"Indeed you won"t," indignantly. "I have too high an opinion of men for that."
She smiled again, seemed about to speak, and then to change her mind. An instant later she said,
"I must go in now. But I shall hope to see you again before I go back to the city. And, after your secret is out and the engagement is announced, I want to write Madeline, may I?"
"Of course you may. And she"ll like you as much as I do."
"Will she? ... Well, perhaps; we"ll hope so."
"Certainly she will. And you won"t let my treating you as--as I have make any difference in our friendship?"
"No. We shall always be friends, I hope. Good-by."
She went into the house. He waited a moment, hoping she might turn again before entering, but she did not. He walked home, pondering deeply, his thoughts a curious jumble of relief and dissatisfaction. He was glad Helen had seen her duty and given him over to Madeline, but he felt a trifle piqued to think she had done it with such apparent willingness.
If she had wept or scolded it would have been unpleasant but much more gratifying to his self-importance.
He could not help realizing, however, that her att.i.tude toward him was exceptionally fine. He knew well that he, if in her place, would not have behaved as she had done. No spite, no sarcasm, no taunts, no unpleasant reminders of things said only a few months before. And with all her forgiveness and forbearance and understanding there had been always that sense of greater age and wisdom; she had treated him as she might have treated a boy, younger brother, perhaps.
"She IS older than I am," he thought, "even if she really isn"t. It"s funny, but it"s a fact."
December came and Christmas, and then January and the new year, the year 1917. In January, Z. Snow and Co. took its yearly account of stock, and Captain Lote and Laban and Albert and Issachar were truly busy during the days of stock-taking week and tired when evening came. Laban worked the hardest of the quartette, but Issy made the most fuss about it.
Labe, who had chosen the holiday season to go on one of his periodical vacations, as rather white and shaky and even more silent than usual.
Mr. Price, however, talked with his customary fluency and continuity, so there was no lack of conversation. Captain Zelotes was moved to comment.
"Issy," he suggested gravely, looking up from a long column of figures, "did you ever play "Door"?"
Issachar stared at him.
"Play "Door"?" he repeated. "What"s that?"
"It"s a game. Didn"t you ever play it?"
"No, don"t know"s I ever did."
"Then you"d better begin right this minute. The first thing to do is to shut up and the next is to stay that way. You play "Door" until I tell you to do somethin" else; d"you hear?"
At home the week between Christmas and the New Year was rather dismal.
Mr. Keeler"s holiday vacation had brought on one of his fiancee"s "sympathetic attacks," and she tied up her head and hung c.r.a.pe upon her soul, as usual. During these attacks the Snow household walked on tiptoe, as if the housekeeper were an invalid in reality. Even consoling speeches from Albert, who with Laban when the latter was sober, enjoyed in her mind the distinction of being the reincarnation of "Robert Penfold," brought no relief to the suffering Rachel. Nothing but the news brought by the milkman, that "Labe was taperin" off," and would probably return to his desk in a few days, eased her pain.
One forenoon about the middle of the month Captain Zelotes himself stopped in at the post office for the morning mail. When he returned to the lumber company"s building he entered quietly and walked to his own desk with a preoccupied air. For the half hour before dinner time he sat there, smoking his pipe, and speaking to no one unless spoken to. The office force noticed his preoccupation and commented upon it.
"What ails the old man, Al?" whispered Issachar, peering in around the corner of the door at the silent figure tilted back in the revolving chair, its feet upon the corner of the desk. "Ain"t said so much as "Boo" for up"ards of twenty minutes, has he? I was in there just now fillin" up his ink-stand and, by crimus, I let a great big gob of ink come down ker-souse right in the middle of the nice, clean blottin"
paper in front of him. I held my breath, cal"latin" to catch what Stephen Peter used to say he caught when he went fishin" Sundays. Stevey said he generally caught cold when he went and always caught the Old Harry when he got back. I cal"lated to catch the Old Harry part sure, "cause Captain Lote is always neat and fussy "bout his desk. But no, the old man never said a word. I don"t believe he knew the ink was spilled at all. What"s on his mind, Al; do you know?"
Albert did not know, so he asked Laban. Laban shook his head.
"Give it up, Al," he whispered. "Somethin"s happened to bother him, that"s sartin". When Cap"n Lote gets his feet propped up and his head tilted back that way I can "most generally cal"late he"s doin" some real thinkin". Real thinkin"--yes, sir-ee--um-hm--yes--yes. When he h"ists his boots up to the masthead that way it"s safe to figger his brains have got steam up. Um-hm--yes indeed."
"But what is he thinking about? And why is he so quiet?"
"I give up both riddles, Al. He"s the only one"s got the answers and when he gets ready enough maybe he"ll tell "em. Until then it"ll pay us fo"mast hands to make believe we"re busy, even if we ain"t. Hear that, do you, Is?"
"Hear what?" demanded Issachar, who was gazing out of the window, his hands in his pockets.
"I say it will pay us--you and Al and me--to make believe we"re workin"
even if we ain"t."
""Workin"!" indignantly. "By crimus, I AM workin"! I don"t have to make believe."
"That so? Well, then, I"d pick up that coal-hod and make believe play for a spell. The fire"s "most out. Almost--um-hm--pretty nigh--yes--yes."
Albert and his grandfather walked home to dinner together, as was their custom, but still the captain remained silent. During dinner he spoke not more than a dozen words and Albert several times caught Mrs. Snow regarding her husband intently and with a rather anxious look. She did not question him, however, but Rachel was not so reticent.
"Mercy on us, Cap"n Lote," she demanded, "what IS the matter? You"re as dumb as a mouthful of mush. I don"t believe you"ve said ay, yes or no since we sat down to table. Are you sick?"
Her employer"s calm was unruffled.
"No-o," he answered, with deliberation.
"That"s a comfort. What"s the matter, then; don"t you WANT to talk?"
"No-o."
"Oh," with a toss of the head, "well, I"m glad I know. I was beginnin"
to be afraid you"d forgotten how."
The captain helped himself to another fried "tinker" mackerel.
"No danger of that around here, Rachel," he said serenely. "So long as my hearin"s good I couldn"t forget--not in this house."
Olive detained her grandson as he was following Captain Zelotes from the dining room.
"What"s wrong with him, Albert?" she whispered. "Do you know?"
"No, I don"t, Grandmother. Do you think there is anything wrong?"
"I know there"s somethin" troublin" him. I"ve lived with him too many years not to know the signs. Oh, Albert--you haven"t done anything to displease him, have you?"
"No, indeed, Grandmother. Whatever it is, it isn"t that."
When they reached the office, the captain spoke to Mr. Keeler.
"Had your dinner, Labe?" he asked.
"Yes--yes, indeed. Don"t take me long to eat--not at my boardin" house.
A feller"d have to have paralysis to make eatin" one of Lindy Dadgett"s meals take more"n a half hour. Um-hm--yes."
Despite his preoccupation, Captain Zelotes could not help smiling.