But the telltale odor of the charring meat struck his nostrils, and his speech died away. He was panting with fear of consequences. Now a new turn came to the fear of Cold Feet. It seemed that Riley Sinclair"s hand had frozen at the touch of the soft flesh of Jig"s shoulder. He remained for a long moment without stirring. When his hand moved it was to take Jig under the chin with marvelous firmness and gentleness at once and lift the face of the schoolteacher. He seemed to find much to read there, much to study and know. Whatever it was, it set Jig trembling until suddenly he shrank away, cowering against the rock behind.
"You don"t think--"
But the voice of Sinclair broke in with a note in it that Jig had never heard before.
"Guns and glory--a woman!"
It came over him with a rush, that revelation which explained so many things--everything in fact; all that strange cowardice, and all that stranger grace; that unmanly shrinking, that more than manly contempt for death. Now the firelight was too feeble to show more than one thing--the haunted eyes of the girl, as she cowered away from him.
He saw her hand drop from her breast to her holster and close around the b.u.t.t of her revolver.
Sinclair grew cold and sick. After all, what reason had she to trust him? He drew back and began to walk up and down with long, slow strides. The girl followed him and saw his gaunt figure brush across the stars; she saw the wind furl and unfurl the wide brim of his hat, and she heard the faint stir and clink of his spurs at every step.
There was a tumult in the brain of the cowpuncher. The stars and the sky and the mountains and wind went out. They were nothing in the electric presence of this new Jig. His mind flashed back to one picture--Cold Feet with her hands tied behind her back, praying under the cottonwood.
Shame turned the cowpuncher hot and then cold. He allowed his mind to drift back over his thousand insults, his brutal language, his cursing, his mockery, his open contempt. There was a tingle in his ears, and a chill running up and down his spine.
After all that brutality, what mysterious sense had told her to trust to him rather than to Sour Creek and its men?
Other mysteries flocked into his mind. Why had she come to the very verge of death, with the rope around her neck rather than reveal her ident.i.ty, knowing, as she must know, that in the mountain desert men feel some touch of holiness in every woman?
He remembered Cartwright, tall, handsome, and narrow of eye, and the fear of the girl. Suddenly he wished with all his soul that he had fought with guns that day, and not with fists.
17
At length the continued silence of the girl made him turn. Perhaps she had slipped away. His heart was chilled at the thought; turning, he sighed with relief to find her still there.
Without a word he went back and rekindled the fire, placed new venison steaks over it, and broiled them with silent care. Not a sound from Jig, not a sound from the cowpuncher, while the meat hissed, blackened, and at length was done to a turn. He laid portions of it on broad, white, clean chips which he had already prepared, and served her. Still in silence she ate. Shame held Sinclair. He dared not look at her, and he was glad when the fire lost some of its brightness.
Now and then he looked with wonder across the mountains. All his life they had been faces to him, and the wind had been a voice. Now all this was nothing but dead stuff. There was no purpose in the march of the mountains except that they led to the place where Jig sat.
He twisted together a cup of bark and brought her water from the spring. She thanked him with words that he did not hear, he was so intent in watching her face, as the firelight played on it. Now that he held the clue, everything was as plain as day. New light played on the past.
Turning away, he put new fuel on the fire, and when he looked to her again, she had unbelted the revolver and was putting it away, as if she realized that this would not help her if she were in danger.
When at length she spoke it was the same voice, and yet how new! The quality in it made Sinclair sit a little straighter.
"You have a right to know everything that I can tell you. Do you wish to hear?"
For another moment he smoked in solemn silence. He found that he was wishing for the story not so much because of its strangeness, but because he wanted that voice to run on indefinitely. Yet he weighed the question pro and con.
"Here"s the point, Jig," he said at last. "I got a good deal to make up to you. In the first place I pretty near let you get strung up for a killing I done myself. Then I been treating you pretty hard, take it all in all. You got a story, and I don"t deny that I"d like to hear it; but it don"t seem a story that you"re fond of telling, and I ain"t got no right to ask for it. All I ask to know is one thing: When you stood there under that cotton wood tree, with a rope around your neck, did you know that all you had to do was to tell us that you was a woman to get off free?"
"Of course."
"And you"d sooner have hung than tell us?"
"Yes."
Sinclair sighed. "Maybe I"ve said this before, but I got to say it ag"in: Jig, you plumb beat me!" He brushed his hand across his forehead. "S"pose it"d been done! S"pose I had let "em go ahead and string you up! They"d have been a terrible bad time ahead for them seven men. We"d all have been grabbed and lynched. A woman!"
He put the word off by itself. Then he was surprised to hear her laughing softly. Now that he knew, it was all woman, that voice.
"It wasn"t really courage, Riley. After you"d said half a dozen words I knew you were square, and that you knew I was innocent. So I didn"t worry very much--except just after you"d sentenced me to hang!"
"Don"t go back to that! I sure been a plumb fool. But why would you have gone ahead and let that hanging happen?"
"Because I had rather die than be known, except to you."
"You leave me out."
"I"d trust you to the end of everything, Riley."
"I b"lieve you would, Jig--I honest believe you would! Heaven knows why."
"Because."
"That ain"t a reason."
"A very good woman"s reason. For one thing you"ve let me come along when you know that I"m a weight, and you"re in danger. But you don"t know what it means if I go back. You can"t know. I know it"s wrong and cowardly for me to stay and imperil you, but I _am_ a coward, and I"m afraid to go back!"
"Hush up," murmured Sinclair. "Hush up, girl. Is they anybody asking you to go back? But you don"t really figure on hanging out here with me in the mountains, me having most of the gents in these parts out looking for my scalp?"
"If you think I won"t be such an enc.u.mbrance that I"ll greatly endanger you, Riley."
"H"m," muttered Sinclair. "I"ll take that chance, but they"s another thing."
"Well?"
"It ain"t exactly nacheral and reasonable for a girl to go around in the mountains with a man."
She fired up at that, sitting straight, with the fire flaring suddenly in her face through the change of position.
"I"ve told you that I trust you, Riley. What do I care about the opinion of the world? Haven"t they hounded me? Oh, I despise them!"
"H"m," said the cowpuncher again.
He was, indeed, so abashed by this outbreak that he merely stole a glance at her face and then studied the fire again.
"Does this gent Cartwright tie up with your story?"
All the fire left her. "Yes," she whispered.
He felt that she was searching his face, as if suddenly in doubt of him.