dame Alice was in full spate, torn between tears and smiles, sitting proudly by her prodigy, and surrounded by neighbours as happy and voluble as herself, and Rhun, still somehow apart though he was the centre of the group, sat withdrawn into his revelation, even as he answered eager questions, lamely enough but as well as he could. They had no need of Melangell, they would not miss her for a little while.

When she came out into the great court, into the brilliance of the noonday sun, it was the quietest hour, the pause after meat. There never was a time of day when there was no traffic about the court, no going and coming at the gatehouse, but now it moved at its gentlest and quietest. She went down almost fearfully into the cloister, and found no one there but a single copyist busy reviewing what he had done the previous day, and Brother Anselm in his workshop going over the music for Vespers; into the stable-yard, though there was no reason in the world why Matthew should be there, having no mount, and no expectation that his companion would or possibly could acquire one; into the gardens, where a couple of novices were clipping back the too exuberant shoots of a box hedge; even into the grange court, where the barns and storehouses were, and a few lay servants were taking their ease, and harrowing over the morning"s marvel, like everyone else within the enclave, and most of Shrewsbury and the Foregate into the bargain. The abbot"s garden was empty, neat, glowing with carefully-tended roses, his lodging showed an open door, and some ordered bustle of guests within.

She turned back towards the garden, now in deep anxiety. She was not good at lying, she had no practice, even for a good end she could not but botch the effort. And for all the to and fro of customary commerce within the pale, never without work to be done, she had seen nothing of Matthew. But he could not be gone, no, the porter could tell him nothing, Ciaran had not pa.s.sed there; and she would not, never until she must, never until Matthew"s too fond heart was reconciled to loss, and open and receptive to a better gain.

She turned back, rounding the box hedge and out of sight of the busy novices, and walked breast to breast into Matthew.

They met between the thick hedges, in a terrible privacy. She started back from him in a brief revulsion of guilt, for he looked more distant and alien than ever before, even as he recognised her, and acknowledged with a contortion of his troubled face her right to come out in search of him, and almost in the same instant frowned her off as irrelevant.

"He"s gone!" he said in a chill and grating voice, and looked through her and far beyond. "G.o.d keep you, Melangell, you must fend for yourself now, sorry as I am. He"s gone, fled while my back was turned. I"ve looked for him everywhere, and never a trace of him. Nor has the porter seen him pa.s.s the gate, I"ve asked there. But he"s gone! Alone! And I must go after him. G.o.d keep you, girl, as I cannot, and fare you well!"

And he was going so, with so few words and so cold and wild a face! He had turned on his heel and taken two long steps before she flung herself after him, caught him by the arms in both hands, and dragged him to a halt.

"No, no, why? What need has he of you, to match with my need? He"s gone? Let him go! Do you think your life belongs to him? He doesn"t want it! He wants you free, he wants you to live your own life, not die his death with him. He knows, he knows you love me! Dare you deny it? He knows I love you. He wants you happy! Why should not a friend want his friend to be happy? Who are you to deny him his last wish?"

She knew by then that she had said too much, but never knew at what point the error had become mortal. He had turned fully to her again, and frozen where he stood, and his face was like chiselled marble. He tugged his sleeve out of her grasp this time with no gentleness at all.

"He wants!" hissed a voice she had never heard before, driven through narrowed lips. "You"ve spoken with him! You speak for him! You knew! You knew he meant to go, and leave me here bewitched, d.a.m.ned, false to my oath. You knew! When? When did you speak with him?"

He had her by the wrists, he shook her mercilessly, and she cried out and fell to her knees.

"You knew he meant to go?" persisted Matthew, stooping over her in a cold frenzy.

"Yes, yes! This morning he told me... he wished it..."

"He wished it! How dared he wish it? How could he dare, robbed of his bishop"s ring as he was? He dared not stir without it, he was terrified to set foot outside the pale..."

"He has the ring," she cried, abandoning all deceit. "The lord abbot gave it back to him this morning, you need not fret for him, he"s safe enough, he has his protection... He doesn"t need you!"

