"I"m moving cattle from one pasture to another."
"Your job sounds like more fun than mine. Can I come along?"
"I don"t think that would be a good idea."
"Oh."
Adam saw the look on Tate"s face and realized she thought he was rejecting her-again. He swore under his breath. "Look, Tate. I think we"d better have a talk."
Tate rose abruptly. This was where Adam told her that he had thought things over and he wanted her to leave the Lazy S after all. She wasn"t going to hang around to let him do it. "I"d better get going. I-"
Adam caught her before she had gone two steps. He took her shoulders in his hands, turning her to face him. She kept her eyes lowered, refusing to look at him.
"Tate," he said in a voice that was tender with the love he felt for her. "Look at me."
Her eyes were more green than gold. He couldn"t bear to see the sadness in them. He grasped her nape and pulled her toward him as his mouth lowered to claim hers.
It was a hungry kiss. A kiss of longing for things that ought to be. A kiss fierce with pa.s.sion. And tender with love.
Adam wanted to be closer. He pulled her T-shirt up and over her head, then yanked the snaps open down the front of his shirt and pulled the tails out of his jeans. He sighed in satisfaction as he closed his arms around her and snuggled her naked b.r.e.a.s.t.s tight against his chest.
"Lord, sweetheart. You feel so good!" He cupped her f.a.n.n.y with his hands and lifted her, rubbing himself against her, letting the layers of denim add to the friction between them.
His mouth found a spot beneath her ear that he knew was sensitive, and he sucked just hard enough to make her moan with pleasure.
Adam froze when he heard the kitchen door being flung open. He whirled to meet whatever threat was there, pulling Tate close and pressing her face against his chest protectively.
Tate felt Adam"s body tense, felt his shoulders square and his stance widen. She knew who it was, who it had to be. She turned her head. There in the doorway stood her three brothers, Faron, Jesse and Garth. And Garth was carrying a shotgun.
Tate felt her face flush to the roots of her hair. She was naked from the waist up, and there could be no doubt as to what she had been doing with Adam. Or, from the looks on their faces, how her brothers felt about it. She closed her eyes and clutched Adam, knowing her brothers planned to tear them apart.
"Make yourself decent!" Garth ordered.
Tate reached across to the chair where Adam had slung her T-shirt, and with her back to her brothers, pulled it over her head. When she turned to face them, Adam put an arm around her waist and pulled her snug against his hip.
The three men crowded into the kitchen. It soon became apparent they hadn"t come alone. An elderly gentleman wearing a clerical collar and carrying what Tate supposed to be a Bible followed them inside.
"You have a choice," Garth said to Adam. "You can make an honest woman of my sister, or I can kill you."
Adam c.o.c.ked a brow. "That"s murder."
Garth smiled grimly. "It"ll be an accidental shooting, of course."
"Of course," Adam said, his lips twisting cynically. "What if Tate and I aren"t ready to get married?"
"Man gets a woman pregnant, it"s time to marry her," Jesse snarled. "I made a point of seeing Doc Kowalski on the way home last night and told her Tate was my sister. She congratulated me on the fact I"ll soon be an uncle!"
Adam froze. He turned to stare at Tate, but she refused to meet his gaze. His hand tightened on her waist. "Are you pregnant, Tate?"
She nodded.
Adam"s lips flattened and a muscle worked in his jaw. He grabbed hold of her chin and forced it up. "Whose child is it? Buck"s?"
"Yours!" Tate cried, jerking her head from his grasp.
"Not mine," he said flatly. "I"m sterile."
Tate sank into a kitchen chair at one end of the table, her eyes never wavering from Adam"s granitelike expression.
Meanwhile, Tate"s brothers were in a quandary.
"We can"t force him to marry Tate if the child"s not his," Faron argued.
"But it must be his!" Jesse said. "Look how we found them today!"
Garth handed the shotgun to Faron, then crossed and sat down beside Tate on the opposite side of the table from Adam. He took Tate"s hand from her lap and held it in his for a moment, gently rubbing her knuckles. "I want you to be honest with me, Tate. Have you been with another man besides Adam?"
