"The indiscretion, madame, would be in me, if I fatigued you with such a long catalogue of woes."
"Speak, madame," said the elder lady, so commandingly, that her companion looked at her, as if to warn her to be more guarded. Indeed, Madame de la Motte had been struck with this imperious accent, and stared at her with some astonishment.
"I listen, madame," she then said, in a more gentle tone; "if you will be good enough to inform us what we ask."
Her companion saw her shiver as she spoke, and fearing she felt cold, pushed towards her a rug, on which to place her feet, and which she had discovered under one of the chairs.
"Keep it yourself, my sister," said she, pushing it back again. "You are more delicate than I."
"Indeed, madame," said Jeanne, "it grieves me much to see you suffer from the cold; but wood is now so dear, and my stock was exhausted a week ago."
"You said, madame, that you were unhappy in having a mother," said the elder lady, returning to the subject.
"Yes, madame. Doubtless, such a blasphemy shocks you much, does it not?"
said Jeanne; "but hear my explanation. I have already had the honor to tell you that my father made a mesalliance, and married his housekeeper.
Marie Jossel, my mother, instead of feeling gratified and proud of the honor he had done her, began by ruining my father, which certainly was not difficult to a person determined to consult only her own pleasures.
And having reduced him to sell all his remaining property, she induced him to go to Paris to claim the rights to which his name ent.i.tled him.
My father was easily persuaded; perhaps he hoped in the justice of the king. He came then, having first turned all he possessed into money. He had, besides me, another daughter, and a son.
"His son, unhappy as myself, vegetates in the lowest ranks of the army; the daughter, my poor sister, was abandoned, on the evening of our departure, before the house of a neighboring farmer.
"The journey exhausted our little resources--my father wore himself out in fruitless appeals--we scarcely ever saw him--our house was wretched--and my mother, to whom a victim was necessary, vented her discontent and ill-humor upon me: she even reproached me with what I ate, and for the slightest fault I was unmercifully beaten. The neighbors, thinking to serve me, told my father of the treatment I experienced. He endeavored to protect me, but his interference only served to embitter her still more against me.
"At last my father fell ill, and was confined first to the house, and then to his bed. My mother banished me from his room on the pretext that I disturbed him. She made me now learn a sentence, which, child as I was, I shrank from saying; but she would drive me out into the street with blows, ordering me to repeat it to each pa.s.ser-by, if I did not wish to be beaten to death."
"And what was this sentence?" asked the elder lady.
"It was this, madame: "Have pity on a little orphan, who descends in a direct line from Henri de Valois.""
"What a shame!" cried the ladies.
"But what effect did this produce on the people?" inquired Andree.
"Some listened and pitied me, others were angry and menaced me; some kind people stopped and warned me that I ran a great risk from repeating such words; but I knew no other danger than that of disobeying my mother. The result was, however, as she hoped: I generally brought home a little money, which kept us for a time from starvation or the hospital; but this life became so odious to me, that at last, one day, instead of repeating my accustomed phrase, I sat on a doorstep all the time, and returned in the evening empty-handed. My mother beat me so that the next day I fell ill; then my poor father, deprived of all resources, was obliged to go to the Hotel Dieu, where he died."
"Oh! what a horrible history," cried the ladies.
"What became of you after your father"s death?" asked the elder lady.
"G.o.d took pity upon me a month after my father"s death, my mother ran away with a soldier, abandoning my brother and me. We felt ourselves relieved by her departure, and lived on public charity, although we never begged for more than enough to eat. One day, I saw a carriage going slowly along the Faubourg Saint Marcel. There were four footmen behind, and a beautiful lady inside; I held out my hand to her for charity. She questioned me, and my reply and my name seemed to strike her with surprise. She asked for my address, and the next day made inquiries, and finding that I had told her the truth, she took charge of my brother and myself; she placed my brother in the army, and me with a dressmaker."
"Was not this lady Madame de Boulainvilliers?"
"It was."
"She is dead, I believe?"
"Yes; and her death deprived me of my only protector."
"Her husband still lives, and is rich."
"Ah, madame, it is to him that I owe my later misfortunes. I had grown tall, and, as he thought, pretty, and he wished to put a price upon his benefits which I refused to pay. Meanwhile, Madame de Boulainvilliers died, having first married me to a brave and loyal soldier, M. de la Motte, but, separated from him, I seemed more abandoned after her death than I had been after that of my father. This is my history, madame, which I have shortened as much as possible, in order not to weary you."
"Where, then, is your husband?" asked the elder lady.
"He is in garrison at Bar-sur-Aube; he serves in the gendarmerie, and is waiting, like myself, in hopes of better times."
"But you have laid your case before the court?"
"Undoubtedly."
"The name of Valois must have awakened some sympathy."
"I know not, madame, what sentiments it may have awakened, for I have received no answer to any of my pet.i.tions."
"You have seen neither the ministers, the king, nor the queen?"
"No one. Everywhere I have failed."
"You cannot now beg, however."
"No, madame; I have lost the habit; but I can die of hunger, like my poor father."
"You have no child?"
"No, madame; and my husband, by getting killed in the service of his king, will find for himself a glorious end to all our miseries."
"Can you, madame--I beg pardon if I seem intrusive--but can you bring forward the proofs of your genealogy?"
Jeanne rose, opened a drawer, and drew out some papers, which she presented to the lady, who rose to come nearer the light, that she might examine them; but seeing that Jeanne eagerly seized this opportunity to observe her more clearly than she had yet been able to do, she turned away as if the light hurt her eyes, turning her back to Madame de la Motte.
"But," said she, at last, "these are only copies."
"Oh! madame, I have the originals safe, and am ready to produce them."
"If any important occasion should present itself, I suppose?" said the lady, smiling.
"It is, doubtless, madame, an important occasion which procures me the honor of your visit, but these papers are so precious----"
"That you cannot show them to the first comer. I understand you."
"Oh, madame!" cried the countess; "you shall see them;" and opening a secret drawer above the other, she drew out the originals, which were carefully inclosed in an old portfolio, on which were the arms of the Valois.
The lady took them, and after examining them, said, "You are right; these are perfectly satisfactory, and you must hold yourself in readiness to produce them when called upon by proper authority."
"And what do you think I may expect, madame?" asked Jeanne.
"Doubtless a pension for yourself, and advancement for M. de la Motte, if he prove worthy of it."