"They said they couldn"t handle him. Gettin" him from here to town, I mean," Ormond went on. "So I said just bury him. The coroner wrapped him up with a bedsheet and that big slave put him under. He"s over this way here."
They came out from the orchard and there was the shimmering blue expanse of the river winding between the forested banks. Ormond led them about forty yards farther to a mound of dirt with a headstone of three ash-colored rocks. "Washed up there, he was." Ormond stood on a flat boulder and pointed down the hillside to a dead tree that had uprooted and fallen into the water. "Hung in those branches."
"Who has the next property upriver?" Greathouse was already at work moving aside the rocks.
"Farmer by the name of Gustenkirk. Good enough fella, keeps to himself. Wife and family, four children. Got a wooden leg."
"And the next property after that?"
"Another farm. Fella"s name is Van Hullig. I spoke to him once, on the road to town. Older man, in his sixties. He can hardly speak anythin" but Dutch. After that, I guess there are some more farms "til you get to the ferry crossin" and you"re almost to the end of the island."
"The body might have been carried across the river," Matthew said as Greathouse got his shovel ready for the first blow against earth. He looked out upon what seemed a vast unbroken wilderness on the Jersey sh.o.r.e. "Mr. McCaggers said the young man died from a fall. Shattered his skull and broke his neck. That would suggest a more severe cliff than a sloping hillside."
"We"ll see." Greathouse struck hard with the shovel and removed the first scoop of dirt. He worked so methodically, his head lowered to the task and his eyes fixed on the grave, that Matthew felt shamed at just standing there. Matthew realized the body was coming up whether he liked it or not, so he stepped forward, clenched his teeth, and started digging.
"Gents," said Ormond uneasily, after a moment or two, "I"ve had my say over this fella, whoever he was, and I wish him G.o.d rest. You toss a care if I go back to work?"
"Go ahead. We"ll put him back down when we"re done." Greathouse had spoken without a pause in his shoveling.
"Thank you kindly." Ormond hesitated. A whiff of decay had soured the air. "You want to wash afterward, I"ll get you some soap and a bucket of water," he said, and then he turned and walked quickly back toward the orchard.
Within another few thrusts of the shovel, Matthew wished he"d brought a handkerchief and a bottle of vinegar. The smell of corruption was rising from the earth. Matthew had to walk away and breathe fresh air if there was any to be found. He felt sickened and in fear of showing his lunch, but d.a.m.ned if he"d do that in front of Greathouse. He realized he was made stronger by his determination not to appear weak before the man.
Matthew heard the noise of Greathouse"s shovel sliding into something soft. He grimaced and tried mightily to steel his insides. If anything flooded up, he"d be ruined for corn soup and ham for a long time to come.
"You can stay there if you like," Greathouse said, not unkindly. "I can finish it alone."
And I"ll never hear the end of it if I stand here, Matthew thought. He said, "No, sir," and he walked back to the hole and what lay within.
It appeared to be simply a dirty wrapping of bedsheets, without human form. About five feet, five inches in length, Matthew figured. Death and the river would have stolen the young man"s height as well as weight. It came to him that the smell of rot was not unlike that of ancient mud at the river"s bottom, a heavy dark layer of acc.u.mulated matter that had settled year after year, covering all secrets with slime. He cursed the day he"d walked up those stairs to McCaggers" realm.
"All right." Greathouse put his shovel aside. "Wasn"t buried very deeply, but I suppose he didn"t care. You ready?"
"I am." Not, Matthew thought.
Greathouse took the knife from its sheath at his back, bent down and began cutting the cloth away from where he thought the head must be. Matthew bent down as well, though his face felt burned by the reek of decay. Shadows pa.s.sed over him and when he looked up he saw crows circling.
As Greathouse worked with his knife, Matthew noticed something odd about the winding-sheet. In it were perhaps a dozen or more small holes, ragged around the edges as if musket b.a.l.l.s had gone through.
