"It"s very like what I hear," Margaret answered.
"Is it really?" Little Ida was delighted. "Perhaps it"s a language after all, and I shall make it out some day. You see, until I know the language people are speaking, their lips look as if they were talking nonsense. But I"m sure the sea could not really talk nonsense all day for thousands of years."
"No, I"m sure it couldn"t!" Margaret was amused. "But the sea is not alive," she added.
"Everything that moves is alive," the child said, "and everything that is alive can make a noise, and the noise must mean something. If it didn"t, it would be of no use, and everything is of some use. So there!"
Delighted with her own argument, the beautiful child laughed and showed her even teeth in the sun.
They were standing at the end of the promenade deck, which extended twenty feet abaft the smoking-room, and took the whole beam; above the latter, as in most modern ships, there was the boat deck, to the after-part of which pa.s.sengers had access. Standing below, it was easy to see and talk with any one who looked over the upper rail.
Ida threw her head back and looked up as she laughed, and Margaret laughed good-naturedly with her, thinking how pretty she was. But suddenly the child"s expression changed, her face grew grave, and her eyes fixed themselves intently on some point above. Margaret looked in the same direction, and saw that Mr. Van Torp was standing alone up there, leaning against the railing and evidently not seeing her, for he gazed fixedly into the distance; and as he stood there, his lips moved as if he were talking to himself.
Margaret gave a little start of surprise when she saw him, but the child watched him steadily, and a look of fear stole over her face.
Suddenly she grasped Margaret"s arm.
"Come away! Come away!" she cried in a low tone of terror.
CHAPTER IV
Margaret was sorry to say good-bye to Miss More and little Ida when the voyage was over, three days later. She was instinctively fond of children, as all healthy women are, and she saw very few of them in her wandering life. It is true that she did not understand them very well, for she had been an only child, brought up much alone, and children"s ways are only to be learnt and understood by experience, since all children are experimentalists in life, and what often seems to us foolishness in them is practical wisdom of the explorative kind.
When Ida had pulled Margaret away from the railing after watching Mr.
Van Torp while he was talking to himself, the singer had thought very little of it; and Ida never mentioned it afterwards. As for the millionaire, he was hardly seen again, and he made no attempt to persuade Margaret to take another walk with him on deck.
"Perhaps you would like to see my place," he said, as he bade her good-bye on the tender at Liverpool. "It used to be called Oxley Paddox, but I didn"t like that, so I changed the name to Torp Towers.
I"m Mr. Van Torp of Torp Towers. Sounds well, don"t it?"
"Yes," Margaret answered, biting her lip, for she wanted to laugh. "It has a very lordly sound. If you bought a moor and a river in Scotland, you might call yourself the M"Torp of Glen Torp, in the same way."
"I see you"re laughing at me," said the millionaire, with a quiet smile of a man either above or beyond ridicule. "But it"s all a game in a toy-shop anyway, this having a place in Europe. I buy a doll to play with when I have time, and I can call it what I please, and smash its head when I"m tired of it. It"s my doll. It isn"t any one"s else"s. The Towers is in Derbyshire if you want to come."
Margaret did not "want to come" to Torp Towers, even if the doll wasn"t "any one"s else"s." She was sorry for any person or thing that had the misfortune to be Mr. Van Torp"s doll, and she felt her inexplicable fear of him coming upon her while he was speaking. She broke off the conversation by saying good-bye rather abruptly.
"Then you won"t come," he said, in a tone of amus.e.m.e.nt.
"Really, you are very kind, but I have so many engagements."
"Sat.u.r.day to Monday in the season wouldn"t interfere with your engagements. However, do as you like."
"Thank you very much. Good-bye again."
She escaped, and he looked after her, with an unsatisfied expression that was almost wistful, and that would certainly not have been in his face if she could have seen it.
Griggs was beside her when she went ash.o.r.e.
"I had not much to do after all," he said, glancing at Van Torp.
"No," Margaret answered, "but please don"t think it was all imagination. I may tell you some day. No," she said again, after a short pause, "he did not make himself a nuisance, except that once, and now he has asked me to his place in Derbyshire."
"Torp Towers," Griggs observed, with a smile.
"Yes. I could hardly help laughing when he told me he had changed its name."
"It"s worth seeing," said Griggs. "A big old house, all full of other people"s ghosts."
"Ghosts?"
"I mean figuratively. It"s full of things that remind one of the people who lived there. It has one of the oldest parks in England.
Lots of pheasants, too--but that cannot last long."
"Why not?"
"He won"t let any one shoot them! They will all die of overcrowding in two or three years. His keepers are three men from the Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals."
"What a mad idea!" Margaret laughed. "Is he a Buddhist?"
"No." Paul Griggs knew something about Buddhism. "Certainly not! He"s eccentric. That"s all."
They were at the pier. Half-an-hour later they were in the train together, and there was no one else in the carriage. Miss More and little Ida had disappeared directly after landing, but Margaret had seen Mr. Van Torp get into a carriage on the window of which was pasted the label of the rich and great: "Reserved." She could have had the same privilege if she had chosen to ask for it or pay for it, but it irritated her that he should treat himself like a superior being.
Everything he did either irritated her or frightened her, and she found herself constantly thinking of him and wishing that he would get out at the first station. Griggs was silent too, and Margaret thought he really might have taken some trouble to amuse her.
She had Lushington"s book on her knee, for she had found it less interesting than she had expected, and was rather ashamed of not having finished it before meeting him, since it had been given to her.
She thought he might come down as far as Rugby to meet her, and she was quite willing that he should find her with it in her hand. A literary man is always supposed to be flattered at finding a friend reading his last production, as if he did not know that the friend has probably grabbed the volume with undignified haste the instant he was on the horizon, with the intention of being discovered deep in it. Yet such little friendly frauds are sweet compared with the extremes of brutal frankness to which our dearest friends sometimes think it their duty to go with us, for our own good.
After a time Griggs spoke to her, and she was glad to hear his voice.
She had grown to like him during the voyage, even more than she had ever thought probable. She had even gone so far as to wonder whether, if he had been twenty-five years younger, he might not have been the one man she had ever met whom she might care to marry, and she had laughed at the involved terms of the hypothesis as soon as she thought of it. Griggs had never been married, but elderly people remembered that there had been some romantic tale about his youth, when he had been an unknown young writer struggling for life as a newspaper correspondent.
"You saw the notice of Miss Bamberger"s death, I suppose," he said, turning his grey eyes to hers.
He had not alluded to the subject during the voyage.
"Yes," Margaret answered, wondering why he broached it now.
"The notice said that she died of heart failure, from shock," Griggs continued. "I should like to know what you think about it, as you were with her when she died. Have you any idea that she may have died of anything else?"
"No." Margaret was surprised. "The doctor said it was that."
"I know. I only wanted to have your own impression. I believe that when people die of heart failure in that way, they often make desperate efforts to explain what has happened, and go on trying to talk when they can only make inarticulate sounds. Do you remember if it was at all like that?"
"Not at all," Margaret said. "She whispered the last words she spoke, but they were quite distinct. Then she drew three or four deep breaths, and all at once I saw that she was dead, and I called the doctor from the next room."
"I suppose that might be heart failure," said Griggs thoughtfully.
"You are quite sure that you thought it was only that, are you not?"