Dear, gracious lady, let me run with the plate to the mother and Lenichen; and I will be back again in two minutes, and sing all day, if the master likes."
Ursula was much moved at the child"s filial love, and also at his politeness.
"The little one has discrimination," she said to herself. "One can see he is of a good stock. He recognizes that I am no peasant, but the daughter of a good burgher house."
And, in spite of the remonstrances of her master, she insisted on giving the lad his way.
"I will accompany him, myself," said she.
And, without further delay or parley, she walked off, under the very eyes of the master, with the boy, and also with a considerable portion of his own dinner, in addition to the plate she had already set before Gottlieb.
A very joyful and miraculous intervention it seemed to Mother Magdalis when Gottlieb re-entered the hermit"s cell, under the stately convoy of the choir-master"s housekeeper, and with food enough to feed the frugal little household for a week.
The two women greeted each other ceremoniously and courteously, as became two German housewives of good burgher stock.
"The little lad has manners worthy of a burgomaster," said Ursula. "We shall see him with the gold chain and the fur robes yet, and his mother a proud woman."
With which somewhat worldly benediction, she left the little family to themselves, conjuring Gottlieb to return in less than an hour, for the master was not always as manageable as this morning.
And when they were alone, Gottlieb was not ashamed to hide his tears on his mother"s heart.
"See, darling mother!" he said, "the dear Saviour did send the raven!
Perhaps, one day, He will make us good enough for Him to send the angels."
Then the simple family all knelt down and thanked G.o.d from their hearts, and Gottlieb added one especial bit of his own of praise and prayer for his kind Hans, of whom, on account of his grim face and rough voice, he had stood in some dread.
"Forgive me, dear Lord Jesus," he said, "that I did not know how good he was!"
And when they had eaten their hasty Christmas feast, and the mother was smoothing his hair and making the best of his poor garments, Gottlieb said, looking up gravely in her face,--
"Who knows, mother, if Hans is only a raven now, that the good G.o.d may not make him, his very self, the angel?"
"Perhaps G.o.d _is_ making Hans into the angel even now," replied the mother.
And she remembered for a long time the angelic look of love and devotion in the child"s eyes.
For she knew very well the Cathedral choir was no angelic host.
She knew she was not welcoming her boy that morning to a haven, but launching him on a voyage of many perils. But she knew, also, that it is only by such perils, and through such voyages, that men, that saints, are made.
III.
The next day Gottlieb began his training among the other choristers.
It was not easy.
The choir-master showed his appreciation of his rare treasure by straining every nerve to make it as perfect as possible; and therefore he found more fault with Gottlieb than with any one else.
The other boys might, he could not but observe, sing carelessly enough, if the general harmony were but good; but every note of his seemed as if it were a solo which the master"s ear never missed, and not the slightest mistake was allowed to pa.s.s.
The other choristers understood very well what this meant, and some of them were not a little jealous of the new favourite, as they called him.
But to little Gottlieb it seemed hard and strange. He was always straining to do his very best, and yet he never seemed to satisfy. The better he did, the better the master wanted him to do, until he grew almost hopeless.
He would not, for the world, complain to his mother; but on the third evening she observed that he looked very sad and weary, and seemed scarcely to have spirits to play with Lenichen.
She knew it is of little use to ask little children what ails them, because so often their trouble is that they do not know. Some little delicate string within is jarred, and they know nothing of it, and think the whole world is out of tune. So she quietly put Lenichen to bed, and after the boy had said his prayers as usual at her knee, she laid her hand on his head, and caressingly stroked his fair curls, and then she lifted up his face to hers and kissed the little troubled brow and quivering lips.
"Dear little golden mouth!" she said, fondly, "that earns bread, and sleep, for the little sister and for me! I heard the sweet notes to-day, and I thanked G.o.d. And I felt as if the dear father was hearing them too, even through the songs in heaven."
The child"s heart was opened, the quivering lips broke into a sob, and the face was hidden on her knee.
"It will not be for long, mother!" he said. "The master has found fault with me more than ever to-day. He made me sing pa.s.sage after pa.s.sage over and over, until some of the boys were quite angry, and said, afterwards, they wished I and my voice were with the old hermit who houses us. Yet he never seemed pleased. He did not even say it was any better."
"But he never gave thee up, darling!" she said.
"No; he only told me to come early, alone, to-morrow, and he would give me a lesson by myself, and perhaps I should learn better."
A twinkle of joy danced in her eyes, dimmed with so many tears.
"Silly child!" she said fondly, "as silly as thy poor mother herself!
The master only takes trouble, and chastens and rebukes, because he thinks it is worth while; because thou art trying, and learning, and art doing a little better day by day. He knows what thy best can be, and will never be content with anything but thy very best."
"Is it that, mother? Is it indeed that?" said the boy, looking up with a sudden dawning of hope.
And a sweet dawn of promise met him in his mother"s eyes as she answered,--
"It is even that, my own, for thee and for me!"
IV.
With a glad heart, Gottlieb dressed the next morning before Lenichen was awake, and was off to the choir-master for his lesson alone.
The new hope had inspired him, and he sang that morning to the content even of the master, as he knew, not by his praise, but by his summoning Ursula from the kitchen to listen, unable to resist his desire for the sympathy of a larger audience.
Ursula was not exactly musical, nor was she demonstrative, but she showed her satisfaction by appropriating her share of the success.
"_I_ knew what was wanting!" she said significantly. "The birds and the blessed angels may sing on crumbs or on the waters of Paradise; but goose and pudding are a great help to the Alleluias here below."
"The archd.u.c.h.ess will be enraptured, and the Cistercians will be furious!" said the choir-master, equally pleased at both prospects.
But this Gottlieb did not hear, for he had availed himself of the first free moment to run home and tell his mother how things had improved.
After that, Gottlieb had no more trouble about the master. The old man"s severity became comprehensible and dear to him, and a loving liberty and confidence came into his bearing toward him, which went to the heart of the childless old man, so that dearer than the praise of the archd.u.c.h.ess, or even the discomfiture of the Cistercians, became to him the success and welfare of the child.
But then, unknown to himself, the poor boy entered on a new chapter of temptations.