One layer was cut away, and then another. At this depth the sheet took on a yellowish-green stain. River stain, Matthew thought. That"s what it was, of course.
Greathouse kept cutting, and then he took hold of the sheet and gave a slow but steady pull. A section of mottled cloth ripped and fell away, and there exposed to the sun was the dead man"s face.
"Ah," Greathouse said quietly, more of a gasp, or a sickened statement on the cruelty of men.
Matthew"s throat seemed to close up and his heart stuttered, but he forced himself to look and not turn away.
There was no possibility of ascertaining what this man"s features had been in life. Gray flesh still clung to the bone of chin and cheeks, yes, but it was not enough to form a face. The forehead was smashed inward, the nose caved, the eyes pale sockets with some kind of dried yellow matter in their depths. On the scalp was a thatch of light brown hair. As a final mockery of the life that had been, a cowlick stuck up stiff and dry at the back of the head. The mouth was open, showing broken teeth and the interior flesh and tongue that was a bloodless and terrible waxy white, and it was this sight, this last gasp that had pulled in river and mud and the secretive slime, that made Matthew go cold beneath the burning sun and turn his face toward the wilderness.
"I"m going to cut some more of the sheet away," said Greathouse, his voice strained. He began to work with the knife again, his hand careful and reverent to the deceased.
When the sheet had been cut open and pulled aside, the shriveled victim lay in all the horror of murder, his knees pulled up in a frozen att.i.tude of prayer and his thin arms crossed upon the chest, a gesture of Christian burial that Matthew presumed Zed had done after the cords were cut. The body was dressed in a shirt that might have been white at one time, but was now a miasmic hue of gray, green, and splattered black. The shirt was unb.u.t.toned, probably by McCaggers for inspection, and both Matthew and Greathouse could clearly see four of the stab wounds-three in the chest and one at the base of the neck-which were vivid purple against the spoiled-milk color of the flesh. The body wore breeches whose color and fabric had turned to something nearly like mud, and on the feet were brown boots.
Matthew had to put his hand up to his mouth and nose, for the smell of this was horrendous. He saw movement in a nearby tree; a few of the crows had landed and were waiting.
"There"s part of the cord." Greathouse carefully pulled at it, finding too late that it was sealed by decomposition to the chest when a long piece of skin peeled off like soft cheese. It was a thin but tough little piece of rope, frayed on both ends. "You see the marks around the wrists where he was bound?"
"Yes," Matthew said, though he didn"t bend over to look too closely. One thing he did note, however. "The left hand. The thumb"s missing."
"First joint only. Looks like an old injury because the bone"s grown smooth." Greathouse dared to touch it, and then his hand went toward one of the stab wounds. At first Matthew thought the man was going to probe one of those purple fissures with his fingers, which would have been the last straw on this hayload, but Greathouse"s hand made a circle in the air. "I see four wounds, but I"m not going to turn him over to find out if your Mr. McCaggers was accurate in his count." He pulled his hand back and looked up at Matthew. His eyes were red-rimmed, as if hazed by thick and pungent smoke. "I want to tell you," he said, "that I"ve seen something like this before. I can"t be for certain, and I ought not to speculate, but-"
Matthew gave a cry and stepped back, his eyes the size of one of Stokely"s platters. He thought it must be the shimmer of heat, or the noxious vapors rising from the grave, but he imagined that the corpse had just given a quick tremble.
"What is it?" Instantly Greathouse was on his feet. "What"s wrong with you?"
"He moved," Matthew whispered.
"He moved?" Greathouse looked back at the corpse to make sure, but a corpse was a corpse. "Are you mad? He"s as dead as King James!"
They both stared at the body, and therefore they both saw the body give another fleeting tremble as if awakening from its Thanatostic slumber. The movement, Matthew realized in his dumbstruck terror, was more of a vibration than an action of muscle and sinew, which in the case of this unfortunate had turned to calf"s-foot jelly.
