And though Ruth and the four girls laughed at the suggestion of the Princess" needing to feel young, each one of them noticed that when one studied her face closely there were lines about her mouth and eyes.
On the way home, the five women crowded into one carriage, Jean turned to her chaperon: "I know it isn"t good taste to talk about people, Ruth dear, when one has been visiting them, so please don"t reproach me. But I could not help seeing while I was the Princess" guest that, without knowing it, she has been a kind of Atalanta. Only in the race for happiness the golden apple she stopped to pick up was not money. She had wealth enough, but it was a t.i.tle and a great position. The Prince may be very nice. I did not learn to know him very well, but certainly he seemed more like his wife"s father than her husband. How can a girl ever marry a man twice as old as she is?"
CHAPTER XVI
LEAVING ROME
"I AM sorry, Jean, that you think no one could care for me for myself, and that it is my money that is my sole attraction. If that is true I could wish for my own part that the Rainbow mine had never been discovered."
The two cousins, Jack and Jean, were alone in their sitting room in their hotel in Rome. It was about four o"clock in the afternoon, six days after the Princess" ball, and although it was raining and a cold, disagreeable afternoon, Ruth, Olive and Frieda had gone forth on another sight-seeing pilgrimage.
Jack had been writing letters, but had ceased and gone over to stand by the window when Jean began her conversation. There was just a chance that it might be wiser for her cousin not to be able to see her face, for she was quicker to arrive at conclusions than any other one of them.
But Jean had said more than Jack supposed she would have dared. Now she turned from pretending to view the dismal picture of chilly orange trees and chillier marble statuary and her gray eyes met Jean"s brown ones coldly.
Jean sighed. Somehow she and Jack had so often managed to misunderstand each other, ever since they were little girls. And now, when she particularly wanted to keep her cousin from growing angry and to talk things over candidly, why, as usual, she had begun matters by putting her foot in it. Jack had such an uncomfortable fashion of growing white and quiet when she was furious, instead of crimson and teary like Jean and Frieda. Why on earth had Ruth ever appointed her to tell Jack Frank Kent"s account of his cousin and to find out whether she cared for him.
It was certainly Ruth"s place to have done it herself. Why in the world hadn"t she had the sense to decline.
"But I never said anything in the least like that, Jack, and it is not fair of you to suggest it," Jean replied, doing her best to answer as gently as possible. "It was only that I told you we had good reason to believe that Captain Madden is a fortune-hunter. I don"t know, of course, whether you care in the least who or what he is, but he is desperately poor, has had to resign from the British army because he didn"t or couldn"t pay his debts, and, and--do you care to hear anything else?"
Jack"s eyes flashed curiously. Jean remembered how ever since she was a little girl her cousin"s eyes had had this fashion of turning dark when any one opposed her will. And they had all thought Jack so entirely changed by her illness, so much softened, so much readier to give up her own way to other people"s. At this instant Jean wondered if any one ever really changed in the leading traits of character?
"I don"t care to learn anything more just now to Captain Madden"s discredit," Jack was saying quietly and reasonably enough, "but I would like very much to know how you and Ruth, and Olive and Frieda for that matter, have heard so much in such a short time? Is it Frank Kent who has told you? Because if he has, I should like to tell you that Captain Madden had warned me Frank was apt to say disagreeable things about him.
As for his being poor and having had to leave the army because of it, why of course I knew that. And I don"t believe I care to hear anything more on the subject that you may wish to say."
"But you _must_, Jack," Jean ordered unwisely. "Unless you can positively swear to me that Captain Madden means nothing in the world to you and that you do not intend having any further friendship with him.
Ruth told me if I could make you promise this, we need not speak of the matter again."
Jack bit her lips. However angry Jean"s interference might be making her, this was no time to be losing her temper like a silly child.
