"Free," Hamanu muttered. He had a thousand arguments against such foolishness, and none of them would sway her. Better to let her learn the hard way, though she wouldn"t survive the lesson, and there was no guarantee Rkard would cooperate afterward. "For Athas, then, and your precious freedom-go carefully to Ur Draxa, look at what"s happened to the lake where you sealed Rajaat"s bones beside the Dark Lens. Look, then come to Urik at dawn, three days from now. I"ll be waiting for you."
CHAPTER FOURTEEN.
Enver stood in the map room doorway. "Omniscience, a messenger approaches."
"I know," Hamanu a.s.sured his steward.
The sharpest mortal ear could not pick out the sounds of sandals rapidly slapping the tiles of the palace corridors as the messenger neared the end of her journey. Her journey continued because Hamanu didn"t rely on his immortal ears. He"d known about the message since it pa.s.sed through Javed"s hands in Javed"s encampment south of the market village ring.
"Good news or bad, Omniscience?"
Hamanu smiled fleetingly. "Good. Nibenay sent it with our messenger, alive and intact. I believe he has accepted my terms. We"ll know for certain in a moment, won"t we?"
Enver nodded. "For certain, Omniscience. Our messenger alive, that"s certainly good news."
The dwarf"s tightly ordered mind accepted that the Shadow-King was also a living G.o.d, and that G.o.ds, all other aspects being equal, weren"t omniscient with regard to one another. His eyes were wide with awe and dread when the dusty half-elf slapped to a halt beside him. She clutched Gallard"s black scroll-case tightly in both hands, as if it were a living thing that might try to escape or attack her. Nibenay"s nine-rayed star glowed faintly on the case"s wax seal, which protruded between her thumbs.
Knowing what she carried, although not the message it contained, she"d pushed herself to her limit and beyond, as had every other relay-runner who"d touched it.
"O Mighty One-" she gasped, beginning to cramp from her exertions.
Enver steadied her. He put his own powerful short-fingered hand around hers, lest the scroll case slip through her trembling fingers and shatter on the floor.
"Give it to me," Hamanu suggested, reaching across the sand-table where he"d recreated Urik and its battle lines.
The half-elf doubled over the instant Enver took the case. The trembling was contagious; the dwarf"s fingers shook as he handed it to Hamanu.
"See to her needs, dear Enver," the Lion-King said, dismissing them and their mortal curiosity with a nod of his head.
Ah, the predictable frailties of his mortal servants... the pair stopped as soon as they were out of sight and wrung their hands together in desperate, silent prayers: Good news. Good news. Whim of the Lion, let the news be good. Good news. Good news. Whim of the Lion, let the news be good.
Hamanu slid his thumb under the scroll-case seal. The hardened wax popped free, and a tiny red gem rolled onto the sand pile that stood for the village of Farl. Never one to believe in omens, Hamanu fished it out of the sand and squeezed it.
Alone. When the sun is an hour above the eastern horizon, he heard the Shadow-King"s hollow, whispery voice between his own thoughts. he heard the Shadow-King"s hollow, whispery voice between his own thoughts. The armies will begin their engagement. I will cast the first spell, then Dregoth, then Inenek. Do what must be done, and the walk of Urik will be standing at sundown. This I solemnly swear. The armies will begin their engagement. I will cast the first spell, then Dregoth, then Inenek. Do what must be done, and the walk of Urik will be standing at sundown. This I solemnly swear.
The Lion-King let the bright gem fall back on the sand. By itself, the gem was worth many times its weight in gold. What was the worth of a champion"s solemn oath? At least Gallard was no longer spouting nonsense about spells to forestall the creation madness that had overtaken Borys. Beyond that, Gallard"s oath was worth what Hamanu"s oath would have been in similar circ.u.mstances: very, very little, no more than a single grain of sand.
Hamanu studied the sand-table in front of him. Gentle mounds and grooves imitated the more detailed map of Urik"s environs carved onto the map room"s northern wall. Strips of silk littered the sand: yellow, of course, for the city"s forces, green for Gulg, red for Nibenay, black for the largely undead army of Giustenal. The red, green, and black strips were where Rajaat promised they"d be. If there was a battle tomorrow, it would be on a scale not seen since the Cleansing Wars. If there wasn"t a battle, there"d be mortal sacrifice to equal the day Borys laid waste to Bodach.
Was there a third alternative?
