"If I never come back, auntie," I added, "tell the little girl down on the side of the hill that I tried to do for Kansas what her father did for the nation, that I gave up my life to establish peace. And tell her, too, if I really do fall out by the way, that I"ll be lonely even in heaven till she comes."
But with the morning all my sentiment vanished and I was eager for the thing before me. Two hundred Indians we were told we should find and every man of us was accounted good for at least five redskins. At sunrise on the twenty-ninth day of August in the year of our Lord 1868, Colonel Forsyth"s little company started on its expedition of defence for the frontier settlements, and for just vengeance on the Cheyennes of the plains and their allied forces from kindred bands. Fort Hays was the very outpost of occupation. To the north and west lay a silent, pathless country which the finger of the white man had not touched. We knew we were bidding good-bye to civilization as we marched out that morning, were turning our backs on safety and comfort and all that makes life fine. Before us was the wilderness, with its perils and lonely desolation and mysteries.
But the wilderness has a siren"s power over the Anglo-Saxon always. The strange savage land was splendid even in its silent level sweep of distance. When I was a boy I used to think that the big cottonwood beyond the West Draw was the limit of human exploration. It marked the world"s western bound for me. Here were miles on miles of landscape opening wide to more stretches of leagues and leagues of far boundless plains, and all of it was weird, unconquerable, and very beautiful. The earth was spread with a carpet of gold splashed with bronze and scarlet and purple, with here and there a shimmer of green showing through the yellow, or streaking the shallow waterways. Far and wide there was not a tree to give the eye a point of attachment; neither orchard nor forest nor lonely sentinel to show that Nature had ever cherished the land for the white man"s home and joy. The buffalo herd paid little heed to our brave company marching out like the true knights of old to defend the weak and oppressed. The gray wolf skulked along in the shadows of the draws behind us and at night the coyotes barked harshly at the invading band. But there was no mark of civilized habitation, no friendly hint that aught but the unknown and unconquerable lay before us.
I was learning quickly in those days of marching and nights of dreamless sleep under sweet, health-giving skies. After all, Harvard had done me much service; for the university training, no less than the boyhood on the Territorial border, had its part in giving me mental discipline for my duties now. Camp life came easy to me, and I fell into the soldier way of thinking, more readily than I had ever hoped to do.
On we went, northward to the Saline Valley, and beyond that to where the Solomon River winds down through a region of summer splendor, its rippling waves of sod a-tint with all the green and gold and russet and crimson hues of the virgin Plains, while overhead there arched the sky, tenderly blue in the morning, brazen at noonday, and pink and gray and purple in the evening lights. But we found no Indians, though we followed trail on trail. Beyond the Solomon we turned to the southwest, and the early days of September found us resting briefly at Fort Wallace, near the western bound of Kansas.
The real power that subdues the wilderness may be, nay, is, the spirit of the missionary, but the mark of military occupation is a tremendous convincer of truth. The shotgun and the Bible worked side by side in the conquest of the Plains; the smell of powder was often the only incense on the altars, and human blood was sprinkled for holy water. Fort Wallace, with the Stars and Stripes afloat, looked good to me after that ten days in the trackless solitude. And yet I was disappointed, for I thought our quest might end here with nothing to show in results for our pains. I did not know Forsyth and his band, as the next twenty days were to show me.
While we were resting at the Fort, scouts brought in the news of an Indian attack on a wagon train a score of miles eastward, and soon we were away again, this time equipped for the thing in hand, splendidly equipped, it seemed, for what we should really need to do. We were all well mounted, and each of us carried a blanket, saddle, bridle, picket-pin, and lariat; each had a haversack, a canteen, a butcher knife, a tin plate and tin cup. We had Spencer rifles and Colt"s revolvers, with rounds of ammunition for both; and each of us carried seven days" rations. Besides this equipment the pack mules bore a large additional store of ammunition, together with rations and hospital supplies.
Northward again we pushed, alert for every faint sign of Indians. Those keen-eyed scouts were a marvel to me. They read the ground, the streams, the sagebrush, and the horizon as a primer set in fat black type. Leader of them, and official guide, was a man named Grover, who could tell by the hither side of a bluff what was on the farther side. But for five days the trails were illusive, finally vanishing in a spread of faint footprints radiating from a centre telling us that the Indians had broken up and scattered over separate ways. And so again we seemed to have been deceived in this unmapped land.
