said about him (it was thus vaguely that she referred to some of our younger and profaner critics). She was very sweet and amiable and charitable about it. I believe she prayed for them. She was quite sure, dear lady, that "They" wouldn"t do it if "They" knew how sensitive he was, how much it hurt him. And of course it didn"t really hurt him. He was above it all.
I remember I began that Sunday by cracking up Burton to her, just to see how she would take it, and perhaps for another reason. Antigone had carried him off to the strawberry-bed, where I gathered from their sounds of happy laughter that they were feeding each other with the biggest ones. For the moment, though not, I think, afterward, Antigone"s mother was blind and deaf to what was going on in the strawberry-bed. I spoke to her of Burton and his work, of the essay on Ford Lankester, of the brilliant novel he had just published, his first; and I even went so far as to speak of the praise it had received; but I couldn"t interest her in Burton. I believe she always, up to the very last, owed Burton a grudge on account of his novels; not so much because he had so presumptuously written them as because he had been praised for writing them. I don"t blame her, neither did he, for this feeling. It was inseparable from the piety with which she regarded Charles Wrackham as a great figure in literature, a sacred and solitary figure.
I don"t know how I got her off him and on to Antigone. I may have asked her point-blank to what extent Antigone was her father"s daughter. The luminous and expansive lady under the sunshade was a little less luminous and expansive when we came to Angelette, as she called her; but I gathered then, and later, that Antigone was a dedicated child, a child set apart and consecrated to the service of her father. It was not, of course, to be expected that she should inherit any of his genius; Mrs. Wrackham seemed to think it sufficiently wonderful that she should have developed the intelligence that fitted her to be his secretary. I was not to suppose it was because he couldn"t afford a secretary (the lady laughed as she said this; for you see how absurd it was, the idea of Charles Wrackham not being able to afford anything). It was because they both felt that Antigone ought not to be, as she put it, "overshadowed" by him; he wished that she should be a.s.sociated, intimately a.s.sociated, with his work; that the child should have her little part in his glory. It was not only her share of life which he took and so to speak put in the bank for her, but an investment for Antigone in the big business of his immortality. There she was, there she always would be, a.s.sociated with Charles Wrackham and his work.
She sighed under the sunshade. "That child," she said, "can do more for him, Mr. Simpson, than I can."
I could see that, though the poor lady didn"t know it, she suffered a subtle sorrow and temptation. If she hadn"t been so amiable, if she hadn"t been so good, she would have been jealous of Antigone.
She a.s.sured us that only his wife and daughter knew what he really was.
We wondered, did Antigone know? She made no sign of distance or dissent, but somehow she didn"t seem to belong to him. There was something remote and irrelevant about her; she didn"t fit into the advertis.e.m.e.nt. And in her remoteness and irrelevance she remained inscrutable. She gave no clue to what she really thought of him.
When "They" went for him she soothed him. She spread her warm angel"s wing, and wrapped him from the howling blast. But, as far as we could make out, she never committed herself to an opinion. All her consolations went to the tune of "They say. What say they? Let them say." Which might have applied to anybody. We couldn"t tell whether, like her mother, she believed implicitly or whether she saw through him.
She certainly saw beyond him, or she couldn"t have said the things she did--you remember?--at Ford Lankester"s funeral. But she had been overwrought then, and that clear note had been wrung from her by the poignancy of the situation. She never gave us anything like that again.
And she was devoted to him--devoted with pa.s.sion. There couldn"t be any sort of doubt about it.
Sometimes I wondered even then if it wasn"t almost entirely a pa.s.sion of pity. For she must have known. Burton always declared she knew. At least in the beginning he did; afterwards he was not clear about it any more than I was then. He said that her knowledge, her vision, of him was complete and that her pity for him was unbearable. He said that she would have given anything to have seen him as her mother saw him and as he saw himself, and that all her devotion to him, to it, his terrible work, was to make up to him for not seeing, for seeing as she saw. It was consecration, if you like; but it was expiation too, the sacrifice for the sin of an unfilial clarity.
And the tenderness she put into it!
Wrackham never knew how it protected him. It regularly spoilt our pleasure in him. We couldn"t--when we thought of Antigone--get the good out of him we might have done. We _had_ to be tender to him, too. I think Antigone liked us for our tenderness. Certainly she liked Burton--oh, from the very first.