"I can make you no such promise, Jean, and I don"t think Ruth should have allowed you to ask it of me. But there is one thing I should like very much to have you tell me. How did Frank Kent happen to come to Rome at this especial time? Before we left America I asked him to wait until we reached England before joining us, and all of you knew of my letter and made no objections. I thought it would be better for us to have the first of our journey to ourselves while we were learning to be more experienced travelers. Frank said he understood and agreed, and yet here he turns up in Rome without writing me and straightway begins interfering in my affairs. I used to like Frank very much in the old days at the ranch, but no amount of friendship can make me forgive--"
"You need not be so unfair to Frank, Jack," Jean interrupted, losing control of herself at this evidence of Jack"s liking for the middle-aged man whom she had always detested, and whom the other members of her family were now learning to dislike almost as much. "I wrote Frank Kent while I was staying with the Princess Colonna, begging him to join us here in Rome at once. Ruth had said she was afraid you were growing too much interested in Captain Madden and that we ought to be finding out more about him. I knew Frank would know, and I thought you would believe what _he_ said. Frank is here now, waiting downstairs to talk to you.
Perhaps he will have more influence than I can." And without daring to find out whether or not her cousin would consent, Jean darted quickly from the room. Something or other Jack called after her. Nevertheless Jean preferred neither to hear nor heed and a few minutes after reappeared with Frank Kent.
During her brief absence Jacqueline was trying desperately hard to make up her mind what she had best do. To run away, declining to see Frank, would look as though she feared what he might have to tell her. To stay--Jack wondered how far in her present mood she might trust herself?
Certainly, on his entrance, Frank appeared as supremely uncomfortable as a young man could, which should have softened Jack"s heart or her temper.
However, his first words were as unfortunate as Jean"s had been.
"I never could have dreamed it would be necessary for me to tell you all this, Jack," he began. "I never have thought of you except as a child--well, not a child exactly, but a jolly, sensible kind of a girl.
And now, oh, it is too absurd to find you thinking you have a liking for a man like Bob Madden! He is more or less of a rascal, you know," Frank blurted with the dreadful English directness which the Ranch girls had used to like in him.
Jack had been listening so quietly that he had no idea of what mood she was in. The next instant, however, it was easy enough for him to guess.
Jack was sitting quite still in a tall carved chair with her head bent a little forward and both hands clasped so tightly together in her lap that the knuckles showed white. The lines of the girl"s face were always clearly cut, but today they seemed more so. Even Jean noticed how deeply gray her cousin"s eyes looked and how crimson her lips. The bronze of her hair was of an even richer tone than usual. Inwardly Jean sighed again. If only Jack could realize how splendidly handsome she was and how worth while, would she waste any more of her time and their"s on such an undesirable friendship?
But Jack was speaking. "No, I am not a child, Frank," she declared, "though I am sorry you think I am no longer a jolly or sensible girl.
You see, I am nearly twenty and I don"t believe you are more than three years older. Ever since you and Jean began talking to me this afternoon I have been wondering why you had agreed that I cared for Captain Madden. I have never said a word of his liking for me or of mine for him. And I am sure he has never spoken to Ruth or anybody else."
"That is just the horridest part of it," Jean murmured irritably. But her cousin went on without heeding her. "The truth is I have been trying this whole week to find out whether or not I cared enough for Captain Madden to promise to be his wife. I was intending to write to him and beg him to wait a little longer, when Jean came in to talk to me. Now you have both helped me make up my mind. I shall not ask him to wait. I shall tell him that I do care and that I do not believe the things I hear against him. Oh, he warned me long ago, Frank, of the trouble he had had with your family, of how your father had inherited all the money so that no one else had any--"
But the rest of Jack"s declaration was discontinued because of Jean"s bursting suddenly into tears and rushing out of the room.
Frank picked up his hat uncertainly. "I suppose it is not worth while for me to tell you anything further, Jack, if you have determined not to believe me," he declared. "Nevertheless I feel it my duty to warn you that I shall talk freely to your chaperon, Miss Drew, and that I shall also write Jim Colter. Oh, say, Jack, I can"t bear it, you know, for you to go and throw yourself away like this!" Frank had started his reproof like Jack"s grandfather, but the ending was a good deal more like the boy friend for whom she had once had such an affection.
