Oh, blind, stupid, cowardly fool that he was! He had not thought of that. How much was she braving for him! He was rated a man of courage among his friends, yet now he was yielding to miserable cowardice.
Then his impulsive nature responded. He blurted out: "Belle, I will do anything for you; I will do anything you tell me to." It was an unconditional surrender, and the wise victor gave the honours of war to the vanquished by changing the subject.
"Then come to breakfast," she said in a lighter tone and led him to Aunt Collins"s house, whither the doctor had already gone.
A day"s rest, a forty-mile ride in the wind, a change of scene, good friends, a buoyant disposition, a flush of youth, and Belle, absorbed in all he did and said--who would not respond to such a concentration of uplifting forces?
Hartigan"s exuberance returned. His colour was back in his cheeks. His eyes sparkled and his wit sparkled, too. He won the heart of Mrs.
Collins. She said he was "the beautifullest man she had ever seen." Even John Collins, a plough- and wagon-dealer by trade, was impressed with the mental gifts and manly appearance of the young preacher, and Belle knew that the thing she had set out for was won.
Instead of discussing plans she announced them as if they were settled.
The doctor wished to stay a day or two in Deadwood, but that did not suit Belle at all. She was quite clear about it. Her aunt must drive back with her at once. The doctor and the Preacher must come, too, but arrive a little later in Cedar Mountain. So they boarded their buckboards, waved good-bye, and set their faces to the south.
The sun shone as it knows how in Dakota. The great pine-clad hills were purple in the lovely morning haze as the little party left Deadwood that day on the buffalo trail for Cedar Mountain. The doctor drove first in his buckboard, not without misgivings, for the good horse had had little rest since that forty-five mile drive. Next came the horseman on the gold-red horse that men turned to look after. Last, the prairie buckboard of the house of Collins with Aunt Anna driving and Belle at her side.
The prairie larks sang from low perches or soared a little way in the air to tell the world how glad they were on that bright summer morning.
The splendour of the hills was on all things, and Jim on Blazing Star was filled with the glad tonic. For five miles they ambled along, and when the doctor stopped at a watering place--he had been told to stop there--the others caught up with him. Hereupon there was a readjustment, and their next going found the Collins rig leading with Blazing Star behind, and Belle with Hartigan in the second buckboard.
That was a drive of much consequence to two of the party. In that second buckboard the fates laid plans, spun yarns, and rearranged many things.
Hartigan opened his heart and life. He told of his mother, of his happy childhood; of his losses; of his flat, stale, unprofitable boyhood; of Bill Kenna and his "word as a man"; of his own vow of abstinence, kept unbroken till he was eighteen. He gave it all with the joyous side alone in view, and when a pathetic incident intruded, the pathos was in the things, not in the words of the narrator. The man had a power of expression that would have made a great journalist. His talk was one continuous entertainment, and lasted unbroken to the half-way house, where they were to stay an hour for rest and food.
How sweet it is to tell one"s history to a woman who takes in every word as of large importance! How pleasant it is to confess to a keen and sympathetic hearer. The twenty-five miles pa.s.sed far too soon. It was short, but long enough for large foundations to be laid.
Belle was only twenty-two, but hers was a wise head. Hartigan had spoken freely about himself and thus had conferred in some large sort a right to advise. She had deliberately constructed a new mood for his thoughts, so that the horrors of the Bylow cabin were forgotten. The questions now for him and for her were, how to set him right with the church, and how begin all over again. Hartigan"s idea was to go openly before the whole congregation with a humble apology, and publicly promise to abstain from drink forever. Belle vetoed this emphatically.
"Never rub your head in the mud," she said. "You make your peace with G.o.d first, then with Dr. Jebb, and the deacons. Pay no attention to any one else. There will be some talk for a while, but it will die away.
"You don"t know the Black Hills as I do, Jim. People out here don"t take things quite so seriously as eastern folk. Many a western preacher carries a flask of brandy as snakebite antidote or chill cure. Not long ago I heard of a minister up north who was held for horse-stealing. Yes, more than once. And how he explained it, I don"t know: but he is preaching yet. I don"t mean to make light of these things, Jim, but I want to keep you from a kind of reparation which will be more of a shock to the people than what they now know. We must have some sense of proportion. Since there was no public scandal, you will find that the whole matter will be overlooked."
Belle was right; he knew she was; and later events proved it.
