Bill seemed suddenly to grasp the situation.
"Ethel!" he exclaimed. And then, in a dull, tired voice, "I--I brought him back to you." His eyes closed, and he turned his face toward the wall.
Ethel poured a cup of coffee from the pot on the stove, and returning, seated herself upon the edge of the bunk. Deftly her arm slipped under his head, and she held the cup to his lips. Bill drank greedily to the last drop, and the girl filled another cup with broth.
This time he helped a little, and she raised him higher and pillowed his head against her breast. He sipped the broth hungrily, but very slowly, pausing a long time between sips.
Ethel"s body thrilled at the touch of him, the little hand that held the cup trembled, and the man, close-pressed against her soft breast, heard the wild pounding of her heart.
Suddenly he looked up into her eyes. Her face flushed crimson, and the swift down-sweep of the long lashes hid the soft, blue eyes from the intense, burning gaze of the hard grey ones. In confusion she averted her face.
There was a swift movement beside her, and the next instant strong arms were about her, and she heard, as from afar, the heavy thud as the porcelain cup struck the floor.
Vainly she struggled in a sudden frenzy of panic to free herself from the embrace of the encircling arms, and her heart was filled with a great, pa.s.sionate gladness at the futility of her tiny efforts as she felt herself drawn closer and ever closer against the mighty chest of the big man whom, in spite of herself, and of his own shortcomings and weaknesses, she loved with the savage abandon that is the wonder-love of woman. She knew, too, that the deep music in her ears was the sound of his voice which came in short, stabbing, half-sentences.
"Ethel! Ethel! Little girl--you are mine, mine, _mine_! You _do_ love me! Darling, better than life itself, I love you. I have always loved you! Tell me, dear, it was all a lie--about St. Ledger. Tell me you love me, dearest!"
The bearded lips found hers, and for answer, her struggles ceased, her body relaxed against his body, her soft arms stole timidly about his neck, and there was a wild singing in her heart.
"And there has never been another?" she whispered a few minutes later as she sat close beside him and watched him sip hot broth from the thick cup. The grey eyes twinkled.
"Don"t you _know_, sweetheart, that there has never been another? Why, you have known me all my life!" But the blue eyes were serious.
"I mean, since--since you went away?" For answer the man raised his arm and pointed toward the opposite wall.
"Hand me that mackinaw," he said. Ethel gasped and stared at him wide eyed. "The _mackinaw_--that old striped coat next to the slicker," he smiled.
"But----" she stifled the protest, and the man wondered at the sudden pallor of her face.
"Hand it here," he repeated, "there is something I want to show you."
Without a word the girl crossed the room and, removing the mackinaw from its peg, laid it upon the blanket within reach of his hand. He drew it to him, and the girl watched in silence while he ran his fingers over the lining.
He plunged his arm to the elbow into the ragged hole and explored to the very corners the s.p.a.ce between the lining and the cloth. With a blank expression of disappointment he looked up at her.
"They are gone," he said in a low voice. "My letters and my picture.
_Your_ letters, dear--and _your_ picture----"
"Letters!" the girl gasped, leaning forward and staring into his eyes.
"Why, yes, darling. There were only a few. You wrote them when I was in Europe. They were all I had--those few little letters, and the photograph. You remember--the one you gave me----"
"But--I don"t understand----"
"I always kept it on my desk at home," he continued, ignoring the interruption. "And your letters, too--all sealed in a big envelope. And the morning I went away I bound the picture to the envelope and put it in my pocket, and I have always kept it with me.
"A thousand times, dear, I have looked at the picture. It has been my fetish--the little amulet that keeps a man from harm. And whether or not it has succeeded, dear heart, you must judge for yourself."
"But, the letters--you never took them out--never read them?" The man was surprised at the intense eagerness of her tone.
"No," he answered, "I never read them. You see, it got to be a sort of game with me. It was a big game that I played against myself, and when I was sure I had won I was going to open the letters."
He paused and looked into the girl"s eyes. "And then, one day I happened to read in an old newspaper the account of your engagement to St. Ledger. I almost lost the game, then--but I didn"t. And--after that--the letters never were the same, and I--I just played the game to _win_."
There were tears in the girl"s eyes, and she clutched at his hand.
"But the bonds?" she cried. The man regarded her with a puzzled look.
"Bonds--bonds--what bonds?"
"Why, the bonds you were to have delivered to Strang, Liebhardt & Co.
Securities, or something."
Bill stared uncomprehendingly, then suddenly he laughed.
"Oh! Those! Why, I handed them over to father. You see, Dad handed it to me pretty straight that morning. In fact, he--er--fired me. So I gave him the bonds and----"
The sentence was never finished. With a glad cry the girl flung herself upon him, and to his unutterable wonder sobbed and sobbed.
CHAPTER XLV
SNOW-BOUND
Late in the following afternoon Ethel awoke and lay for a long time revelling in her new-found happiness, and thinking of the big man who had come once more into her life, this time bringing her only gladness and the joy of an infinite love.
Her heart glowed with pride as she thought of the strength and the fine courage of him, and she flushed as she wondered how, even with the bonds in her hands, she could have doubted his innocence. Ah, well, she would never doubt him again.
She smiled fondly, but the smile slowly faded, for in her mind at that moment was a doubt--a vague, elusive doubt, that rested upon the slender fabric of a half-breed"s fireside tale.
Somewhere in the wild country was another girl--a girl who was beautiful and who loved this man--_her_ man.
In the small hours of the morning as they talked he had not mentioned this girl, and Ethel forbore to question him, hoping that he would tell her of his own accord. But whether or not he purposely avoided the subject she did not know.
She believed in him--believed in his great love for her, in his absolute honesty and the new-found strength in him. Yet, hovering like a specter, intangible, elusive, menacing--the one disturbing element in her otherwise perfect happiness--was the other girl.
Who was she? What was she? What had she been to him? What had been their relations? And why had she accompanied him on his journey out of the woods? The phantom girl took on a sinister form as the question tantalized her brain.
This wild woman had helped to draw him from the river, had nursed him through a long sickness. He was under obligations to her, and--was that the _only obligation_?
The girl flushed hotly, and with an impatient movement flung the blankets from her, and proceeded to dress.
"I will never, never ask him," she decided, as she sat upon the thick bearskin in front of the stove and drew on her stockings. "He loves me and I love him.
"If he tells me it will be of his own free will; he shall not know that I ever heard of this girl. What is past, is past. There are sealed chapters in the lives of most men--why should I care?