"No," said Robina, looking full in his face with st.u.r.dy offended dignity. "They both were in earnest when they told me about it."
"About what?" said he, still severely, as he sat down on a bench, unheeding February damp.
"About--" she was not far from tears, as she faltered out, "their engagement."
"Theirs! he wrung the hand that he still retained; "Edgar and--"
"And Alice Knevett," said Robin. "I would not promise not to tell. I hope it is not treachery!"
"How long?" asked Felix, hoa.r.s.ely.
"Ever since the holidays. They used to walk together when Miss Pearson thought she was with us, but none of us ever knew it then."
"You are certain? Remember, this is a graver matter than perhaps you understand."
"I think I do understand, and it is that which makes me so unhappy; but, indeed, it can"t be fancy. I have seen her ring, emerald and amethyst, for Edgar and Alice, and the locket with their hairs twisted together. The very first Sunday we were here, he gave me a note for her, and when I told him it was not allowed, he tried quizzing me at first, and at last told me I was a silly child who did not know what was proper between engaged people. So I said,"
continued Robina, with dignity, "that I could allow much to be proper in that case, but I wanted to know whether this was only kept from me because I was a baby, and was known to you and the grown-up people."
"Right, Robin," muttered Felix, feeling that she needed encouragement.
"Then he laughed at me more than ever about expecting things to be proclaimed on the market-cross, and tried to puzzle me out of my senses, till I could only stick to one thing, that I couldn"t take his notes unless somebody knew. And after all I found the thing in my jacket pocket. He must have put it in when I was not looking."
"And what did you do with it!"
"Oh! the dreadful thing! I felt as if it would bite me all the week long, but I didn"t think it would be honourable to tear it or burn it, and I kept it. Luckily Alice didn"t ask if I had a note, only whether he had said anything; and when she found I knew, she told me all about it, and said all sorts of things about my being unkind and mean to stand out, but I never promised to keep the secret."
"Are you still keeping this note!"
"No. I gave it back to Edgar on Sunday, and told him to play no such tricks. I thought he would have been in a rage, but he was--oh! so provoking! just as if he didn"t care for a little spite in a naughty child."
"Then is this intercourse checked!"
"No, that"s the worst of it. When I would not, they took to Angel.
You know she got very fond of Edgar in the winter, and was always running after him and waiting on him. So she did what he told her quite innocently at first, till I found out what was going on, and tried to stop her; but she doesn"t care for me as she does for Edgar, and thinks it grand to be in all their secrets, when I am too cross.
And then there"s a cla.s.s that goes to the South Kensington Museum, and Alice is one of them, and Edgar is about there. I"m sure Miss Fulmort ought not to be deceived as they are doing; it"s all nonsense about school-mistresses being designed by nature to be hoodwinked. It makes me so miserable, I don"t know what to do; and when I heard you were come, it was as if you had been sent on purpose to help me."
"Poor child!" said Felix, with a heavy sigh. "You have kept this all to yourself."
"I could not tell any one. I could have told Miss Lyveson, because she is one"s friend; but it would only be being a tell-tale and informer here. And one"s own brother, too! And I could not write, for they look over all the letters that are not to fathers and mothers.
"They must make an exception for me!" said Felix, in an indignant tone.
"I knew you would say so. O Felix, tell them so! I do feel like having Papa now I have you."
"If you only had!" sighed Felix. "My poor Bob, it is a grievous business, but you have been very upright and considerate, as far as I can see."
"I"m so glad you don"t want me to have told!" she said, with a sigh of relief, as unlike his as that of one who throws off a burden is to that of him who takes it up.
"Not if it can be helped. It would be a mischievous and cruel exposure, and would be hard on one who has been led into it," he said, with breaks and pauses, half for breath, half for considering.
"It is most reckless, most unjustifiable, in Edgar!" He knit his brows, so that she gazed at him in awe and wonder, as having something in his countenance that she did not comprehend. Then, after a silence, he said, "Robin, I will speak to Edgar, and if you do not find that this is stopped after one communication, which of course there must be, write to me. These ladies must make an exception in favour of such as we are!"
"O Felix, it is so nice to hold you and feel you! Only I wish I had not had to grieve you so much!"
"Dishonourable conduct is not what I was prepared for!" he said, setting his teeth.
"And will you speak to Angel? I hear them coming in," said Robina.
"Yes. Let me have her alone at first. Come back in ten minutes"
time."
He was still sitting on the bench, with his elbows on his knees, and his hands over his brow, when Angela came towards him. She was of the same long-limbed make as Clement, was nearly as tall as the square st.u.r.dy Robina nearly three years older, and had Clement"s small, almost baby mould of features, relieved only by such arch deep blue eyes as shone in Edgar"s face. She looked such a mere child, that when her step and exclamation caused Felix to raise his head, it seemed absurd to imagine her to be knowingly engaged as go-between in a clandestine correspondence, and with a sort of pity and compunction for the blame he had intended, he held out his arms to her.
"O Felix, how cold you are! Your face is like marble. Now if I was to sit there, in this weather, wouldn"t they be at me like wild cats?"
Thus reminded, Felix rose, and certainly shivered after the exercise of his privilege. "Are you happy here, Angel?" he asked in a constrained tone.
"Yes, it is jollier than Miss Pearson"s. There are more girls, and we do have such fun!"
"I hope you are good and steady, and very careful of all the rules."
Angela fidgeted, as if she didn"t like the style of the conversation.
"You know," he continued, "there may be rules that you may not see the use of, but that must be obeyed for all that."
"What a tiresome dry old Blunderbore you are!" broke out Angela, with ill-a.s.sured sauciness; "this isn"t the way Edgar goes on when he comes to see us."
Felix could not check a sort of groan or grunt; and Angela, whose pertness was defensive, quailed a little. She had driven him out of the due sequence of his discourse, but he resumed it. "Angel, I must tell you; if anybody asks you to break rules--by giving letters--you must not"
Angela kicked pebbles about.
"Have you ever been asked to do so?"
She hung her head, and a pout came over her face.
"Angel," he said, in a voice from the sadness of his heart, "I will not ask any questions, in case you have made promises not to betray secrets; but you must never make such promises again. Tell me you will never do--this thing again."
She was silent.
"Angela!" he said, reprovingly.
"I don"t know why I should promise you more than Edgar," broke out Angela, petulantly. "He is my brother too, and he isn"t cross; and I love him, and _will_ keep his secret."
Between this flat defiance of his authority, and his scruple about interfering with the child"s sense of honour, Felix was in no slight perplexity even as to this interview with his little sister. His disclaimer came first. "I ask about no one"s secret," he said, "but, Angel, I must have you understand this. If you break the rules that forbid the giving of notes from any person outside the school, it will be doing more harm than you can understand. I shall put a stop to it at once, and most likely you will be sent away in disgrace."
She was somewhat awed, but she did not speak.
"Whatever any one may say to you," said Felix, "recollect that it is dishonesty and treachery to do anything underhand, and the greatest possible mischief to those you wish to be kind to. Don"t you see, it is no kindness to help any one to do wrong?"