Yellow silk fingers surrounded the sandpile that stood for the market village of Todek, southwest of the city. They faced nothing, except a tied-up bundle of blue ribbons. Blue, for the armies of Tyr. Blue, for the army-enemy or ally-that hadn"t arrived.
Hamanu"s eyelids fell shut. He clutched his left forearm where, beneath illusion, an empty place remained unfilled.
"Windreaver," the Lion whispered. "Windreaver. Are they coming, Windreaver?"
Not an army. An army wouldn"t make a difference. But two people-even one person, one young mul with the sun"s b.l.o.o.d.y mark on his forehead-that could make all the difference in the world.
Windreaver couldn"t answer. There"d be no answer.
As soon as he"d returned to Urik after his disastrous meeting with Sadira at the Asticles estate outside of Tyr, Hamanu had sent a peace offering to the sorceress: a champion"s apology, apology, rarer than iron, rarer than a gentle rain in this dragon-blasted world. He"d sent golden-crust himali bread from his own ovens, because bread had been peace and life and all good things in the Kreegills, and a hastily scribed copy of the history he"d written for Pavek, in the hope that she would understand why he was what he was, and why losing Windreaver was a loss beyond measure. rarer than iron, rarer than a gentle rain in this dragon-blasted world. He"d sent golden-crust himali bread from his own ovens, because bread had been peace and life and all good things in the Kreegills, and a hastily scribed copy of the history he"d written for Pavek, in the hope that she would understand why he was what he was, and why losing Windreaver was a loss beyond measure.
He should have sent Pavek. Pavek had a true genius for charming his enemies. As a runaway templar, he"d charmed the druids of Quraite. As both a runaway and a would-be druid, he"d charmed the Lion-King himself. If anyone could have undone the hash that Hamanu had made of his Tyrian visit, Pavek would have been the one.
But for Hamanu, sending Pavek out of Urik would have been sending away his last-his only-hope. So he"d appealed to the Veiled Alliance of sorcerers in Urik, stunning them, of course, with his knowledge of their leadership, their bolt holes, and all that his knowledge implied. For Urik, he"d told the old rag-seller who was Urik"s mistress of unlawful sorcery. And, reluctantly, she"d sent an adept through the Gray with his gifts.
The adept had arrived. The gifts had been conveyed to the Asticles estate. Beyond that, without Windreaver to be his eyes and ears in tight-warded places, Hamanu knew nothing, which was, itself, an answer. The sorceress wasn"t coming. Whether Rajaat plucked Sadira"s strings in subtle melodies, or she was simply a mortal woman as stubborn and single-minded as he"d been at her age, was a dilemma the Lion-King would never resolve.
These last two days, he"d picked apart the memory of their abortive conversations as often as he"d examined the deployments on the sand-table. He"d blamed Sadira-mostly he"d blamed Sadira-for her failure to listen, but he"d blamed Rkard, too, and Rajaat, and Windreaver, for planting the weed"s seed in his mind in the first place. At one time or another, Hamanu had blamed everyone for his blundering failure to win Sadira"s help.
Recalling his own words, he"d blamed himself: his blindness, his prejudice, his overwhelming need to answer hurt with hurt. In the end, with the blue silk ribbons still tied in a compact bundle and Gallard"s red gem in the sand beside Khelo, blame was unimportant.
"Mistakes," he told the absent Windreaver, "were made. I had choices, and I made the wrong ones. Now, I pay the price of my own foolishness. What do you think, wherever you are, old friend, old enemy? Will Pavek come to Urik"s rescue with his druid guardian? Will the guardian vanquish the dragon I become? Will that be enough? Is there a guardian who can stand against the first sorcerer?"
He swept his arm across the table, leveling the mounds, burying the multicolored ribbons beneath the sand.
"From the day he made me his champion, I have prepared for the day when I would face my destiny. I had a thousand times a thousand plans, but I never planned for today."
Hamanu extinguished the map room lanterns with a thought. He left the room and found Enver sitting on the floor outside the door.
"You heard?" Hamanu asked.
The dwarf"s upturned face, pale and vacant, answered before his thoughts became coherent.
"Go home, dear Enver." Hamanu helped his steward to his feet. "Stay there tomorrow. You"ll know what to do."
Enver shook his head slowly from side to side. "No," he whispered. "No..."
Hamanu laid his hand atop the dwarf"s bald head, as he might have done with a child. "It will be better, dear Enver. I will not be able to protect or spare you, and whoever comes after me-"
"Omniscience, there can be no after-" after-"
"Precisely. The potion I gave you will set you free."
