Henrietta Stackpole, who was often with her friend when Mr. Rosier, coming to pay his compliments late in the afternoon, expressed himself after the fashion I have sketched, usually interrupted the young man at this point and read him a lecture on the duties of the American citizen.
She thought him most unnatural; he was worse than poor Ralph Touchett.
Henrietta, however, was at this time more than ever addicted to fine criticism, for her conscience had been freshly alarmed as regards Isabel. She had not congratulated this young lady on her augmentations and begged to be excused from doing so.
"If Mr. Touchett had consulted me about leaving you the money," she frankly a.s.serted, "I"d have said to him "Never!"
"I see," Isabel had answered. "You think it will prove a curse in disguise. Perhaps it will."
"Leave it to some one you care less for--that"s what I should have said."
"To yourself for instance?" Isabel suggested jocosely. And then, "Do you really believe it will ruin me?" she asked in quite another tone.
"I hope it won"t ruin you; but it will certainly confirm your dangerous tendencies."
"Do you mean the love of luxury--of extravagance?"
"No, no," said Henrietta; "I mean your exposure on the moral side. I approve of luxury; I think we ought to be as elegant as possible. Look at the luxury of our western cities; I"ve seen nothing over here to compare with it. I hope you"ll never become grossly sensual; but I"m not afraid of that. The peril for you is that you live too much in the world of your own dreams. You"re not enough in contact with reality--with the toiling, striving, suffering, I may even say sinning, world that surrounds you. You"re too fastidious; you"ve too many graceful illusions. Your newly-acquired thousands will shut you up more and more to the society of a few selfish and heartless people who will be interested in keeping them up."
Isabel"s eyes expanded as she gazed at this lurid scene. "What are my illusions?" she asked. "I try so hard not to have any."
"Well," said Henrietta, "you think you can lead a romantic life, that you can live by pleasing yourself and pleasing others. You"ll find you"re mistaken. Whatever life you lead you must put your soul in it--to make any sort of success of it; and from the moment you do that it ceases to be romance, I a.s.sure you: it becomes grim reality! And you can"t always please yourself; you must sometimes please other people.
That, I admit, you"re very ready to do; but there"s another thing that"s still more important--you must often displease others. You must always be ready for that--you must never shrink from it. That doesn"t suit you at all--you"re too fond of admiration, you like to be thought well of. You think we can escape disagreeable duties by taking romantic views--that"s your great illusion, my dear. But we can"t. You must be prepared on many occasions in life to please no one at all--not even yourself."
Isabel shook her head sadly; she looked troubled and frightened. "This, for you, Henrietta," she said, "must be one of those occasions!"
It was certainly true that Miss Stackpole, during her visit to Paris, which had been professionally more remunerative than her English sojourn, had not been living in the world of dreams. Mr. Bantling, who had now returned to England, was her companion for the first four weeks of her stay; and about Mr. Bantling there was nothing dreamy. Isabel learned from her friend that the two had led a life of great personal intimacy and that this had been a peculiar advantage to Henrietta, owing to the gentleman"s remarkable knowledge of Paris. He had explained everything, shown her everything, been her constant guide and interpreter. They had breakfasted together, dined together, gone to the theatre together, supped together, really in a manner quite lived together. He was a true friend, Henrietta more than once a.s.sured our heroine; and she had never supposed that she could like any Englishman so well. Isabel could not have told you why, but she found something that ministered to mirth in the alliance the correspondent of the Interviewer had struck with Lady Pensil"s brother; her amus.e.m.e.nt moreover subsisted in face of the fact that she thought it a credit to each of them. Isabel couldn"t rid herself of a suspicion that they were playing somehow at cross-purposes--that the simplicity of each had been entrapped. But this simplicity was on either side none the less honourable. It was as graceful on Henrietta"s part to believe that Mr.