Matthew had fallen into a deadly stillness, stooping above her. "He has the ring? And you knew it, and never said word! If you know so much, how much more do you know. Speak! Where is he?"

"Gone," she said in a trembling whisper, "and wished you well, wished us both well... wished us to be happy... Oh, let him go, let him go, he sets you free!"

Something that was certainly a laugh convulsed Matthew, she heard it with her ears and felt it shiver through her flesh, but it was like no other laughter she had ever heard, it chilled her blood. "He sets me free! And you must be his confederate! Oh, G.o.d! He never pa.s.sed the gate. If you know all, then tell all-how did he go?"

She faltered, weeping: "He loved you, he willed you to live and forget him, and be happy..."

"How did he go?" repeated Matthew, in a voice so ill-supplied with breath it seemed he might strangle on the words.

"Across the brook," she said in a broken whisper, "making the quickest way for Wales. He said... he has kin there..."

He drew in hissing breath and took his hands from her, leaving her drooping forward on her face as he let go of her wrists. He had turned his back and flung away from her, all they had shared forgotten, his obsession plucking him away. She did not understand, there was no way she could come to terms so rapidly with all that had happened, but she knew she had loosed her hold of her love, and he was in merciless flight from her in pursuit of some incomprehensible duty in which she had no part and no right.

She sprang up and ran after him, caught him by the arm, wound her own arms about him, lifted her imploring face to his stony, frantic stare, and prayed him pa.s.sionately: "Let him go! Oh, let him go! He wants to go alone and leave you to me..."

Almost silently above her the terrible laughter, so opposed to that lovely sound as he followed the reliquary with her, boiled like some thick, choking syrup in his throat. He struggled to shake off her clinging hands, and when she fell to her knees again and hung upon him with all her despairing weight he tore loose his right hand, and struck her heavily in the face, sobbing, and so wrenched himself loose and fled, leaving her face-down on the ground.

In the abbot"s lodging Radulfus and his guests sat long over their meal, for they had much to discuss. The topic which was on everyone"s lips naturally came first.

"It would seem," said the abbot, "that we have been singularly favoured this morning. Certain motions of grace we have seen before, but never yet one so public and so persuasive, with so many witnesses. How do you say? I grow old in experience of wonders, some of which turn out to fall somewhat short of their promise. I know of human deception, not always deliberate, for sometimes the deceiver is himself deceived. If saints have power, so have demons. Yet this boy seems to me as crystal. I cannot think he either cheats or is cheated."

"I have heard," said Hugh, "of cripples who discarded their crutches and walked without them, only to relapse when the fervour of the occasion was over. Time will prove whether this one takes to his crutches again."

"I shall speak with him later," said the abbot, "after the excitement has cooled. I hear from Brother Edmund that Brother Cadfael has been treating the boy these three days he has been here. That may have eased his condition, but it can scarcely have brought about so sudden a cure. No, I must say it, I truly believe our house has been the happy scene of divine grace. I will speak also with Cadfael, who must know the boy"s condition."

Olivier sat quiet and deferential in the presence of so reverend a churchman as the abbot, but Hugh observed that his arched lids lifted and his eyes kindled at Cadfael"s name. So he knew who it was he sought, and something more than a distant salute in action had pa.s.sed between that strangely a.s.sorted pair.

"And now I should be glad," said the abbot, "to hear what news you bring from the south. Have you been in Westminster with the empress"s court? For I hear she is now installed there."

Olivier gave his account of affairs in London readily, and answered questions with goodwill. "My lord has remained in Oxford, it was at his wish I undertook this errand. I was not in London, I set out from Winchester. But the empress is in the palace of Westminster, and the plans for her coronation go forward, admittedly very slowly. The city of London is well aware of its power, and means to exact due recognition of it, or so it seems to me." He would go no nearer than that to voicing whatever qualms he felt about his liege lady"s wisdom or want of it, but he jutted a dubious underlip, and momentarily frowned. "Father, you were there at the council, you know all that happened. My lord lost a good knight there, and I a valued friend, struck down in the street."

