Brown settled back in her chair with a relieved sigh. "We women," she went on vigorously, "have mismanaged every separate work that was ever put into our hands! We ought to be ashamed to live. We c.u.mber--"
"Here!" said the doctor, smiling in lazy comfort over his pipe, "that"s heresy! I refuse to listen to it. My wife is a woman, my mother, unless I am misinformed, was another--"
"Don"t mind him!" said Mrs. Brown, "but go on! What have we all done?
We manage our houses, and dress our children, and feed our husbands, it seems to me."
"Well, there"s the big business of motherhood," began Mrs. Burgoyne, "the holiest and highest thing G.o.d ever let a mortal do. We evade it and ignore it to such an extent that the nation--and other nations--grows actually alarmed, and men begin to frame laws to coax us back to the bearing of children. Then, if we have them, we turn the entire responsibility over to other people. A raw little foreigner of some sort answers the first questions our boys and girls ask, until they are old enough to be put under some nice, inexperienced young girl just out of normal school, who has fifty or sixty of them to manage, and of whose ideas upon the big questions of life we know absolutely nothing. We say lightheartedly that "girls always go through a trying age," and that we suppose boys "have to come in contact with things,"
and we let it go at that! We "suppose there has always been vice, and always will be," but we never stop to think that we ourselves are setting the poor girls of the other world such an example in the clothes we wear, and the pleasures we take, that they will sell even themselves for pretty gowns and theatre suppers. We regret sweat-shops, even while we patronize the stores that support them, and we bemoan child-labor, although I suppose the simplest thing in the world would be to find out where the cotton goes that is worked by babies, and refuse to buy those brands of cotton, and make our merchants tell us where they DO get their supply! We have managed our household problem so badly that we simply can"t get help--"
"You CANNOT do your own work, with children," said Mrs. Brown firmly.
"Of course you can"t. But why is it that our nice young American girls won"t come into our homes? Why do we have to depend upon the most ignorant and untrained of our foreign people? Our girls pour into the factories, although our husbands don"t have any trouble in getting their brothers for office positions. There is always a line of boys waiting for a possible job at five dollars a week."
"Because they can sleep at home," submitted the doctor.
"You know that, other things being equal, young people would much rather not sleep at home," said Mrs. Burgoyne, "it"s the migrating age.
They love the novelty of being away at night."
"Well, when a boy comes into my office," the doctor reasoned slowly, "he knows that he has certain unimportant things to do, but he sees me taking all the real responsibility, he knows that I work harder than he does."
"Exactly," said Mrs. Burgoyne. "Men do their own work, with help. We don"t do ours. Not only that, but every improvement that comes to ours comes from men. They invent our conveniences, they design our stoves and arrange our sinks. Not because they know anything about it, but because we"re not interested."
"One would think you had done your own work for twenty years!" said Mrs. Brown.
"I never did it," Mrs. Burgoyne answered smiling, "but I sometimes wish I could. I sometimes envy those busy women who have small houses, new babies, money cares--it must be glorious to rise to fresh emergencies every hour of your life. A person like myself is handicapped. I can"t demonstrate that I believe what I say. Everyone thinks me merely a little affected about it. If I were such a woman, I"d glory in clipping my life of everything but the things I needed, and living like one of my own children, as simply as a lot of peasants!"
"And no one would ever be any the wiser," said Mrs. Brown.
"I don"t know. Quiet little isolated lives have a funny way of getting out into the light. There was that little peasant girl at Domremy, for instance; there was that gentle saint who preached poverty to the birds; there was Eugenie Guerin, and the Cure of Ars, and the few obscure little English weavers--and there was the President who split--"
"I thought we"d come to him!" chuckled the doctor.
"Well," Mrs. Burgoyne smiled, a little confused at having betrayed hero-worship. "Well, and there was one more, the greatest of all, who didn"t found any asylums, or lead any crusade--" She paused.
