"I have told Sophy to do some pressing for me," she said to Esther.
"After that, she will pack."
"Sophy isn"t very fond of packing," said Esther weakly. She was quite sure Sophy would refuse and was immediately sorry she had given Madame Beattie even so slight a warning. What did Sophy"s tempers matter now?
She would be left behind with grandmother and Rhoda Knox. What difference would it make whether in the sulks or out of them?
"Oh, yes," said Madame Beattie quietly. "She"ll do it."
Esther plucked up spirit. For weeks she had hardly addressed Madame Beattie at all. She dared not openly show scorn of her, but she could at least live apart from her. Yet it seemed to her now that she might, as a sort of deputy hostess under grandmother, be told whether Madame Beattie actually did mean to go away.
"Are you--" she hesitated.
"Yes," said Madame Beattie, "I am sailing. I leave for New York Friday morning."
Esther had a rudimentary sense of humour, and it did occur to her that it would be rather a dire joke if she and Madame Beattie, inexorably linked by destiny, were to go on the same boat. But Madame Beattie drily if innocently rea.s.sured her. And yet was it innocently? Esther could not be sure. She was sailing, she explained, for Naples. She should never think of venturing the northern crossing at this season.
And that afternoon while Madame Beattie took her drive, Esther had her own trunks brought to her room and she and Sophy packed. Sophy was enchanted. Mrs. Blake was going to New York, so Mrs. Blake told her, and as soon as she got settled Sophy would be sent for. She was not to say anything, however, for Mrs. Blake"s going depended on its being carried out quietly, for fear Madame Beattie should object. Sophy understood.
She had been quiet about many things connected with the tranquillity dependent on Madame Beattie, and she even undertook to have the express come at a certain hour and move the trunks down carefully. Sophy held many reins of influence.
When Madame Beattie came back from driving, Andrea was with her. She had called at the shop and taken him away from his fruity barricades, and they had jogged about the streets, Madame Beattie talking and Andrea listening with a profound concentration, his smile in abeyance, his black eyes fiery. When they stopped at the house Esther, watching from the window, contemptuously noted how familiar they were. Madame Beattie, she thought, was as intimate with a foreign fruit-seller as with one of her own cla.s.s. Madame Beattie seemed impressing upon him some command or at least instructions. Andrea listened, obsequiously attentive, and when it was over he took his hat off, in a grand manner, and bending, kissed her hand. He ran up the steps and rang for her, and after she had gone in, Esther saw him, dramatic despondency in every drooping muscle, walk sorrowfully away.
Madame Beattie, as if she meant to accomplish all her farewells betimes, had the hardihood, this being the hour when Rhoda Knox took an airing, to walk upstairs to her step-sister"s room and seat herself by the bedside before grandmother had time to turn to the wall. There she sat, pulling off her gloves and talking casually as if they had been in the habit of daily converse, while grandmother lay and pierced her with unyielding eyes. There was not emotion in the glance, no aversion or remonstrance. It was the glance she had for Esther, for Rhoda Knox.
"Here I am," it said, "flat, but not at your mercy. You can"t make me do anything I don"t want to do. I am in the last citadel of apparent helplessness. You can"t any of you drag me out of my bed. You can"t even make me speak." And she would not speak. Esther, creeping out on the landing to listen, was confident grandmother never said a word. What spirit it was, what indomitable pluck, thought Esther, to lie there at the mercy of Madame Beattie, and deny herself even the satisfaction of a reply. All that Madame Beattie said Esther could not hear, but evidently she was a.s.suring her sister that she was an arch fool to lie there and leave Esther in supreme possession of the house.
"Get up," Madame Beattie said, at one point. "There"s nothing the matter with you. One day of liberty"d be better than lying here and dying by inches and having that Knox woman stare at you. With your const.i.tution, Susan, you"ve got ten good years before you. Get up and rule your house.
I shall be gone and you won"t have me to worry you, and in a few days she"ll be gone, too."