"Rainald Bossard," said Radulfus sombrely. "I have not forgotten."

"Father, I have been telling the lord sheriff here what I should like to tell also to you. For I have a second errand to pursue, wherever I go on the business of the empress, an errand for Rainald"s widow. Rainald had a young kinsman in his household, who was with him when he was killed, and after that death this young man left the lady"s service without a word, secretly. She says he had grown closed and silent even before he vanished, and the only trace of him afterwards was on the road to Newbury, going north. Since then, nothing. So knowing I was bound north, she begged me to enquire for him wherever I came, for she values and trusts him, and needs him at her side. I may not deceive you, Father, there are those who say he has fled because he is guilty of Rainald"s death. They claim he was besotted with Dame Juliana, and may have seized his chance in this brawl to widow her, and get her for himself, and then taken fright because these things were so soon being said. But I think they were not being said at all until after he had vanished. And Juliana, who surely knows him better than any, and looks upon him as a son, for want of children of her own, she is quite sure of him. She wants him home and vindicated, for whatever reason he left her as he did. And I have been asking at every lodging and monastery along the road for word of such a young man. May I also ask here? Brother Hospitaller will know the names of all his guests. Though a name," he added ruefully, "is almost all I have, for if ever I saw the man it was without knowing it was he. And the name he may have left behind him."

"It is not much to go on," said Abbot Radulfus with a smile, "but certainly you may enquire. If he has done no wrong, I should be glad to help you to find him and bring him off without reproach. What is his name?"

"Luc Meverel. Twenty-four years old, they tell me, middling tall and well made, dark of hair and eye."

"It could fit many hundreds of young men," said the abbot, shaking his head, "and the name I doubt he will have put off if he has anything to hide, or even if he fears it may be unfairly besmirched. Yet try. I grant you in such a gathering as we have here now a young man who wished to be lost might bury himself very thoroughly. Denis will know which of his guests is of the right age and quality. For clearly your Luc Meverel is well-born, and most likely tutored and lettered."

"Certainly so," said Olivier.

"Then by all means, and with my blessing, go freely to Brother Denis, and see what he can do to help you. He has an excellent memory, he will be able to tell you which, among the men here, is of suitable years, and gentle. You can but try."

On leaving the lodging they went first, however, to look for Brother Cadfael. And Brother Cadfael was not so easily found. Hugh"s first resort was the workshop in the herbarium, where they habitually compounded their affairs. But there was no Cadfael there. Nor was he with Brother Anselm in the cloister, where he well might have been debating some nice point in the evening"s music. Nor checking the medicine cupboard in the infirmary, which must surely have been depleted during these last few days, but had clearly been restocked in the early hours of this day of glory. Brother Edmund said mildly: "He was here. I had a poor soul who bled from the mouth, too gorged, I think, with devotion. But he"s quiet and sleeping now, the flux has stopped. Cadfael went away some while since."

Brother Oswin, vigorously fighting weeds in the kitchen garden, had not seen his superior since dinner. "But I think," he said, blinking thoughtfully into the sun in the zenith, "he may be in the church."

Cadfael was on his knees at the foot of Saint Winifred"s three-tread stairway to grace, his hands not lifted in prayer but folded in the lap of his habit, his eyes not closed in entreaty but wide open to absolution. He had been kneeling there for some time, he who was usually only too glad to rise from knees now perceptibly stiffening. He felt no pains, no griefs of any kind, nothing but an immense thankfulness in which he floated like a fish in an ocean. An ocean as pure and blue and drowningly deep and clear as that well-remembered eastern sea, the furthest extreme of the tideless midland sea of legend, at the end of which lay the holy city of Jerusalem, Our Lord"s burial-place and hard-won kingdom. The saint who presided here, whether she lay here or no, had launched him into a shining infinity of hope. Her mercies might be whimsical, they were certainly magisterial. She had reached her hand to an innocent, well deserving her kindness. What had she intended towards this less innocent but no less needy being?

