Shefford was bereft of speech. He could not see steadily, and the last solemn words of the Indian seemed far away.
"Bi Nai, I have found Fay Larkin," repeated Nas Ta Bega.
"Fay Larkin!" gasped Shefford, shaking his head. "But--she"s dead."
"It would be less sorrow for Bi Nai if she were dead."
Shefford clutched at the Indian. There was something terrible to be revealed. Like an aspen-leaf in the wind he shook all over. He divined the revelation--divined the coming blow--but that was as far as his mind got.
"She"s in there," said the Indian, pointing toward hall.
"Fay Larkin?" whispered Shefford.
"Yes, Bi Nai."
"My G.o.d! HOW do you know? Oh, I could have seen. I"ve been blind. ...
Tell me, Indian. Which one?"
"Fay Larkin is the Sago Lily."
Shefford strode away into a secluded corner of the Square, where in the shade and quiet of the trees he suffered a storm of heart and mind.
During that short or long time--he had no idea how long--the Indian remained with him. He never lost the feeling of Nas Ta Bega close beside him. When the period of acute pain left him and some order began to replace the tumult in his mind he felt in Nas Ta Bega the same quality--silence or strength or help--that he had learned to feel in the deep canon and the lofty crags. He realized then that the Indian was indeed a brother. And Shefford needed him. What he had to fight was more fatal than suffering and love--it was hate rising out of the unsuspected dark gulf of his heart--the instinct to kill--the murder in his soul.
Only now did he come to understand Jane Withersteen"s tragic story and the pa.s.sion of Venters and what had made La.s.siter a gun-man. The desert had transformed Shefford. The elements had entered into his muscle and bone, into the very fiber of his heart. Sun, wind, sand, cold, storm, s.p.a.ce, stone, the poison cactus, the racking toil, the terrible loneliness--the iron of the desert man, the cruelty of the desert savage, the wildness of the mustang, the ferocity of hawk and wolf, the bitter struggle of every surviving thing--these were as if they had been melted and merged together and now made a dark and pa.s.sionate stream that was his throbbing blood. He realized what he had become and gloried in it, yet there, looking on with grave and earnest eyes, was his old self, the man of reason, of intellect, of culture, who had been a good man despite the failure and shame of his life. And he gave heed to the voice of warning, of conscience. Not by revengefully seeking the Mormon who had ruined Fay Larkin and blindly dealing a wild justice could he help this unfortunate girl. This fierce, newborn strength and pa.s.sion must be tempered by reason, lest he become merely elemental, a man answering wholly to primitive impulses. In the darkness of that hour he mined deep into his heart, understood himself, trembled at the thing he faced, and won his victory. He would go forth from that hour a man. He might fight, and perhaps there was death in the balance, but hate would never overthrow him.
Then when he looked at future action he felt a strange, unalterable purpose to save Fay Larkin. She was very young--seventeen or eighteen, she had said--and there could be, there must be some happiness before her. It had been his dream to chase a rainbow--it had been his determination to find her in the lost Surprise Valley. Well, he had found her. It never occurred to him to ask Nas Ta Bega how he had discovered that the Sago Lily was Fay Larkin. The wonder was, Shefford thought, that he had so long been blind himself. How simply everything worked out now! Every thought, every recollection of her was proof. Her strange beauty like that of the sweet and rare lily, her low voice that showed the habit of silence, her shapely hands with the clasp strong as a man"s, her lithe form, her swift step, her wonderful agility upon the smooth, steep trails, and the wildness of her upon the heights, and the haunting, brooding shadow of her eyes when she gazed across the canon--all these fitted so harmoniously the conception of a child lost in a beautiful Surprise Valley and growing up in its wildness and silence, tutored by the sad love of broken Jane and La.s.siter. Yes, to save her had been Shefford"s dream, and he had loved that dream. He had loved the dream and he had loved the child. The secret of her hiding-place as revealed by the story told him and his slow growth from dream to action--these had strangely given Fay Larkin to him. Then had come the bitter knowledge that she was dead. In the light of this subsequent revelation how easy to account for his loving Mary, too.
Never would she be Mary again to him! Fay Larkin and the Sago Lily were one and the same. She was here, near him, and he was powerless for the present to help her or to reveal himself. She was held back there in that gloomy hall among those somber Mormons, alien to the women, bound in some fatal way to one of the men, and now, by reason of her weakness in the trial, surely to be hated. Thinking of her past and her present, of the future, and that secret Mormon whose face she had never seen, Shefford felt a sinking of his heart, a terrible cold pang in his breast, a fainting of his spirit. She had sworn she was no sealed wife.
But had she not lied? So, then, how utterly powerless he was!
But here to save him, to uplift him, came that strange mystic insight which had been the gift of the desert to him. She was not dead. He had found her. What mattered obstacles, even that implacable creed to which she had been sacrificed, in the face of this blessed and overwhelming truth? It was as mighty as the love suddenly dawning upon him. A strong and terrible and deathly sweet wind seemed to fill his soul with the love of her. It was her fate that had drawn him; and now it was her agony, her innocence, her beauty, that bound him for all time. Patience and cunning and toil, pa.s.sion and blood, the unquenchable spirit of a man to save--these were nothing to give--life itself were little, could he but free her.
Patience and cunning! His sharpening mind cut these out as his greatest a.s.sets for the present. And his thoughts flashed like light through his brain.... Judge Stone and his court would fail to convict any Mormon in Stonebridge, just the same as they had failed in the northern towns.
