Lapham himself had letters from his brother at frequent intervals. His brother was watching the G. L. & P., which as yet had made no offer for the mills. Once, when one of these letters came, he submitted to his wife whether, in the absence of any positive information that the road wanted the property, he might not, with a good conscience, dispose of it to the best advantage to anybody who came along.
She looked wistfully at him; it was on the rise from a season of deep depression with him. "No, Si," she said; "I don"t see how you could do that."
He did not a.s.sent and submit, as he had done at first, but began to rail at the unpracticality of women; and then he shut some papers he had been looking over into his desk, and flung out of the room.
One of the papers had slipped through the crevice of the lid, and lay upon the floor. Mrs. Lapham kept on at her sewing, but after a while she picked the paper up to lay it on the desk. Then she glanced at it, and saw that it was a long column of dates and figures, recording successive sums, never large ones, paid regularly to "Wm. M." The dates covered a year, and the sum amounted at least to several hundreds.
Mrs. Lapham laid the paper down on the desk, and then she took it up again and put it into her work-basket, meaning to give it to him. When he came in she saw him looking absent-mindedly about for something, and then going to work upon his papers, apparently without it. She thought she would wait till he missed it definitely, and then give him the sc.r.a.p she had picked up. It lay in her basket, and after some days it found its way under the work in it, and she forgot it.
XXIII.
SINCE New Year"s there had scarcely been a mild day, and the streets were full of snow, growing foul under the city feet and hoofs, and renewing its purity from the skies with repeated falls, which in turn lost their whiteness, beaten down, and beaten black and hard into a solid bed like iron. The sleighing was incomparable, and the air was full of the din of bells; but Lapham"s turnout was not of those that thronged the Brighton road every afternoon; the man at the livery-stable sent him word that the mare"s legs were swelling.
He and Corey had little to do with each other. He did not know how Penelope had arranged it with Corey; his wife said she knew no more than he did, and he did not like to ask the girl herself, especially as Corey no longer came to the house. He saw that she was cheerfuller than she had been, and helpfuller with him and her mother. Now and then Lapham opened his troubled soul to her a little, letting his thought break into speech without preamble or conclusion. Once he said--
"Pen, I presume you know I"m in trouble."
"We all seem to be there," said the girl.
"Yes, but there"s a difference between being there by your own fault and being there by somebody else"s."
"I don"t call it his fault," she said.
"I call it mine," said the Colonel.
The girl laughed. Her thought was of her own care, and her father"s wholly of his. She must come to his ground. "What have you been doing wrong?"
"I don"t know as you"d call it wrong. It"s what people do all the time. But I wish I"d let stocks alone. It"s what I always promised your mother I would do. But there"s no use cryin" over spilt milk; or watered stock, either."
"I don"t think there"s much use crying about anything. If it could have been cried straight, it would have been all right from the start,"
said the girl, going back to her own affair; and if Lapham had not been so deeply engrossed in his, he might have seen how little she cared for all that money could do or undo. He did not observe her enough to see how variable her moods were in those days, and how often she sank from some wild gaiety into abject melancholy; how at times she was fiercely defiant of nothing at all, and at others inexplicably humble and patient. But no doubt none of these signs had pa.s.sed unnoticed by his wife, to whom Lapham said one day, when he came home, "Persis, what"s the reason Pen don"t marry Corey?"
"You know as well as I do, Silas," said Mrs. Lapham, with an inquiring look at him for what lay behind his words.
"Well, I think it"s all tomfoolery, the way she"s going on. There ain"t any rhyme nor reason to it." He stopped, and his wife waited.
"If she said the word, I could have some help from them." He hung his head, and would not meet his wife"s eye.
"I guess you"re in a pretty bad way, Si," she said pityingly, "or you wouldn"t have come to that."
"I"m in a hole," said Lapham, "and I don"t know where to turn. You won"t let me do anything about those mills----"
"Yes, I"ll let you," said his wife sadly.
He gave a miserable cry. "You know I can"t do anything, if you do. O my Lord!"
She had not seen him so low as that before. She did not know what to say. She was frightened, and could only ask, "Has it come to the worst?"
"The new house has got to go," he answered evasively.
She did not say anything. She knew that the work on the house had been stopped since the beginning of the year. Lapham had told the architect that he preferred to leave it unfinished till the spring, as there was no prospect of their being able to get into it that winter; and the architect had agreed with him that it would not hurt it to stand. Her heart was heavy for him, though she could not say so. They sat together at the table, where she had come to be with him at his belated meal. She saw that he did not eat, and she waited for him to speak again, without urging him to take anything. They were past that.
