It has ever been the stage-driver"s province to make the town acquainted with the business of each pa.s.senger whom he imports or exports. Our man, Dever, was no exception. Judson"s store had become the centre of all the gossip in Springvale. Judson himself was the prince of scandalmongers, who with a pretence of refusing to hear gossip, peddled it out most industriously. He had hurried to Mrs. Whately with the story of our guest, and here I found him when I went to see Marjie, before I myself knew what pa.s.senger the stage had carried up to Cliff Street.
After the party at Anderson"s, Tillhurst had not lost the opportunity of giving his version of all he had seen and heard in Topeka. Marjie listened in amazement but sure in her trustful heart that I would make it all clear to her in my letter. And yet she wondered why I had never mentioned that name to her, nor given her any hint of any one with claim enough on me to keep me for two days in Topeka. After all, she did recall the name--something forgotten in the joy and peace of that sweet afternoon out by the river in the draw where the haunted house was. Had I tried to tell her and lost my courage, she wondered. Oh, no, it could not be so.
The next day Marjie spent at Red Range. It was noon of the day following Rachel"s arrival before she reached home. The ride in the midday heat, sympathy for Dave Mead, and the sad funeral rites in the morning, together with the memory of Tillhurst"s gossip and the long time since we had talked with each other alone, had been enough to check even her sunny spirit. Gentle Mrs. Whately, willing to believe everybody, met her daughter with a sad face.
"My dear, I have some unwelcome news for you," she said when Marjie was resting in the cool sitting-room after the hot ride. "There"s an old sweetheart of Phil"s came here last evening to visit him. Mr. Dever, the stage-driver, says she is the handsomest girl he ever saw. They say she and Phil were engaged and had a falling out back East. They met again in Topeka, and Phil stayed a day or two to visit with her after the political meeting was over. And now she has come down here at his request to meet his folks. Marjie, daughter, you need not care. There are more worthy men who would be proud to marry you."
Marjie made no reply.
"Oh, daughter, he isn"t worth your grief. Be strong. Your life will get into better channels now. There are those who care for you more than you dream of. And you cannot care for Phil when I tell you all I must tell."
"I will be strong, mother. What else?" Marjie said quietly. In the shadows of the room darkened to keep out the noonday heat, Mrs. Whately did not note the white face and the big brown eyes burning with pain.
"It"s too bad, but you ought to know it. Judge Baronet"s got some kind of a land case on hand. There"s a fine half-section he"s trying to get away from a young man who is poor. The Judge is a clever lawyer and he is a rich man. Mr. Judson says Tell Mapleson is this young man"s counsel, and he"s fighting to keep the land for its real owner. Well, Phil was strolling around until nearly morning with Lettie Conlow, and they met this young man somewhere. He doesn"t live about here. And, Marjie, right before Lettie, Phil gave him an awful beating and made him promise never to show himself in Springvale again. You know Judge Baronet could do anything in that court-room he wants to. He is a fine man. How your father loved him! But Phil goes out and does the dirty work to help him win. So Amos Judson says."
"Did Amos Judson tell you all this, Mother?" Marjie asked faintly.
"Most of it. And he is so interested in your welfare, daughter."
Marjie rose to her feet. "Mother, I don"t know how much truth there may be in the circ.u.mstances, but I"ll wait until somebody besides Amos Judson tells me before I accept these stories."
"Well, Marjie, you are young. You must lean on older counsel. There is no man living as good and true as your father was to me. Remember that."
"Yes, there is," Marjie declared.
"Who is he, daughter?"
"Philip Baronet," Marjie answered proudly.