"No! I"m carrying Adam"s child, whether he believes it or not!"
"Adam says he"s sterile," Garth persisted.
"I don"t care what he says," Tate said through clenched teeth. "I"m telling the truth."
Garth and Faron exchanged a significant glance. Garth stood and confronted Adam. "Can you deny you"ve made love to my sister?"
"No, I don"t deny that."
"Then my original offer still holds," Garth said.
"Given that choice, I suppose I have no choice," Adam conceded with a stony glare.
"What about me?" Tate asked. "Don"t I get a choice?"
"You"ll do as you"re told," Garth commanded. "Or else."
"Or else what?"
"You come home to Hawk"s Way."
Tate shuddered. There seemed no escape from the ultimatum Garth had given her. At least if she went through with the wedding, she would still have her freedom. Once her brothers had her safely married they would go back where they had come from-and she could figure out what to do from there.
"All right. Let"s get this over with," she said.
"Reverend Wheeler, if you please?" Garth directed the minister to the head of the table, arranged Tate and Adam on one side, and stood on the other side with Faron and Jesse.
He told Adam, "I had to cut a few corners, but I"ve taken care of getting the license." He gestured to the minister. "Whenever you"re ready, Reverend."
If Reverend Wheeler hadn"t baptized Tate and presided at her confirmation, he might have had some qualms about what he was about to do. Never had bride and bridegroom looked less happy to be wed. But he firmly believed in the sanct.i.ty of home and family. And Garth had promised a large donation to build the new Sunday school wing.
The reverend opened the Bible he had brought along and began to read, "Dearly Beloved..."
Tate listened, but she didn"t hear what was being said, spoke when called upon, but was unaware of the answers she gave. She had fallen into a deep well of despair.
Tate had never really thought about having a big wedding, but a white T-shirt was a poor subst.i.tute for a wedding gown. She wouldn"t have minded giving up the festive trappings, if only she were sure the man standing beside her wanted to be her husband.
Adam did not.
How had things gone so wrong? Tate had never meant to trap Adam. It was clear he thought she had slept with Buck, and that the baby wasn"t his. She knew from her experience with Buck and Velma that a marriage that lacked trust-on both sides-was in deep trouble. If Adam believed she had lied about the child"s father, wouldn"t he expect her to lie about other things? Would he, like Buck, overreact from now on if she so much as looked at another man? Of course Buck was jealous because he loved Velma. Tate wasn"t so sure about Adam"s feelings. He had never once said he loved her.
Tate would have given anything if she had just told Adam about the baby last night. Then, they would have had a chance to discuss things alone. Such as why a man who was obviously able to sire children thought he was sterile.
"Tate?"
"What?"
"Hold out your hand so Adam can put the ring on your finger," Garth said.
What ring? Tate thought.
"With this ring I thee wed," Adam said. He slipped the turquoise ring he usually wore on his little finger on the third finger of Tate"s left hand.
Tate was lost. What had happened to the rest of the ceremony? Had she said "I do"?
Reverend Wheeler said, "I now p.r.o.nounce you man and wife. You may kiss the bride."
When neither of the newlyweds moved, Faron said in a quiet-some might have said gentle-voice, "It"s time to kiss your bride now, Adam."
Adam wanted to refuse. It was all a sham, anyway. But when Tate turned her face up to him she looked so bewildered he felt the urge to take her in his arms and protect her.
Garth cleared his throat at the delay.
Adam"s jaw tightened. Tate already had three very efficient guardians. She didn"t need him. But he found himself unable to resist the temptation of her lips, still swollen from his earlier kisses. Her eyes slid closed as he lowered his head. He touched his lips lightly to hers, taking the barest taste of her with the tip of his tongue.
If this had been a real wedding he would have wanted to cherish this moment. From the shuffling sounds across the table, Adam was reminded that it was real enough. So he took what he wanted from Tate, ravaging her mouth, letting her feel his fury and frustration at what her brothers had robbed them of when they had insisted on this forced marriage.