"And I"ve sent orders to shut down at the Works," he added.
"Shut down at the Works!" she echoed with dismay. She could not take it in. The fire at the Works had never been out before since it was first kindled. She knew how he had prided himself upon that; how he had bragged of it to every listener, and had always lugged the fact in as the last expression of his sense of success. "O Silas!"
"What"s the use?" he retorted. "I saw it was coming a month ago.
There are some fellows out in West Virginia that have been running the paint as hard as they could. They couldn"t do much; they used to put it on the market raw. But lately they got to baking it, and now they"ve struck a vein of natural gas right by their works, and they pay ten cents for fuel, where I pay a dollar, and they make as good a paint. Anybody can see where it"s going to end. Besides, the market"s over-stocked. It"s glutted. There wa"n"t anything to do but to shut DOWN, and I"ve SHUT down."
"I don"t know what"s going to become of the hands in the middle of the winter, this way," said Mrs. Lapham, laying hold of one definite thought which she could grasp in the turmoil of ruin that whirled before her eyes.
"I don"t care what becomes of the hands," cried Lapham. "They"ve shared my luck; now let "em share the other thing. And if you"re so very sorry for the hands, I wish you"d keep a little of your pity for ME. Don"t you know what shutting down the Works means?"
"Yes, indeed I do, Silas," said his wife tenderly.
"Well, then!" He rose, leaving his supper untasted, and went into the sitting-room, where she presently found him, with that everlasting confusion of papers before him on the desk. That made her think of the paper in her work-basket, and she decided not to make the careworn, distracted man ask her for it, after all. She brought it to him.
He glanced blankly at it and then caught it from her, turning red and looking foolish. "Where"d you get that?"
"You dropped it on the floor the other night, and I picked it up. Who is "Wm. M."?"
""Wm. M."!" he repeated, looking confusedly at her, and then at the paper. "Oh,--it"s nothing." He tore the paper into small pieces, and went and dropped them into the fire. When Mrs. Lapham came into the room in the morning, before he was down, she found a sc.r.a.p of the paper, which must have fluttered to the hearth; and glancing at it she saw that the words were "Mrs. M." She wondered what dealings with a woman her husband could have, and she remembered the confusion he had shown about the paper, and which she had thought was because she had surprised one of his business secrets. She was still thinking of it when he came down to breakfast, heavy-eyed, tremulous, with deep seams and wrinkles in his face.
After a silence which he did not seem inclined to break, "Silas," she asked, "who is "Mrs. M."?"
He stared at her. "I don"t know what you"re talking about."
"Don"t you?" she returned mockingly. "When you do, you tell me. Do you want any more coffee?"
"No."
"Well, then, you can ring for Alice when you"ve finished. I"ve got some things to attend to." She rose abruptly, and left the room.
Lapham looked after her in a dull way, and then went on with his breakfast. While he still sat at his coffee, she flung into the room again, and dashed some papers down beside his plate. "Here are some more things of yours, and I"ll thank you to lock them up in your desk and not litter my room with them, if you please." Now he saw that she was angry, and it must be with him. It enraged him that in such a time of trouble she should fly out at him in that way. He left the house without trying to speak to her. That day Corey came just before closing, and, knocking at Lapham"s door, asked if he could speak with him a few moments.
"Yes," said Lapham, wheeling round in his swivel-chair and kicking another towards Corey. "Sit down. I want to talk to you. I"d ought to tell you you"re wasting your time here. I spoke the other day about your placin" yourself better, and I can help you to do it, yet. There ain"t going to be the out-come for the paint in the foreign markets that we expected, and I guess you better give it up."
"I don"t wish to give it up," said the young fellow, setting his lips.
"I"ve as much faith in it as ever; and I want to propose now what I hinted at in the first place. I want to put some money into the business."
"Some money!" Lapham leaned towards him, and frowned as if he had not quite understood, while he clutched the arms of his chair.
"I"ve got about thirty thousand dollars that I could put in, and if you don"t want to consider me a partner--I remember that you objected to a partner--you can let me regard it as an investment. But I think I see the way to doing something at once in Mexico, and I should like to feel that I had something more than a drummer"s interest in the venture."
The men sat looking into each other"s eyes. Then Lapham leaned back in his chair, and rubbed his hand hard and slowly over his face. His features were still twisted with some strong emotion when he took it away. "Your family know about this?"
"My Uncle James knows."