Greathouse stepped nearer the grave. Matthew did not, but he heard what Greathouse did: a thin, faint chittering noise that made the hairs on the back of his neck p.r.i.c.kle.
Even as Greathouse realized what it must be and quickly reached for his shovel, the pale amber-colored roaches boiled from the cavity of the dead man"s nose and out of the open mouth like an indignant army. They rushed back and forth in a frenzy over the eyeless face and more began to stream out of the knife wounds like yellow drops of blood. Matthew thought it must have been a jarring of the body or the unwelcome heat of the sun that had disturbed them from their dank banquet hall, and now he knew what had burrowed all those holes in the winding-sheet.
Greathouse began throwing the dirt back in like a man who has seen the devil"s horns pushing up from the inferno. There was no time nor need for niceties, as the soul that had departed from this husk at the bottom of the hole had to be in a better place. Matthew came forward to help, and together he and Greathouse first covered over the face with its mask of swarming insects and then shoveled dirt upon the body until it was seen no more. When the grave was a mound again, Greathouse threw aside his shovel and without a word walked down the hillside to the river. He got on his knees where earth met water and splashed his face while Matthew sat on a boulder above and let the sun steam away the cold sweat that had burst up from his pores.
When Greathouse came back up the hill, he looked to Matthew to have aged five years in a matter of moments. His eyes were dark-shadowed, his jaw slack, even his gait tired and heavy. He stopped between Matthew and the grave, sliding a sideways glance at the dirt mound to make sure nothing was crawling out. At last he gave an almost imperceptible shudder and sat down on a rock a few feet to Matthew"s left. "You did well," he said.
"As did you," Matthew answered.
"I"d have liked to have gone through the pockets."
"Really?"
"No," Greathouse said. "Not really. Anyway, I"d bet my horse he was picked clean before his wrists were tied."
"I"m sure either Zed or Lillehorne inspected the clothes," Matthew said. "As much as was possible, I mean."
"Most likely," Greathouse agreed. He looked up at the crows, which had left the tree and were again circling. They cawed sharply a few times, like robbers cursing at being robbed.
Matthew also watched them go "round. The sky seemed more starkly white now than pure blue, and the river tinged with gray. The afternoon heat had become oppressive. Across the river the breeze blew through the forest and bent trees to its will, yet where the two men sat they neither heard the noise of the wind nor felt it, for on this bank the air was thick and motionless, still holding the smell of death.
Greathouse said, "I have seen two bodies like that before. Both in England. I can"t be sure, of course, that what I"m about to tell you has come to pa.s.s. I could speculate that the man might have been killed by highwaymen for his money, or murdered by the enraged occupants of a tavern for cheating at cards, or some such reason that would not explain why he was bound." He rubbed his knuckles and stared off across the river. "I think...this may have been done by someone whom Mrs. Herrald and I know very well."
"You know who did this?"
"I believe I know who may have been the...what would be the right word? The originator of this method of operation. Meaning that he might not be physically present himself, but those who follow him may be close at hand."
"If you know," Matthew said, "you should go straight to the high constable."
"Well, there"s the problem. I don"t know for certain. And even if I went to Lillehorne, I doubt there"s much he could do." Greathouse turned his gaze toward Matthew. "Have you ever heard of someone called Professor Fell?"
"No. Should I have?"
Greathouse shook his head. "You wouldn"t have, except if Nathaniel-Magistrate Powers, that is-happened to mention this individual."
Matthew frowned, completely lost. "What does the magistrate have to do with this?"
"Nathaniel is in New York because of Professor Fell," came the reply. "He took his family out of England to guard their lives. He left a well-established and lucrative legal career in London, because the word had gotten to him that Professor Fell was angry at a prosecution case Nathaniel was making against one of his a.s.sociates. No one makes Professor Fell angry and lives very long. Unless you put an ocean in between...and even then..." He trailed off.
"So you"re saying this Professor Fell person is a criminal?"