Most men propose when they find "the one woman"; but some don"t. Many marriages take place without any formal proposal. The man and the woman come together and discover such sympathy, such need of each other, that they a.s.sume much that remains unspoken. Nothing was said of love or marriage on that journey from Deadwood, but James Hartigan and Belle Boyd were conscious of a bond that happily and finally became complete.
Thenceforth he made no move without consulting her; thenceforth she had no plans in which he was not more than half.
They were ten miles from Cedar Mountain when the last change was made.
Those who noted their arrival some while later saw Belle ride up the Main Street with her aunt, and tie up at her father"s door. Twenty minutes later Hartigan rode beside the doctor"s rig to his home, at the other side of the town.
CHAPTER XXI
The Ordeal
Jim went at once to Dr. Jebb"s to report. Mrs. Jebb opened the door, greeted him with a hearty handshake, and was more than usually cordial.
Dr. Jebb was kind, but embarra.s.sed. He offered Jim a chair and began nervously:
"There was a rumour--there--that is--we missed you on Sunday."
Jim, with characteristic directness, said: "Doctor, I"ll tell you all about it." Just then there was a timid knock and Mrs. Jebb reappeared.
"May I be present, Jim?" she said. "I understand that you have something to talk about, and you know, you were always my boy."
Dr. Jebb looked puzzled. Jim said: "If I can"t trust you, who is there left to trust?" And then told the story of his fall. He painted himself not quite so black as he might have done the day before, but black enough.
Dr. Jebb looked terribly worried and distressed. "I don"t know what to say," he kept repeating. "All my heart is with you, but my judgment condemns you. I don"t know what to say."
Then Mrs. Jebb spoke. "Now, Josiah, you know perfectly well that your affections always were a safer guide than your judgment. There was no bad intention on the part of the sinner--for we are all sinners--this was just an unfortunate accident, and Jim shows in every possible way his regret. There has been no public scandal, and so I think you had better drop the whole thing and forget it. I know enough about Jim to know that he has made out the worst possible case against himself."
"That may be," said Dr. Jebb, "but I fear we must bring the matter up before the deacons, at least."
"As long as you don"t make it public by bringing it before the church,"
said Mrs. Jebb, "all right."
Thus it was that Dr. Jebb sent out a notice, to such of the deacons as he could not see personally, that a meeting was to be held at his house that night.
In the same afternoon another interview took place in Cedar Mountain.
School-trustee Higginbotham was sitting in his office when the schoolteacher came up the boardwalk and into the insurance office.
"h.e.l.lo, Jack."
"h.e.l.lo, John"; and the visitor sat down. Higginbotham glanced at him and noticed that his face was drawn and his eyes "like holes burnt in a blanket." His fingers trembled as he rolled a cigarette.
"Say, John," Lowe began nervously, "in case any rumour gets around that the Preacher and I were a little reckless at Bylow"s, you can contradict it. At least there"s nothing in it as far as I am concerned. I think the Preacher must have taken some before I arrived. He showed the effects, but not much."
"Hm," said Higginbotham. "You got there late?"
"Yes, you see we--that is, both of us--went there to stop that spree--and we did, in a way, but things got a little mixed."
"How was that?"
"Well, I went there to help him and I did what I could for him, but they had had some already. We spilled the keg on the floor and the fumes were pretty strong and affected him a little. Didn"t amount to much. I did what I could. It was strong enough to affect me--unpleasantly, too. I thought I"d just let you know in case there was anything said about it."
As soon as he was gone, Hannah appeared. Apparently, she had overheard the conversation. "Well, did you catch on?"
"Partly; how did it strike you?"
"I think he is trying to save his own skin by dragging in the Preacher."
"I think so, too; but all the same, I won"t use his story if it can be dispensed with. The less we dig into this thing the better."
A little later the notice came from Dr. Jebb, inviting Deacon Higginbotham to a meeting at his house that evening, for important business. As he walked across the village Charlie Bylow stepped out from a dark corner near Dr. Jebb"s house.
"Say, Deacon," he began, "I"ve been waiting to see you. I know what is on to-night. I want you to know it was a put-up job. It was the schoolteacher worked it. The stuff was doped all right. The Preacher went there to stop it as he did the other time, but they fooled him and trapped him."
"Yes, I thought so," said the little deacon, "and how was it worked?"
"Well, I don"t just exactly know. I haven"t been on good terms with my brother since I joined the church, so I don"t go to his house any more; but I heard some talk about its being the "slickest thing ever." I know the Preacher went there to stop it and that they trapped him and that it was Jack Lowe did it."