Behind him, approaching quietly from the nave, a known voice said softly: "And are you demanding yet a second miracle?"

He withdrew his eyes reluctantly from the reflected gleams of silver along the reliquary, and turned to look towards the parish altar. He saw the expected shape of Hugh Beringar, the thin dark face smiling at him. But over Hugh"s shoulder he saw a taller head and shoulders loom, emerging from dimness in suave, resplendent planes, the bright, jutting cheekbones, the olive cheeks smoothly hollowed below, the falcon"s amber eyes beneath high-arched black brows, the long, supple lips tentatively smiling upon him.

It was not possible. Yet he beheld it. Olivier de Bretagne came out of the shadows and stepped unmistakable into the light of the altar candles. And that was the moment when Saint Winifred turned her head, looked fully into the face of her fallible but faithful servant, and also smiled.

A second miracle! Why not? When she gave she gave prodigally, with both hands.

Chapter Eleven.

THEY WENT OUT INTO THE CLOISTER all three together, and that in itself was memorable and good, for they had never been together before. Those trusting intimacies which had once pa.s.sed between Cadfael and Olivier, on a winter night in Bromfield priory, were unknown still to Hugh, and there was a mysterious constraint still that prevented Olivier from openly recalling them. The greetings they exchanged were warm but brief, only the reticence behind them was eloquent, and no doubt Hugh understood that well enough, and was willing to wait for enlightenment, or courteously to make do without it. For that there was no haste, but for Luc Meverel there might be.

"Our friend has a quest," said Hugh, "in which we mean to enlist Brother Denis"s help, but we shall also be very glad of yours. He is looking for a young man by the name of Luc Meverel, strayed from his place and known to be travelling north. Tell him the way of it, Olivier."

Olivier told the story over again, and was listened to with close attention. "Very gladly," said Cadfael then, "would I do whatever man can do not only to bring off an innocent man from such a charge, but also to bring the charge home to the guilty. We know of this murder, and it sticks in every gullet that a decent man, protecting his honourable opponent, should be cut down by one of his own faction..."

"Is that certain?" wondered Hugh sharply.

"As good as certain. Who else would so take exception to the man standing up for his lady and doing his errand without fear? All who still held to Stephen in their hearts would approve, even if they dared not applaud him. And as for a chance attack by sneak-thieves, why choose to prey on a mere clerk, with nothing of value on him but the simple needs of his journey, when the town was full of n.o.bles, clerics and merchants far better worth robbing? Rainald died only because he came to the clerk"s aid. No, an adherent of the empress, like Rainald himself but most unlike, committed that infamy."

"That"s good sense," agreed Olivier. "But my chief concern now is to find Luc, and send him home again if I can."

"There must be twenty or more young fellows in that age here today," said Cadfael, scrubbing thoughtfully at his blunt brown nose, "but I dare wager most of them can be p.r.i.c.ked out of the list as well known to some of their companions by their own right names, or by reason of their calling or condition. Solitaries may come, but they"re few and far between. Pilgrims are like starlings, they thrive on company. We"d best go and talk to Brother Denis. He"ll have sorted out most of them by now."

Brother Denis had a retentive memory and an appet.i.te for news and rumours that usually kept him the best-informed person in the enclave. The fuller his halls, the more pleasure he took in knowing everything that went on there, and the name and vocation of every guest. He also kept meticulous books to record the visitations.

They found him in the narrow cell where he kept his accounts and estimated his future needs, thoughtfully reckoning up what provisions he still had, and how rapidly the demands on them were likely to dwindle from the morrow. He took his mind from his store-book courteously in order to listen to what Brother Cadfael and the sheriff required of him, and produced answers with exemplary prompt.i.tude when asked to sieve out from his swollen household males of about twenty-five years, bred gentle or within modest reach of gentility, lettered, of dark colouring and medium tall build, answering to the very bare description of Luc Meverel. As his forefinger flew down the roster of his guests the numbers shrank remarkably. It seemed to be true that considerably more than half of those who went on pilgrimage were women, and that among the men the greater part were in their forties or fifties, and of those remaining, many would be in minor orders, either monastics or secular priests or would-be priests. And Luc Meverel was none of these.