"A criminal," Greathouse repeated quietly, with a bitter smile that quickly slipped away. "London is a collection of huts. The Thames is a stream. Queen Anne is a lady with a nice chair. Yes, Professor Fell is a criminal. No one knows his first name. No one knows really if "he" is a man or woman, or if "he" ever was a professor at any school or university. No one has ever given an age for him or a description, but I"ll tell you this: you saw the workings of his mind, when you looked upon that body in the grave."
Greathouse was silent and Matthew was silent, waiting.
"There is an underworld you can"t imagine. Not even the Gazette frames it accurately." Greathouse"s eyes were dark; he stared at nothing, yet seemed to be seeing something that stirred fear and revulsion even in his heart of oak. "In England and in Europe. It"s existed for...who can say how long. We know the names of the most vile elements. Gentleman Jackie Blue. The Thacker Brothers. Augustus Pons. Madam Chillany. They"re in the business of counterfeiting, forgery, theft of both state and private papers, blackmail, kidnapping, arson, murder for hire, and whatever else offers them a profit. For many years they"ve fought over territory. Over countries, as if fighting for the seats at a dinner table nearest the roast beef platter. Their gang wars have been brutal and b.l.o.o.d.y and have gotten them nowhere. But in the last fifteen years, all that began to change. Professor Fell emerged-from where we don"t know-and has through guile, intelligence, and not a small amount of head-chopping-united the gangs into a criminal parliament."
Still Matthew made no response. He was focused solely on taking in what Greathouse had to say.
"How exactly Fell gained the leadership role, we don"t know. We have had our informants, but the information is unreliable. More than one songbird disappeared from a cage thought to be perfectly secure. The first ended up stuffed into a trunk on a ship bound for Aberdeen. The second-a woman-was found wrapped in burlap and weighed with stones in the Cherwell River. An unfortunate swimmer came upon her, a month or so after she"d vanished. You already know in what condition both corpses were found."
"Multiple stab wounds," Matthew reasoned. "Made by different blades."
"The man had been stabbed twenty-six times, the woman twenty-two. Then both their skulls were bashed in. The cords remained around their wrists, tied behind them. They were meant to be discovered, after a certain amount of time, as a show of power. We have a theory."
When Greathouse didn"t immediately continue, Matthew prodded, "I"d like to hear it."
"Mrs. Herrald came up with it, actually. Judging from the fact that both victims were stabbed front and back, but no knife wounds were struck below the waist. She thinks Fell punishes the offenders or the disobedient by running them through a gauntlet, where everyone present gets a stab, so to speak. Maybe there"s even a trial of some kind, before the spectacle begins. The guilty person-guilty for violating the code of silence or behavior-is made to run this gauntlet until they"re nearly dead, and then their skulls are broken. I"d say that"s a powerful method to secure loyalty, wouldn"t you?"
Matthew said nothing.
"Or maybe there"s no gauntlet," Greathouse said. "Maybe they just throw the victims into a room and the others set on them like wild dogs. But it"s the cords, you see. Only the wrists are tied, not the ankles. The victims are meant to run, or stagger as the case may be. They are meant to know there is no escape, and that death will be a slow and painful process no matter how many times they run back and forth through the blades." Greathouse wore a sickened expression, as if he were imagining a torch-lit dungeon where firelight glinted off the knives and a shadow ran pleading for life amid other shadows pledged to murder. "We think there have been others, of course, but their bodies have either not been discovered yet or have been destroyed. Or it may be that by now Fell is on the cusp of creating what we think he desires: a criminal empire that spans the continents. All the smaller sharks-deadly enough in their own oceans-have gathered around the big shark, and so they have swum even here, up this river to wherever our young man in the grave was murdered for...what? An act of disobedience? A refusal to bow at the proper moment, or to polish the boots of someone his senior? Who can say? He may have been an example. A lesson of the day, for a minor infraction." Greathouse ran the back of his hand across his mouth and sat slumped over, his shoulders sagging. He didn"t speak for a while, as the crows cawed ever more faintly in the sky. At last he said, "I need to get out of here," and stood up.