We were beyond the Republican River now, in the very northwest corner of Kansas, and the thought of turning back toward civilization had come to some of us, when a fresh trail told us we were still in the Indian country. We headed our horses toward the southwest, following the trail that hugged the Republican River. It did not fade out as the others had done, but grew plainer each mile.
The whole command was in a fever of expectancy. Forsyth"s face was bright and eager with the antic.i.p.ation of coming danger. Lieutenant Beecher was serious and silent, while the guide, Sharp Grover, was alert and cool. A tenseness had made itself felt throughout the command. I learned early not to ask questions; but as we came one noon upon a broad path leading up to the main trail where from this union we looked out on a wide, well-beaten way, I turned an inquiring face toward Morton, who rode beside me. There was strength in the answer his eyes gave mine. He had what the latter-day students of psychology call "poise," a grip on himself. It is by such men that the Plains have been won from a desert demesne to fruitful fields.
"I gave you warning it was no boy"s play," he said simply.
I nodded and we rode on in silence. We pressed westward to where the smaller streams combine to form the Republican River. The trail here led us up the Arickaree fork, a shallow stream at this season of the year, full of sand-bars and gravelly shoals. Here the waters lost themselves for many feet in the underflow so common in this land of aimless, uncertain waterways.
On the afternoon of the sixteenth of September the trail led to a little gorge through which the Arickaree pa.s.ses in a narrower channel. Beyond it the valley opened out with a level s.p.a.ce reaching back to low hills on the north, while an undulating plain spread away to the south. The gra.s.s was tall and rank in this open s.p.a.ce, which closed in with a bluff a mile or more to the west. Although it was hardly beyond midafternoon, Colonel Forsyth halted the company, and we went into camp. We were almost out of rations. Our horses having no food now, were carefully picketed out to graze at the end of their lariats. A general sense of impending calamity pervaded the camp. But the Plainsmen were accustomed to this kind of thing, and the Civil War soldiers had learned their lesson at Gettysburg and Chickamauga and Malvern Hill. I was the green hand, and I dare say my anxiety was greater than that of any other one there. But I had a double reason for apprehension.
As we had come through the little gorge that afternoon, I was riding some distance in the rear of the line. Beside me was a boy of eighteen, fair-haired, blue-eyed, his cheek as smooth as a girl"s. His trim little figure, clad in picturesque buckskin, suggested a pretty actor in a Wild West play. And yet this boy, Jack Stillwell, was a scout of the uttermost daring and shrewdness. He always made me think of Bud Anderson. I even missed Bud"s lisp when he spoke.
"Stillwell," I said in a low tone as we rode along, "tell me what you think of this. Aren"t we pretty near the edge? I"ve felt for three days as if an Indian was riding beside me and I couldn"t see him. It"s not the mirage, and I"m not locoed. Did you ever feel as if you were near somebody you couldn"t see?"
The boy turned his fair, smooth face toward mine and looked steadily at me.
"You mustn"t get to seein" things," he murmured. "This country turns itself upside down for the fellow who does that. And in Heaven"s name we need every man in his right senses now. What do I think? Good G.o.d, Baronet! I think we are marching straight into h.e.l.l"s jaws. Sandy knows it"--"Sandy" was Forsyth"s military pet name--"but he"s too set to back out now. Besides, who wants to back out? or what"s to be gained by it?
We"ve come out here to fight the Cheyennes. We"re gettin" to "em, that"s all. Only there"s too d.a.m.ned many of "em. This trail"s like the old Santa Fe Trail, wide enough for a Mormon church to move along. And as to feelin" like somebody"s near you, it"s more "n feelin"; it"s fact.
There"s Injuns on track of this squad every minute. I"m only eighteen, but I"ve been in the saddle six years, and I know a few things without seein" "em. Sharp Grover knows, too. He"s the doggondest scout that ever rode over these Plains. He knows the trap we"ve got into. But he"s like Sandy, come out to fight, and he"ll do it. All we"ve got to do is to keep our opinions to ourselves. They don"t want to be told nothin"; they know."