The dwarf shook his head, ducking out from beneath Hamanu"s hand. His focus, that uniquely dwarven trait that guided a dwarf"s life and determined his fate after death, was foremost in the thoughts Hamanu gleaned. It was a face the Lion-King scarcely recognized, though it was him, Hamanu, as Enver knew him.
"Your focus will be fulfilled, dear Enver. It is I who abandon you, not you who abandon me." He put a guiding hand on his steward"s shoulder and pointed him away from the map room. "Go home now. It"s time."
Enver took a few flat-footed steps, then turned, painted a new portrait in his mind"s eye, and turned away again. The swift painless poison Hamanu had provided for all his household was, in truth, a regular precaution whenever he led his army to war. Rajaat"s champions had had learned how to kill each other. The dwarf"s determination not to use it was an almost-tangible cloak around his shoulders as he walked down the corridor. Hamanu hoped he"d change his mind. The fate of anyone who"d been close to the Lion-King wouldn"t be pleasant once the Lion-King was gone. learned how to kill each other. The dwarf"s determination not to use it was an almost-tangible cloak around his shoulders as he walked down the corridor. Hamanu hoped he"d change his mind. The fate of anyone who"d been close to the Lion-King wouldn"t be pleasant once the Lion-King was gone.
Hamanu waited until the corridor ahead of him was silent. Then he followed Enver"s footsteps. From the map room, he went to the armory, from the armory slowly through every public room. Except for the slave and servant quarters, which he avoided, the Lion-King"s palace was deserted. He"d sent away as many as he could, to Javed"s camp or to their own families.
The sun had set some time ago. Slaves had set torches in the hundreds of wall sconces, as they"d done every night for ages. Hamanu snuffed the torches out, one by one, with a thought or a memory as he walked by. He came to the throne room with its monstrosity of a throne; he wasn"t sorry to leave that behind.
Above the throne hung the lion"s head lantern, the eternal flame of Urik. Hamanu recalled the day he"d hung it there and lit it. Immortal wasn"t eternal. He"d known there"d come a day, a night, when it was extinguished-but not this night. He left it burning and felt its yellow eyes on his back as he left the throne room and began his circuit of his private places, closing doors, saying good-bye, until he came to his cloister sanctum.
His vellum history was there, a leather scroll-case beside it. He"d written no further than Windreaver"s last battle. A thousand years went unrecounted; wars with all his neighbors, with rebels, criminals, and blighted fools. Except for the dead, all his wars had been alike. If he had written them, they"d all read: We fought; I won. Urik prospered. Urik endured. We fought; I won. Urik prospered. Urik endured.
There was nothing more to write. Hamanu rolled the vellum sheets together, tied them with a silk cord, and slid them into the case that he slung over his shoulder. Bathed in moonlight, the Kreegill murals painted on the walls were studies in charcoal and silver; they seemed too real to consider touching. Pavek"s tools stood where he"d left them, in an orderly row against the little cottage. The novice druid had restored the scorched dirt. He"d planted grain in the ground he"d tilled and tended. High as a man"s forearm, it, too, was silver in the moonlight.
Hamanu plucked a sprig and held it to his nose. He remembered the smell.
When the cloister doors were bolted shut for the last time, from the inside, Hamanu made a familiar slashing motion through the air. Netherworld mist enveloped him. He emerged beneath the palace gate-tower, a slightly built, dark-haired human youth with a leather case slung over a narrow shoulder.
The templar guards didn"t notice him, nor did anyone else. Urik"s streets were quiet, though not as doom-laden as the palace. War had been a regular occurrence throughout the Lion-King"s reign. Even siege camps beyond the ring of market villages weren"t unknown-and weren"t a source of great concern for the ordinary Urikite. After all, as the magic-voiced orators reminded them at the start of each watch: Urik has never lost a battle when the Lion-King leads her armies.
Outside the Lion-King"s inner circle of confidants and advisors, the city"s plight was not widely known. Mortal minds, Hamanu had learned long ago, were ill-suited for lengthy confrontations with despair. Let them carry their faith to the end, or to the Lion-King"s fountain in the city"s center where, by moonlight and torchlight, a small crowd had gathered.
Long, slender eel-fish swam in the fountain"s lower pools. They were bright streaks by day, dark shadows by moonlight, and sharp-toothed at any time. When a Urikite made a wish, second thoughts were ill-advised, and woe betide any light-fingered criminal who tried to skim the ceramic bits from the bottom. Those coins belonged to the Lion-King, the living G.o.d who cherished them, though he had no use for them. His eel-fish would eat just about anything, but their favorite snack was a finger or a toe.