On their way back through the orchard, carrying their dirt-smeared shovels with them, Matthew asked, "But you can"t be sure about this, can you? You can"t be sure that Fell is here. As you said, the man may have been killed by highwaymen."
"Yes, I did say that. And you"re right, I can"t be sure. Not absolutely sure, anyway. I"m just telling you what I"m thinking: this is the professor"s method of vengeance, and whether he is here or not, someone very near is applying his...shall we say...teachings."
Before they reached the farmhouse, Greathouse stopped at the orchard"s edge and caught Matthew"s sleeve. "Don"t mention that name to anyone, not just yet. This is between us, do you understand?"
"Yes."
"We"ve been expecting him or his compatriots to come to the colonies, sooner or later. That"s one of the reasons Mrs. Herrald decided to make a permanent office in New York. I suppose I should"ve been prepared for it, but I wasn"t." Greathouse"s expression had changed since leaving the graveside. A few minutes before, he"d appeared almost pole-axed by this development, but now Matthew saw the color was back in his face and his eyes had that fierce old-b.a.s.t.a.r.dy look to them again. He was, in spite of himself, pleased to see the return. "On Monday morning I"ll come to town and have a look at the property maps at City Hall," Greathouse declared. "We"ll find out who owns the land up north of Van Hullig. I agree that the body might have been carried from the other side of the river, but we"ve got to start somewhere."
They used the soap and bucket of water Ormond offered to wash as best as possible the odor of human decay from their hands and faces, but the main use of the soap was to get its sharp green scent of pine oil up the nostrils. Greathouse thanked the farmer for his help and gave him a few small coins in appreciation. Before they mounted their horses, Greathouse opened his saddlebag, brought out his brown bottle of brandy, uncorked it, and offered the first drink to Matthew, who took down a swallow that on any other day would have set fire to his insides but on this afternoon just managed to make him feel not quite so cold. Greathouse quaffed a healthy swig, also perhaps to burn away some demons, and then swung himself up into the saddle.
The ride back to Mrs. Herrald"s was done in silence. Matthew found himself actually using the reins and his knees more confidently, and though Buck gave an occasional whicker of indignation the horse seemed to appreciate the fact that his rider had taken firmer command. Matthew had figured that nothing could be worse today than what he"d already been through, not even a buck from Buck, so the devil with this horse thinking he was the master.
Matthew did note one thing, and tucked it away. From time to time Greathouse glanced back along the road they travelled, his eyes dark and darting, as if making sure that through the glare of afternoon sunlight and swirl of dust a creature to be feared was not even now bearing down on them, like a hydra of many heads, arms, and knives.
There was more to this story of Professor Fell, Matthew decided as he watched Greathouse check the road at their backs. I"ve only been told a part of it. There was still some grim-and perhaps personal-secret that Greathouse kept bound up inside himself as surely as with murderer"s ropes. What that might be would have to wait for a safer hour.
Twenty-Two.
"Forgiveness can be our greatest strength, yet also our greatest weakness. We all may understand, with the grace of Christ, what it means to forgive an enemy. To look in the eye someone who has deceived us, or wronged us, either in private or public, and offer a hand of compa.s.sionate forgiveness. Sometimes that takes a strength beyond the ken of man, does it not? Yet we do it, if we walk with G.o.d. We put aside the injustices others have set upon us, and we continue our forward progress on this earth. Now think well on what may be the most difficult act of forgiveness for many of us. To look in the eye of the mirror and forgive ourselves of deceits and wrongs we have acc.u.mulated over the many seasons of life. How may we truly forgive others if we cannot come to grips with the sins of our own souls? Those sins and torments brought upon ourselves by ourselves? How may we approach with a fresh soul anyone in need of deliverance, if our own souls remain injured by self-inflicted wounds?"