That afternoon Richard Tillhurst called and detained Marjie until she was late in keeping her appointment with Judge Baronet. Tillhurst"s tale of woe was in the main a repet.i.tion of Mrs. Whately"s, but he knew better how to make it convincing, for he had hopes of winning the prize if I were out of the way. He was too keen to think Judson a dangerous rival with a girl of Marjie"s good sense and independence. It was with these things in mind that Marjie had met me. Rachel Melrose had swept in on us, and I who had declared to my dear one that I should never care to take another girl out to that sunny draw full of hallowed memories for us two, I was going again with this beautiful woman, my sweetheart from the East. And yet Marjie was quick enough to note that I had tried to evade the company of Miss Melrose, and she had seen in my eyes the same look that they had had for her all these years. Could I be deceiving her by putting Rachel off in her presence? She did not want to think so. Had Judge Baronet not been my father, he could have taken her into his confidence. She could not speak to him of me, nor could he discuss his son"s actions with her.
But love is strong and patient, and Marjie determined not to give up at the first onslaught against it.
"I"ll write to him now," she said. "There will be sure to be a letter for me up under "Rockport." He said something about a letter this afternoon, the letter he promised to write after the party at Anderson"s. He couldn"t be deceiving me, I"m sure. I"ll tell him everything, and if he really doesn"t care for me,"--the blank of life lay sullen and dull before her,--"I"ll know it any how. But if he does care, he"ll have a letter for me all right."
And so she wrote, a loving, womanly letter, telling in her own sweet way all her faith and the ugly uncertainty that was growing up against it.
"But I know you, Phil, and I know you are all my own." So she ended the letter, and in the purple twilight she hastened up to the cliff and found her way down to our old shaded corner under the rock. There was no letter awaiting her. She held her own a minute and then she thrust it in.
"I"ll do anything for Phil," she murmured softly. "I cannot help it. He was my own--he must be mine still."
A light laugh sounded on the rock above her.
"Are you waiting for me here?" a musical voice cried out. It was Rachel"s voice. "Your aunt said you were gone out and would be back soon. I knew you would like me to meet you half way. It is beautiful here, you must love the place, but"--she added so softly that the unwilling listener did not catch her words--"it isn"t so fine as our old Rockport!"
Quickly came the reply in a voice Marjie knew too well, although the tone was unlike any she had ever heard before.
"I hate Rockport; I did not tell you so when I left last Spring, but I hated it then."
Swiftly across the listener"s mind swept the memory of my words. "If you ever hear me say I don"t like "Rockport" you will know I don"t care for you."
She had heard me say these words, had heard them spoken in a tone of vehement feeling. There was no mistaking the speaker"s sincerity, and then the quick step and swing of the bushes told her I had gone. The Neosho Valley turned black before her eyes, and she sank down on the stone shelving of the ledge.
My ride that afternoon had been a miserable one. Rachel was coy and sweet, yet cunningly bold. I felt indignant at my father for forcing her company on me, and I resented the circ.u.mstance that made me a victim to injustice. I detested the beautiful creature beside me for her a.s.sumption of authority over my actions, and above all, I longed with an aching, starved heart for Marjie. I knew she had only to read my letter to understand. She might not have gone after it yet, but I could see her that evening and all would be well.
I did not go near the old stone cabin. My father had failed to know his son if he thought I would obey under these hard conditions. We merely drove about beyond the draw. Then we rested briefly under the old cottonwood before we started home.
In the twilight I hurried out to our "Rockport" to wait for Marjie. I was a little late and so I did not know that Marjie was then under the point of rock. My rudeness to Rachel was unpardonable, but she had intruded one step too far into the sacred precincts of my life. I would not endure her in the place made dear to me from childhood, by a.s.sociation with Marjie. So I rashly blurted out my feelings and left her, never dreaming who had heard me nor what meaning my words would carry.
Down at the Whately home Richard Tillhurst sat, bland and smiling, waiting for Miss Whately"s return. I sat down to wait also.
The August evening was dry and the day"s hot air was rippling now into a slight breeze. The shadows deepened and the twilight had caught its last faint glow, when Marjie, white and cold, came slowly up the walk. Her brown hair lay in little curls about her temples and her big dark eyes were full of an utterable sorrow. I hurried out to the gate to meet her, but she would have pa.s.sed by me with stately step.
"Marjie," I called softly, holding the gate.
