"I ate and drank there not because I had no money, and it"s not my fault that I was invited there. Allow me to judge for myself how far I need to be grateful for that."
The general impression was in his favour. "He may be rather absurd, and of course he is a nonsensical fellow, yet still he is not responsible for Yulia Mihailovna"s foolishness. On the contrary, it appears that he tried to stop her."
About two o"clock the news suddenly came that Stavrogin, about whom there was so much talk, had suddenly left for Petersburg by the midday train. This interested people immensely; many of them frowned. Pyotr Stepanovitch was so much struck that I was told he turned quite pale and cried out strangely, "Why, how could they have let him go?" He hurried away from Gaganov"s forthwith, yet he was seen in two or three other houses.
Towards dusk he succeeded in getting in to see Yulia Mihailovna though he had the greatest pains to do so, as she had absolutely refused to see him. I heard of this from the lady herself only three weeks afterwards, just before her departure for Petersburg. She gave me no details, but observed with a shudder that "he had on that occasion astounded her beyond all belief." I imagine that all he did was to terrify her by threatening to charge her with being an accomplice if she "said anything." The necessity for this intimidation arose from his plans at the moment, of which she, of course, knew nothing; and only later, five days afterwards, she guessed why he had been so doubtful of her reticence and so afraid of a new outburst of indignation on her part.
Between seven and eight o"clock, when it was dark, all the five members of the quintet met together at Ensign Erkel"s lodgings in a little crooked house at the end of the town. The meeting had been fixed by Pyotr Stepanovitch himself, but he was unpardonably late, and the members waited over an hour for him. This Ensign Erkel was that young officer who had sat the whole evening at Virginsky"s with a pencil in his hand and a notebook before him. He had not long been in the town; he lodged alone with two old women, sisters, in a secluded by-street and was shortly to leave the town; a meeting at his house was less likely to attract notice than anywhere. This strange boy was distinguished by extreme taciturnity: he was capable of sitting for a dozen evenings in succession in noisy company, with the most extraordinary conversation going on around him, without uttering a word, though he listened with extreme attention, watching the speakers with his childlike eyes. His face was very pretty and even had a certain look of cleverness. He did not belong to the quintet; it was supposed that he had some special job of a purely practical character. It is known now that he had nothing of the sort and probably did not understand his position himself. It was simply that he was filled with hero-worship for Pyotr Stepanovitch, whom he had only lately met. If he had met a monster of iniquity who had incited him to found a band of brigands on the pretext of some romantic and socialistic object, and as a test had bidden him rob and murder the first peasant he met, he would certainly have obeyed and done it. He had an invalid mother to whom he sent half of his scanty pay-and how she must have kissed that poor little flaxen head, how she must have trembled and prayed over it! I go into these details about him because I feel very sorry for him.
"Our fellows" were excited. The events of the previous night had made a great impression on them, and I fancy they were in a panic. The simple disorderliness in which they had so zealously and systematically taken part had ended in a way they had not expected. The fire in the night, the murder of the Lebyadkins, the savage brutality of the crowd with Liza, had been a series of surprises which they had not antic.i.p.ated in their programme. They hotly accused the hand that had guided them of despotism and duplicity. In fact, while they were waiting for Pyotr Stepanovitch they worked each other up to such a point that they resolved again to ask him for a definite explanation, and if he evaded again, as he had done before, to dissolve the quintet and to found instead a new secret society "for the propaganda of ideas" and on their own initiative on the basis of democracy and equality. Liputin, Shigalov, and the authority on the peasantry supported this plan; Lyamshin said nothing, though he looked approving. Virginsky hesitated and wanted to hear Pyotr Stepanovitch first. It was decided to hear Pyotr Stepanovitch, but still he did not come; such casualness added fuel to the flames. Erkel was absolutely silent and did nothing but order the tea, which he brought from his landladies in gla.s.ses on a tray, not bringing in the samovar nor allowing the servant to enter.
Pyotr Stepanovitch did not turn up till half-past eight. With rapid steps he went up to the circular table before the sofa round which the company were seated; he kept his cap in his hand and refused tea. He looked angry, severe, and supercilious. He must have observed at once from their faces that they were "mutinous."
"Before I open my mouth, you"ve got something hidden; out with it."
Liputin began "in the name of all," and declared in a voice quivering with resentment "that if things were going on like that they might as well blow their brains out." Oh, they were not at all afraid to blow their brains out, they were quite ready to, in fact, but only to serve the common cause (a general movement of approbation). So he must be more open with them so that they might always know beforehand, "or else what would things be coming to?" (Again a stir and some guttural sounds.) To behave like this was humiliating and dangerous. "We don"t say so because we are afraid, but if one acts and the rest are only p.a.w.ns, then one would blunder and all would be lost." (Exclamations. "Yes, yes." General approval.)
"d.a.m.n it all, what do you want?"
"What connection is there between the common cause and the petty intrigues of Mr. Stavrogin?" cried Liputin, boiling over. "Suppose he is in some mysterious relation to the centre, if that legendary centre really exists at all, it"s no concern of ours. And meantime a murder has been committed, the police have been roused; if they follow the thread they may find what it starts from."
"If Stavrogin and you are caught, we shall be caught too," added the authority on the peasantry.
"And to no good purpose for the common cause," Virginsky concluded despondently.
"What nonsense! The murder is a chance crime; it was committed by Fedka for the sake of robbery."
