"I see he wanted to cheer her spirits, not by saying "stuff and nonsense," but reminding her that there are worse things than death.
Have you an omen on your mind, Cherry? Have it out; don"t let it sink in."
"Only please don"t laugh at me. Indeed, it was not my own doing, but Stella"s fancy to have a boat for each of us, when she was launching them; and I could not help recollecting how we are all starting out and away from our first home."
"Stella"s was not a very perilous ocean."
"That was a comfort at first; and Stella tried to draw all the thirteen lines together, but they tangled, and one thread broke, and that boat was left behind; and one poor crooked ill-made thing fell over, and was left at home because hindering all the rest, and even Stella knew that was me, and--"her voice quivered, "one was caught on a nail, and torn into a wreck! Now, can I help thinking, though you"ll just call them newspaper-boats, dragged by a baby on a dry dusty floor?"
"Watched by a weary fanciful damsel," said Mr. Audley, sitting down by her, "who does not know a bit more than she did before, that all are launching on a sea, and if it is a rougher one, there"s a better Guiding Star than Stella Eudora to lead them, and they have compa.s.ses of their own--ay, and a Pilot. And if there are times when He seems to be asleep in the ship--why, even the owner of the unseaworthy boat left at home can show the Light, and pray on till the others are roused to awaken Him.
"I wish there had not been that wreck," she sighed.
"What seems a wreck need not be really one," said Mr. Audley. "It may be the very way of returning to the right course. And by and by we shall see our Master standing on the sh.o.r.e in the morning light."
At that moment there was a sound at the door--Felix had accompanied Cherry"s chair, to bring her and Theodore to the new home. There was too much haste for the wistful last looks she intended: she was deposited in the chair with Theodore on her knee, Stella trotting after, with Felix and Mr. Audley who was coming to see the inauguration. St. Oswald"s Buildings were left behind, and she was drawn up to the green private door, beside the shop window; Wilmet hurried down and took Theodore from her; Felix helped her out, and up the narrow steep staircase, which certainly was not a gain, but when landed in the drawing-room, the s.p.a.ce seemed to her magnificent. And their own furniture, the two or three cherished portraits brought from Vale Leston, their father"s chair, their mother"s sofa, the silk patchwork table-cover that had been the girl"s birthday present to Mamma, the bookcase with Papa"s precious books, made it seem home- like.
"The mantelpiece is just the same!" cried Cherry, delighted, as she recognised all the old ornaments.
The next moment her delight was great at the flower-stands, which Mr.
Froggatt had kindly left full of primulas, squills, and crocuses; and when she looked out from the back room into the little garden, where Mr. Froggatt"s horticultural tastes had long found their sole occupation, and saw turf, green laurels, and bunches of snowdrops and crocuses, she forgot all Stella"s launch!
CHAPTER XI
THE CHORAL FESTIVAL
"And with ornaments and banners, As becomes gintale good manners, We made the loveliest tay-room upon Shannon sh.o.r.e."
THACKERAY.
"Of course, after _this_," said Lady Price, "Miss Underwood did not expect to be visited."
Otherwise the gain was great. The amus.e.m.e.nt of looking out of window into the High Street was alone a perpetual feast to the little ones, and saved Geraldine worlds of anxiety; and the garden, where they could be turned out to play, was prized as it only could be by those who had never had any outlet before. It was a pleasant little long narrow nook, between the printing-house on the west, and such another garden on the east, a like slip, with a wall masked by ivy and lilacs, and overshadowed by a horse-chestnut meeting it on the south.
It was not smoky, and was quite quiet, save for the drone and stamp of the steam-press; there was gra.s.s, a gum-cistus and some flower- beds in the centre, and a gravel-walk all round, bordered by narrow edgings of flowers, and with fruit trees against the printing-house wall, and a Banksia and Wisteria against that of the house. Mr.
Froggatt was quite touched at the reverence with which Angela and Stella regarded even the daisies that had eluded his perpetual spud; and when he found out the delight it was to Cherry to live with flowers for the first time in her life, he seldom failed to send her a bunch of violets or some other spring beauty as soon as he arrived in the morning, and kept the windows constantly supplied with plants.
The old bookseller was at first very much afraid of his new inmates.
