"I don"t know," I answered.
"I"m sick of it," Bill muttered.
"Why did you join?"
"To save myself the trouble of telling people why I didn"t," he answered with a laugh. "Flat on yer tummy, Rifleman Teake, there"s another sh.e.l.l."
About noon the sh.e.l.ling ceased; we breathed freely again and discovered we were very hungry. No food had pa.s.sed our lips since breakfast the day before. Stoner was afoot, alert and active, he had slept for eight hours in his cubby-hole, and the youngster was now covered with clay and very dirty.
"I"ll go back to the cook"s waggon at Givenchy and rake up some grub,"
he said, and off he went.
CHAPTER XIV (p. 200)
A FIELD OF BATTLE
The men who stand to their rifles See all the dead on the plain Rise at the hour of midnight To fight their battles again.
Each to his place in the combat, All to the parts they played, With bayonet brisk to its purpose, With rifle and hand-grenade.
Shadow races with shadow, Steel comes quick on steel, Swords that are deadly silent, And shadows that do not feel.
And shades recoil and recover, And fade away as they fall In the s.p.a.ce between the trenches, And the watchers see it all.
I lay down in the trench and was just dropping off to sleep when a message came along the trench.
"Any volunteers to help to carry out wounded?" was the call.
Four of us volunteered and a guide conducted us along to the firing line. He was a soldier of the 23rd London, the regiment which had made the charge the night before; he limped a little, a dejected look (p. 201) was in his face and his whole appearance betokened great weariness.
"How did you get on last night?" I asked him.
"My G.o.d! my G.o.d!" he muttered, and seemed to be gasping for breath. "I suppose there are some of us left yet, but they"ll be very few."
"Did you capture the trench?"
"They say we did," he answered, and it seemed as if he were speaking of an incident in which he had taken no part. "But what does it matter? There"s few of us left."
We entered the main communication trench, one just like the others, narrow and curving round b.u.t.tresses at every two or three yards. The floor was covered with blood, not an inch of it was free from the dark reddish tint.
"My G.o.d, my G.o.d," said the 23rd man, and he seemed to be repeating the phrase without knowing what he said. "The wounded have been going down all night, all morning and they"re only beginning to come."
A youth of nineteen or twenty sat in a niche in the trench, naked to the waist save where a bandaged-arm rested in a long arm-sling.
"How goes it, matey?" I asked.
"Not at all bad, chummie," he replied bravely; then as a spasm of (p. 202) pain shot through him he muttered under his breath, "Oh! oh!"
A little distance along we met another; he was ambling painfully down the trench, supporting himself by resting his arms on the shoulders of a comrade.
"Not so quick, matey," I heard him say, "Go quiet like and mind the stones. When you hit one of them it"s a bit thick you know. I"m sorry to trouble you."
"It"s all right, old man," said the soldier in front. "I"ll try and be as easy as I can."
We stood against the wall of the trench to let them go by. Opposite us they came to a dead stop. The wounded man was stripped to the waist, and a bandage, white at one time but now red with blood, was tied round his shoulder. His face was white and drawn except over his cheek bones. There the flesh, tightly drawn, glowed crimson as poppies.
"Have you any water to spare, chummy?" he asked.
"We"ve been told not to give water to wounded men," I said.
"I know that," he answered. "But just a drop to rinse out my mouth!
I"ve lain out between the lines all night. Just to rinse my mouth, (p. 203) chummy!"
I drew the cork from my water bottle and held it to his lips, he took a mouthful, paused irresolutely for a moment and a greedy light shone in his eyes. Then he spat the water on the floor of the trench.
"Thank you, chummy, thank you," he said, and the sorrowful journey was resumed.
Where the road from the village is cut through by the trench we came on a stretcher lying on the floor. On it lay a man, or rather, part of a man, for both his arms had been blown off near the shoulders. A waterproof ground sheet, covered with mud lay across him, the two stumps stuck out towards the stretcher-poles. One was swathed in bandages, the other had come bare, and a white bone protruded over a red rag which I took to be a first field dressing. Two men who had been busy helping the wounded all morning and the night before carried the stretcher to here, through the tortuous cutting. One had now dropped out, utterly exhausted. He lay in the trench, covered with blood from head to foot and gasping. His mate smoked a cigarette leaning against the revetement.
"Reliefs?" he asked, and we nodded a.s.sent. (p. 204)
"These are the devil"s own trenches," he said. "The stretcher must be carried at arms length over the head all the way, even an empty stretcher cannot be carried through here."
"Can we go out on the road?" asked one of my mates; an Irishman belonging to another section.
"It"ll be a d.a.m.ned sorry road for you if you go out. They"re always sh.e.l.ling it."
"Who is he?" I asked pointing to the figure on the stretcher. He was unconscious; morphia, that gift of Heaven, had temporarily relieved him of his pain.
"He"s an N.C.O., we found him lying out between the trenches," said the stretcher-bearer. "He never lost consciousness. When we tried to raise him, he got up to his feet and ran away, yelling. The pain must have been awful."
"Has the trench been captured?"
"Of course it has," said the stretcher-bearer, an ironical smile hovering around his eyes. "It has been a grand victory. Trench taken by Territorials, you"ll see in the papers. And there"ll be pictures too, of the gallant charge. Heavens! they should see between the (p. 205) trenches where the men are blown to little pieces."
The cigarette which he held between his blood-stained fingers dropped to the ground; he did not seem to notice it fall.
We carried the wounded man out to the road and took our way down towards Givenchy. The route was very quiet; now and then a rifle bullet flew by; but apart from that there was absolute peace. We turned in on the Brick Pathway and had got half way down when a sh.e.l.l burst fifty yards behind us. There was a moment"s pause, a shower of splinters flew round and above us, the stretcher sank towards the ground and almost touched. Then as if all of us had become suddenly ashamed of some intended action, we straightened our backs and walked on. We placed the stretcher on a table in the dressing-room and turned back. Two days later the armless man died in hospital.
The wounded were still coming out; we met another party comprised of our own men. The wounded soldier who lay on the stretcher had both legs broken and held in place with a rifle splint; he also had a bayonet tourniquet round the thick of his arm. The poor fellow was (p. 206) in great agony. The broken bones were touching one another at every move. Now and again he spoke and his question was always the same: "Are we near the dressing station yet?"
That night I slept in the trench, slept heavily. I put my equipment under me, that kept the damp away from my bones. In the morning Stoner told an amusing story. During the night he wanted to see Bill, but did not know where the c.o.c.kney slept.
"Where"s Bill?" he said.