Sinclair stretched a friendly hand toward the shoulder of the smaller man. The hand pa.s.sed through thin air. Gaspar had slipped away. He stood at a greater distance. On his face there was a strong expression of displeasure.
Sinclair scowled darkly. "Now what d"you mean by that?"
"I mean that I don"t envy you," said Gaspar steadily. "I"d rather have the other thing."
"What other thing, Jig?"
Gaspar overlooked the contemptuous nickname, doubly contemptuous on the lips of a stranger.
"You go into the world and take what you want. I"m stronger than that."
"How are you stronger?" asked Riley.
"Because I sit in my room, and I can make the world come to me."
"Jig, I was never smart at riddles. Go ahead and clear yourself up with a few more words."
The other hesitated--not for words, but as if he wondered if it might be worth while for him to explain. Never in Riley Sinclair"s life had he been taken so lightly.
"Will you follow me into the house?" asked Gaspar at length.
"I"ll follow you, right enough," said Sinclair. "That"s my job. Lead on."
He was brought through the living room of the cabin and into a smaller room to the side.
Comfort seemed to fill this smaller room. Bookcases ranged along one wall were packed with books. The couch before the window was heaped with cushions. There was an easy chair with an adjustable back, so that one could either sit or lie in it. There was a lamp with a big greenish-yellow shade.
"This is what I mean," murmured Jig.
Riley Sinclair"s bold eye roved swiftly, contemptuously. "Well, you got this place fixed up pretty stuffy," he answered. "Outside of that, hang me if I see what you mean."
Cold Feet slipped into a chair and, interlacing those fingers whose delicacy baffled and disturbed Sinclair, stared over them at his companion.
"I really shouldn"t expect you to understand, my friend."
"Friend!" Sinclair exploded. "You"re a queer bird, Jig. What do you mean by "friend"?"
"Why not?" asked this amazing youth, and the quiet of his face brightened into a smile. "I"d be swinging from the end of a rope if it weren"t for you, you know."
Sinclair shrugged away this rejoinder. He trod heavily to the bookshelves, took up two or three random volumes, and tossed them heedlessly back into place.
"Well, kid, you"re going to be yanked out of this little imitation world of yours pretty p.r.o.nto."
"Ah, but perhaps not!"
"Eh?"
"Something may happen."
"What can happen?"
"Just something like you, my friend."
The insistence on that word irritated Riley Sandersen.
"Don"t call me that," he replied in his most brutal manner. "Jig, d"you know what a friend means?" he asked. "How d"you figure that word out?"
Jig considered. "A friend is somebody you know and like and are glad to have around."
Contempt spread on the face of Sinclair. "That"s just about what I knew you"d say."
"Am I wrong?"
"Son, they ain"t anything right about you, as far as I can make out.
Wrong? You"re as wrong as a yearling in a blizzard. Wrong? I should tell a man you"re wrong! Lemme tell you what a friend is. He"s the bunkie that guards your back in a fight; he"s the man that can ask for your hoss or your gun or your life, no matter how bad you want "em; he"s the gent that trusts you when the world calls you a liar; he"s the one that don"t grin when you"re in trouble, who gives a cheer when you"re going good. With a friend you let down the bars and turn your mind loose like wild hosses. I take out my soul like a gun and show it to my friend in the palm of my hand. It"s sure full of holes and stains, this life of mine, but my friend checks off the good agin" the bad, and when you"re through he says: "Partner, now I like you better because I know you better."
"Son, I don"t know what G.o.d means very well, and I ain"t any bunkie of the law, but I"m tolerable well acquainted with what the word "friend"
means. When you use it, you want to look sharp."
"I really believe," Jig said, "that you would be a friend like that. I think I understand."
"You don"t, though. To a friend you give yourself away, and you get yourself back bigger and stronger."
"I didn"t know," said Jig softly, "that friendship could mean all that.
How many friends have you had?"
The big cowpuncher paused. Then he said gently at length, "One friend."
"In all your life?"
"Sure! I was lucky and had one friend."
Cold Feet leaned forward, eagerness in his eyes. "Tell me about him!"
"I don"t know you well enough, son."
That jarring speech thrust Jig back into his chair, as if with a physical hand. There, as though in covert, he continued to study Sinclair. Presently he began to nod.
"I knew it from the first, in spite of appearances."
"Knew what?"
"Knew that we"d get along."
"And are we getting along, Jig?"
"I think so."