"I don"t understand. Whose wife"s?" Isabel asked.
"The wife of a horrid little Swiss who died--how long?--a dozen, more than fifteen, years ago. He never recognised Miss Pansy, nor, knowing what he was about, would have anything to say to her; and there was no reason why he should. Osmond did, and that was better; though he had to fit on afterwards the whole rigmarole of his own wife"s having died in childbirth, and of his having, in grief and horror, banished the little girl from his sight for as long as possible before taking her home from nurse. His wife had really died, you know, of quite another matter and in quite another place: in the Piedmontese mountains, where they had gone, one August, because her health appeared to require the air, but where she was suddenly taken worse--fatally ill. The story pa.s.sed, sufficiently; it was covered by the appearances so long as n.o.body heeded, as n.o.body cared to look into it. But of course I knew--without researches," the Countess lucidly proceeded; "as also, you"ll understand, without a word said between us--I mean between Osmond and me. Don"t you see him looking at me, in silence, that way, to settle it?--that is to settle ME if I should say anything. I said nothing, right or left--never a word to a creature, if you can believe that of me: on my honour, my dear, I speak of the thing to you now, after all this time, as I"ve never, never spoken. It was to be enough for me, from the first, that the child was my niece--from the moment she was my brother"s daughter. As for her veritable mother--!" But with this Pansy"s wonderful aunt dropped--as, involuntarily, from the impression of her sister-in-law"s face, out of which more eyes might have seemed to look at her than she had ever had to meet.
She had spoken no name, yet Isabel could but check, on her own lips, an echo of the unspoken. She sank to her seat again, hanging her head.
"Why have you told me this?" she asked in a voice the Countess hardly recognised.
"Because I"ve been so bored with your not knowing. I"ve been bored, frankly, my dear, with not having told you; as if, stupidly, all this time I couldn"t have managed! Ca me depa.s.se, if you don"t mind my saying so, the things, all round you, that you"ve appeared to succeed in not knowing. It"s a sort of a.s.sistance--aid to innocent ignorance--that I"ve always been a bad hand at rendering; and in this connexion, that of keeping quiet for my brother, my virtue has at any rate finally found itself exhausted. It"s not a black lie, moreover, you know," the Countess inimitably added. "The facts are exactly what I tell you."
"I had no idea," said Isabel presently; and looked up at her in a manner that doubtless matched the apparent witlessness of this confession.
"So I believed--though it was hard to believe. Had it never occurred to you that he was for six or seven years her lover?"
"I don"t know. Things HAVE occurred to me, and perhaps that was what they all meant."
"She has been wonderfully clever, she has been magnificent, about Pansy!" the Countess, before all this view of it, cried.
"Oh, no idea, for me," Isabel went on, "ever DEFINITELY took that form."
She appeared to be making out to herself what had been and what hadn"t.
"And as it is--I don"t understand."
She spoke as one troubled and puzzled, yet the poor Countess seemed to have seen her revelation fall below its possibilities of effect. She had expected to kindle some responsive blaze, but had barely extracted a spark. Isabel showed as scarce more impressed than she might have been, as a young woman of approved imagination, with some fine sinister pa.s.sage of public history. "Don"t you recognise how the child could never pa.s.s for HER husband"s?--that is with M. Merle himself," her companion resumed. "They had been separated too long for that, and he had gone to some far country--I think to South America. If she had ever had children--which I"m not sure of--she had lost them. The conditions happened to make it workable, under stress (I mean at so awkward a pinch), that Osmond should acknowledge the little girl. His wife was dead--very true; but she had not been dead too long to put a certain accommodation of dates out of the question--from the moment, I mean, that suspicion wasn"t started; which was what they had to take care of.
What was more natural than that poor Mrs. Osmond, at a distance and for a world not troubling about trifles, should have left behind her, poverina, the pledge of her brief happiness that had cost her her life?
With the aid of a change of residence--Osmond had been living with her at Naples at the time of their stay in the Alps, and he in due course left it for ever--the whole history was successfully set going. My poor sister-in-law, in her grave, couldn"t help herself, and the real mother, to save HER skin, renounced all visible property in the child."
