"And then he brought ye in here!" Batchgrew grimly completed the tale.
"We came in here for ten minutes or so, as I"d finished my shopping so quickly. Mr. Fores has just run across to the butcher"s to get something that was forgotten."
Mr. Batchgrew coughed loosely and loudly. And beyond the cough, beyond the confines of the ugly little room which imprisoned her so close to old Batchgrew and his grotesque whiskers, Rachel could hear the harsh, quick laughter of the audience, and then faint music--far off.
"If young Fores was here," said Mr. Batchgrew brutally, "I should tell him straight as he might do better than to go gallivanting about the town until that there money"s found."
He turned towards his boxes.
"I don"t know what you mean, Mr. Batchgrew," said Rachel, tapping her foot and trying to be very dignified.
"And I"ll tell ye another thing, young miss," Batchgrew went on.
"Every minute as ye spend with young Fores ye"ll regret. He"s a bad lot, and ye may as well know it first as last. Ye ought to thank me for telling of ye, but ye won"t."
"I really don"t know what you mean, Mr. Batchgrew!" She could not invent another phrase.
"Ye know what I mean right enough, young miss!... If ye only came in for ten minutes yer time"s up."
Rachel moved to leave.
"Hold on!" Batchgrew stopped her. There was a change in his voice.
"Look at me!" he commanded, but with the definite order was mingled some trace of cajolery.
She obeyed, quivering, her cheeks the colour of a tomato. In spite of all preoccupations, she distinctly noticed--and not without a curious tremor--that his features had taken on a boyish look. In the almost senile face she could see ambushed the face of the youth that Thomas Batchgrew had been perhaps half a century before.
"Ye"re a fine wench," said he, with a note of careless but genuine admiration. "I"ll not deny it. Don"t ye go and throw yerself away.
Keep out o" mischief."
Forgetting all but the last phrase, Rachel marched out of the room, unspeakably humiliated, wounded beyond any expression of her own. The cowardly, odious brute! The horrible ancient! What right had he?...
What had she done that was wrong, that would not bear the fullest inquiry. The shopping was an absolute necessity. She was obliged to come out. Mrs. Maldon was better, and quietly sleeping. Mrs. Tarns was the most faithful and capable old person that was ever born. Hence she was justified in leaving the invalid. Louis Fores had offered to go with her. How could she refuse the offer? What reason could there be for refusing it? As for the cinema, who could object to the cinema?
Certainly not Thomas Batchgrew! There was no hurry. And was she not an independent woman, earning her own living? Who on earth had the right to dictate to her? She was not a slave. Even a servant had an evening out once a week. She was sinless....
And yet while she was thus ardently defending herself she knew well that she had sinned against the supreme social law--the law of "the look of things." It was true that chance had worked against her. But common sense would have rendered chance powerless by giving it no opportunity to be malevolent. She was furious with Rachel Fleckring.
That Rachel Fleckring, of all mortal girls, should have exposed herself to so dreadful, so unforgettable a humiliation was mortifying in the very highest degree. Her lips trembled. She was about to burst into a sob. But at this moment the rattle of the revolving machine behind the hole ceased, the theatre blazed from end to end with sudden light, the music resumed, and a number of variegated advertis.e.m.e.nts were weakly thrown on the screen. She set herself doggedly to walk back down the slope of the aisle, not daring to look ahead for Louis.
She felt that every eye was fixed on her with base curiosity.... When, after the endless ordeal of the aisle, she reached her place, Louis was not there. And though she was glad, she took offence at his delay. Gathering up the reticule with a nervous sweep of the hand, she departed from the theatre, her eyes full of tears. And amid all the wild confusion in her brain one little thought flashed clear and was gone: the wastefulness of paying for a whole night"s entertainment and then only getting ten minutes of it!
IV
She met Louis Fores high up Bycars Lane, about a hundred yards below Mrs. Maldon"s house. She saw some one come out of the gate of the house, and heard the gate clang in the distance. For a moment she could not surely identify the figure, but as soon as Louis, approaching, and carrying his stick, grew unmistakable even in the darkness, all her agitation, which had been subsiding under the influence of physical exercise, rose again to its original fever.
