Dasha flew to do her bidding. Stepan Trofimovitch still gazed at her with the same wide-open, frightened eyes; his blanched lips quivered.
"Wait a bit, Stepan Trofimovitch, wait a bit, my dear!" she said, coaxing him like a child. "There, there, wait a bit! Darya will come back and... My goodness, the landlady, the landlady, you come, anyway, my good woman!"
In her impatience she ran herself to the landlady.
"Fetch that woman back at once, this minute. Bring her back, bring her back!"
Fortunately Sofya Matveyevna had not yet had time to get away and was only just going out of the gate with her pack and her bag. She was brought back. She was so panic-stricken that she was trembling in every limb. Varvara Petrovna pounced on her like a hawk on a chicken, seized her by the hand and dragged her impulsively to Stepan Trofimovitch.
"Here, here she is, then. I"ve not eaten her. You thought I"d eaten her."
Stepan Trofimovitch clutched Varvara Petrovna"s hand, raised it to his eyes, and burst into tears, sobbing violently and convulsively.
"There, calm yourself, there, there, my dear, there, poor dear man! Ach, mercy on us! Calm yourself, will you?" she shouted frantically. "Oh, you bane of my life!"
"My dear," Stepan Trofimovitch murmured at last, addressing Sofya Matveyevna, "stay out there, my dear, I want to say something here...."
Sofya Matveyevna hurried out at once.
"Cherie... cherie..." he gasped.
"Don"t talk for a bit, Stepan Trofimovitch, wait a little till you"ve rested. Here"s some water. Do wait, will you!"
She sat down on the chair again. Stepan Trofimovitch held her hand tight. For a long while she would not allow him to speak. He raised her hand to his lips and fell to kissing it. She set her teeth and looked away into the corner of the room.
"Je vous aimais," broke from him at last. She had never heard such words from him, uttered in such a voice.
"H"m!" she growled in response.
"Je vous aimais toute ma vie... vingt ans!"
She remained silent for two or three minutes.
"And when you were getting yourself up for Dasha you sprinkled yourself with scent," she said suddenly, in a terrible whisper.
Stepan Trofimovitch was dumbfounded.
"You put on a new tie..."
Again silence for two minutes.
"Do you remember the cigar?"
"My friend," he faltered, overcome with horror.
"That cigar at the window in the evening... the moon was shining... after the arbour... at Skvoreshniki? Do you remember, do you remember?" She jumped up from her place, seized his pillow by the corners and shook it with his head on it. "Do you remember, you worthless, worthless, ign.o.ble, cowardly, worthless man, always worthless!" she hissed in her furious whisper, restraining herself from speaking loudly. At last she left him and sank on the chair, covering her face with her hands. "Enough!" she snapped out, drawing herself up. "Twenty years have pa.s.sed, there"s no calling them back. I am a fool too."
"Je vous aimais." He clasped his hands again.
"Why do you keep on with your aimais and aimais? Enough!" she cried, leaping up again. "And if you don"t go to sleep at once I"ll... You need rest; go to sleep, go to sleep at once, shut your eyes. Ach, mercy on us, perhaps he wants some lunch! What do you eat? What does he eat? Ach, mercy on us! Where is that woman? Where is she?"
There was a general bustle again. But Stepan Trofimovitch faltered in a weak voice that he really would like to go to sleep une heure, and then un bouillon, un the.... enfin il est si heureux. He lay back and really did seem to go to sleep (he probably pretended to). Varvara Petrovna waited a little, and stole out on tiptoe from behind the part.i.tion.
She settled herself in the landlady"s room, turned out the landlady and her husband, and told Dasha to bring her that woman. There followed an examination in earnest.
"Tell me all about it, my good girl. Sit down beside me; that"s right. Well?"
"I met Stepan Trofimovitch..."
"Stay, hold your tongue! I warn you that if you tell lies or conceal anything, I"ll ferret it out. Well?"
"Stepan Trofimovitch and I... as soon as I came to Hatovo..." Sofya Matveyevna began almost breathlessly.
"Stay, hold your tongue, wait a bit! Why do you gabble like that? To begin with, what sort of creature are you?"
Sofya Matveyevna told her after a fashion, giving a very brief account of herself, however, beginning with Sevastopol. Varvara Petrovna listened in silence, sitting up erect in her chair, looking sternly straight into the speaker"s eyes.
"Why are you so frightened? Why do you look at the ground? I like people who look me straight in the face and hold their own with me. Go on."
She told of their meeting, of her books, of how Stepan Trofimovitch had regaled the peasant woman with vodka... "That"s right, that"s right, don"t leave out the slightest detail," Varvara Petrovna encouraged her.
At last she described how they had set off, and how Stepan Trofimovitch had gone on talking, "really ill by that time," and here had given an account of his life from the very beginning, talking for some hours. "Tell me about his life."
Sofya Matveyevna suddenly stopped and was completely nonplussed.
"I can"t tell you anything about that, madam," she brought out, almost crying; "besides, I could hardly understand a word of it."
"Nonsense! You must have understood something."
"He told a long time about a distinguished lady with black hair." Sofya Matveyevna flushed terribly though she noticed Varvara Petrovna"s fair hair and her complete dissimilarity with the "brunette" of the story.
"Black-haired? What exactly? Come, speak!"
"How this grand lady was deeply in love with his honour all her life long and for twenty years, but never dared to speak, and was shamefaced before him because she was a very stout lady...."
"The fool!" Varvara Petrovna rapped out thoughtfully but resolutely.
Sofya Matveyevna was in tears by now.
"I don"t know how to tell any of it properly, madam, because I was in a great fright over his honour; and I couldn"t understand, as he is such an intellectual gentleman."
"It"s not for a goose like you to judge of his intellect. Did he offer you his hand?"
The speaker trembled.
"Did he fall in love with you? Speak! Did he offer you his hand?" Varvara Petrovna shouted peremptorily.
"That was pretty much how it was," she murmured tearfully. "But I took it all to mean nothing, because of his illness," she added firmly, raising her eyes.