"Oh, indeed!" sneered Mr. Underwood. "Remember, not a farthing of mine goes to such folly! I don"t understand it. I thought once you"d have been as good as a son to me," he added in a very different tone, as he looked at the fine young man in whom he yearned to take pride.
"I wish I could, Sir," said Edgar, with real feeling. "I wish you had hit upon any one of us but my unlucky self. You"ve been very good to me, but what a man can"t do, he can"t; and if I gave in now, it would only be the same over again. But we don"t part in anger, Uncle, he continued, with a trembling of voice.
"Anger! No, my boy. I"m only vexed at the whole thing; but I don"t want to lose sight of you altogether. You"ll stay with us till you"ve found decent lodgings, and you"ll be welcome to look in on a Sunday."
Mr. Underwood spoke in a tone between asking and granting a favour.
"Thank you, Sir, with all my heart," said Edgar.
"And you"ll come to dine and sleep?" he added to Felix. "You"ve not seen your sister."
"No, thank you, Sir, I cannot to-day; I must be at home tonight."
They shook hands cordially: but as Edgar crossed the counting-house, he paused to open his own desk and pocket some of the contents, saying lightly as he did so, "There"s promotion in store for some of you youngsters--I congratulate you, Mr. Spooner; you"re free of a burthen to your spirit."
"Indeed, Mr. Edgar, I"m very sorry if--"
"Don"t throw away your sorrow, Mr. Spooner; I was foredoomed your soul to cross, and I bear no malice to you for having been crossed.
Shake hands, and wish me success as a painter."
"I wish you success, Mr. Edgar; but it will not be met with in any profession without application and regularity."
Edgar forbore from any reply but a low and deferential bow, such as to provoke another smothered laugh from the other young clerks, to whom Felix suspected, as he looked round, the favoured kinsman was subject of jealousy, admiration, or imitation, according to character. However, Edgar shook hands with each, with some little word of infinite but gracious superiority, and on coming out exclaimed, "Ban, ban, Caliban! You who are emanc.i.p.ated from a Redstone, congratulate me!"
Felix neither observed on the vast difference between the excellent confidential Spooner and pettily jealous Redstone, nor on the extremely dissimilar mode of emanc.i.p.ation. He was more occupied with the momentous responsibility of having a.s.sisted to cut his brother loose from the protection to which his father had confided him. Mr.
Audley"s warning that he was inclined to be weak where Edgar was concerned, came before him. Yet the life of luxury and unfulfilled duties was in his eyes such a wrongful course, that he felt justified in having put an end to it; and his heart warmed with hope and exultation as he recollected how Etty"s success had been owing to his brother"s aid, and felt himself putting Edgar"s foot on the first round of the ladder, and freeing his ascent from all that had hitherto trammelled it. Such bright visions haunted him when talking was impossible on the omnibus, outside which Edgar had exalted him-- he did not well know why till on descending at Charing Cross, he found he was to have an interview with Mr. Renville, who was copying a picture in the National Gallery, and whom he found, to his great relief, to be no wild Bohemian, but a simple painstaking business- like man, who had married a German hausfrau, and lodged a few art students with unexceptionable references. Knowing Edgar already, he had measured his powers, and a.s.sured Felix that his talent was undoubted, though whether that talent amounted to genius could only be decided when the preliminary studies were accomplished; but even if it were not of the very highest order (a supposition that rather hurt Felix"s feelings), the less aspiring walks of the profession would afford sufficient security of maintenance to justify the expense of the study. He talked with sense and coolness; and his charges, though falling severely on such funds as were at the disposal of the young pillar of the house, were, Edgar declared, and Felix could well believe, very moderate. The time was to be further decided after reference to Mrs. Renville.
"Will you not come home first?" asked Felix, as they descended the steps.
"Not in the character of the discarded! Who knows the effect it might have on old Froggy? By the by, I hope this advance does not make any difference to the terms of your bondage.
"Nothing important."
"Draw bills to any amount on the R.A. of the future!"
The light hopeful tone contrasted with Clement"s grave thankfulness, and sorrow at being an expense; but Felix really preferred it, as far less embarra.s.sing.
"Could you come down in a month"s time?" he continued. "Lance is to be confirmed at the Cathedral, and it might be an opportunity for you."
"I cannot lose this month"s work at the Academy, it is the most important in the year."
"It might be arranged for you to come down for the day. You could see any one you pleased here."
"Has Tina excited you to consign me to the Whittingtonian Fathers?"
"No." Felix had almost rested there, but presently added, gravely, "I constantly feel the impossibility of getting through this world and keeping straight without help--the help that is provided for us," he added, lamely enough.
"Dear old Blunderbore," said Edgar, affectionately; "what comes naturally to you, No. 1, letter A, in a flock of girls and boys, can"t be the same when one has got out into this wicked world. Go on in your own groove, and leave me to my aberrations. Don"t vex yourself, old fellow. A popular journalist must have got far enough to know that men don"t concern themselves about these little affairs in one another."
"Brothers do."
"Not unless they partake of the sister. Come! You have had no sustenance since breakfast at six o"clock, have you? Come in here, and learn what soup means."
