"I am my own man from this time," he cried, holding up his indenture which his brother returned to him, as we saw in a former chapter, in order to evade the officers of justice. "These papers make me free, and I shall take advantage of them to leave you," and he fairly shook them in James"s face.
"You know that I never gave them up because I relinquished the bargain we had made," said James. "If you use them to a.s.sert your freedom, you will be guilty of a base act."
"I _shall_ so use the papers," replied Benjamin defiantly. "I have borne such treatment long enough, and I shall submit no longer."
"We shall see about that," continued James. "Father will have a word to say about it, you will find."
"Yes, and he will probably say that you have abused me, and that you ought to control your temper and treat me better," responded Benjamin.
"He always has decided in my favour, and I have no fears about his decision now."
It was not fair in Benjamin to take this advantage of his brother, and he knew it, but his resentment triumphed over his regard for right at the time. James returned his indenture only that he might be able to publish the paper unmolested. It was a deceitful arrangement in the first place, and Benjamin"s use of the papers to a.s.sert his liberty was no more unfair and sinful than was James"s device to make him the proprietor of the paper, and thus evade the law. James was paid in his own coin. He laid a plan to cheat the government, and he got cheated himself. He was snared in the work of his own hands. This, however, did not justify Benjamin in his course, as he afterwards saw, and frankly confessed.
Benjamin persisted in a.s.serting his freedom, and James appealed to his father. After the latter had examined the affair, all the while knowing that James was pa.s.sionate and overbearing, he decided against Benjamin. The advantage which the latter took of James to gain his freedom probably influenced Mr. Franklin to decide in favour of the former. This was unexpected by Benjamin, and was not received with a very good grace. It did not change his determination, however, and he was still resolved to be free. He refused to labour any more for his brother, and went forth to look for employment elsewhere. There were a number of other printers in the town, to whom he applied for work; but he found, to his surprise, that his brother had antic.i.p.ated him, and been round to persuade them not to hire him.
"He has violated a solemn contract," said he to one, "and he will violate any contract he will make with you. Besides, if you refuse to hire him, he will be obliged to return and labour for me."
The printers all sympathized with James, and accordingly refused to give Benjamin work. He found himself in a very unpleasant situation on that account, without the means of earning his bread, and, in one sense, without a home, since he had disregarded his father"s counsel in not returning to his brother. He learned, also, that some good people considered him no better than an infidel.
"Nothing less than the loosest sceptic," said one good man. "He hates the truth with all his heart, as much that he writes plainly shows.
His influence in the community is very bad, and it is growing worse and worse."
Good people thus misjudged Benjamin. Some went so far as to call him an "atheist." His attacks upon the clergy and government, in his paper, created so much excitement, that he was understood to mean worse than he did.
All these things served to wean Benjamin from Boston, and he decided on seeking his fortune elsewhere. He embraced the first opportunity to confer with his old friend, John Collins, on the subject.
"John, I am going to New York," he said.
"To New York?" exclaimed John. "What has started you off there?"
"Enough to start anybody. I have been banged about long enough, and now can get no work at all; so I must go or starve."
"How so?" inquired John, "I don"t understand you?"
"The case is just this," said Benjamin. "James has treated me very harshly for a long time, and I have submitted. But I had a good opportunity to make myself free, and I have improved it. When James was put into prison for libel, he returned me my indenture with a discharge written on the back, to show in case the government interfered with my publishing the paper. He did not mean, of course, that I should be released from my obligations to him; but he has treated me so unmercifully lately that I have taken advantage of the paper, and broken my engagement with him."
"You have got round him this time, certainly," said John. "How does he feel about it?"
"He has appealed to father, and father has decided against me, and advised me to go back; but I am not at all disposed to do it."
"I would work in some other printing-office," added John, "before I would go to New York."
"But I can get work nowhere else. I have been to every office, and they all refuse to employ me, because my brother went to them before me, and told his story, and made them promise not to hire me."
"I suppose he thought by so doing to compel you to come back to him,"
suggested John.