"Good-evening, Philip. Please don"t speak to me one word." Her voice was low and sweet as of yore save that it was cold and cutting.
She stood beside me for a moment. "I cannot be detained now. You will find your mother"s ring in a package of letters I shall send you to-morrow. For my sake as well as for your own, please let this matter end here without any questions."
"But I will ask you questions," I declared.
"Then they will not be answered. You have deceived me and been untrue to me. I will not listen to one word. You may be very clever, but I understand you now. This is the end of everything for you and me." And so she left me.
I stood at the gate only long enough to hear her cordial greeting of Tillhurst. My Marjie, my own, had turned against me. The shadows of the deepening twilight turned to horrid shapes, and all the purple richness with that deep crimson fold low in the western sky became a chill gloom bordered on the horizon by the flame of hate. So the glory of a world gone wrong slips away, and the creeping shadows are typical only of pain and heartache.
I turned aimlessly away. I had told Marjie she was the light of my life: I did not understand the truth of the words until the light went out.
Heavily, as I had staggered toward her mother"s house on the night when I was sure Jean Pahusca had stolen her, I took my way now into the gathering shadows, slowly, to where I could hear the Neosho whispering and muttering in the deep gloom.
It comes sometimes to most of us, the wild notion that life, the gift of G.o.d alone, is a cheap thing not worth the keeping, and the impulse to fling it away uprears its ugly suggestion. Out in a square of light by the ford I saw Dave Mead standing, looking straight before him. The sorrows of the day were not all mine. I went to him, and we stood there silent together. At length we turned about in a purposeless way toward the open West Prairie. How many a summer evening we had wandered here!
How often had our ponies come tramping home side by side, in the days when we brought the cows in late from the farthest draw! It seemed like another world now.
"Phil, you are very good to me. Don"t pity me! I can"t stand that." We never had a tenor in our choir with a voice so clear and rich as his.
"I don"t pity you, Dave, I envy you." I spoke with an effort. "You have not lost, you have only begun a long journey. There is joy at the end of it."
"Oh, that is easy for you to say, who have everything to make you happy."
"I? Oh, Dave! I have not even a grave." The sudden sense of loss, driven back by the thought of another"s sorrow, swept over me again. It was his turn now to forget himself.
"What is it, Phil? Have you and Marjie quarrelled? You never were meant for that, either of you. It can"t be."
"No, Dave. I don"t know what is wrong. I only wish--no, I don"t. It is hard to be a man with the heart of a boy still, a foolish boy with foolish ideals of love and constancy. I can"t talk to-night, Dave, only I envy you the sure possession, the eternal faith that will never be lost."
He pressed my hand in his left hand. His right arm had had only a limited usefulness since the night he tried to stop Jean Pahusca down by the mad floods of the Neosho. I have never seen him since we parted on the prairie that August evening. The next day he went to Red Range to stay for a short time. By the end of a week I had left Springvale, and we are to each other only boyhood memories now.
Out on the open prairie, where there was room to think and be alone, I went to fight my battle. There was only a sweep of silver sky above me and a sweep of moonlit plain about me. Dim to the southwest crept the dark shadow of the wooded Fingal"s Creek Valley, while against the horizon the big cottonwood tree was only a gray blur. The mind can act swiftly. By the time the moon had swung over the midnight line I had mapped out my course. And while I seemed to have died, and another being had my personality, with only memory the same in both, I rose up armed in spirit to do a man"s work in the world. But it cost me a price. I have been on a battle field with a thousand against fifty, and I was one of the fifty. Such a strife as I pray Heaven may never be in our land again. I have looked Death in the face day after day creeping slowly, surely toward me while I must march forward to meet it. Did the struggle this night out on the prairie strengthen my soul to bear it all, I wonder.
The next morning a package addressed in Marjie"s round girlish hand was put before me. Forgetful of resolve, I sent back by its bearer an imploring appeal for a chance to meet her and clear up the terrible misunderstanding. The note came back unopened. I gave it with the bundle to Aunt Candace.