Hamanu stood quietly to one side, watching ordinary men, women, and children whisper a prayer as they tossed their bits into the water. With his preternatural hearing, Hamanu heard what only a G.o.d should hear. Mostly they prayed for their loved ones" safety: husbands, wives, parents, and children. Half the city was camped outside the walls tonight, catching a few winks of sleep, if they could, beside their weapons. The other half of the city fretted about their welfare. Some prayed for themselves as well, which was neither cowardice or sin in the Lion-King"s judgment. Some prayed for Urik, which was, after all, their home. And one or two-to Hamanu"s astonishment-prayed for their king- Let him lead us to victory. Make him invincible before our enemies. Return our king, safe, to us- As if they knew Hamanu, the Lion of Urik, was not a G.o.d at all.
He was lost in listening when he felt a tug on the hem of the plain illusory shirt he wore.
"Want to make a wish?" a little boy asked.
The boy"s thoughts were of a brother, a giant of a brother who"d been called up in the second levy a quinth ago, and of his mother, a shrunken woman on the other side of the fountain. The woman gave a shy, toothless smile when Hamanu looked at her.
"My brother"s outside," the boy said. Neither he nor his mother had the least notion that explanations were unnecessary. "You got a brother outside? A sister? Somebody?"
He had no brothers, not for a thousand years, but Hamanu had somebody-ten thousand somebodies in yellow and mufti-outside the wall. "Yes."
"Bigger"n stronger than you, huh?"
He was Manu tonight, this last night in Urik; it had seemed appropriate. And Manu had been an unimpressive youth, though not as spindly as the boy imagined, comparing Manu to his mountain of a brother. If he"d been real, and not illusion, Manu could have slept outside the walls tonight; the third levy would have taken him.
The boy tugged Hamanu"s shirt again. "You scared?" And where the brother had been in the boy"s thoughts, there was fear, hurt and emptiness: all that a child could understand of war.
"Yes, a little." Manu knew better than to lie to children.
"Me, too," the boy admitted and held out a dirty, half-size ceramic bit. "We can wish together?"
"What shall we wish for?"
The boy pressed a pudgy finger against his lips. Hamanu nodded quickly. He should have known: wishes were secrets between the wish-maker and the Lion. They tossed their bits in together: two tiny ripples in the moonlight. Not even a G.o.d could have said which was which.
"It"s gonna be all right, isn"t it?" the boy asked, looking up at him. "The Lion"ll take care of "em, won"t he?"
"He"ll try," Hamanu said.
He was spared from saying more when the boy"s mother called, "Ranci!" and held out her hand.
"Whim of the Lion," Hamanu said to the boy"s shadow as he darted around the fountain. "He"ll try to save them all."
The Lion-King put his fountain behind him and wandered the streets of his city. Pools of light spilled out of every tavern doorway where folk came together to either find courage or lose fear at the bottom of a mug. Taverns didn"t have anything to soothe a champion"s nerves. Nothing he could eat or drink would make this night shorter. Nothing he could imagine would make it easier.
Pavek"s thoughts from a few long nights ago came back to him: Surely my king needs friends about him tonight. Surely my king needs friends about him tonight. Hamanu hadn"t wanted friends that night, and wasn"t entirely certain he wanted them now. But he"d intended from the beginning to give his history to the druid-templar who was-he c.o.c.ked his head and listened through the crowded melange of thoughts and voices-among friends. Hamanu hadn"t wanted friends that night, and wasn"t entirely certain he wanted them now. But he"d intended from the beginning to give his history to the druid-templar who was-he c.o.c.ked his head and listened through the crowded melange of thoughts and voices-among friends.
Hamanu wandered back toward the palace, toward the templars" quarter with its crisscross maze of identical red-and-yellow striped facades on identical streets. Throughout the ages, the rivalries within Urik"s templar bureaus had been as intense and deadly as the rivalries among Rajaat"s champions. Nothing Hamanu could have done would have put an end to rivalry, but by keeping the bulk of his templars in yellow robes and all all of them in identical dwellings in just one quarter of the city, he"d done as much as one man could to lessen the damage rivalries caused. of them in identical dwellings in just one quarter of the city, he"d done as much as one man could to lessen the damage rivalries caused.