To Felix he was used, but he looked on the sisters as ladies, and to ladies, except on business-terms, he was much less accustomed than to gentlemen. Besides, being a thorough gentleman himself at heart, he had so much delicacy as to be afraid of hurting their feelings by seeming at home in his own house, and he avoided being there at luncheon for a whole week, until one afternoon Felix ran up to say that he was sure Mr. Froggatt had a cold, and would be glad if a cup of tea appeared in his parlour. Grat.i.tude brought him in to face the enemy; and after he had been kept at home for a day or two by the cold, his wife"s injunctions and Felix"s entreaties brought him to the dinner.
It happened to be one of Wilmet"s favourite economical stews; but these were always popular in the family, though chiefly composed of sc.r.a.ps, pot-liquor, rice, and vegetables, and both for its excellence and prudence it commanded Mr. Froggatt"s unqualified approbation. All that distressed his kind heart was to see no liquor but water, except Cherry"s thimbleful of port; he could not enjoy his gla.s.s of porter, and shook his head--perhaps not without reason--when he found that his young a.s.sistant"s diet was on no more generous scale, and was not satisfied by Felix"s laughing argument that it was impossible to be more than perfectly healthy and strong. "False economy," said the old man in private; but Felix was not to be persuaded into what he believed to be an unnecessary drain on the family-finances, and was still more stout against the hint that if Redstone discovered this prudential abstinence, it might make him "disagreeable." Felix had gone his way regardless of far too many sneers for poverty and so- called meanness to make any concession on their account, though the veiled jealousy and guarded insolence of that smart "gent" the foreman had been for the last three years the greatest thorn in his side. And at least he made this advance, that the errand-boy cleaned the shoes!
Geraldine, though shy at first from the utter seclusion in which she had lived, put forth a pretty bashful graciousness that perfectly enchanted Mr. Froggatt, who was besides much touched by her patient helplessness. He became something between her grandfather and her knight, loading her with flowers, giving her the run of the circulating library, and whenever it was fine enough, taking her for a mile or two in his low basket-carriage either before or after his day"s business in the shop. It was not exactly like being with her only other friend, Mr. Audley; but he was a thoroughly kind, polite, and by no means unlettered old man; and Geraldine enjoyed and was grateful, while the children were his darlings, and were encouraged to take all manner of liberties with him.
Among the advantages of the change was the having Felix always at hand; and though she really did not see him oftener in the course of the day than at St. Oswald"s Buildings, still the knowing him to be within reach gave great contentment to Cherry. The only disadvantage was that he lost his four daily walks to and fro, and hardly ever had sufficient fresh air and exercise. He was indeed on his feet for the most of the day, but not exerting his muscles; and all taste for the active sports in which his kind old master begged him to join seemed to have pa.s.sed away from him when care fell upon him. He tried not to hold his head above the young men of his adopted rank, many of whom had been his school-fellows; but, except with the members of the choir and choral society, he had no common ground, and there were none with whom he could form a friendship. Thus he never had any real relaxation, except music, and his Sunday walks, besides his evenings with his sisters and of play with the children. It was not a natural life for a youth, but it seemed to suit with his disposition; for though not given to outbursts of animal spirits, he was always full of a certain strong and supporting cheerfulness.
Indeed, though they did not like to own it to themselves, the young people had left behind them much of the mournfulness of the widowed household, which had borne down their youthful spirits; and though the three elders could never be as those who had grown up without care or grief, yet their sunshine could beam forth once more, and helped them through the parting with their best friend. For Mr.
Audley"s sister-in-law died in the beginning of June, and his father entreated him to go abroad with his brother, so that he was hurried away directly after midsummer, after having left his books in Felix"s charge, and provided for the reception of the dividends in his absence.
His successor was a quiet amiable young Mr. Bisset, not at all disinclined to cultivate Felix as a link with the tradesfolk; only he had brought with him a mother, a very nice, prim, gentle-mannered, black-eyed lady, who viewed all damsels of small means as perilous to her son. Had she been aware that Bexley contained anything so white and carnation, so blue-eyed and straight-featured, so stately, and so penniless as Wilmet Underwood, he would never have taken the Curacy.
She was a kind woman, who would have taken infinite pains to serve the orphan girls; and she often called on them; but when the Rector"s wife had told her that such a set had been made at Mr. Audley that he could bear it no longer, it was but a natural instinct to cherish her son"s bashfulness.
That autumn Wilmet came home elevated by the news that the head teacher was going to retire at Christmas, and that she was to be promoted to her place of forty pounds a year. Her successor was coming immediately to be trained, being in fact the daughter of Miss Pearson"s sister, who had married an officer in the army. She had been dead about three years, and the girl had been living in London with her father, now on half pay, and had attended a day-school until he married again, and finding his means inadequate to his expenses, and his wife and daughter by no means comfortable together, he suddenly flitted to Jersey to retrench, and made over his daughter of seventeen to her aunts to be prepared for governess-ship.