The remainder of the company was almost out of sight as we rounded the shoulder of the gorge. The afternoon sunlight dazzled me. Lifting my eyes just then I saw a strange vision. What I had thought to be only a piece of brown rock, above and beyond me, slowly rose to almost a sitting posture before my blinking eyes, and a man, no, two men, seemed to gaze a moment after our retreating line of blue-coats. It was but an instant, yet I caught sight of two faces. Stillwell was glancing backward at that moment and did not see anything. At the sound of our horses" feet on the gravel the two figures changed to brown rock again.
In the moment my eye had caught the merest glint of sunlight on an artillery bugle, a gleam, and nothing more.
"What"s the matter, Baronet? You"re white as a ghost. Are you scared or sick?" Stillwell spoke in a low voice. We didn"t do any shouting in those trying days.
"Neither one," I answered, but I had cause to wonder whether I was insane or not. As I live, and hope to keep my record clear, the two figures I had seen were not strangers to me. The smaller of the two had the narrow forehead and secretive countenance of the Reverend Mr. Dodd.
In his hand was an artillery bugle. Beyond him, though he wore an Indian dress, rose the broad shoulders and square, black-shadowed forehead of Father Le Claire.
"It is the hallucination of this mirage-girt land," I told myself. "The Plains life is affecting my vision, and then the sun has blinded me. I"m not delirious, but this marching is telling on me. Oh, it is at a fearful price that the frontier creeps westward, that homes are planted, and peace, blood-stained, abides with them."
So I meditated as I watched the sun go down on that September night on the far Colorado Plains by the gra.s.sy slopes and yellow sands and thin, slow-moving currents of the Arickaree.
CHAPTER XVII
IN THE VALLEY OF THE ARICKAREE
A blush as of roses Where rose never grew!
Great drops on the bunch gra.s.s.
But not of the dew!
A taint in the sweet air For wild bees to shun!
A stain that shall never Bleach out in the sun!
--WHITTIER.
Stillwell was right. Sharp Grover knew, as well as the boy knew, that we were trapped, that before us now were the awful chances of unequal Plains warfare. A mere handful of us had been hurrying after a host, whose numbers the broad beaten road told us was legion. There was no mirth in that little camp that night in mid-September, and I thought of other things besides my strange vision at the gorge. The camp was the only mark of human habitation in all that wide and utterly desolate land. For days we had noted even the absence of all game--strong evidence that a host had driven it away before us. Everywhere, save about that winking camp fire was silence. The sunset was gorgeous, in the barbaric sublimity of its seas of gold and crimson atmosphere. And then came the rich coloring of that purple twilight. It is no wonder they call it regal. Out on the Plains that night it swathed the landscape with a rarer hue than I have ever seen anywhere else, although I have watched the sun go down into the Atlantic off the Rockport coast, and have seen it lost over the edge of the West Prairie beyond the big cottonwood above the farther draw. As I watched the evening shadows deepen, I remembered what Morton had told me in the little cabin back in the Saline country, "Who ever fights the Indians must make his will before the battle begins." Now that I was face to face with the real issue, life became very sweet to me. How grand over war and hate were the thoughts of peace and love! And yet every foot of this beautiful land must be bought with a price. No matter where the great blame lies, nor who sinned first in getting formal possession, the real occupation is won only by sacrifice. And I was confronted with my part of the offering. Strange thoughts come in such an hour. Sitting there in the twilight, I asked myself why I should want to live; and I realized how strong, after all, was the tie that bound me to Springvale; how under all my pretence of beginning a new life I had not really faced the future separated from the girl I loved. And then I remembered that it would mean nothing serious to her how this campaign ended. Oh! I was in the crucible now. I must prove myself the thing I always meant to be.
G.o.d knew the heroic spirit I needed that lonely September night. As I sat looking out toward the west the years of my boyhood came back to me, and then I remembered O"mie"s words when he told me of his struggle:
"It was to save a woman, Phil. He could only kill me. He wouldn"t have been that good to her. You"d have done the same to save any woman, aven a stranger to you. Wait an" see."
I thought of the two women in the Solomon Valley, whom Black Kettle"s band had dragged from their homes, tortured inhumanly, and at last staked out hand and foot on the prairie to die in agony under pitiless skies.
"When the day av choosin" comes," O"mie said, "we can"t do no more "n to take our places. We all do it. When you git face to face with a thing like that, somehow the everlastin" arms Dr. Hemingway preaches about is strong underneath you."