Bantling took an interest in the diffusion of lively journalism and in consolidating the position of lady-correspondents as it was on the part of his companion to suppose that the cause of the Interviewer--a periodical of which he never formed a very definite conception--was, if subtly a.n.a.lysed (a task to which Mr. Bantling felt himself quite equal), but the cause of Miss Stackpole"s need of demonstrative affection. Each of these groping celibates supplied at any rate a want of which the other was impatiently conscious. Mr. Bantling, who was of rather a slow and a discursive habit, relished a prompt, keen, positive woman, who charmed him by the influence of a shining, challenging eye and a kind of bandbox freshness, and who kindled a perception of raciness in a mind to which the usual fare of life seemed unsalted. Henrietta, on the other hand, enjoyed the society of a gentleman who appeared somehow, in his way, made, by expensive, roundabout, almost "quaint" processes, for her use, and whose leisured state, though generally indefensible, was a decided boon to a breathless mate, and who was furnished with an easy, traditional, though by no means exhaustive, answer to almost any social or practical question that could come up. She often found Mr. Bantling"s answers very convenient, and in the press of catching the American post would largely and showily address them to publicity. It was to be feared that she was indeed drifting toward those abysses of sophistication as to which Isabel, wishing for a good-humoured retort, had warned her.
There might be danger in store for Isabel; but it was scarcely to be hoped that Miss Stackpole, on her side, would find permanent rest in any adoption of the views of a cla.s.s pledged to all the old abuses. Isabel continued to warn her good-humouredly; Lady Pensil"s obliging brother was sometimes, on our heroine"s lips, an object of irreverent and facetious allusion. Nothing, however, could exceed Henrietta"s amiability on this point; she used to abound in the sense of Isabel"s irony and to enumerate with elation the hours she had spent with this perfect man of the world--a term that had ceased to make with her, as previously, for opprobrium. Then, a few moments later, she would forget that they had been talking jocosely and would mention with impulsive earnestness some expedition she had enjoyed in his company. She would say: "Oh, I know all about Versailles; I went there with Mr. Bantling. I was bound to see it thoroughly--I warned him when we went out there that I was thorough: so we spent three days at the hotel and wandered all over the place. It was lovely weather--a kind of Indian summer, only not so good. We just lived in that park. Oh yes; you can"t tell me anything about Versailles." Henrietta appeared to have made arrangements to meet her gallant friend during the spring in Italy.
CHAPTER XXI
Mrs. Touchett, before arriving in Paris, had fixed the day for her departure and by the middle of February had begun to travel southward.
She interrupted her journey to pay a visit to her son, who at San Remo, on the Italian sh.o.r.e of the Mediterranean, had been spending a dull, bright winter beneath a slow-moving white umbrella. Isabel went with her aunt as a matter of course, though Mrs. Touchett, with homely, customary logic, had laid before her a pair of alternatives.
"Now, of course, you"re completely your own mistress and are as free as the bird on the bough. I don"t mean you were not so before, but you"re at present on a different footing--property erects a kind of barrier.
You can do a great many things if you"re rich which would be severely criticised if you were poor. You can go and come, you can travel alone, you can have your own establishment: I mean of course if you"ll take a companion--some decayed gentlewoman, with a darned cashmere and dyed hair, who paints on velvet. You don"t think you"d like that? Of course you can do as you please; I only want you to understand how much you"re at liberty. You might take Miss Stackpole as your dame de compagnie; she"d keep people off very well. I think, however, that it"s a great deal better you should remain with me, in spite of there being no obligation. It"s better for several reasons, quite apart from your liking it. I shouldn"t think you"d like it, but I recommend you to make the sacrifice. Of course whatever novelty there may have been at first in my society has quite pa.s.sed away, and you see me as I am--a dull, obstinate, narrow-minded old woman."
"I don"t think you"re at all dull," Isabel had replied to this.
"But you do think I"m obstinate and narrow-minded? I told you so!" said Mrs. Touchett with much elation at being justified.
Isabel remained for the present with her aunt, because, in spite of eccentric impulses, she had a great regard for what was usually deemed decent, and a young gentlewoman without visible relations had always struck her as a flower without foliage. It was true that Mrs. Touchett"s conversation had never again appeared so brilliant as that first afternoon in Albany, when she sat in her damp waterproof and sketched the opportunities that Europe would offer to a young person of taste.