"Are there any here," asked Hugh, viewing the final list, which was short enough, "who came solitary?"

Brother Denis c.o.c.ked his round, rosy, tonsured head aside and ran a sharp brown eye, very remiscent of a robin"s, down the list. "Not one. Young squires of that age seldom go as pilgrims, unless with an exigent lord-or an equally exigent lady. In such a summer feast as this we might have young friends coming together, to take the fill of the time before they settle down to sterner disciplines. But alone... Where would be the pastime in that?"

"Here are two, at any rate," said Cadfael, "who came together, but surely not for pastime. They have puzzled me, I own. Both are of the proper age, and such word as we have of the man we"re looking for would fit either. You know them, Denis, that youngster who"s on his way to Aberdaron, and his friend who bears him company. Both lettered, both bred to the manor. And certainly they came from the south, beyond Abingdon, according to Brother Adam of Reading, who lodged there the same night."

"Ah, the barefoot traveller," said Denis, and laid a finger on Ciaran in the shrunken toll of young men, "and his keeper and worshipper. Yes, I would not put half a year between them, and they have the build and colouring, but you needed only one."

"We could at least look at two," said Cadfael. "If neither of them is what we"re seeking, yet coming from that region they may have encountered such a single traveller somewhere on the road. If we have not the authority to question them closely about who they are and whence they come, and how and why thus linked, then Father Abbot has. And if they have no reason to court concealment, then they"ll willingly declare to him what they might not as readily utter to us."

"We may try it," said Hugh, kindling. "At least it"s worth the asking, and if they have nothing to do with the man we are looking for, neither they nor we have lost more than half an hour of time, and surely they won"t grudge us that."

"Granted what is so far related of these two hardly fits the case," Cadfael acknowledged doubtfully, "for the one is said to be mortally ill and going to Aberdaron to die, and the other is resolute to keep him company to the end. But a young man who wishes to disappear may provide himself with a circ.u.mstantial story as easily as with a new name. And at all events, between Abingdon and Shrewsbury it"s possible they may have encountered Luc Meverel alone and under his own name."

"But if one of these two, either of these two, should truly be the man I want," said Olivier doubtfully, "then who, in the name of G.o.d, is the other?"

"We ask each other questions," said Hugh practically, "which either of these two could answer in a moment. Come, let"s leave Abbot Radulfus to call them in, and see what comes of it."

It was not difficult to induce the abbot to have the two young men sent for. It was not so easy to find them and bring them to speak for themselves. The messenger, sent forth in expectation of prompt obedience, came back after a much longer time than had been expected, and reported ruefully that neither of the pair could be found within the abbey walls. True, the porter had not actually seen either of them pa.s.s the gatehouse. But what had satisfied him that the two were leaving was that the young man Matthew had come, no long time after dinner, to reclaim his dagger, and had left behind him a generous gift of money to the house, saying that he and his friend were already bound away on their journey, and desired to offer thanks for their lodging. And had he seemed, it was Cadfael who asked it, himself hardly knowing why, had he seemed as he always was, or in any way disturbed or alarmed or out of countenance and temper, when he came for his weapon and paid his and his friend"s score?

The messenger shook his head, having asked no such question at the gate. Brother Porter, when enquiry was made direct by Cadfael himself, said positively: "He was like a man on fire. Oh, as soft as ever in voice, and courteous, but pale and alight, you"d have said his hair stood on end. But what with every soul within here wandering in a dream, since this wonder, I never thought but here were some going forth with the news while the furnace was still white-hot."