Reverend William Wade was speaking from his pulpit in Trinity Church on Sunday morning. It was as usual a full sanctuary, for Wade was a powerful speaker and had the rare quality of mercy over his listeners; he didn"t often speak more than two hours, which made him a favorite of the elderly who had to hold their ear-horns. Matthew sat in the fourth row of pews, alongside Hiram and Patience Stokely. Directly behind him sat Magistrate Powers, his wife, and daughter, and in front of him was Tobias Winekoop and his family. Shutters were closed at the windows to restrain the morning sun and also, according to the church elders, concentrate the attention of the congregation on Reverend Wade and not the weather or some other outside distraction, such as the cattle pen within spitting distance. The church was illuminated by candles and smelled of sawdust and weeping pine, for construction of some kind or another was always in progress. A few pigeons fluttered in the rafters, having made a nest up there after the roof was damaged by a storm the first week of May. Matthew had heard that Reverend Wade was seen at least twice putting out a platter of seeds and bread crumbs, though the elders were incensed about the pigeon droppings getting all over the pineboards and wanted to hire an Indian to bring them down with a bow-and-arrow. So far, though, no bowstring had been pulled in Trinity Church.
"Note here," said the reverend as he surveyed his flock, "I do not speak of self-forgiveness as a golden key to unlock further sins of mind, spirit, and flesh. I do not speak of self-forgiveness as a dreamer"s potion that has the power to undo all that has gone before. Far from it. I speak of self-forgiveness as Paul writes in Second Corinthians, chapter the seventh, verses the ninth, the tenth, and the eleventh. I speak of self-forgiveness as letting go of the worldly sorrow that leads to death. Children of G.o.d, we hurt and we suffer, and that is the plight of Adam. We have been commanded from the Garden for our sins, yes, and we must come to dust as the world must turn through spring to winter, but why must we waste our moments in this life burdened with sins of the heart that we can not forgive?"
As the reverend spoke, Matthew listened with both ears but his eyes were watching John Five and Constance Wade, who sat together-at a decent distance apart, of course-on the front pew. John wore a brown suit and Constance was dressed in dark gray, both of them models of attentiveness to the message being preached. No one would know from looking at them that they feared for the sanity of the black-garbed man at the pulpit. Neither would anyone guess from regarding Matthew that this day was any different for him than any other Sabbath he"d attended church. He did not let his gaze linger on Reverend Wade with suspicion, but rather kept his expression as remote as Heaven sometimes seemed to be in the affairs of ordinary men, and wondered what wrenching sadness was hidden behind the somber face.
Last night had been another little carnival, Matthew had heard from both Magistrate Powers and Magistrate Dawes when he"d arrived at church. Fifteen more men and three women had been arrested for breaking the decree, necessitating throwing some of the previous night"s haul out of gaol to make room. A dice game at the house of Samuel Baiter on Wall Street had led to a drunken brawl in which six men had beaten each other b.l.o.o.d.y and one"s nose had nearly been bitten off. At a tick past eight-thirty, Dippen Nack had put his black billyclub up between the shoulderblades of a tall, heavy-set doxy at the corner of the Broad Way and Beaver, announced an arrest, and suddenly found himself looking into the blue-shaded eyes of Lord Cornbury, who was-according to Cornbury according to Nack according to what Dawes had heard-out for an "evening const.i.tutional." All in all, another night for the record books.
But, again, the decree must be having some impact beyond chaos and clownish hilarity, for the Masker had not added another stone to the cemetery.
Matthew"s dream last night had been unsettling. He"d gone to bed dreading what would spill from his mind after that exhumation on the Ormond farm, and so he was rewarded for his trepidation.