They would go away, and Stonebridge would fall to the slow, sleepy tenor of its former way. The hidden village must become known to all men, honest and outlawed, in that country, but this fact would hardly make any quick change in the plans of the Mormons. They did not soon change.
They would send the sealed wives back to the canon and, after the excitement had died down, visit them as usual. Nothing, perhaps, would ever change these old Mormons but death.
Shefford resolved to remain in Stonebridge and ingratiate himself deeper into the regard of the Mormons. He would find work there, if the sealed wives were not returned to the hidden village. In case the women went back to the valley Shefford meant to resume his old duty of driving Withers"s pack-trains. Wanting that opportunity, he would find some other work, some excuse to take him there. In due time he would reveal to Fay Larkin that he knew her. How the thought thrilled him! She might deny, might persist in her fear, might fight to keep her secret. But he would learn it--hear her story--hear what had become of Jane Withersteen and La.s.siter--and if they were alive, which now he believed he would find them--and he would take them and Fay out of the country.
The duty, the great task, held a grim fascination for him. He had a foreboding of the cost; he had a dark realization of the force he meant to oppose. There were duty here and pity and unselfish love, but these alone did not actuate Shefford. Mystically fate seemed again to come like a gleam and bid him follow.
When Shefford and Nas Ta Bega returned to the town hall the trial had been ended, the hall was closed, and only a few Indians and cowboys remained in the square, and they were about to depart. On the street, however, and the paths and in the doorways of stores were knots of people, talking earnestly. Shefford walked up and down, hoping to meet Withers or Joe Lake. Nas Ta Bega said he would take the horses to water and feed and then return.
There were indications that Stonebridge might experience some of the excitement and perhaps violence common to towns like Monticello and Durango. There was only one saloon in Stonebridge, and it was full of roystering cowboys and horse-wranglers. Shefford saw the bunch of mustangs, in charge of the same Indian, that belonged to Shadd and his gang. The men were inside, drinking. Next door was a tavern called Hopewell House, a stone structure of some pretensions. There were Indians lounging outside. Shefford entered through a wide door and found himself in a large bare room, boarded like a loft, with no ceiling except the roof. The place was full of men and noise. Here he encountered Joe Lake talking to Bishop Kane and other Mormons. Shefford got a friendly greeting from the bishop, and then was well received by the strangers, to whom Joe introduced him.
"Have you seen Withers?" asked Shefford.
"Reckon he"s around somewhere," replied Joe. "Better hang up here, for he"ll drop in sooner or later."
"When are you going back to Kayenta?" went on Shefford.
"Hard to say. We"ll have to call off our hunt. Nas Ta Bega is here, too."
"Yes, I"ve been with him."
The older Mormons drew aside, and then Joe mentioned the fact that he was half starved. Shefford went with him into another clapboard room, which was evidently a dining-room. There were half a dozen men at the long table. The seat at the end was a box, and scarcely large enough or safe enough for Joe and Shefford, but they risked it.
"Saw you in the hall," said Joe. "h.e.l.l--wasn"t it?"
"Joe, I never knew how much I dared say to you, so I don"t talk much.
But, it was h.e.l.l," replied Shefford.
"You needn"t be so scared of me," spoke up Joe, testily.
That was the first time Shefford had heard the Mormon speak that way.
"I"m not scared, Joe. But I like you--respect you. I can"t say so much of--of your people."
"Did you stick out the whole mix?" asked Joe.
"No. I had enough when--when they got through with Mary." Shefford spoke low and dropped his head. He heard the Mormon grind his teeth. There was silence for a little s.p.a.ce while neither man looked at the other.
"Reckon the judge was pretty decent," presently said Joe.
"Yes, I thought so. He might have--" But Shefford did not finish that sentence. "How"d the thing end?"
"It ended all right."
"Was there no conviction--no sentence?" Shefford felt a curious eagerness.
"Naw," he snorted. "That court might have saved its breath."
"I suppose. Well, Joe, between you and me, as old friends now, that trial established one fact, even if it couldn"t be proved.... Those women are sealed wives."
Joe had no reply for that. He looked gloomy, and there was a stern line in his lips. To-day he seemed more like a Mormon.
"Judge Stone knew that as well as I knew," went on Shefford. "Any man of penetration could have seen it. What an ordeal that was for good women to go through! I know they"re good. And there they were swearing to--"
"Didn"t it make me sick?" interrupted Joe in a kind of growl. "Reckon it made Judge Stone sick, too. After Mary went under he conducted that trial like a man cuttin" out steers at a round-up. He wanted to get it over. He never forced any question.... Bad job to ride down Stonebridge way! It"s out of creation. There"s only six men in the party, with a poor lot of horses. Really, government officers or not, they"re not safe. And they"ve taken a hunch."
"Have they left already?" inquired Shefford.
"Were packed an hour ago. I didn"t see them go, but somebody said they went. Took the trail for Bluff, which sure is the only trail they could take, unless they wanted to go to Colorado by way of Kayenta. That might have been the safest trail."
"Joe, what might happen to them?" asked Shefford, quietly, with eyes on the Mormon.
"Aw, you know that rough trail. Bad on horses. Weathered slopes--slipping ledges--a rock might fall on you any time. Then Shadd"s here with his gang. And bad Piutes."
"What became of the women?" Shefford asked, "presently.