"H"m! Strange coincidence, though," said Liputin, wriggling.
"And if you will have it, it"s all through you."
"Through us?"
"In the first place, you, Liputin, had a share in the intrigue yourself; and the second chief point is, you were ordered to get Lebyadkin away and given money to do it; and what did you do? If you"d got him away nothing would have happened."
"But wasn"t it you yourself who suggested the idea that it would be a good thing to set him on to read his verses?"
"An idea is not a command. The command was to get him away."
"Command! Rather a queer word.... On the contrary, your orders were to delay sending him off."
"You made a mistake and showed your foolishness and self-will. The murder was the work of Fedka, and he carried it out alone for the sake of robbery. You heard the gossip and believed it. You were scared. Stavrogin is not such a fool, and the proof of that is he left the town at twelve o"clock after an interview with the vice-governor; if there were anything in it they would not let him go to Petersburg in broad daylight."
"But we are not making out that Mr. Stavrogin committed the murder himself," Liputin rejoined spitefully and unceremoniously. "He may have known nothing about it, like me; and you know very well that I knew nothing about it, though I am mixed up in it like mutton in a hash."
"Whom are you accusing?" said Pyotr Stepanovitch, looking at him darkly.
"Those whose interest it is to burn down towns."
"You make matters worse by wriggling out of it. However, won"t you read this and pa.s.s it to the others, simply as a fact of interest?"
He pulled out of his pocket Lebyadkin"s anonymous letter to Lembke and handed it to Liputin. The latter read it, was evidently surprised, and pa.s.sed it thoughtfully to his neighbour; the letter quickly went the round.
"Is that really Lebyadkin"s handwriting?" observed Shigalov.
"It is," answered Liputin and Tolkatchenko (the authority on the peasantry).
"I simply brought it as a fact of interest and because I knew you were so sentimental over Lebyadkin," repeated Pyotr Stepanovitch, taking the letter back. "So it turns out, gentlemen, that a stray Fedka relieves us quite by chance of a dangerous man. That"s what chance does sometimes! It"s instructive, isn"t it?"
The members exchanged rapid glances.
"And now, gentlemen, it"s my turn to ask questions," said Pyotr Stepanovitch, a.s.suming an air of dignity. "Let me know what business you had to set fire to the town without permission."
"What"s this! We, we set fire to the town? That is laying the blame on others!" they exclaimed.
"I quite understand that you carried the game too far," Pyotr Stepanovitch persisted stubbornly, "but it"s not a matter of petty scandals with Yulia Mihailovna. I"ve brought you here gentlemen, to explain to you the greatness of the danger you have so stupidly incurred, which is a menace to much besides yourselves."
"Excuse me, we, on the contrary, were intending just now to point out to you the greatness of the despotism and unfairness you have shown in taking such a serious and also strange step without consulting the members," Virginsky, who had been hitherto silent, protested, almost with indignation.
"And so you deny it? But I maintain that you set fire to the town, you and none but you. Gentlemen, don"t tell lies! I have good evidence. By your rashness you exposed the common cause to danger. You are only one knot in an endless network of knots-and your duty is blind obedience to the centre. Yet three men of you incited the Shpigulin men to set fire to the town without the least instruction to do so, and the fire has taken place."
"What three? What three of us?"
"The day before yesterday, at three o"clock in the night, you, Tolkatchenko, were inciting Fomka Zavyalov at the "Forget-me-not.""
"Upon my word!" cried the latter, jumping up, "I scarcely said a word to him, and what I did say was without intention, simply because he had been flogged that morning. And I dropped it at once; I saw he was too drunk. If you had not referred to it I should not have thought of it again. A word could not set the place on fire."
"You are like a man who should be surprised that a tiny spark could blow a whole powder magazine into the air."
"I spoke in a whisper in his ear, in a corner; how could you have heard of it?"
Tolkatchenko reflected suddenly.
"I was sitting there under the table. Don"t disturb yourselves, gentlemen; I know every step you take. You smile sarcastically, Mr. Liputin? But I know, for instance, that you pinched your wife black and blue at midnight, three days ago, in your bedroom as you were going to bed."
Liputin"s mouth fell open and he turned pale. (It was afterwards found out that he knew of this exploit of Liputin"s from Agafya, Liputin"s servant, whom he had paid from the beginning to spy on him; this only came out later.)
"May I state a fact?" said Shigalov, getting up.
"State it."
Shigalov sat down and pulled himself together.
"So far as I understand-and it"s impossible not to understand it-you yourself at first and a second time later, drew with great eloquence, but too theoretically, a picture of Russia covered with an endless network of knots. Each of these centres of activity, proselytising and ramifying endlessly, aims by systematic denunciation to injure the prestige of local authority, to reduce the villages to confusion, to spread cynicism and scandals, together with complete disbelief in everything and an eagerness for something better, and finally, by means of fires, as a pre-eminently national method, to reduce the country at a given moment, if need be, to desperation. Are those your words which I tried to remember accurately? Is that the programme you gave us as the authorised representative of the central committee, which is to this day utterly unknown to us and almost like a myth?"
"It"s correct, only you are very tedious."
"Every one has a right to express himself in his own way. Giving us to understand that the separate knots of the general network already covering Russia number by now several hundred, and propounding the theory that if every one does his work successfully, all Russia at a given moment, at a signal..."