III
They had known each other about six months when he proposed to her, and she wouldn"t have him. He went on proposing at ridiculously short intervals, but it wasn"t a bit of good. Wrackham wouldn"t give his consent, and it seemed Antigone wouldn"t marry anybody without it. He _said_ Burton was too poor, and Antigone too young; but the real reason was that Burton"s proposal came as a shock to his vanity. I told you how coolly he had appropriated the young man"s ardent and irrepressible devotion; he had looked on him as a disciple, a pa.s.sionate pilgrim to his shrine; and the truth, the disillusionment, was more than he could stand. He"d never had a disciple or a pilgrim of Burton"s quality. He could ignore and disparage Burton"s brilliance when it suited his own purpose, and when it suited his own purpose he thrust Burton and his brilliance down your throat. Thus he never said a word about Burton"s novels except that he once went out of his way to tell me that he hadn"t read them (I believe he was afraid to). Antigone must have noticed _that_, and she must have understood the meaning of it. I know she never spoke to him about anything that Burton did. She must have felt he couldn"t bear it. Anyhow, he wasn"t going to recognize Burton"s existence as a novelist; it was as if he thought his silence could extinguish him. But he knew all about Burton"s critical work; there was his splendid "Essay on Ford Lankester"; he couldn"t ignore or disparage that, and he didn"t want to. He had had his eye on him from the first as a young man, an exceptionally brilliant young man who might be useful to him.
And so, though he wouldn"t let the brilliant young man marry his daughter, he wasn"t going to lose sight of him; and Burton continued his pa.s.sionate pilgrimages to Wildweather Hall.
I didn"t see Wrackham for a long time, but I heard of him; I heard all I wanted, for Burton was by no means so tender to him as he used to be. And I heard of poor Antigone. I gathered that she wasn"t happy, that she was losing some of her splendor and vitality. In all Burton"s pictures of her you could see her droop.
This went on for nearly three years, and by that time Burton, as you know, had made a name for himself that couldn"t be ignored. He was also making a modest, a rather painfully modest income. And one evening he burst into my rooms and told me it was all right.
Antigone had come round. Wrackham hadn"t, but that didn"t matter.
Antigone had said she didn"t care. They might have to wait a bit, but that didn"t matter either. The great thing was that she had accepted him, that she had had the courage to oppose her father. You see, they scored because, as long as Wrackham had his eye on Burton, he didn"t forbid him the house.
I went down with him soon after that by Wrackham"s invitation. I"m not sure that he hadn"t his eye on me; he had his eye on everybody in those days when, you know, his vogue, his tremendous vogue, was just perceptibly on the decline.
I found him changed, rather pitiably changed, and in low spirits.
"They"--the terrible, profane young men--had been "going for him"
again, as he called it.
Of course when they really went for him he was all right. He could get over it by saying that they did it out of sheer malevolence, that they were jealous of his success, that a writer cannot be great without making enemies, and that perhaps he wouldn"t have known how great he was if he hadn"t made any. But they didn"t give him much opportunity. They were too clever for that. They knew exactly how to flick him on the raw. It wasn"t by the things they said so much as by the things they deliberately didn"t say; and they could get at him any time, easily, by praising other people.
Of course none of it did any violence to the supreme illusion. He was happy. I think he liked writing his dreadful books. (There must have been something soothing in the act with its level, facile fluency.) I know he enjoyed bringing them out. He gloated over the announcements. He drew a voluptuous pleasure from his proofs. He lived from one day of publication to the other; there wasn"t a detail of the whole dreary business that he would have missed. It all nourished the illusion. I don"t suppose he ever had a shadow of misgiving as to his power. What he worried about was his prestige.
He couldn"t help being aware that, with all he had, there was still something that he hadn"t. He knew, he must have known, that he was not read, not recognized by the people who admired Ford Lankester.
He felt their silence and their coldness strike through the warm comfort of his vogue. We, Burton and I, must have made him a bit uneasy. I never in my life saw anybody so alert and so suspicious, so miserably alive to the qualifying shade, the furtive turn, the disastrous reservation.
But no, never a misgiving about Himself. Only, I think, moments of a dreadful insight when he heard behind him the creeping of the tide of oblivion, and it frightened him. He was sensitive to every little fluctuation in his vogue. He had the fear of its vanishing before his eyes. And there he was, shut up among all his splendor with his fear; and it was his wife"s work and Antigone"s to keep it from him, to stand between him and that vision. He was like a child when his terror was on him; he would go to anybody for comfort. I believe, if Antigone and his wife hadn"t been there, he"d have confided in his chauffeur.
He confided now in us, walking dejectedly with us in his "grounds."
"They"d destroy me," he said, "if they could. How they can take pleasure in it, Simpson! It"s incredible, incomprehensible."
We said it was, but it wasn"t in the least. We knew the pleasure, the indestructible pleasure, he gave us; we knew the irresistible temptation that he offered. As for destroying him, we knew that they wouldn"t have destroyed him for the world. He was their one bright opportunity. What would they have done without their Wrackham?
He kept on at it. He said there had been moments this last year when, absurd as it might seem, he had wondered whether after all he hadn"t failed. That was the worst of an incessant persecution; it hypnotized you into disbelief, not as to your power (he rubbed that in), but as to your success, the permanence of the impression you had made. I remember trying to console him, telling him that he was all right. He"d got his public, his enormous public.
