Chapter 957: I Really Don’t Blame You
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Rong Zhan shook his head and calmed down. He looked at Gu Qingxue calmly and said slowly, “I’m about the same as you. I only remembered everything yesterday. This mask is mine. Qingxue, I was the person who married you back then. At that time, I knew my background. It was just that my mother died tragically because of the struggle for power and position. I never thought of returning to the imperial residence until I met you and you were pregnant with our child. Only then did I realize that 1 had to take back everything that belonged to me in order to give you and the children the life you deserved. That’s why I joined the army.”
Gu Qingxue looked at Rong Zhan and felt a mix of emotions. She was glad that she had guessed correctly, but at the same time, she sighed in her heart.
She had never thought that her former husband was still alive, and she had never thought that that person would actually be Rong Zhan!
However, when she found out, she did not resist. Instead, she was very calm.
She just looked at Rong Zhan quietly and did not disturb him from continuing.
Seeing that Gu Qingxue was only looking at him, Rong Zhan continued slowly, “It was just that I was accidentally poisoned on the battlefield and had a narrow escape. At that time, my grandfather thought of everything to save my life. And hard work pays off. My life was indeed saved, but I forgot everything. At that time, I was far from being close to my grandfather. I didn’t reveal anything about you and the children, so my grandfather didn’t know about your existence.”
After Rong Zhan said that they had pa.s.sed by together, he also felt a sense of relief.
Only he knew how uneasy he felt when he recalled everything.
He wanted to tell Gu Qingxue the truth as soon as possible, but he was afraid that she would not be able to accept it for a while. He was even worried that Gu Qingxue would reject him even more when she recalled the past. She might even blame him and part ways with him.
He knew very well that it was all his fault. He was the one who had caused Gu Qingxue and the children to suffer too much. Even so, he did not want to lose them.
Gu Qingxue also looked down at Rong Zhan’s dejected expression. The feelings that rose in her heart were not resentment, but heartache.
She only thought about how much pain Rong Zhan had suffered before, and all that was left in her heart was heartache. She did not even dare to imagine what kind of torture Rong Zhan had suffered to lose his memory under the influence of the poison.
Since Rong Zhan had also suffered a lot, why should the two of them continue to torture each other? She was more willing to accept this matter calmly and walk hand in hand with Rong Zhan.
“Qingxue, you really don’t blame me?” Rong Han slowly held Gu Qingxue’s hand and looked at her from afar. All her interest was revealed through her eyes.
Ever since he regained his memories, he had been feeling very uneasy. He kept feeling that he had let Gu Qingxue down because of what had happened back then. Even if he wanted to make up for it, he knew very well that the time that had pa.s.sed would never come back. He could only think of using a sincere att.i.tude to ask for Gu Qingxue’s forgiveness.
Therefore, he could not believe it at that moment. He was afraid that Gu Qingxue would change her mind the moment she spoke. He would not be able to take it.
Gu Qingxue smiled and nodded. She looked at Rong Zhan with a gentle gaze and said with a smile, “l really don’t blame you. My heart aches for you. You’ve been bearing so much on your own during this period of time. It’s been hard on you..”