The movement loosened the little combs that kept the coil of her brown hair in place. Phoebe abhorred dishevelment. She put up her hands to her head. Her wide sleeve fell back, showing the full length of her white arms.
He saw another woman stretching her arms to the man who leaned above her. He saw the movement of her hands--hands of the same texture and whiteness as her body, instinct with its impulses. A long procession of abominations pa.s.sed through the white arch of her arms--the arch she raised in triumph and defiance, immortalizing her sin.
He was very tender with Phoebe that night, for his heart was wrung with compunction.
"She"s adorable," he said to himself; "but I can"t live with _that_."
Gibson left by the early train next day. He went without saying good-bye and without leaving an explanation or an address.
Phoebe held her head high, and said, day after day, "There"s sure to be a letter."
Three weeks pa.s.sed and no letter came. Phoebe saw that it was all over.
One day she was found (Effie found her) on her bed, crying. She was so weak she let Effie take her in her arms.
"If I only knew what I had done," she said. "Oh, Effie! what could have made him go away?"
"I can"t tell, my lamb. You mustn"t think about him any more."
"I can"t help thinking. You see, it"s not as if he hadn"t been so nice."
"He couldn"t have been nice to treat you that way."
"He didn"t," said Phoebe fiercely. "He didn"t treat me any way. I sometimes think I must have made it all up out of my own head. Did I?"
"No, no. I"m sure you didn"t."
"It would have been awful of me. But I"d rather be awful than have to think that he was. What is my worst fault, Effie?"
"Your worst fault, in his eyes, is that you have none."
Phoebe sat up on the edge of the bed. She was thinking hard. And as she thought her hand went up, caressing unconsciously the little brown curl.
"If I only knew," said she, "what I had done!"
Gibson never saw Phoebe Richardson again. But a year later, as he turned suddenly on to the esplanade of a strange watering-place, he encountered the bath-chair, drawn by Effie and another lady. He made way, lifting his cap mechanically to its occupant.
The General looked at him. The courteous old hand checked itself in the salute. The affable smile died grimly.
Effie turned away her head. The other lady (it must have been "Mary") raised her eyes in somber curiosity.
Phoebe was not with them. Gibson supposed that she was away somewhere, recovering, in her turn.
WILKINSON"S WIFE
I
n.o.body ever understood why he married her.
You expected calamity to pursue Wilkinson--it always had pursued him--; but that Wilkinson should have gone out of his way to pursue calamity (as if he could never have enough of it) really seemed a most unnecessary thing.
For there had been no pursuit on the part of the lady. Wilkinson"s wife had the quality of her defects, and revealed herself chiefly in a formidable reluctance. It was understood that Wilkinson had prevailed only after an austere struggle. Her appearance sufficiently refuted any theory of unholy fascination or disastrous charm.
Wilkinson"s wife was not at all nice to look at. She had an insignificant figure, a small, square face, colorless hair sc.r.a.ped with difficulty to the top of her head, eyes with no lashes to protect you from their stare, a mouth that pulled at an invisible curb, a sallow skin stretched so tight over her cheek-bones that the red veins stood stagnant there; and with it all, poor lady, a dull, strained expression hostile to further intimacy.
Even in her youth she never could have looked young, and she was years older than Wilkinson. Not that the difference showed, for his marriage had made Wilkinson look years older than he was; at least, so it was said by people who had known him before that unfortunate event.
It was not even as if she had been intelligent. Wilkinson had a gentle pa.s.sion for the things of intellect; his wife seemed to exist on purpose to frustrate it. In no department of his life was her influence so penetrating and malign. At forty he no longer counted; he had lost all his brilliance, and had replaced it by a shy, unworldly charm. There was something in Wilkinson that dreamed or slept, with one eye open, fixed upon his wife. Of course, he had his blessed hours of deliverance from the woman. Sometimes he would fly in her face and ask people to dine at his house in Hampstead, to discuss Roman remains, or the Troubadours, or Nietzsche. He never could understand why his wife couldn"t "enter," as he expressed it, into these subjects. He smiled at you in the dimmest, saddest way when he referred to it. "It"s extraordinary," he would say, "the little interest she takes in Nietzsche."
