STRANGER. To seek the only one that I don"t hate.
MOTHER. Are you sure she"ll receive you?
STRANGER. Quite sure.
MOTHER. I"m not.
STRANGER. I am.
MOTHER. Then I must raise your doubts.
STRANGER. You can"t.
MOTHER. Yes, I can.
STRANGER. It"s a lie.
MOTHER. We"re no longer speaking kindly. We must stop. Can you sleep in the attic?
STRANGER. I can"t sleep anywhere.
MOTHER. Still, I"ll say good-night to you, whether you think I mean it, or not.
STRANGER. You"re sure there are no rats in the attic? I don"t fear ghosts, but rats aren"t pleasant.
MOTHER. I"m glad you don"t fear ghosts, for no one"s slept a whole night there... whatever the cause may be.
STRANGER (after a moment"s hesitation). Never have I met a more wicked woman than you. The reason is: you have religion.
MOTHER. Good-night!
Curtain.
SCENE XI
IN THE KITCHEN
[It is dark, but the moon outside throws moving shadows of the window lattices on to the floor, as the storm clouds race by. In the corner, right, under the crucifix, where the OLD MAN used to sit, a hunting horn, a gun and a game bag hang on the wall. On the table a stuffed bird of prey. As the windows are open the curtains are flapping in the wind; and kitchen cloths, ap.r.o.ns and towels, that are hung on a line by the hearth, move in the wind, whose sighing can be heard. In the distance the noise of a waterfall. There is an occasional tapping on the wooden floor.]
STRANGER (entering, half-dressed, a lamp in his hand). Is anyone here?
No. (He comes forward with a light, which makes the play of shadow less marked.) What"s moving on the floor? Is anyone here? (He goes to the table, sees the stuffed bird and stands riveted to the spot.) G.o.d!
MOTHER (coming in with a lamp). Still up?
STRANGER. I couldn"t sleep.
MOTHER (gently). Why not, my son?
STRANGER. I heard someone above me.
MOTHER. Impossible. There"s nothing over the attic.
STRANGER. That"s why I was uneasy! What"s moving on the floor like snakes?
MOTHER. Moonbeams.
STRANGER. Yes. Moonbeams. That"s a stuffed bird. And those are cloths.
Everything"s natural; that"s what makes me uneasy. Who was knocking during the night? Was anyone locked out?
MOTHER. It was a horse in the stable.
STRANGER. Why should it make that noise?
MOTHER. Some animals have nightmares.
STRANGER. What are nightmares?
MOTHER. Who knows?
STRANGER. May I sit down?
MOTHER. Do. I want to speak seriously to you. I was malicious last night; you must forgive me. It"s because of that I need religion; just as I need the penitential garment and the stone floor. To spare you, I"ll tell you what nightmares are to me. My bad conscience! Whether I punish myself or another punishes me, I don"t know. I don"t permit myself to ask. (Pause.) Now tell me what you saw in your room.
STRANGER. I hardly know. Nothing. When I went in I felt as if someone were there. Then I went to bed. But someone started pacing up and down above me with a heavy tread. Do you believe in ghosts?
MOTHER. My religion won"t allow me to. But I believe our sense of right and wrong will find a way to punish us.
STRANGER. Soon I felt cold air on my breast--it reached my heart and forced me to get up.
MOTHER. And then?
STRANGER. To stand and watch the whole panorama of my life unroll before me. I saw everything--that was the worst of it.
MOTHER. I know. I"ve been through it. There"s no name for the malady, and only one cure.
STRANGER. What is it?
MOTHER. You know what children do when they"ve done wrong?
STRANGER. What?
MOTHER. First ask forgiveness!
STRANGER. And then?
MOTHER. Try to make amends.