"Oh, Mother, I won"t fail you! I won"t fail you!" cried Peter, and at that the tears came.
His mother smiled, exquisitely; a smile of faith rea.s.sured and hope fulfilled, and love contented. That smile on a dying mouth stayed, with other beautiful and imperishable memories, in Peter"s heart.
Presently he ventured to ask her, timidly:
"Shall I go for somebody, Mother?"
"Are you afraid, dear?"
"No," said Peter.
"Then stay by me. Just you and me together. You--you are all I have--I don"t need anybody else. Stay with me, Son,--for a little while."
Outside you could hear the wind moving restlessly, and the trees complaining, and the tide-water whispering. The dark night was filled with a mult.i.tudinous murmuring. For a long while Peter and his mother clung to each other. From time to time she whispered to him--such pitiful comfortings as love may lend in its extremity.
The black night paled into a gray glimmer of dawn. Peter held fast to the hand he couldn"t warm. Her face was sharp and pale and pinched. She looked very little and thin and helpless. The bed seemed too big for so small a woman.
More gray light stole through the windows. The lamp on the closed machine looked ghostly, the room filled with shifting shadows. Maria Champneys turned her head on her pillow, and stared at her son with eyes he didn"t know for his mother"s. They were full of a flickering light, as of a lamp going out.
""Though I walk--through the valley--"" Here her voice, a mere thin trickle of sound, failed her. As if pressed by an invisible hand her head began to bend forward. A thin, gray shade, as of inconceivably fine ashes, settled upon her face, and her nostrils quivered. The eyes, with the light fading from them, fixed themselves on Peter in a last look.
""--of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me."" Peter finished it for her, his boyish voice a cry of agony.
A light, puffing breath, as of a candle blown out, exhaled from his mother"s lips. Her eyes closed, the hand in Peter"s fell limp and slack. The awful and mysterious smile of death fixed itself upon her pale mouth.
So pa.s.sed Maria Champneys from her tiny house in Riverton, in the dawn of a winter morning, when the tide was turning and the world was full of the sound of water running seaward.
CHAPTER III
AT GRIPS WITH LIFE
The best or the worst thing that can happen to a boy in this country is to be poor in it for a while, to be picked up neck and crop and flung upon his own resources; not always to remain poor, of course, for one may be d.a.m.ned quite as effectually and everlastingly upon the cross as off it; but to be poor long enough to acquire a sense of proportion by coming to close grips with life; to learn what things and people really are, the good and the bad of them together; to have to weigh and measure cant and sentimentality and Christian charity--which last is a fearsome thing--in the balance with truth and common sense and human kindness. It is an experience that makes or breaks.
Peter had always adored his mother; but it wasn"t until now that he realized how really wonderful she had been. How she had kept the roof over his head, and his stomach somehow satisfied, and had sent him to church and to school decently enough clad, Peter couldn"t imagine.
There was no possibility now of regular schooling. Nature hasn"t provided as providently for the human grub as for the insect one. A human grub isn"t born upon a food-plant that is a house as well, nor is nature his tailor and his shoemaker. Peter wasn"t blood kin to anybody in Riverton, so there was no home open to him. He was deeply sensible of the genuine kindness extended to him in his dark hour, but he wouldn"t, he couldn"t, have gone permanently into any of their homes had he been asked to do so, which of course he wasn"t. He clung to the little house on the big cove. His mother"s presence lingered there and hallowed the place.
There was some talk of sending him to an orphanage--he was barely twelve, and penniless. But when Mrs. Cooke, the minister"s wife, mentioned it to Peter, gently enough, the boy turned upon her with flaming eyes, and said he wouldn"t stay in any asylum; he"d run away, and keep on running away until he died! Mrs. Cooke looked troubled, and said that Mr. McMasters, a vestryman in the church, was really the head and front of that project.
Peter went after Mr. McMasters, and found him in his grocery store--one of those long, dim country stores that sell everything from cradles to coffins. Mr. McMasters came from behind the counter, rubbing his hands.
"Well, Peter, what can I do for _you_ this mawnin"?" he asked, jovially. He was that sort.
"You can let me alone, please," said Peter, succinctly.
"Eh? What"s that?" The large man stared at the little man.
"I said you can let me alone, please," said Peter, patiently. "I hear it"s you doing most of the talking about sending me to an orphanage."
"I try to do my duty as a man and a Christian," said the vestryman, piously. "You can"t be allowed to run loose, Peter. "T aint right.
"T ain"t moral. "T ain"t Christian. You"ll be better off in a good orphan-asylum, bein" taught what you"d ought to learn. That"s the place for you, Peter!"
"I want to stay in my own house," said Peter.
"Shucks! You can"t eat and wear a measly little house, can you?
That"s what I"m askin" the town right now. Sure you can"t! The thing to do is to sell that place for what it"ll fetch, sock the money in bank for you, and it"ll be there--with _interest_--when you"ve grown up and aim to start in business for yourself. Yes, sir. That"s my idea."
"Mr. McMasters," said Peter, evenly, "I want you to know one thing sure and certain. If you send me to any orphan-asylum, I"ll send _you_ to some place where you"ll be better off, too, sir."