There were consolations we might have offered him. We might have told him that he _had_ succeeded; we might have told him that, if he wanted a monument, he"d only got to look around him. After all, he"d made a business of it that enabled him to build a Tudor mansion with bathrooms everywhere and keep two motor-cars. We could have reminded him that there wasn"t one of the things he"d got with it--no, not one bathroom--that he would have sacrificed, that he was capable of sacrificing; that he"d warmed himself jolly well all over and all the time before the fire of life, and that his cuc.u.mbers alone must have been a joy to him. And of course we might have told him that he couldn"t have it both ways; that you cannot have bathrooms and motor-cars and cuc.u.mber-frames (not to the extent _he_ had them) _and_ the incorruptible and stainless glory. But that wouldn"t have consoled him; for he wanted it both ways. Fellows like Wrackham always do. He wasn"t really happy, as a really great man might have been, with his cuc.u.mbers and things.
He kept on saying it was easy enough to destroy a Great Name. Did they know, did anybody know, what it cost to build one?
I said to myself that possibly Antigone might know. All I said to him was, "Look here, we"re agreed they can"t do anything. When a man has once captured and charmed the great Heart of the Public, he"s safe--in his lifetime, anyway."
Then he burst out. "His lifetime? Do you suppose he cares about his lifetime? It"s the life beyond life--the life beyond life."
It was in fact, d"you see, the "Life and Letters." He was thinking about it then.
He went on. "They have it all their own way. He can"t retort; he can"t explain; he can"t justify himself. It"s only when he"s dead they"ll let him speak."
"Well, I mean to. That"ll show "em," he said; "that"ll show "em."
"He"s thinking of it, Simpson; he"s thinking of it," Burton said to me that evening.
He smiled. He didn"t know what his thinking of it was going to mean--for him.
IV
He had been thinking of it for some considerable time. That pilgrimage was my last--it"ll be two years ago this autumn--and it was in the spring of last year he died.
He was happy in his death. It saved him from the thing he dreaded above everything, certainty of the ultimate extinction. It has not come yet. We are feeling still the long reverberation of his vogue.
We miss him still in the gleam, the jest gone forever from the papers. There is no doubt but that his death staved off the ultimate extinction. It revived the public interest in him. It jogged the feeble pulse of his once vast circulation. It brought the familiar portrait back again into the papers, between the long, long columns.
And there was more laurel and a larger crowd at Brookwood than on the day when we first met him in the churchyard at Chenies.
And then we said there had been stuff in him. We talked (in the papers) of his "output." He had been, after all, a prodigious, a gigantic worker. He appealed to our profoundest national instincts, to our British admiration of sound business, of the self-made, successful man. He might not have done anything for posterity, but he had provided magnificently for his child and widow.
So we appraised him. Then on the top of it all the crash came, the tremendous crash that left his child and widow almost penniless. He hadn"t provided for them at all. He had provided for nothing but his own advertis.e.m.e.nt. He had been living, not only beyond his income, but beyond, miles beyond, his capital, beyond even the perennial power that was the source of it. And he had been afraid, poor fellow! to retrench, to reduce by one cuc.u.mber-frame the items of the huge advertis.e.m.e.nt; why, it would have been as good as putting up the shop windows--his publishers would instantly have paid him less.
His widow explained tearfully how it all was, and how wise and foreseeing he had been; what a thoroughly sound man of business. And really we thought the dear lady wouldn"t be left so very badly off.
We calculated that Burton would marry Antigone, and that the simple, self-denying woman could live in modest comfort on the mere proceeds of the inevitable sale. Then we heard that the Tudor mansion, the "Grounds," the very cuc.u.mber-frames, were sunk in a mortgage; and the sale of his "effects," the motor-cars and furniture, the books and the busts, paid his creditors in full, but it left a bare pittance for his child and widow.
They had come up to town in that exalted state with which courageous women face adversity. In her excitement Antigone tried hard to break off her engagement to Grevill Burton. She was going to do typewriting, she was going to be somebody"s secretary, she was going to do a thousand things; but she was not going to hang herself like a horrid millstone round his neck and sink him. She had got it into her head, poor girl, that Wrackham had killed himself, ruined himself by his efforts to provide for his child and widow. They had been the millstones round _his_ neck. She even talked openly now about the "pot-boilers" they had compelled Papa to write; by which she gave us to understand that he had been made for better things.
It would have broken your heart to hear her.
Her mother, ravaged and reddened by grief, met us day after day (we were doing all we could for her) with her indestructible, luminous smile. She could be tearful still on provocation, through the smile, but there was something about her curiously casual and calm, something that hinted almost complacently at a little mystery somewhere, as if she had up her sleeve resources that we were not allowing for. But we caught the gist of it, that we, affectionate and well-meaning, but thoroughly unbusiness-like young men, were not to worry. Her evident conviction was that he _had_ foreseen, he _had_ provided for them.
"Lord only knows," I said to Burton, "what the dear soul imagines will turn up."