Oh, blessed O"mie! Had he told me that to give me courage in my hour of shrinking? Wherever he was to-night I knew his heart was with me, who so little deserved the love he gave me. At last I rolled myself snugly in my blanket, for the September evenings are cold in Colorado. The simple prayers of childhood came back to me, and I repeated the "Now I lay me"
I used to say every night at Aunt Candace"s knee. It had a wonderful meaning to me to-night. And once more I thought of O"mie and how his thin hand gripped mine when he said: "Most av all, don"t niver forgit it, Phil, when the thing comes to you, aven in your strength. Most av all, above all sufferin", and natural longin" to live, there comes the reality av them words Aunt Candace taught us: "Though I walk through the valley av the shadow av death, I will fear no evil.""
"It may be that"s the Arickaree Valley for me," I said to myself. "If it is, I will fear no evil." And I stretched out on the brown gra.s.ses and fell asleep.
About midnight I wakened suddenly. A light was gleaming near. Some one stood beside me, and presently I saw Colonel Forsyth looking down into my face with kindly eyes. I raised myself on my elbow and watched him pa.s.sing among the slumbering soldiers. Even now I can see Jack Stillwell"s fair girl-face with the dim light on it as he slept beside me. What a picture that face would make if my pen were an artist"s brush! At three in the morning I wakened again. It was very dark, but I knew some one was near me, and I judged instinctively it was Forsyth. It was sixty hours before I slept again.
For five days every movement of ours had been watched by Indian scouts.
Night and day they had hung on our borders, just out of sight, waiting their time to strike. Had we made a full march on that sixteenth day of September, instead of halting to rest and graze our horses, we should have gone, as Stillwell predicted, straight into h.e.l.l"s jaws. As it was, h.e.l.l rose up and crept stealthily toward us. For while our little band slept, and while our commander pa.s.sed restlessly among us on that night, the redskins moved upon our borders.
Morning was gray in the east and the little valley was full of shadows, when suddenly the sentinel"s cry of "Indians! Indians!" aroused the sleeping force. The shouts of our guards, the clatter of ponies" hoofs, the rattling of dry skins, the swinging of blankets, the fierce yells of the invading foe made a scene of tragic confusion, as a horde of redskins swept down upon us like a whirlwind. In this mad attempt to stampede our stock nothing but discipline saved us. A few of the mules and horses not properly picketed, broke loose and galloped off before the attacking force, the remaining animals held as the Indians fled away before the sharp fire of our soldiers.
"Well, we licked them, anyhow," I said to myself exultantly as we obeyed the instant orders to get into the saddle.
The first crimson line of morning was streaking the east and I lifted my face triumphantly to the new day. Sharp Grover stood just before me; his hand was on Forsyth"s shoulder.
Suddenly he uttered a low exclamation. "Oh, heavens! General, look at the Indians."
This was no vision of brown rock and sun-blinded eyes. From every direction, over the bluff, out from the tall gra.s.s, across the slope on the south, came Indians, hundreds on hundreds. They seemed to spring from the sod like Roderick Dhu"s Highland Scots, and people every curve and hollow. Swift as the wind, savage as hate, cruel as h.e.l.l, they bore down upon us from every way the wind blows. The thrill of that moment is in my blood as I write this. It was then I first understood the tie between the commanding officer and his men. It is easy to laud the file of privates on dress parade, but the man who directs the file in the hour of battle is the real power. In that instant of peril I turned to Forsyth with that trust that the little child gives to its father. How cool he was, and yet how lightning-swift in thought and action.
In all the valley there was no refuge where we might hide, nor height on which we might defend ourselves. The Indians had counted on our making a dash to the eastward, and had left that way open for us. They had not reckoned well on Colonel Forsyth. He knew intuitively that the gorge at the lower end of the valley was even then filled with a hidden foe, and not a man of us would ever have pa.s.sed through it alive. To advance meant death, and there was no retreat possible. Out in the middle of the Arickaree, hardly three feet above the river-bed, lay a little island.
In the years to be when the history of the West shall be fully told, it may become one of the Nation"s shrines. But now in this dim morning light it showed only an insignificant elevation. Its sandy surface was grown over with tall sage gra.s.ses and weeds.
A few wild plums and alder bushes, a clump of low willow shrubs, and a small cottonwood tree completed its vegetation.
"How about that island, Grover?" I heard Forsyth ask.