"I suppose so; but he will find himself mistaken. I shall go to New York as soon as I can get away."
"What does your father say about your going off so far?"
"I have said nothing to him about it, and do not intend to do so. He would stop my going at once if he knew it."
"How can you get away without letting him know it?"
"That remains to be seen," answered Benjamin. "I shall want some of your help about it, I guess."
"I am at your service," said John, "though it seems very little that I can do to hasten your flight;" but he had hardly uttered the last sentence before a new thought flashed upon his mind, and he added with great earnestness, "Yes, I can, too; I have seen the captain of that New York sloop in the harbour, and I can make a bargain with him to take you there."
"But he will want to know who I am, and will refuse to take me when he finds that I am a runaway."
"I can manage that, if you will leave it to me," answered John. "I will pledge you that he will never know that your name is Franklin."
"I agree, then, to commit myself to your care. See that you manage the affair well, for to New York I must go."
They parted; and John hurried away to see the aforesaid captain.
"Can you take a friend of mine to New York?" he asked.
"That depends on circ.u.mstances," answered the captain. "Who is your friend?"--a very natural inquiry,--precisely such a one as Benjamin thought would be made.
"He is a young man about my age, a printer, and he is going to New York to get work," replied John.
"Why don"t he get work in Boston?" inquired the captain.
John saw that there was no evading the captain"s questions, and so he suddenly resolved to fabricate a story, in other words, to tell a base lie.
"Well," said John, "if I must tell you the whole story, the case is this. He is a young fellow who has been flirting with a girl, who wants to marry him, and now her parents are determined that he shall marry her, and he is determined that he will not, and he proposes to remove secretly to New York. He would have come to see you himself, but it is not safe for him to appear out so publicly, and therefore he sent me to do the business."
A youth who can fabricate a falsehood so unblushingly as John did this is a candidate for ruin. The reader will not be surprised to learn, before the whole story is told, that he became a miserable, wicked man. This single lie proved that he was dest.i.tute of moral principle, and would do almost anything to carry his project.
For some unaccountable reason, the captain was taken with this device, and consented to carry Benjamin to New York. He arranged to receive him clandestinely, and to have him on his way before any suspicion of his plans was awakened.
John hastened to inform Benjamin of the success of his enterprise, and to congratulate him upon his fair prospect of getting away.
"Money is the next thing," said Benjamin. "I can"t go without money. I must sell my books for something, though I dislike to part with them."
"They will sell quick enough," said John, "and will bring you a very pretty sum to start with."
Benjamin lost no time in disposing of his little library for what it would bring, and he managed to get his clothes together without exciting suspicion; and, with the a.s.sistance of John, he boarded the sloop privately just before she sailed.
"Good luck to you, Ben," said John, as they shook hands.
"Good bye," answered Benjamin with a heavy heart, just beginning to feel that he was going away from home. "See that you tell no tales out of school."
Thus they parted; and the sloop sailed for New York, where she arrived in three days. Benjamin did not know a person in that city, nor had he a single letter of recommendation to any one, and the money in his pocket was but a trifle. It was in October, 1723, that he arrived in New York. Think of a lad seventeen years of age running away from home, entering a large city without a solitary acquaintance, and possessing scarcely money enough to pay for a week"s board! He must have carried some sad, lonely feelings in his heart along those strange streets, and possibly his conscience sorely upbraided him for his course.
Benjamin behaved very unwisely and wickedly in this affair. Although his brother was severely harsh in his treatment of him, it was not sufficient reason for his running away from home, and he was thoroughly convinced of this at an early day. Such an act is one of the most flagrant sins that a youth can commit, although circ.u.mstances may render it less guilty in some cases than in others. In the case of Benjamin, the unkind treatment which he received at the hand of his brother mitigated his sin, though it by no means excused it.
There is not a more unpleasant occurrence in the whole life of Benjamin Franklin than this quarrel with his brother. We charge the difficulty mainly upon James, of course; but this does not blot out the unpleasantness of the affair. A quarrel between brothers is always painful in the extreme, and is discreditable to all parties concerned.