So she knew it, Esther realised, with a quickened heart. She slipped back into her room and stood there silent until Madame Beattie, calling Sophy to do some extra service for her, went away to her own room. And still grandmother did not speak.
x.x.xIX
On the morning Madame Beattie went, a strange intermittent procession trickled by the house, workmen, on their way to different activities, diverted from their usual road, and halting an instant to salute the windows with a mournful gaze. Some of them took their hats off, and the few who happened to catch a glimpse of Madame Beattie gave eager salutation. At one time a group of them had collected, and these Esther looked down on with a calm face but rage in her heart, wondering why she must be disgraced to the last. But when Madame Beattie really went there was no one in the street, and Esther, a cloak about her, stood by the carriage in a scrupulous courtesy, stamping a little, ostensibly to keep her feet warm but more than half because she was in a fever of impatience lest the unwelcome guest should be detained. Madame Beattie was irritatingly slow. She arranged herself in the hack as if for a drive long enough to demand every precaution. Esther knew perfectly well she was being exasperating to the last, and in that she was right. But she could hardly know Madame Beattie had not a malevolent impulse toward her: only a careless understanding of her, an amused acceptance. When she had tucked herself about with the robe, undoing Denny"s kind offices and doing them over with a tedious moderation, she put out her arms to draw Esther into a belated embrace. But Esther could not bear everything. She dodged it, and Madame Beattie, not at all rebuffed, gave her hoa.r.s.e little crow of laughter.
"Well," said she, "I leave you. But not for long, I daresay."
"You"ll be coming back by spring," said Esther, willing to turn off the encounter neatly.
"I might," said Madame Beattie, "if Susan dies and leaves me everything.
But I sha"n"t depend on seeing you. We shall meet, of course, but it"ll be over there." Again she laughed a little at a disconcerted stare from Esther. "Tell him to go along," she said. "You"d better make up your mind to Italy. Everything seems right, there, even to New Englanders--pretty nearly everything. _Au revoir_."
She drove away chuckling to herself, and Esther stood a moment staring blankly. It had actually happened, the incredible of which she had dreamed. Madame Beattie was going, and now she herself was following too soon to get the benefit of it.
Lydia was out that morning and Denny, who saw her first, drew up of his own accord. It was not to be imagined by Denny that Madame Beattie and Lydia should have spent long hours jogging together and not be grateful for a last word. Madame Beattie, deep in probing of her little hand-bag, looked up at the stopping of the hack, and smiled most cordially.
"Come along, imp," said she. "Get in here and go to the station with me."
Lydia stepped in at once, very glad indeed of a word with her unpopular friend.
"Are you truly going, Madame Beattie?" she asked, adding tumultuously, since there was so little time to be friendly, "I"m sorry. I like you, you know, Madame Beattie."
"Well, my dear," said Madame Beattie good-naturedly, "I fancy you"re the only soul in town that does, except perhaps those nice workmen I"ve played the devil with. I only hope they"ll succeed in playing the devil themselves a little, even if I"m not here to coach them. I"ve explained it all very carefully, just as I got the dirty little man to explain it to me, and I think they"ll be able to manage. When it all comes out you can tell Jeff I did it. I began it when I thought it might be of some advantage to me, but I"ve told Andrea to go on with it. It"ll be more amusing, on the whole."
"Go on with what?" inquired Lydia.
"Never mind. But you must write me and tell me how the election went. I won"t bother you with my address, but Alston Choate"ll give it to you.
He intends to keep his eye on me, the stupid person. I wouldn"t come over here again if I were paid for it."
At the station Lydia, a little sick and sorry, because she hated changes and also Madame Beattie kept some glamour for her, stepped out and gave her old friend a firm hand to help her and then an arm to lean on.
Madame Beattie bade Denny a carelessly affectionate farewell and left him her staunch ally. She knew how to bind her humbler adherents to her, and indeed with honesty, because she usually liked them better than the people who criticised her and combated and admired her from her own plane. After the trunks were checked and she still had a margin of time, she walked up and down the platform leaning on Lydia"s arm, and talked about the greyness of New England and the lovely immortalities of Italy.
