The woman frowned. "Oh, that"s a swell place," she said. "Senators and millionaires. Too high for us to fly."
Mrs. Cresswell winced. "But where is it?" she asked.
"We"ll walk by it if you want to."
And Mary Cresswell walked in another world. Up from the ground of the drowsy city rose pale gray forms; pale, flushed, and brilliant, in silken rags. Up and down they pa.s.sed, to and fro, looking and gliding like sheeted ghosts; now dodging policemen, now accosting them familiarly.
"h.e.l.lo, Elise," growled one big blue-coat.
"h.e.l.lo, Jack."
"What"s this?" and he peered at Mrs. Cresswell, who shrank back.
"Friend of mine. All right."
A horror crept over Mary Cresswell: where had she lived that she had seen so little before? What was Washington, and what was this fine, tall, quiet residence? Was this--"Nell"s"?
"Yes, this is it--good-bye--I must--"
"Wait--what is your name?"
"I haven"t any name," answered the woman suspiciously.
"Well--pardon me! Here!" and she thrust a bill into the woman"s hand.
The girl stared. "Well, you"re a queer one! Thanks. Guess I"ll turn in."
Mary Cresswell turned to see her husband and his companions ascending the steps of the quiet mansion. She stood uncertainly and looked at the opening and closing door. Then a policeman came by and looked at her.
"Come, move on," he brusquely ordered. Her vacillation promptly vanished, and she resolutely mounted the steps. She put out her hand to ring, but the door flew silently open and a man-servant stood looking at her.
"I have some friends here," she said, speaking coa.r.s.ely.
"You will have to be introduced," said the man. She hesitated and started to turn away. Thrusting her hand in her pocket it closed upon her husband"s card-case. She presented a card. It worked a rapid transformation in the servant"s manner, which did not escape her.
"Come in," he invited her.
She did not stop at the outstretched arm of the cloakman, but glided quickly up the stairs toward a vision of handsome women and strains of music. Harry Cresswell was sitting opposite and bending over an impudent blue-and-blonde beauty. Mary slipped straight across to him and leaned across the table. The hat fell off, but she let it go.
"Harry!" she tried to say as he looked up.
Then the table swayed gently to and fro; the room bowed and whirled about; the voices grew fainter and fainter--all the world receded suddenly far away. She extended her hands languidly, then, feeling so utterly tired, let her eyelids drop and fell asleep.
She awoke with a start, in her own bed. She was physically exhausted but her mind was clear. She must go down and meet him at breakfast and talk frankly with him. She would let bygones be bygones. She would explain that she had followed him to save him, not to betray him. She would point out the greater career before him if only he would be a man; she would show him that they had not failed. For herself she asked nothing, only his word, his confidence, his promise to try.
After his first start of surprise at seeing her at the table, Cresswell uttered nothing immediately save the commonplaces of greeting. He mentioned one or two bits of news from the paper, upon which she commented while dawdling over her egg. When the servant went out and closed the door, she paused a moment considering whether to open by appeal or explanation. His smooth tones startled her:
"Of course, after your art exhibit and the scene of last night, Mary, it will be impossible for us to live longer together."
She stared at him, utterly aghast--voiceless and numb.
"I have seen the crisis approaching for some time, and the Negro business settles it," he continued. "I have now decided to send you to my home in Alabama, to my father or your brother. I am sure you will be happier there."
He rose. Bowing courteously, he waited, coldly and calmly, for her to go.
All at once she hated him and hated his aristocratic repression; this cold calm that hid h.e.l.l and its fires. She looked at him, wide-eyed, and said in a voice hoa.r.s.e with horror and loathing:
"You brute! You nasty brute!"
_Thirty-two_
ZORA"S WAY
Zora was looking on her world with the keener vision of one who, blind from very seeing, closes the eyes a s.p.a.ce and looks again with wider clearer vision. Out of a nebulous cloudland she seemed to step; a land where all things floated in strange confusion, but where one thing stood steadfast, and that was love. When love was shaken all things moved, but now, at last, for the first time she seemed to know the real and mighty world that stood behind that old and shaken dream.
So she looked on the world about her with new eyes. These men and women of her childhood had hitherto walked by her like shadows; today they lived for her in flesh and blood. She saw hundreds and thousands of black men and women: crushed, half-spirited, and blind. She saw how high and clear a light Sarah Smith, for thirty years and more, had carried before them. She saw, too, how that the light had not simply shone in darkness, but had lighted answering beacons here and there in these dull souls.
There were thoughts and vague stirrings of unrest in this ma.s.s of black folk. They talked long about their firesides, and here Zora began to sit and listen, often speaking a word herself. All through the countryside she flitted, till gradually the black folk came to know her and, in silent deference to some subtle difference, they gave her the t.i.tle of white folk, calling her "Miss" Zora.
Today, more than ever before, Zora sensed the vast unorganized power in this ma.s.s, and her mind was leaping here and there, scheming and testing, when voices arrested her.
It was a desolate bit of the Cresswell manor, a tiny cabin, new-boarded and bare, in front of it a blazing bonfire. A white man was tossing into the flames different household articles--a feather bed, a bedstead, two rickety chairs. A young, boyish fellow, golden-faced and curly, stood with clenched fists, while a woman with tear-stained eyes clung to him.
The white man raised a cradle to dash it into the flames; the woman cried, and the yellow man raised his arm threateningly. But Zora"s hand was on his shoulder.
"What"s the matter, Rob?" she asked.
"They"re selling us out," he muttered savagely. "Millie"s been sick since the last baby died, and I had to neglect my crop to tend her and the other little ones--I didn"t make much. They"ve took my mule, now they"re burning my things to make me sign a contract and be a slave. But by--"
"There, Rob, let Millie come with me--we"ll see Miss Smith. We must get land to rent and arrange somehow."
The mother sobbed, "The cradle--was baby"s!"
With an oath the white man dashed the cradle into the fire, and the red flame spurted aloft.
The crimson fire flashed in Zora"s eyes as she pa.s.sed the overseer.
"Well, n.i.g.g.e.r, what are you going to do about it?" he growled insolently.
Zora"s eyelids drooped, her upper lip quivered.
"Nothing," she answered softly. "But I hope your soul will burn in h.e.l.l forever and forever."
They proceeded down the plantation road, but Zora could not speak. She pushed them slowly on, and turned aside to let the anger, the impotent, futile anger, rage itself out. Alone in the great broad s.p.a.ces, she knew she could fight it down, and come back again, cool and in calm and deadly earnest, to lead these children to the light.
The sorrow in her heart was new and strange; not sorrow for herself, for of that she had tasted the uttermost; but the vast vicarious suffering for the evil of the world. The tumult and war within her fled, and a sense of helplessness sent the hot tears streaming down her cheeks. She longed for rest; but the last plantation was yet to be pa.s.sed. Far off she heard the yodle of the gangs of peons. She hesitated, looking for some way of escape: if she pa.s.sed them she would see something--she always saw something--that would send the red blood whirling madly.