"Then I won"t listen," Margaret said.
Mr. Van Torp planted himself more firmly on his st.u.r.dy legs, for the ship was rolling a little.
"I"ll give you a book, Madame Cordova," he said.
His habit of constantly repeating the name of the person with whom he was talking irritated her extremely. She was not smiling when she answered.
"Thank you. I have more books than I can possibly read."
"Yes. But you have not the one I will give you, and it happens to be the only one you want."
"But I don"t want any book at all! I don"t want to read!"
"Yes, you do, Madame Cordova. You want to read this one, and it"s the only copy on board, and if you"ll take a little walk with me I"ll give it to you."
As he spoke he very slowly drew a new book from the depths of the wide pocket in his overcoat, but only far enough to show Margaret the first words of the t.i.tle, and he kept his aggressive blue eyes fixed on her face. A faint blush came into her cheeks at once and he let the volume slip back. Griggs, being on his other side, had not seen it, and it meant nothing to Miss More. To the latter"s surprise Margaret pushed her heavy rug from her knees and let her feet slip from the chair to the ground. Her eyes met Griggs"s as she rose, and seeing that his look asked her whether he was to carry out her previous instructions and walk beside her, she shook her head.
"Nine times out of ten, proverbs are true," he said in a tone of amus.e.m.e.nt.
Mr. Van Torp"s hard face expressed no triumph when Margaret stood beside him, ready to walk. She had yielded, as he had been sure she would; he turned from the other pa.s.sengers to go round to the weather side of the ship, and she went with him submissively. Just at the point where the wind and the fine spray would have met them if they had gone on, he stopped in the lee of a big ventilator. There was no one in sight of them now.
"Excuse me for making you get up," he said. "I wanted to see you alone for a moment."
Margaret said nothing in answer to this apology, and she met his fixed eyes coldly.
"You were with Miss Bamberger when she died," he said.
Margaret bent her head gravely in a.s.sent. His face was as expressionless as a stone.
"I thought she might have mentioned me before she died," he said slowly.
"Yes," Margaret answered after a moment"s pause; "she did."
"What did she say?"
"She told me that it was a secret, but that I was to tell you what she said, if I thought it best."
"Are you going to tell me?"
It was impossible to guess whether he was controlling any emotion or not; but if the men with whom he had done business where large sums were involved had seen him now and had heard his voice, they would have recognised the tone and the expression.
"She said, "he did it,"" Margaret answered slowly, after a moment"s thought.
"Was that all she said?"
"That was all. A moment later she was dead. Before she said it, she told me it was a secret, and she made me promise solemnly never to tell any one but you."
"It"s not much of a secret, is it?" As he spoke, Mr. Van Torp turned his eyes from Margaret"s at last and looked at the grey sea beyond the ventilator.
"Such as it is, I have told it to you because she wished me to,"
answered Margaret. "But I shall never tell any one else. It will be all the easier to be silent, as I have not the least idea what she meant."
"She meant our engagement," said Mr. Van Torp in a matter-of-fact tone. "We had broken it off that afternoon. She meant that it was I who did it, and so it was. Perhaps she did not like to think that when she was dead people might call her heartless and say she had thrown me over; and no one would ever know the truth except me, unless I chose to tell--me and her father."
"Then you were not to be married after all!" Margaret showed her surprise.
"No. I had broken it off. We were going to let it be known the next day."
"On the very eve of the wedding!"
"Yes." Mr. Van Torp fixed his eyes on Margaret"s again. "On the very eve of the wedding," he said, repeating her words.
He spoke very slowly and without emphasis, but with the greatest possible distinctness. Margaret had once been taken to see a motor-car manufactory and she remembered a machine that clipped bits off the end of an iron bar, inch by inch, smoothly and deliberately. Mr. Van Torp"s lips made her think of that; they seemed to cut the hard words one by one, in lengths.
"Poor girl!" she sighed, and looked away.
The man"s face did not change, and if his next words echoed the sympathy she expressed his tone did not.
"I was a good deal cut up myself," he observed coolly. "Here"s your book, Madame Cordova."
"No," Margaret answered with a little burst of indignation, "I don"t want it. I won"t take it from you!"
"What"s the matter now?" asked Mr. Van Torp without the least change of manner. "It"s your friend Mr. Lushington"s latest, you know, and it won"t be out for ten days. I thought you would like to see it, so I got an advance copy before it was published."
He held the volume out to her, but she would not even look at it, nor answer him.
"How you hate me! Don"t you, Madame Cordova?"
Margaret still said nothing. She was considering how she could best get rid of him. If she simply brushed past him and went back to her chair on the lee side, he would follow her and go on talking to her as if nothing had happened; and she knew that in that case she would lose control of herself before Griggs and Miss More.
"Oh, well," he went on, "if you don"t want the book, I don"t. I can"t read novels myself, and I daresay it"s trash anyhow."
Thereupon, with a quick movement of his arm and hand, he sent Mr.
Lushington"s latest novel flying over the lee rail, fully thirty feet away, and it dropped out of sight into the grey waves. He had been a good baseball pitcher in his youth.
Margaret bit her lip and her eyes flashed.
"You are quite the most disgustingly brutal person I ever met," she said, no longer able to keep down her anger.
"No," he answered calmly. "I"m not brutal; I"m only logical. I took a great deal of trouble to get that book for you because I thought it would give you pleasure, and it wasn"t a particularly legal transaction by which I got it either. Since you didn"t want it, I wasn"t going to let anybody else have the satisfaction of reading it before it was published, so I just threw it away because it is safer in the sea than knocking about in my cabin. If you hadn"t seen me throw it overboard you would never have believed that I had. You"re not much given to believing me, anyway. I"ve noticed that. Are you, now?"
"Oh, it was not the book!"
Margaret turned from him and made a step forward so that she faced the sharp wind. It cut her face and she felt that the little pain was a relief. He came and stood beside her with his hands deep in the pockets of his overcoat.
"If you think I"m a brute on account of what I told you about Miss Bamberger," he said, "that"s not quite fair. I broke off our engagement because I found out that we were going to make each other miserable and we should have had to divorce in six months; and if half the people who are just going to get married would do the same thing there would be a lot more happy women in the world, not to say men!
That"s all, and she knew it, poor girl, and was just as glad as I was when the thing was done. Now what is there so brutal in that, Madame Cordova?"