When they saw the smoke far down the track, she stopped, still leaning on Lydia.
"You"ve been a droll imp," she said. "If I had money I"d take you with me and amuse myself seeing you in Italy. Your imp"s eyes would be rounder than they are now, and you"d fall in love with some handsome scamp and find him out and grow up and leave him and we"d take an apartment and sit there and laugh at everything. You can tell Jeff--"
the train was really nearing now and she bent and spoke at Lydia"s ear--"tell him he"s going to be a free man, and if he doesn"t make use of his freedom he"s a fool. She"s going to run away. With Reardon."
"Who"s going to run away?" Lydia shrilled up into her face. "Not Esther?"
"Esther, to be sure. I gather they"re off to-night. That"s why I"m going this morning. I don"t want to be concerned in the silly business, though when they"re over there I shall make a point of looking them up. He"d pay me anything to get rid of me."
The train was in, and her foot was on the step. But Lydia was holding her back, her little face one sharp interrogation.
"Not to Europe?" she said. "You don"t mean they"re going to Europe?"
"Of course I do," said Madame Beattie, extricating herself. "Where else is there to go? No, I sha"n"t say another word. I waited till you wouldn"t have a chance to question me. Tell Jeff, but not till to-morrow morning. Then they"ll be gone and it won"t be his responsibility.
Good-bye, imp."
She did not threaten Lydia with envelopment in her richness of velvet and fur. Instead, to Lydia"s confusion and wonder, ever-growing when she thought about it afterward, she caught up her hand and gave it a light kiss. Then she stepped up into the car and was borne away.
"I don"t believe it," said Lydia aloud, and she walked off, glancing down once at the hand that had been kissed and feeling gravely moved by what seemed to her an honour from one of Madame Beattie"s standing.
Lydia was never to forget that Madame Beattie had been a great lady, in a different sense from inherited power and place. She was of those who are endowed and to whom the world must give something because they have given it so much. Should she obey her, and tell Jeff after the danger of his stopping Esther was quite past? Lydia thought she would. And she owned to herself the full truth about it. She did not for an instant think she ought to keep her knowledge in obedience to Madame Beattie, but she meant at least to give Jeff his chance. And as she thought, she was walking home fast, and when she got there she hurried into the library without taking off her hat, and asked the colonel:
"Where"s Jeff?"
The colonel was sitting by the fire, a book in his hand in the most correct position for reading. He had been deep in one of his friendly little naps and had picked the book up when he heard her step and held it with a convincing rigour.
"He"s gone off for a tramp," said he, looking at her sleepily. "He"d been writing and didn"t feel very fit. I advised him to go and make a day of it."
Anne came in then, and Lydia stared at her, wondering if Anne could help. And yet, whatever Anne said, she was determined not to tell Jeff until the morning. So she slowly took off her things and made brisk tasks to do about the house. Only when the two o"clock train was nearly due she seized her hat and pinned it on, slipped into her coat and walked breathlessly to the station. She was there just before the train came in and there also, a fine figure in his excellently fitting clothes, was Reardon. He was walking the platform, nervously Lydia thought, but he seemed not to be waiting for any one. Seeing her he looked, though she might have fancied it, momentarily disconcerted, but took off his hat to her and turned immediately to resume his march.
Suppose Esther came, Lydia wondered. What should she do? Should she stop her, block her way, bid her remember Jeff? Or should she watch her to the last flutter of her hatefully pretty clothes as she entered the car with Reardon and, in the noise of the departing train, give one loud hurrah because Jeff was going to be free? But the train came, and Reardon, without a glance behind, though in a curious haste as if he wanted at least to escape Lydia"s eyes, entered and was taken away.
Again Lydia went home, and now she sat by the fire and could not talk, her elbows on her knee, her chin supported in her hands.
"What is it?" Anne asked her. "You look mumpy."
Yes, Lydia, said, she was mumpy. She thought she had a cold. But though Anne wanted to minister to her she was not allowed, and Lydia sat there and watched the clock. At the early dark she grew restless.