This was the account Miss Pearson and Miss Maria gave to Wilmet, and Wilmet repeated to Geraldine, who watched with some interest for the first report of the newcomer.
"She is rather a nice-looking little thing," was the first report, "but I don"t know whether we shall get on together."
The next was, "Miss Maria has been begging me to try to draw her out.
They are quite distressed about her, she is so stiff and cold in her ways with them, and they think she cries in her own room."
"Poor thing, how forlorn she must be! Cannot you comfort her, Mettie?"
"She will have nothing to say to me! She is civil and dry, just as she is to them."
"I think she can talk," said Angela.
"How do you know anything about it, little one? said Wilmet.
"I heard her talking away to Lizzie Bruce in the arbour at dinner- time. Her face looked quite different then from what it does in school."
"Then I hope she is settling down to be happier," said Wilmet thoughtfully; but, having watched Angela out of hearing, she added, "Not that I think Lizzie Bruce a good friend; she is rather a weak girl, and is flattered by Carry Price making a distinction between her and some of the others."
"When is Carry Price ever going to leave school?"
"When she can play Mendelssohn well enough to satisfy Mr. Bevan. I wonder Lady Price does keep her on here, but in the meantime we can only make the best of her."
A day or two later, Wilmet and Angela came in from school eager, indignant, and victorious.
"You did manage it well! the younger was saying. "I was so glad you saw for yourself.--Just fancy, Cherry, there were Carry Price and Lizzie Bruce turning out all the most secret corners of Miss Knevett"s work-box, laughing at them, and asking horrid impertinent questions, and she was almost crying."
"And you fetched Wilmet?"
"She was sitting out in the garden, showing some of the little ones how to do their crochet--it was the play-time after dinner--and I just went to her and whispered in her ear, and so she strolled quietly by the window."
"Yes," added Wilmet, "and before I came to it Edith was saying to Jane Martin, on purpose for me to hear, that she thought it would be a good thing if Miss Underwood would look into the school-room. So Angel was not getting into a sc.r.a.pe."
"I should not have minded if I had," said Angel; "it was such a shame, and she looks such a dear--"
"There she was," said Wilmet, "her fingers shaking, and her eyes full of tears, trying to do some work, while Carry Price went on in her scoffing voice, laughing over all the little treasures and jewels, and asking who gave them to her, and what they cost. All I could do was to put my hand on her shoulder and say I saw she did not like it; and then Lizzie Bruce looked ashamed, but Miss Price bristled up, and declared that Miss Knevett had unlocked the box herself. Then the poor child burst out that she had only said she would show her Maltese cross; she had never asked them to turn everything out, and meddle with it; and Carry tossed her head, just like my Lady, and said, "Oh, very well, they did not want to see her trumpery, since she was so cross about it. I suppose you mean to show the things one by one to the little girls! A fine exhibition!" She cried out, "Exhibit! I don"t mean to exhibit at all; I only showed it to you as my friend!" Whereupon Carry Price flounced off with, "As if I were going to make a friend of an underteacher!" and she went into a tremendous fit of crying, like what you used to have, Cherry, except that it was more pa.s.sionate!"
"I"m sure I never had anything like that to cry for. What did you do with her? How lucky she had you!"
"Why, when she went on sobbing, "I"ll not stay here," "I won"t be insulted." "I"ll tell my aunts," my great object was to get her upstairs, and to silence her, for I was sure Miss Pearson would dislike nothing so much as having a regular complaint from her about Carry; and, besides that, all the girls, who pity her now, would be turned against her, and think her a mischief-maker. I did get her up at last, and, oh dear! what a scene we had! Poor thing, I suppose she has been a spoilt child, going to a lady"s fashionable inst.i.tute, as she calls it, where she was a great girl, and rather looked up to, for the indulgences she got from her father--very proud, too, of being a major"s daughter. Then came the step-mother; what things she said about her, to be sure! No end of misery, and disputes--whose fault, I am sure I don"t know; then a crisis of debts. She says it was all Mrs. Knevett"s extravagance; but Miss Pearson told me before that she thought it had been going on a long time; and at last, when the father and his wife and her child go off to Jersey, this poor girl is turned over to the aunts she never saw since her mother died, twelve years ago."
"I dare say it is the best thing for her."