Mrs. Norman found him once wandering in the High Street, with his pa.s.sion full on him. He was a little absent, a little flushed; his eyes shone behind his spectacles; and there were pleasant creases in his queer, clean-shaven face.
She inquired the cause of his delight.
"I"ve got a man coming to dine this evening, to have a little talk with me. He knows all about the Troubadours."
And Wilkinson would try and make you believe that they had threshed out the Troubadours between them. But when Mrs. Norman, who was a little curious about Wilkinson, asked the Troubadour man what they _had_ talked about, he smiled and said it was something--some extraordinary adventure--that had happened to Wilkinson"s wife.
People always smiled when they spoke of her. Then, one by one, they left off dining with Wilkinson. The man who read Nietzsche was quite rude about it. He said he wasn"t going there to be gagged by that woman. He would have been glad enough to ask Wilkinson to dine with him if he would go without his wife.
If it had not been for Mrs. Norman the Wilkinsons would have vanished from the social scene. Mrs. Norman had taken Wilkinson up, and it was evident that she did not mean to let him go. That, she would have told you with engaging emphasis, was not her way. She had seen how things were going, socially, with Wilkinson, and she was bent on his deliverance.
If anybody could have carried it through, it would have been Mrs.
Norman. She was clever; she was charming; she had a house in Fitzjohn"s Avenue, where she entertained intimately. At forty she had preserved the best part of her youth and prettiness, and an income insufficient for Mr. Norman, but enough for her. As she said in her rather dubious pathos, she had n.o.body but herself to please now.
You gathered that if Mr. Norman had been living he would not have been pleased with her cultivation of the Wilkinsons. She was always asking them to dinner. They turned up punctually at her delightful Friday evenings (her little evenings) from nine to eleven. They dropped in to tea on Sunday afternoons. Mrs. Norman had a wonderful way of drawing Wilkinson out; while Evey, her unmarried sister, made prodigious efforts to draw Wilkinson"s wife in. "If you could only make her," said Mrs. Norman, "take an interest in something."
But Evey couldn"t make her take an interest in anything. Evey had no sympathy with her sister"s missionary adventure. She saw what Mrs.
Norman wouldn"t see--that, if they forced Mrs. Wilkinson on people who were trying to keep away from her, people would simply keep away from them. Their Fridays were not so well attended, so delightful, as they had been. A heavy cloud of dulness seemed to come into the room, with Mrs. Wilkinson, at nine o"clock. It hung about her chair, and spread slowly, till everybody was wrapped in it.
Then Evey protested. She wanted to know why Cornelia allowed their evenings to be blighted thus. "Why ask Mrs. Wilkinson?"
"I wouldn"t," said Cornelia, "if there was any other way of getting him."
"Well," said Evey, "he"s nice enough, but it"s rather a large price to have to pay."
"And is he," cried Cornelia pa.s.sionately, "to be cut off from everything because of that one terrible mistake?"
Evey said nothing. If Cornelia were going to take him that way, there was nothing to be said!
So Mrs. Norman went on drawing Wilkinson out more and more, till one Sunday afternoon, sitting beside her on the sofa, he emerged positively splendid. There were moments when he forgot about his wife.
They had been talking together about his blessed Troubadours. (It was wonderful the interest Mrs. Norman took in them!) Suddenly his gentleness and sadness fell from him, a flame sprang up behind his spectacles, and the something that slept or dreamed in Wilkinson awoke. He was away with Mrs. Norman in a lovely land, in Provence of the thirteenth century. A strange chant broke from him; it startled Evey, where she sat at the other end of the room. He was reciting his own translation of a love-song of Provence.
At the first words of the refrain his wife, who had never ceased staring at him, got up and came across the room. She touched his shoulder just as he was going to say "Ma mie."