"Surely," said the doctor, quietly. "Surely. I suppose that curing the lame here, and the blind there, and giving the people their fill of wine one day, and of bread and fishes the next, might be called "dabbling" in these days. But the love that went with those things is warming the world yet!"
"Well, but what can we DO?" demanded Mrs. Brown after a short silence.
"That"s for us to find out," said Mrs. Burgoyne, cheerfully.
"A correct diagnosis is half a cure," ended the doctor, hopefully.
CHAPTER IX
Barry was the last guest to reach Holly Hall on the evening of Mrs.
Burgoyne"s first dinner-party, and came in to find the great painter who was her guest the centre of a laughing and talking group in the long drawing-room. Mrs. Apostleman, with an open book of reproductions from Whistler on her broad, brocade lap, had the armchair next to the guest of honor, and Barry"s quick look for his hostess discovered her on a low ha.s.sock at the painter"s knee, looking very young and fresh, in her white frock, with a LaMarque rose at her belt and another in her dark hair. She greeted him very gravely, almost timidly, and in the new self-consciousness that had suddenly come to them both it was with difficulty that even the commonplace words of greeting were accomplished, and it was with evident relief that she turned from him to ask her guests to come into the dining-room.
Warm daylight was still pouring into the drawing-room at seven o"clock, and in the pleasant dining-room, too, there was no other light. The windows here were wide open, and garden scents drifted in from the recently watered flower-beds. The long table, simply set, was ornamented only by low bowls of the lovely San Rafael roses.
Guided and stimulated by the hostess, the conversation ran in a gay, unbroken stream, for the painter liked to talk, and Santa Paloma enjoyed him. But under it all the women guests were aware of an almost resentful amazement at the simplicity of the dinner. When, after nine o"clock, the ladies went into the drawing-room and settled about a snapping wood fire, Mrs. Lloyd could not resist whispering to Mrs.
Apostleman, "For a COMPANY dinner!" Mrs. Adams was entirely absorbed in deciding just what position she would take when Mrs. White alluded to the affair the next day; but Mrs. White had come primed for special business this evening, and she took immediate advantage of the absence of the men to speak to Mrs. Burgoyne.
"As president of our little club," said she, when they were all seated, "I am authorized to ask you if I may put your name up for membership, Mrs. Burgoyne. We are all members here, and in this quiet place our meetings are a real pleasure, and I hope an education as well."
"Oh, really--!" Mrs. Burgoyne began, but the other went on serenely:
"I brought one of our yearly programs, we have just got them out, and I"m going to leave it with you. I think Mr. White left it here on the table. Yes; here it is. You see," she opened a dainty little book and flattened it with a white, jeweled hand, "our work is all laid out, up to the president"s breakfast in March. I go out then, and a week later we inaugurate the new president. Let me just run over this for you, for I KNOW it will interest you. Now here, Tuesdays. Tuesday is our regular meeting day. We have a program, music, and books suggested for the week, reports, business, and one good paper--the topics vary; here"s "Old Thanksgiving Customs," in November, then a debate, "What is Friendship," then "Christmas Spirit," and then our regular Christmas Tree and Jinks. Once a month, on Tuesday, we have some really fine speaker from the city, and we often have fine singers, and so on. Then we have a monthly reception for our visitors, and a supper; usually we just have tea and bread-and-b.u.t.ter after the meetings. Then, first Monday, Directors" Meeting; that doesn"t matter. Every other Wednesday the Literary Section meets, they are doing wonderful work; Miss Foster has that; she makes it very interesting. "What English Literature Owes to Meredith," "Rossetti, the Man,"--you see I"m just skimming, to give you some idea. Then the Dramatic Section, every other Thursday; they give a play once a year; that"s great fun! "Ibsen--Did he Understand Women?" "Please Explain--Mr. Shaw?"--Mrs. Moore makes that very amusing. Then alternate Thursdays the Civic and Political Section--"
"Ah! What does that do?" said Mrs. Burgoyne.