He"d been sitting at a table in a smoke-filled room-a tavern, perhaps-playing cards with a dark figure across from him. Five cards were dealt by a black-gloved hand. What the game was, Matthew didn"t know. He only knew that the stakes were high, though there was no money in evidence. There were no voices, no humpdaroo, no fiddle music, nothing but the silence of the void. Suddenly the black glove laid down not a card but a knife with a b.l.o.o.d.y blade. Matthew knew he had to reply with a card, but when he set his down it was not a card but a lantern with broken gla.s.s and a small puddle of tallow burning within. The black glove moved again across the scarred table, and there lay Eben Ausley"s missing notebook. Matthew had felt the stakes were getting higher, yet the game was still unknown. He had put down his highest card, a queen of diamonds, and found it changed to an envelope with a red wax seal. Then his opponent offered a challenge, and what lay before Matthew he couldn"t quite recognize until he picked it up, held it close, and by the guttering tallow realized it was the first joint of a man"s thumb.
He had gotten out of bed before dawn and sat at his window watching the sky lighten, trying to arrange the pieces of his dream that way and this, this way and that. But dreams being such gossamer and fleeting impressions, only Somnus knew their riddles.
In the pocket of Matthew"s coat, as he sat listening to Reverend Wade, was indeed an envelope secured not with red sealing wax but with white dripped from a common taper.
It was addressed: To Madam Deverick, From Your Servant Matthew Corbett To Madam Deverick, From Your Servant Matthew Corbett. Inside was a piece of paper that bore three questions written as cleanly as a sword-sore shoulder would allow: Would you please recount for me any discussion your late husband might have had with you concerning any business matters out-of-the-ordinary in the length of your recollection?
Did Mr. Deverick make any recent trips, either for business or pleasure? If I may add to this query, where did he go and whom did he see?
At the risk of rejection or dismissal, may I ask why you indicated such displeasure when I mentioned the names of Dr. Julius G.o.dwin and Mr. Eben Ausley in connection with that of your late husband?
I thank you for your time and helpful efforts and trust you understand this information will remain strictly confidential unless required by a court of law.
With All Respect, MATTHEW CORBETT.
Even now the widow Deverick and Robert were sitting over on the right side of the church, surrounded by a company of Golden Hill residents. It seemed to Matthew, judging from the thrust of the woman"s jaw and sidelong glances at her neighbors, that she wore her mourning dress with some degree of pride, as if making the statement that she was both too strong and too civilized to either collapse at her husband"s funeral yesterday or to show a tear today. Her hat with its twin black and blue feathers was elegant and likely expensive, yes, but a bit too jaunty for this sorrowful world. By contrast Robert, in his pale gray suit, his face still shock-white and eyes full of dazed pain, was nearly an invisible boy.
Matthew intended to give his letter of questions not to Joplin Pollard but to the widow herself after the service had ended. For one thing, he wished not to have to wait for Monday morning to begin this inquiry, and for another he bridled at the fact that she expected Pollard to read the questions first and, in essence, censor them. So hang the instructions he"d be given, he was doing this his own way. Still, he"d liked to have included a few more personal questions, about how she and Deverick had met and their earlier life in London, just to get some background on the man, but he"d decided she was definitely not going to answer those and it was a waste of ink. Anyway, it had taken the rest of the yarrow oil rubbed into his shoulder for him to scribe the letter as it was.
Actually he was sore not only at the shoulder but in the forearm, the legs, the chest, the rib cage, and the neck, not to mention the rapier cut on his left ear though tar soap had removed the dried blood. Moonbeam, he recalled Greathouse saying with derision that first training session. You"ve let yourself go to rot.
Matthew realized he could be as indignant as he pleased, but it was a show put on for the sake of pride. Greathouse was right. His position as a clerk and his interests in chess and books had left him in poor condition for physical activity. Not that he planned to forsake chess and reading, as he thought these kept his mind sharp and would mean the difference between success and failure at the Herrald Agency, but he knew also from the pain in his muscles and joints that he was a house in need of reconstruction. The lack of physical endurance might not only cost him success at the agency, it might cost him his life. He needed a rapier to practice with at home, and by jingo he intended to find one.