As soon as he lifted his head Adam saw that Garth had crossed around the table. Instead of the punch in the nose Adam expected, Tate"s oldest brother held out his hand to be shaken. To Adam"s further surprise, Garth had a grin on his face.
"Welcome to the family," Garth said. He gave Tate a fierce hug. "Be happy!" he whispered in her ear.
Faron was next to shake Adam"s hand. "How about a drink to celebrate?" he asked. "I"ve got champagne on ice outside in the pickup."
"I guess that would be all right," Adam said, still stunned by the abrupt change in att.i.tude of Tate"s brothers.
Faron headed outside as Jesse approached Adam. The two men eyed each other warily.
At last Jesse held out his hand. "Truce?"
When Adam hesitated, Jesse said, "Honey will kill me if we don"t make peace." When Adam still hesitated, Jesse added, "For Tate"s sake?"
Adam shook hands with Tate"s middle brother. They would never be good friends. But they were neighbors, and now brothers-in-law. For their wives" sakes, they would tolerate one another.
The wedding celebration was a lively affair. Now that Adam had done the right thing by Tate, her brothers were more than willing to treat him like one of the family.
As the morning wore on and Adam had a few gla.s.ses of champagne-and more than a few gla.s.ses of whiskey-he began to think maybe things hadn"t turned out so badly after all.
Now that he and Tate were married, there was no reason why they couldn"t make the best of the situation. He couldn"t feel sorry about the baby, even if it meant Tate had lied to him about sleeping with Buck. He had always wanted children, and this one would be especially beloved because it would belong to him and Tate.
After he made love to his wife, Adam would tell her that he loved her. They could forget what had happened in the past. Their lives could begin from there.
Tate"s brothers might have stayed longer, except Honey called to make sure everything had turned out all right. When Jesse hung up the phone, he said to his brothers, "I know you don"t want to be reminded, but I have work that has to get done today."
Faron guffawed and said, "Tell the truth. What you"re really concerned about is getting home to your wife."
The three brothers kidded each other good-naturedly all the way out the door. Once they and the preacher were gone, Tate closed the door and leaned her forehead against the cool wood frame.
"I"m sorry, Adam."
He crossed to her and slipped his arms around her waist from behind. "It"s all right, Tate. It wasn"t your fault."
"They"re my brothers."
"They only did what they thought was best for you." Despite the fact he was a victim of their manipulation, Adam could sympathize with her brothers. If Melanie had lived...if he had found her in the same circ.u.mstances...he might have done the same thing. And hoped for the best. As Adam was hoping for the best now with Tate.
He kissed her nape and felt her shiver in his arms. "Come to bed, Tate. It"s our wedding day."
She kept her face pressed to the door. She was too intent on giving Adam back his freedom to hear the message of love in his words and his caress. "I can"t stand it-knowing you were trapped into marrying me." She felt his body stiffen, and said, "I promise I"ll give you a divorce. As soon as the baby is born I-"
Adam grabbed her by the arm and jerked her around to face him. "Is that the reason you agreed to marry me? So you can have a name for your b.a.s.t.a.r.d?"
"Please, Adam-"
"Don"t beg, Tate, it doesn"t become you."
Tate had slapped him before she was aware she had raised her hand. She gasped when she saw the stark imprint her fingers had left on his cheek.
Adam grabbed her wrist. Tate could feel him trembling with rage. She waited to see what form his retaliation would take.
"All right," Adam said in the harshest voice she had ever heard him use. "I"ll give you what you want. Your baby will have my name and you can have your divorce. But there"s something I want in return, Tate."
"What?" she breathed.
"You. I want you in my bed every night." His grasp on her wrist tightened. "Warm. And willing. Do I make myself understood?"
Oh, she understood, all right. She had offered him the divorce hoping he would refuse. His ultimatum made it clear what he had wanted from her all along. Well, she would just show him what he was so willing to give up!
"Believe me, you"re going to get what you"re asking for, Adam," she said in a silky voice. And a whole lot more!
He started for the bedroom, his hand firmly clamped around her wrist. Tate hurried to catch up, afraid that if she fell, he would simply drag her behind him.