STRANGER. No. I can see you; but I can"t see the lights.
DOCTOR. For you it"s growing dark.... You"ve played with the lightning, and looked too long at the sun. That is forbidden to men.
STRANGER. We"re born with the desire to do it; but may not. That"s Envy....
DOCTOR. What do you possess that"s worthy of envy?
STRANGER. Something you"ll never understand, and that only I can value.
DOCTOR. You mean, the child?
MANGER. You know I didn"t mean it. If I had I"d have said that I possessed something you could never let.
DOCTOR. So you"re back at that! Then I"ll express myself as clearly: you took what I"d done with.
WOMAN. Oh! I shan"t stay in the company of such swine! (She gets up and moves to another seat.)
STRANGER. I know we"ve sunk very low; yet I believe the deeper I sink the nearer I"ll come to my goal: the end!
WAITRESS. Don"t speak so loud, there"s a dying man in there!
STRANGER. Yes, I believe you. The whole time there"s been a smell of corpses here.
DOCTOR. Perhaps that"s us?
STRANGER. Can one be dead, without suspecting it?
DOCTOR. The dead maintain that they don"t know the difference.
STRANGER. You terrify me. Is it possible? And all these shadowy figures, whose faces I think I recognise as memories of my youth at school in the swimming bath, the gymnasium.... (He clutches his heart.) Oh! Now he"s coming: the Terrible One, who tears the heart out of the breast. The Terrible One, who"s been following me for years. He"s here!
(He is beside himself. The doors are thrown open; a choir boy comes in carrying a lantern made of blue gla.s.s that throws a blue light on the guests; he rings the silver bell. All present begin to howl like wild beasts. The DOMINICAN then enters with the sacrament. The WAITRESS and the WOMAN throw themselves on their knees, the others howl. The DOMINICAN raises the monstrance; all fall on their knees. The choir boy and the DOMINICAN go into the room on the left.)
BEGGAR (entering and going towards the STRANGER). Come away from here.
You"re ill. And the bailiffs have a summons for you.
STRANGER. Summons? From whom?
BEGGAR. Your wife.
DOCTOR. The electric eel strikes at a great distance. She once wanted to bring a charge of slander against me, because she couldn"t stay out at night.
STRANGER. Couldn"t stay out at night?
DOCTOR. Yes. Didn"t you know who you were married to?
STRANGER. I heard she"d been engaged before she... married you.
DOCTOR. Yes. That"s what it was called, but in reality she"d been the mistress of a married man, whom she denounced for rape, after she"d forced herself into his studio and posed to him naked, as a model.
STRANGER. And that was the woman you married?
DOCTOR. Yes. After she"d seduced me, she denounced me for breach of promise, so I had to marry her. She"d engaged two detectives to see I didn"t get away. And that was the woman you married!
STRANGER. I did it because I soon saw it was no good choosing when all were alike.
BEGGAR. Come away from here. You"ll be sorry if you don"t.
STRANGER (to the DOCTOR). Was she always religious?
DOCTOR. Always.
STRANGER. And tender, good-hearted, self-sacrificing?
DOCTOR. Certainly!
STRANGER. Can one understand her?
DOCTOR. No. But you can go mad thinking about her. That"s why one had to accept her as she was. Charming, intoxicating!
STRANGER. Yes, I know. But one"s powerless against pity. That"s why I don"t want to fight this case. I can"t defend myself without attacking her; and I don"t want to do that.
DOCTOR. You were married before. How was that?
STRANGER. Just the same.
DOCTOR. This love acts like henbane: you see suns, where there are none, and stars where no stars are! But it"s pleasant, while it lasts!
STRANGER. And the morning after? Oh, the morning after!
BEGGAR. Come, unhappy man! He"s poisoning you, and you don"t know it.
Come!
STRANGER (getting up). Poisoning me, you say? Do you think he"s lying?
BEGGAR. Every word he"s said"s a lie.
STRANGER. I don"t believe it.
BEGGAR. No. You only believe lies. But that serves you right.
STRANGER. Has he been lying? Has he?
BEGGAR. How can you believe your enemies?
STRANGER. But he"s my friend, because he"s told me the bitter truth.
BEGGAR. Eternal Powers, save his reason! For he believes everything evil"s true, and everything good evil. Come, or you"ll be lost!