Chapter 1064: You Didn’t Have To Be With Me
Though relieved for a moment, He Xiyan became worried again.
There was a rumble in her head, as if it was going to explode at any time.
She couldn’t figure out why she was so unlucky and met such a lunatic who deliberately spread the disease.
Her nervousness and worry all fell into Ye Hao’s eyes,
“Well, Yanyan, don’t worry. You probably didn’t’ get infected. Just relax yourself. The doctor said that the infectivity of the blood with virus would be greatly reduced when it came into contact with the air. If you didn’t contact those blood directly, the probability of infection would be much smaller.”
Ye Hao had searched a lot of information and asked several doctors for confirmation.
He hoped that she would be healthy and free from the disease without suffering from such disease. After all, this disease afflicted one’s spirit, which was more terrible than normal diseases. If she was indeed infected unluckily, he would accompany her to continue their life together. It was no big deal for them to face such a disease together.
He Xiyan took a deep breath, feeling cold all over because of the sweat.
“I see.” Her voice was low. “You go back, Ye Hao. I want to be alone.”
He Xiyan looked up at the ceiling. She was in such a bad mood after being extremely nervous. Her whole person seemed to fall into an ice box, surrounded by freezing air that made her s.h.i.+ver.
Ye Hao still held her hands.
“Yanyan, don’t worry. No matter what the result is, I will accompany you.”
At the moment, he was really worried about her, for fear that she could not get out of that.
He Xiyan shook her head. She blew her nose and blinked her eyes hard, holding back the tears that were about to burst out.
“No matter what the result is, I will bear it myself. It has nothing to do with you, Ye Hao. You don’t need to accompany me.”
He Xiyan didn’t know why the man said that.
If she did catch such a disease, it was her fate. She didn’t need any man to accompany her. Besides, if she was checked to be positive, she couldn’t be with a healthy man and bring danger to him.
“You leave.”
He Xiyan withdrew her hands and pointed to the door.
“Thank you for coming to tell me in time.”
Because if she didn’t know it in time, she wouldn’t take care in her life, which would be too dangerous for people living in the castle with her, especially Yuanyuan and Xixi who were intimate with her.
After Ye Hao left, He Xiyan closed the door.
Even if her two children knocked at the door this evening, she didn’t open it. She sat at the head of the bed, her mind in a total blankness.
She thought that maybe it was just her fate. As if predestined, she would encounter all kinds of misfortunes, and this time she didn’t know if she would be so unlucky again.
Taking out the mobile phone, she searched three letters “HIV” in Baidu.
This was her first time to search for this word in Baidu. Before, she felt that such an infectious disease was far away from her, because she was not among a high-risk group. She was not a lesbian or a prost.i.tute. She didn’t take drugs or go to nightclubs and other messy places.
In her cognition, she never felt that she would be related to infectious diseases.
He Xiyan looked at the information found in the mobile phone, such as the infection mode of the disease, the acute symptoms in the window period, the length of the incubation period as well as the medicine available for treatment.
She read it for an hour or two.
The more she read about this, the heavier she felt. It was impossible to say that she was not afraid.
She only hoped that G.o.d would not be so cruel to her. She really wanted to live a good life with her children, to watch them grow up and to see them get married and have children.