"Ah, poor, poor woman!" cried Isabel, who herewith burst into tears. It was a long time since she had shed any; she had suffered a high reaction from weeping. But now they flowed with an abundance in which the Countess Gemini found only another discomfiture.
"It"s very kind of you to pity her!" she discordantly laughed. "Yes indeed, you have a way of your own--!"
"He must have been false to his wife--and so very soon!" said Isabel with a sudden check.
"That"s all that"s wanting--that you should take up her cause!" the Countess went on. "I quite agree with you, however, that it was much too soon."
"But to me, to me--?" And Isabel hesitated as if she had not heard; as if her question--though it was sufficiently there in her eyes--were all for herself.
"To you he has been faithful? Well, it depends, my dear, on what you call faithful. When he married you he was no longer the lover of another woman--SUCH a lover as he had been, cara mia, between their risks and their precautions, while the thing lasted! That state of affairs had pa.s.sed away; the lady had repented, or at all events, for reasons of her own, drawn back: she had always had, too, a worship of appearances so intense that even Osmond himself had got bored with it. You may therefore imagine what it was--when he couldn"t patch it on conveniently to ANY of those he goes in for! But the whole past was between them."
"Yes," Isabel mechanically echoed, "the whole past is between them."
"Ah, this later past is nothing. But for six or seven years, as I say, they had kept it up."
She was silent a little. "Why then did she want him to marry me?"
"Ah my dear, that"s her superiority! Because you had money; and because she believed you would be good to Pansy."
"Poor woman--and Pansy who doesn"t like her!" cried Isabel.
"That"s the reason she wanted some one whom Pansy would like. She knows it; she knows everything."
"Will she know that you"ve told me this?"
"That will depend upon whether you tell her. She"s prepared for it, and do you know what she counts upon for her defence? On your believing that I lie. Perhaps you do; don"t make yourself uncomfortable to hide it.
Only, as it happens this time, I don"t. I"ve told plenty of little idiotic fibs, but they"ve never hurt any one but myself."
Isabel sat staring at her companion"s story as at a bale of fantastic wares some strolling gypsy might have unpacked on the carpet at her feet. "Why did Osmond never marry her?" she finally asked.
"Because she had no money." The Countess had an answer for everything, and if she lied she lied well. "No one knows, no one has ever known, what she lives on, or how she has got all those beautiful things. I don"t believe Osmond himself knows. Besides, she wouldn"t have married him."
"How can she have loved him then?"
"She doesn"t love him in that way. She did at first, and then, I suppose, she would have married him; but at that time her husband was living. By the time M. Merle had rejoined--I won"t say his ancestors, because he never had any--her relations with Osmond had changed, and she had grown more ambitious. Besides, she has never had, about him,"
the Countess went on, leaving Isabel to wince for it so tragically afterwards--"she HAD never had, what you might call any illusions of INTELLIGENCE. She hoped she might marry a great man; that has always been her idea. She has waited and watched and plotted and prayed; but she has never succeeded. I don"t call Madame Merle a success, you know.
I don"t know what she may accomplish yet, but at present she has very little to show. The only tangible result she has ever achieved--except, of course, getting to know every one and staying with them free of expense--has been her bringing you and Osmond together. Oh, she did that, my dear; you needn"t look as if you doubted it. I"ve watched them for years; I know everything--everything. I"m thought a great scatterbrain, but I"ve had enough application of mind to follow up those two. She hates me, and her way of showing it is to pretend to be for ever defending me. When people say I"ve had fifteen lovers she looks horrified and declares that quite half of them were never proved. She has been afraid of me for years, and she has taken great comfort in the vile, false things people have said about me. She has been afraid I"d expose her, and she threatened me one day when Osmond began to pay his court to you. It was at his house in Florence; do you remember that afternoon when she brought you there and we had tea in the garden? She let me know then that if I should tell tales two could play at that game. She pretends there"s a good deal more to tell about me than about her. It would be an interesting comparison! I don"t care a fig what she may say, simply because I know YOU don"t care a fig. You can"t trouble your head about me less than you do already. So she may take her revenge as she chooses; I don"t think she"ll frighten you very much. Her great idea has been to be tremendously irreproachable--a kind of full-blown lily--the incarnation of propriety. She has always worshipped that G.o.d.