Then for a moment Jack"s lips trembled and she wanted to say something kinder, except for her fear of following Jean"s example and beginning to cry.
At this moment, however, Ruth Drew, still wearing her hat and coat, came hurrying into the room. She had just seen Jean and knew what had pa.s.sed between Frank and the two girls.
Ruth put her arms around Jack. "It is my fault, dear, and I shall never forgive myself. I have been blind and a coward straight through. You are too young to know anything of the world and have been left too much to your own judgment. I ought to have stopped this acquaintance at once and I ought to have talked to you myself this afternoon instead of having Jean do it. I was just hoping against hope that we had all been mistaken and that you would laugh at our idea. But, oh Jack, you won"t write the letter you have just said. You _must not_, dear; I forbid it. You are not yet of age and I am here in Europe as your chaperon, temporarily as your guardian. What will Mr. Colter think and say?"
Quietly Jack drew herself away from Ruth"s agitated embrace. Frank had already gone out of the room.
"Please don"t talk to me as if I were a silly child, too, Ruth, please,"
Jack pleaded. "I am sorry to be disobedient; but you can"t forbid my writing to the man who has asked me to be his wife. After all, it is _my_ life and _my_ love Captain Madden has asked for. But I don"t want you and Jean and Olive and Frieda to be angry with me and not love me any more. I must write Captain Madden, of course, but after that I will wait until you hear from Jim." Jack"s self-control was giving way now and she covered her face with her hands.
"Of course you will tell Jim what you think and what Frank says, and poor Jim will be nearly crazy. Because he is sure to believe you as long as he has always been in love with you. But Jim has more charity and sympathy and will want me to be happy and--" Jack could not go on.
Ruth was by this time shedding tears herself, so that the atmosphere of the room with the rain pouring down outside was distinctly dismal.
"Don"t we want you to be happy too, Jack? You must believe that; but I suppose you consider we are unjustly prejudiced. Still, dear, won"t you promise me at least not to see Captain Madden again until we have heard from Jim?" Ruth implored.
There was no immediate answer, and for this much the older woman was distinctly thankful. If Jacqueline Ralston would only once give her word there would be no going back upon it.
"Yes, Ruth, I promise," she replied after a little while.
The next moment Ruth had led her to a chair and after Jack had seated herself, she rested on the arm for a moment, pressing her cheek against the girl"s golden-brown hair. For although Ruth was a good many years the older, Jack was now several inches taller than her chaperon.
"Are you so sure Captain Madden does mean your happiness?" Ruth whispered, and then held her breath, so fearful did she feel of the answer.
For the second time Jack hesitated. "Yes, I _think_ so; that is, Captain Madden says he will spend his life trying to make me happy. But, oh Ruthie, please don"t let"s talk about anything more that is serious just now. It seems to me that everybody has been scolding me all afternoon and I"m tired." This was spoken so like a fretful child that actually Ruth was able to summon a smile.
Before her reply, however, Frieda came strolling in, carrying a box of chocolate drops and thoughtfully biting one in two.
She extended her refreshments to her sister and chaperon. "d.i.c.k Grant has just brought me these; they are American, and I _am_ grateful to him," she remarked pensively. "That foolish Mrs. Grant told me that the candy business was such a be-au-ti-ful business and I laughed at her.
Now I am beginning to think so too. I am so homesick for most anything that is American. Isn"t Rome dismal today? Ruth took Olive and me to another old picture gallery and just as we were trying to take an interest in things, suddenly she decided that we had to rush back to the hotel. Don"t you think we have had enough of Rome? Jean says she is tired and I am, and Ruth and Olive say they are a little bit. Besides, if we are to see enough of Europe to count, this summer, ought we not to be starting out again?"
Ruth had risen and walked toward the window. She was not sure of how much Frieda knew of what was troubling all of them this afternoon.
However, she devoutly hoped that there might be no further reference to it until the atmosphere was more peaceful.
Frieda placed herself on a stool facing her sister.
"Jack, let"s go away from Rome in a few days?" she demanded. "I am sure the rest of us would like to if you are willing."