"Gone?" said Olivier, dismayed, when this word was brought back to the abbot"s parlour. "Now I begin to see better cause why one of these two, for all they come so strangely paired, and so strangely account for themselves, may be the man I"m seeking. For if I do not know Luc Meverel by sight, I have been two or three times his lord"s guest recently, and he may well have taken note of me. How if he saw me come, today, and is gone hence thus in haste because he does not wish to be found? He could hardly know I am sent to look for him, but he might, for all that, prefer to put himself clean out of sight. And an ailing companion on the way would be good cover for a man wanting a reason for his wanderings. I wish I might yet speak with these two. How long have they been gone?"

"It cannot have been more than an hour and a half after noon," said Cadfael, "according to when Matthew reclaimed his dagger."

"And afoot!" Olivier kindled hopefully. "And even unshod, the one of them! It should be no great labour to overtake them, if it"s known what road they will have taken."

"By far their best way is by the Oswestry road, and so across the d.y.k.e into Wales. According to Brother Denis, that was Ciaran"s declared intent."

"Then, Father Abbot," said Olivier eagerly, "with your leave I"ll mount and ride after them, for they cannot have got far. It would be a pity to miss the chance, and even if they are not what I"m seeking, neither they nor I will have lost anything. But with or without my man, I shall return here."

"I"ll ride through the town with you," said Hugh, "and set you on your way, for this will be new country to you. But then I must be about my own business, and see if we"ve gathered any harvest from this morning"s hunt. I doubt they"ve gone deeper into the forest, or I should have had word by now. We shall look for you back before night, Olivier. One more night at the least we mean to keep you and longer if we can."

Olivier took his leave hastily but gracefully, made a dutiful reverence to the abbot, and turned upon Brother Cadfael a brief, radiant smile that shattered his preoccupation for an instant like a sunburst through clouds. "I will not leave here," he said in simple rea.s.surance, "without having quiet conference with you. But this I must see finished, if I can."

They were gone away briskly to the stables, where they had left their horses before Ma.s.s. Abbot Radulfus looked after them with a very thoughtful face.

"Do you find it surprising, Cadfael, that these two young pilgrims should leave so soon, and so abruptly? Is it possible the coming of Messire de Bretagne can have driven them away?"

Cadfael considered, and shook his head. "No, I think not. In the great press this morning, and the excitement, why should one man among the many be noticed, and one not looked for at all in these parts? But, yes, their going does greatly surprise me. For the one, he should surely be only too glad of an extra day or two of rest before taking barefoot to the roads again. And for the other, Father, there is a girl he certainly admires and covets, whether he yet knows it to the full or no, and with her he spent this morning, following Saint Winifred home, and I am certain there was then no other thought in his mind but of her and her kin, and the greatness of this day. For she is sister to the boy Rhun, who came by so great a mercy and blessing before our eyes. It would take some very strong compulsion to drag him away suddenly like this."

"The boy"s sister, you say?" Abbot Radulfus recalled an intent which had been shelved in favour of Olivier"s quest. There is still an hour or more before Vespers. I should like to talk with this youth. You have been treating his condition, Cadfael. Do you think your handling has had anything to do with what we witnessed today? Or could he, though I would not willingly attribute falsity to one so young, could he have made more of his distress than it was, in order to produce a prodigy?"

"No," said Cadfael very decidedly. "There is no deceit at all in him. And as for my poor skills, they might in a long time of perseverance have softened the tight cords that hampered the use of his limb, and made it possible to set a little weight on it, but straighten that foot and fill out the sinews of the leg, never! The greatest doctor in the world could not have done it. Father, on the day he came I gave him a draught that should have eased his pain and brought him sleep. After three nights he sent it back to me untouched. He saw no reason why he should expect to be singled out for healing, but he said that he offered his pain freely, who had nothing else to give. Not to buy grace, but of his goodwill to give and want nothing in return. And further, it seems that thus having accepted his pain out of love, his pain left him. After Ma.s.s we saw that deliverance completed."

"Then it was well deserved," said Radulfus, pleased and moved. "I must indeed talk with this boy. Will you find him for me, Cadfael, and bring him here to me now?"

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