There should be no scandal about Caesar"s wife, you know; and, as I say, she has always hoped to marry Caesar. That was one reason she wouldn"t marry Osmond; the fear that on seeing her with Pansy people would put things together--would even see a resemblance. She has had a terror lest the mother should betray herself. She has been awfully careful; the mother has never done so."
"Yes, yes, the mother has done so," said Isabel, who had listened to all this with a face more and more wan. "She betrayed herself to me the other day, though I didn"t recognise her. There appeared to have been a chance of Pansy"s making a great marriage, and in her disappointment at its not coming off she almost dropped the mask."
"Ah, that"s where she"d dish herself!" cried the Countess. "She has failed so dreadfully that she"s determined her daughter shall make it up."
Isabel started at the words "her daughter," which her guest threw off so familiarly. "It seems very wonderful," she murmured; and in this bewildering impression she had almost lost her sense of being personally touched by the story.
"Now don"t go and turn against the poor innocent child!" the Countess went on. "She"s very nice, in spite of her deplorable origin. I myself have liked Pansy; not, naturally, because she was hers, but because she had become yours."
"Yes, she has become mine. And how the poor woman must have suffered at seeing me--!" Isabel exclaimed while she flushed at the thought.
"I don"t believe she has suffered; on the contrary, she has enjoyed.
Osmond"s marriage has given his daughter a great little lift. Before that she lived in a hole. And do you know what the mother thought? That you might take such a fancy to the child that you"d do something for her. Osmond of course could never give her a portion. Osmond was really extremely poor; but of course you know all about that. Ah, my dear,"
cried the Countess, "why did you ever inherit money?" She stopped a moment as if she saw something singular in Isabel"s face. "Don"t tell me now that you"ll give her a dot. You"re capable of that, but I would refuse to believe it. Don"t try to be too good. Be a little easy and natural and nasty; feel a little wicked, for the comfort of it, once in your life!"
"It"s very strange. I suppose I ought to know, but I"m sorry," Isabel said. "I"m much obliged to you."
"Yes, you seem to be!" cried the Countess with a mocking laugh.
"Perhaps you are--perhaps you"re not. You don"t take it as I should have thought."
"How should I take it?" Isabel asked.
"Well, I should say as a woman who has been made use of." Isabel made no answer to this; she only listened, and the Countess went on. "They"ve always been bound to each other; they remained so even after she broke off--or HE did. But he has always been more for her than she has been for him. When their little carnival was over they made a bargain that each should give the other complete liberty, but that each should also do everything possible to help the other on. You may ask me how I know such a thing as that. I know it by the way they"ve behaved. Now see how much better women are than men! She has found a wife for Osmond, but Osmond has never lifted a little finger for HER. She has worked for him, plotted for him, suffered for him; she has even more than once found money for him; and the end of it is that he"s tired of her. She"s an old habit; there are moments when he needs her, but on the whole he wouldn"t miss her if she were removed. And, what"s more, today she knows it. So you needn"t be jealous!" the Countess added humorously.
Isabel rose from her sofa again; she felt bruised and scant of breath; her head was humming with new knowledge. "I"m much obliged to you," she repeated. And then she added abruptly, in quite a different tone: "How do you know all this?"
This enquiry appeared to ruffle the Countess more than Isabel"s expression of grat.i.tude pleased her. She gave her companion a bold stare, with which, "Let us a.s.sume that I"ve invented it!" she cried. She too, however, suddenly changed her tone and, laying her hand on Isabel"s arm, said with the penetration of her sharp bright smile: "Now will you give up your journey?"
Isabel started a little; she turned away. But she felt weak and in a moment had to lay her arm upon the mantel-shelf for support. She stood a minute so, and then upon her arm she dropped her dizzy head, with closed eyes and pale lips.
"I"ve done wrong to speak--I"ve made you ill!" the Countess cried.
"Ah, I must see Ralph!" Isabel wailed; not in resentment, not in the quick pa.s.sion her companion had looked for; but in a tone of far-reaching, infinite sadness.