"Ah!" said Louis, greeting her with a most deferential salute. "There you are. I was really beginning to wonder. I opened the front door, but there was no light and no sound, so I shut it again and came back.
What happened to you?"
His ingenuous and delightful face, so confident, good-natured, and respectful, had exactly the same effect on her as before. At the sight of it Thomas Batchgrew"s vague accusation against Louis was dismissed utterly as the rancorous malice of an evil old man. For the rest, she had never given it any real credit, having an immense trust in her own judgment. But she had no intention of letting Louis go free. As she had been put in the wrong, so must he be put in the wrong. This seemed to her only just. Besides, was he not wholly to blame? Also she remembered with strange clearness the admiration in the mien of the hated Batchgrew, and the memory gave her confidence.
She said, with an effort after chilly detachment--
"I couldn"t wait in the cinema alone for ever."
He was perturbed.
"But I a.s.sure you," he said nicely, "I was as quick as ever I could be. Heath had put my stick in his back parlour to keep it safe for me, and it was quite a business finding it again. Why didn"t you wait?...
I say, I hope you weren"t vexed at my leaving you."
"Of course I wasn"t vexed," she answered, with heat. "Didn"t I tell you I didn"t mind? But if you want to know, old Batchgrew came along while you were gone and insulted me."
"Insulted you? How? What was he doing there?"
"How should I know what he was doing there? Better ask him questions like that! All I can tell you is that he came to me and called me into a room at the back--and--and--told me I"d no business to be there, nor you either, while Mrs. Maldon was ill in bed."
"Silly old fool! I hope you didn"t take any notice of him."
"Yes, that"s all very fine, that is! It"s easy for you to talk like that. But--but--well, I suppose there"s nothing more to be said!" She moved to one side; her anger was rising. She knew that it was rising.
She was determined that it should rise. She did not care. She rather enjoyed the excitement. She smarted under her recent experience; she was deeply miserable; and yet, at the same time, standing there close to Louis in the rustling night, she was exultant as she certainly had never been exultant before.
She walked forward grimly. Louis turned and followed her.
"I"m most frightfully sorry," he said.
She replied fiercely--
"It isn"t as if I didn"t wait. I waited in the porch I don"t know how long. Then of course I came home, as there was no sign of you."
"When I went back you weren"t there; it must have been while you were with old Batch; so I naturally didn"t stay. I just came straight up here. I was afraid you were vexed because I"d left you alone."
"Well, and if I was!" said Rachel, splendidly contradicting herself.
"It"s not a very nice thing for a girl to be left alone like that--_and all on account of a stick_!" There was a break in her voice.
Arrived at the gate, she pushed it open.
"Good-night," she snapped. "Please don"t come in."
And within the gate she deliberately stared at him with an unforgiving gaze. The impartial lamp-post lighted the scene.
"Good-night," she repeated harshly. She was saying to herself: "He really does take it in the most beautiful way. I could do anything I liked with him."
"Good-night," said Louis, with strict punctilio.
When she got to the top of the steps she remembered that Louis had the latch-key. He was gone. She gave a wet sob and impulsively ran down the steps and opened the gate. Louis returned. She tried to speak and could not.
"I beg your pardon," said Louis. "Of course you want the key."
He handed her the key with a gesture that disconcertingly melted the rigour of all her limbs. She s.n.a.t.c.hed at it, and plunged for the gate just as the tears rolled down her cheeks in a shower. The noise of the gate covered a fresh sob. She did not look back. Amid all her quite real distress she was proud and happy--proud because she was old enough and independent enough and audacious enough to quarrel with her lover, and happy because she had suddenly discovered life. And the soft darkness and the wind, and the faint sky reflections of distant furnace fires, and the sense of the road winding upward, and the very sense of the black ma.s.s of the house in front of her (dimly lighted at the upper floor) all made part of her mysterious happiness.