"There"s no time. The train is at five."
"Time! You don"t mean to walk?"
"I do; and get something to eat at the station."
"I declare, Fee, your unsophistication would be refreshing if it were not a disgrace to your profession. Why are you not reporter to the Teetotal Times? No wonder if the Pursuivant has a flavour of weak tea!"
Felix smiled rather sadly, aware that this was meant to lead him away from the last subject. He perceived that the door between his favourite brother"s soul and his own was closed, and that knocking would only cause it to be bolted and barred. It might be true, as Mr.
Audley had told him, that Edgar"s was not so much real scepticism as the talk of the day, and the regarding the doubts of deeper thinkers as a dispensation from all irksome claims; but this was poor solace, while his brother rattled on: "My dear Blunderbore, the hasty-pudding on which you characteristically breakfast is a delusion as to economy. Renville"s little Frau will keep us better and at less expense than ever Wilmet conceived. You wrap yourself in your virtue, and refuse to spend a couple of shillings, as deeming it robbery of the fry at home. You wear out at least a shilling"s worth of boot leather, pay twopence for a roll and fourpence for a more villainous compound called coffee; come home in a state of inanition, cram down a quartern loaf and a quarter of a pound of rancid b.u.t.ter, washed down with weak tea; and if self-satisfaction and exhaustion combined are soporific, it is only to leave you a prey to nightmare. Then, to say nothing of poorness of blood producing paucity of ideas, it is fearful to think of the doctor"s bill you are laying up!"
"Nonsense, Edgar; I am in perfect health."
Edgar went off into a learned dissertation on the qualities of food and liquor, and the expedience of enriching the blood, and giving substance to the const.i.tution. He was, in fact, much more robust and athletic, as well as much taller than his brother, who looked like one who led an indoor life without cultivating his strength, but had no token of lack of health or activity. Always of small appet.i.te, he did not care how long he fasted, and was so much used to be on his feet, that the long walk through the streets seemed to fatigue him less than Edgar, who nevertheless kept with him, as finding real pleasure in his company.
The only pauses were at the sight of an accordion in a shop window labelled at so low a price, that Felix ventured on it for Theodore; and again when Edgar insisted on stuffing his pockets with bon-bons for the babes, as antidotes, he said, to the Blunderbore diet.
"I beg to observe, it was not Blunderbore that lived on hasty- pudding. That was the Welsh giant," said Felix.
"Ay! Blunderbore had three heads, and was buried up to the neck, completing the resemblance! Well, some day I"ll give you all a hoist, old fellow, and then you"ll be immortalised for having developed the President of the Royal Academy out of his slough of hides and tallow."
Felix went home through the summer twilight, tired and heavy-hearted, to find Wilmet sitting up over a supper not much less rigorously frugal than Edgar had foretold. Telling Wilmet was perhaps the worst of it to Felix. True, she forbore to reprove or lament when she understood that the deed was actually accomplished, and saw that he was fatigued and out of spirits; but her "Indeed! Oh! Felix!" and her involuntary gesture and att.i.tude of dismay, went as far as a volume of reproach and evil augury. He was weary beyond vindicating himself or Edgar; but the next morning, when Wilmet and Angela had started for school, there was a sense that the cat was away, and Geraldine looking up under her long black eyelashes, whispered, "Oh! it is so nice in you to have let him loose, dear Fee! It was such cruel waste to pin him down there!"
"It was mockery for him to pretend to work there against the grain, and live in all that ease and luxury," said Felix, greatly appreciating her sympathy. "That must be so clearly wrong, that the more I think it over, the more I trust I did right in not trying to make it up again, as Mr. Audley did."
"It was only a pity he did!" said Cherry; "but of course it was for your sake, that you might not have him thrown back on your hands."
"And for Edgar"s own protection too," said Felix; "but I cannot think lazy insufficient work, and constant amus.e.m.e.nt, otherwise than so unworthy, that I am sure Mr. Audley would think it more honest and right to put an end to them, even at some risk."
"Risk!" said the little sister, ruffling up her feathers; "he is sure to succeed, and you know it."
"I did only mean risk in that sense," said Felix, gravely; "but I hope he is safely and satisfactorily placed. Renville seems an excellent person, and more trustworthy perhaps because he only commits himself to Edgar"s capability.
"Capability!" contemptuously repeated Cherry. "No one but you and I really understand what Edgar can do!"
"I could have shaken the fellow for his coldness," said Felix, smiling; "but no doubt it was right of him, and Edgar will soon show--"
"That he will! Only look at the beauty and freedom of this outline,"
as she opened her portfolio.
"Don"t beguile me, Cherry; I can"t stay. I"ve all yesterday"s work to make up."
"Here are all the proofs, ready. Only just look at the sentence I marked for you. O Felix, how lucky Edgar has you for a brother, to save him from being blighted and crushed!"
"Is that head yours or his? Yours! I should say he was lucky to have such an unenvious sister. You would draw as well as he if you only had the teaching."
"Oh no, don"t say that! It spoils his! Though I do wish my drawing could be of some use."