"Why," said Mrs. White hesitating, "I haven"t been--however, I think they took up the sanitation of the schools; Miss Jewett, from Sacramento, read a splendid paper about it. There"s a committee to look into that, and then last year that section planted a hundred trees. And then there"s parliamentary drill."
"Which we all need," said Mrs. Adams, and there was laughter.
"Then there"s the Art Department once a month," resumed Mrs. White, "Founders" Day, Old-Timers" Day, and, in February, we think Judge Lindsey may address us--"
"Oh, are you doing any juvenile-court work?" said the hostess.
"We wanted his suggestions about it," Mrs. White said. "We feel that if we COULD get some of the ladies interested--! Then here"s the French cla.s.s once a week; German, Spanish, and the bridge club on Fridays."
"Gracious! You use your clubhouse," said Mrs. Burgoyne.
"Nearly every day. So come on Tuesday," said the president winningly, "and be our guest. A Miss Carroll is to sing, and Professor Noyesmith, of Berkeley, will read a paper on: "The City Beautiful." Keep that year-book; I butchered it, running through it so fast."
"Well, just now," Mrs. Burgoyne began a little hesitatingly, "I"m rather busy. I am at the Mail office while the girls are in school, you know, and we have laid out an enormous lot of gardening for afternoons.
They never tire of gardening if I"m with them, but, of course, no children will do that sort of thing alone; and it"s doing them both so much good that I don"t want to stop it. Then they study German and Italian with me, and on Sat.u.r.day have a cooking lesson. You see, my time is pretty full."
"But a good governess would take every bit of that off your hands, me dear," said Mrs. Apostleman.
"Oh, but I love to do it!" protested Mrs. Burgoyne with her wide-eyed, childish look. "You can"t really buy for them what you can do yourself, do you think so? And now the other children are beginning to come in, and it"s such fun! But that isn"t all. I have editorial work to do, besides the Mail, you know. I manage the "Answers to Mothers" column in a little eastern magazine. I daresay you"ve never seen it; it is quite unpretentious, but it has a large circulation. And these mothers write me, some of them factory-workers, or mothers of child-workers even, or lonely women on some isolated ranch; you"ve no idea how interesting it is! Of course they don"t know who I am, but we become good friends, just the same. I have the best reference books about babies and sickness, and I give them the best advice I can. Sometimes it"s a boy"s text-book that is wanted, or a second-hand crib, or some dear old mother to get into a home, and they are so self-respecting about it, and so afraid they aren"t paying fair--I love that work! But, of course, it takes time. Then I"ve been hunting up a music-teacher for the girls. I can"t teach them that--"
"I meant to speak to you of that," Mrs. White said. "There"s a Monsieur Posti, Emil Posti, he studied with Leschetizky, you know, who comes up from San Francisco every other week, and we all take from him. In between times--"
"Oh, but I"ve engaged a nice little Miss Davids from Old Paloma," said Mrs. Burgoyne.
"From Old Paloma!" echoed three women together. And Mrs. Apostleman added heavily, "Never heard of her!"
"I got a good little Swedish sewing-woman over there," the hostess explained, "and she told me of this girl. She"s a sweet girl; no mother, and a little sister to bring up. She was quite pleased."
"But, good heavens! What does she know? What"s her method?" demanded Mrs. White in puzzled disapproval.
"She has a pretty touch," Mrs. Burgoyne said mildly, "and she"s bristling with ambition and ideas. She"s not a genius, perhaps; but, then, neither is either of the girls. I just want them to play for their own pleasure, read accompaniments; something of that sort. Don"t you know how popular the girl who can play college songs always is at a house-party?"
"Well, really--" Mrs. White began, almost annoyed; but she broke her sentence off abruptly, and Mrs. Apostleman filled the pause.
"Whatever made ye go over there for a dress-maker?" she demanded. "We never think of going there. There"s a very good woman here, in the Bank Building--"