This, however, was in a great measure the girl"s own fault; she had got a glimpse of her aunt"s experience, and her imagination constantly antic.i.p.ated the judgements and emotions of a woman who had very little of the same faculty. Apart from this, Mrs. Touchett had a great merit; she was as honest as a pair of compa.s.ses. There was a comfort in her stiffness and firmness; you knew exactly where to find her and were never liable to chance encounters and concussions. On her own ground she was perfectly present, but was never over-inquisitive as regards the territory of her neighbour. Isabel came at last to have a kind of undemonstrable pity for her; there seemed something so dreary in the condition of a person whose nature had, as it were, so little surface--offered so limited a face to the accretions of human contact.
Nothing tender, nothing sympathetic, had ever had a chance to fasten upon it--no wind-sown blossom, no familiar softening moss. Her offered, her pa.s.sive extent, in other words, was about that of a knife-edge.
Isabel had reason to believe none the less that as she advanced in life she made more of those concessions to the sense of something obscurely distinct from convenience--more of them than she independently exacted.
She was learning to sacrifice consistency to considerations of that inferior order for which the excuse must be found in the particular case. It was not to the credit of her absolute rect.i.tude that she should have gone the longest way round to Florence in order to spend a few weeks with her invalid son; since in former years it had been one of her most definite convictions that when Ralph wished to see her he was at liberty to remember that Palazzo Crescentini contained a large apartment known as the quarter of the signorino.
"I want to ask you something," Isabel said to this young man the day after her arrival at San Remo--"something I"ve thought more than once of asking you by letter, but that I"ve hesitated on the whole to write about. Face to face, nevertheless, my question seems easy enough. Did you know your father intended to leave me so much money?"
Ralph stretched his legs a little further than usual and gazed a little more fixedly at the Mediterranean.
"What does it matter, my dear Isabel, whether I knew? My father was very obstinate."
"So," said the girl, "you did know."
"Yes; he told me. We even talked it over a little." "What did he do it for?" asked Isabel abruptly. "Why, as a kind of compliment."
"A compliment on what?"
"On your so beautifully existing."
"He liked me too much," she presently declared.
"That"s a way we all have."
"If I believed that I should be very unhappy. Fortunately I don"t believe it. I want to be treated with justice; I want nothing but that."
"Very good. But you must remember that justice to a lovely being is after all a florid sort of sentiment."
"I"m not a lovely being. How can you say that, at the very moment when I"m asking such odious questions? I must seem to you delicate!"
"You seem to me troubled," said Ralph.
"I am troubled."
"About what?"
For a moment she answered nothing; then she broke out: "Do you think it good for me suddenly to be made so rich? Henrietta doesn"t."
"Oh, hang Henrietta!" said Ralph coa.r.s.ely, "If you ask me I"m delighted at it."
"Is that why your father did it--for your amus.e.m.e.nt?"
"I differ with Miss Stackpole," Ralph went on more gravely. "I think it very good for you to have means."
Isabel looked at him with serious eyes. "I wonder whether you know what"s good for me--or whether you care."
"If I know depend upon it I care. Shall I tell you what it is? Not to torment yourself."
"Not to torment you, I suppose you mean."
"You can"t do that; I"m proof. Take things more easily. Don"t ask yourself so much whether this or that is good for you. Don"t question your conscience so much--it will get out of tune like a strummed piano. Keep it for great occasions. Don"t try so much to form your character--it"s like trying to pull open a tight, tender young rose.
Live as you like best, and your character will take care of itself. Most things are good for you; the exceptions are very rare, and a comfortable income"s not one of them." Ralph paused, smiling; Isabel had listened quickly. "You"ve too much power of thought--above all too much conscience," Ralph added. "It"s out of all reason, the number of things you think wrong. Put back your watch. Diet your fever. Spread your wings; rise above the ground. It"s never wrong to do that."
She had listened eagerly, as I say; and it was her nature to understand quickly. "I wonder if you appreciate what you say. If you do, you take a great responsibility."
"You frighten me a little, but I think I"m right," said Ralph, persisting in cheer.