"Meanin"?"
Peter Champneys shot at the stout vestryman a glance like the thrust of a golden spear.
"The cemetery, Mr. McMasters," said he, with the deadly South Carolina gentleness.
The two stared at each other. It wasn"t the boy"s glance that fell first.
"Threatenin" me, hey? Threatenin" a father of a family, are you?"
Mr. McMasters licked his lips.
"Oh, no, Mr. McMasters, I"m not threatening you, at all. I"m just telling you what"ll happen."
The vestryman reflected. He knew the Champneyses. They had all been men of their word. And fine marksmanship ran in the family. He had seen this same Peter handle a shot-gun: you"d think the little devil had been born with a gun in his fist! He had a thumb-nail vision of Mrs. McMasters collecting his life-insurance--getting new clothes, and the piano she had been plaguing him for, too, and her mother always in the house with her. He turned purple.
"You--why, you beggarly whelp! You--you d.a.m.ned Champneys!" he roared. Peter met the angry eyes unflinchingly.
"I reckon you"d better understand I"m not going to any orphan-asylum, Mr. McMasters. I"m going to stay right here at home.
And you are not going to get my cove lot," he added shrewdly.
"What do I care where you go? And who wants your old strip of sand and c.o.c.kspurs? Get to h.e.l.l out o" here!" yelled Mr. McMasters, violently.
Peter marched out. He knew that victory perched upon his banners. He wouldn"t be sent away, w.i.l.l.y-nilly, to a place the bare thought of which had made his mother turn pale. And she had wished him to keep the place on the cove, the last poor remnant of Champneys land. To this end had she pinched and slaved. When Peter thought of McMasters intriguing to take from him even this poor possession, his lips came together firmly. Somehow he would manage to keep the place. If his mother had been able to manage it, surely a man could do so, too! He hadn"t the faintest doubt of his ability to take care of himself.
But the town was troubled and perplexed, until Peter solved his problem for himself with the aid of Emma Campbell. Emma had always been his friend, and she had been his mother"s loyal and loving servitor. She and Peter had several long talks; then Emma called in Ca.s.sius, an ex-husband of hers who so long as he didn"t live with her could get along with her, and had him widen the shed room, Peter taking in its stead his mother"s bedroom. Ca.s.sius built a better wash-bench, with a shelter, under the china-berry trees in the yard, and strung some extra clothes-lines, and Emma Campbell moved in.
Emma would take care of the house, and look after Peter. Riverton sighed, and shrugged its shoulders.
It was a sketchy sort of arrangement, but it worked very well.
Sometimes Peter provided the meals which Emma cooked, for he was expert at snaring, crabbing, shrimping, and fishing. Sometimes the spirit moved Ca.s.sius to lay an offering of a side of bacon, a bushel of potatoes, a string of fish, or maybe a jug of syrup or a hen at his ex-spouse"s feet. Ca.s.sius said Emma was so contrary he specked she must be "flicted wid de moonness, which is one way of saying that one is a bit weak in the head. But he liked her, and she washed his shirts and sewed on a b.u.t.ton or so for him occasionally, or occasionally cracked him over the sconce with the hominy-spoon, just to show that she considered her marital ties binding. Emma had been married twice since Ca.s.sius left her, but both these ventures had been, in her own words, "triflin" n.i.g.g.e.rs any real lady "d jes"
natch.e.l.ly hab to throw out." When Ca.s.sius complained that his third wife was "diggin" roots" against him, Emma immediately set him to digging potatoes for herself, to offset the ill effects of possible conjure. She was a strategical person, and Peter didn"t fare very badly, considering.
The boy fell heir to all those odd jobs that boys in his position are expected to tackle. When a task was too tiresome, too disagreeable, or too ill-paying for anybody else, Peter was sent for and graciously allowed to do it. It enabled people to feel charitable and at the same time get something done for about a fourth of what a man would have charged. Half the time he made his living out of the river, going partners with some negro boatman.
They are daring watermen, the coast negroes. They took Peter on deep-sea fishing-trips, and at night he curled up on a furled sail and went to sleep to the sound of Atlantic waves, and of negro men singing as only negro men can sing. Sometimes they went seining at night in the river, and Peter never forgot the flaring torches, the lights dipping and glinting and sliding off brawny, half-naked figures and black faces, while the marshes were a black, long line against the sky, and the moon made a silver track upon the waters, and the salty smell of the sea filled one"s nostrils.
Now that he could no longer attend school, Peter s.n.a.t.c.hed at any book that came his way, getting all sorts and conditions of reading-matter from all sorts and conditions of people. His was the unappeasable hunger and thirst of those who long to know; and he wished to express what he learned, by making pictures and thus interpreting it for himself and others. It wasn"t easy. Life turned a rather harsh face to him. He wasn"t clothed like the birds of the air and the lilies of the field: he had to provide his own coverings as best he might. He wouldn"t accept charity. He would wear his own old clothes but he wouldn"t wear anybody else"s.
"Peter," said Emma Campbell, anxiously, "yo" rind is comin" out o"