The templars" quarter was busier than the rest of the city. Although the war bureau commanded all of Urik"s forces-including the lower and middle ranks of the civil bureau once the city went on a war footing-their families and households were exempt from the militia levies. A good many of them, as well, had duties that kept them legitimately inside the walls this night. And, since these were Hamanu"s templars, there were some who should have been elsewhere but had bribed, intimidated, and extorted themselves out of harm"s way.
They hoped.
Within his slight-framed illusion, Hamanu remained Hamanu. His champion"s ears listened through the walls as he walked and yanked the most flagrant of his weedy templars as he pa.s.sed their dwellings. He filled their minds with morbid guilt and lethal nightmares; he savored their anguish as they died. Then he calmed his vengeful heart and put his fist on the door of Pavek"s house.
He had to knock twice before he heard someone moving toward the door. Even then, he wasn"t certain the woman was coming to open it or was chasing a child who"d strayed into the vestibule. With or without his preternatural senses, Pavek"s house was one of the noisiest dwellings in the templar quarter. Hamanu was about to attract Pavek"s attention through his gold medallion when, at last, he heard footsteps on the interior stairs, and the door swung open.
It was the woman he"d heard before, and she did have a damp and writhing child straddling her hip. She wasn"t a slave-Pavek didn"t keep slaves-and she wasn"t one of the servants Hamanu had hired to open the house before Pavek returned to Urik from Quraite. She wasn"t a Quraite druid, either; druidry left its mark on those who practiced it, as did any magical or Unseen art, and she didn"t bear it. Stirring her thoughts gently, Hamanu was surprised to discover she was simply a woman who"d lost her man to the second levy and, reduced to scrounging for herself and her child, had made the fateful mistake of offering herself to a certain scar-faced man.
By the look and sound of the dwelling, she was far from the only stray Pavek had brought home.
"I wish to speak to the high templar, Pavek," Hamanu said.
He was prepared to stir her thoughts to obedience, but that was unnecessary. Strangers, it seemed, came to this door all the time and, disguised as he was in Manu"s homespun garments, the woman a.s.sumed he was another stray like her.
"The lord-templar"s in the atrium. I"ll take you to him-"
Hamanu raised his hand to stop her. There was more life in this place than he wished to have around him tonight. "I have something for him. If you"ll fetch him for me, I"ll give it to him and be gone."
She shrugged and hitched the toddler higher on her hip. "What"s your name?"
He hesitated, then said, "Manu. Tell Lord Pavek that Manu is here to see him."
The name was common enough in this, Hamanu"s city. She repeated it once and disappeared up the steps into the living quarters. Hamanu shut the door-a slave"s job, but there were no slaves here-and settled down to wait on a tradesman"s bench.
In a few moments Pavek appeared at the top of the stairs. He was alone. His right hand was tucked under his shirt hem and resting lightly on the hilt of a steel-bladed knife.
"It"s a little late for caution, Pavek," Hamanu observed without raising his head. "Half the city could walk through your unguarded door. Half the city already has." has."
"Manu?" Pavek descended a few steps. "Manu? Do I know you? Step into the light a moment."
Hamanu obeyed. His illusion was, as always, perfect, and though Pavek could not hide his novice druidry from one of Rajaat"s champions, there was nothing at all magical about the aura the illusory Manu projected. Indeed, there was nothing about Manu that Pavek should have recognized, including the scroll case, which was plain leather, st.u.r.dy, but scuffed.
A child"s spindle top shot out of the doorway behind Pavek, followed immediately by the child who"d lost it. The top bounced down the stairs, coming to rest at Hamanu"s feet. Pavek put a hand out to stop the child, a scruffy little creature of indeterminate race and gender. He bent down and whispered something in the child"s ear. There was a hug and a high-pitched giggle, then the child was gone, and Pavek was coming slowly down the stairs.
Some men were born to be fathers, and Pavek was one of them. It was a pity he"d sired no children. A pity, that is, until Hamanu thought about tomorrow and the great number of fathers who would be unable to protect their children.
Hamanu picked up the toy and handed it to Pavek as he reached the last step. Their eyes met in the lantern light. Manu"s eyes were brown, plain brown-even Dorean, who"d loved every part of Manu, said his eyes were ordinary, unremarkable. Hamanu"s eyes, the eyes Rajaat had given him, were obsidian pupils swimming in molten sulphur. When Hamanu crafted his illusions, he always got the eyes correct, yet Pavek stared at his eyes and would not look away.
"Great One," he said at last, trying-and failing-to kneel on the entrance steps of his own home. "Great One."