STRANGER. Then good-bye!
DAUGHTER. May I write to you?
STRANGER. What? One of the dead write to another? Letters won"t reach me in future. And I mayn"t receive visitors. But I"m glad we"ve met, for now there"s nothing else on earth I cling to. (Going to the left.) Good-bye, girl or woman, whatever I should call you. There"s no need to weep!
DAUGHTER. I wasn"t thinking of weeping, though I dare say good breeding would demand I should. Well, good-bye! (She goes out right.)
STRANGER (to the CONFESSOR). I think I came out of that well! It"s a mercy to part with content on both sides. Mankind, after all, makes rapid progress, and self-control increases as the flow of the tear-ducts lessens. I"ve seen so many tears shed in my lifetime, that I"m almost taken aback at this dryness. She was a strong child, just the kind I once wished to be. The most beautiful thing that life can offer! She lay, like an angel, wrapped in the white veils of her cradle, with a blue coverlet when she slept. Blue and arched like the sky. That was the best: what will the worst look like?
CONFESSOR. Don"t excite yourself, but be of good cheer. First throw away that foolish guide-book, for this is your last journey.
STRANGER. You mean this? Very well. (He opens the book, kisses one of the pages and then throws it into the river.) Anything else?
CONFESSOR. If you"ve any gold or silver, you must give it to the poor.
STRANGER. I"ve a silver watch. I never got as far as a gold one.
CONFESSOR. Give that to the ferryman; and then you"ll get a gla.s.s of wine.
STRANGER. The last! It"s like an execution! Perhaps I"ll have to have my hair cut, too?
CONFESSOR. Yes. Later. (He takes the watch and goes to the door of the ferryman"s hut, speaking a few whispered words to someone within. He receives a bottle of wine and a gla.s.s in exchange, which he puts on the table.)
STRANGER (filling his gla.s.s, but not drinking it.) Shall I never get wine up there?
CONFESSOR. No wine; and you"ll see no women. You may hear singing; but not the kind of songs that go with women and wine.
STRANGER. I"ve had enough of women; they can"t tempt me any more.
CONFESSOR. Are you sure?
STRANGER. Quite sure.... But tell me this: what do you think of women, who mayn"t even set their feet within your consecrated walls?
CONFESSOR. So you"re still asking questions?
STRANGER. And why may an abbess never hear confession, never read ma.s.s, and never preach?
CONFESSOR. I can"t answer that.
STRANGER. Because the answer would accord with my thoughts on that theme.
CONFESSOR. It wouldn"t be a disaster if we were to agree for once.
STRANGER. Not at all!
CONFESSOR. Now drink up your wine.
STRANGER. No. I only want to look at it for the last time. It"s beautiful....
CONFESSOR. Don"t lose yourself in meditation; memories lie at the bottom of the cup.
STRANGER. And oblivion, and songs, and power--imaginary power, but for that reason all the greater.
CONFESSOR. Wait here a moment; I"ll go and order the ferry.
STRANGER. "Sh! I can hear singing, and I can see.... I can see.... For a moment I saw a flag unfurling in a puff of wind, only to fall back on the flagstaff and hang there limply as if it were nothing but a dishcloth. I"ve witnessed my whole life flashing past in a second, with its joys and sorrows, its beauty and its misery! But now I can see nothing.
CONFESSOR (going to the left). Wait here a moment, I"ll go and order the ferry.
(The STRANGER goes so far up stage that the rays of the setting sun, which are streaming from the right through the trees, throw his shadow across the bank and the river. The LADY enters from the right, in deep mourning. Her shadow slowly approaches that of the STRANGER.)
STRANGER (who, to begin with, looks only at his own shadow). Ah! The sun! It makes me a bloodless shape, a giant, who can walk on the water of the river, climb the mountain, stride over the roof of the monastery church, and rise, as he does now, up into the firmament--up to the stars. Ah, now I"m up here with the stars.... (He notices the shadow thrown by the LADY.) But who"s following me? Who"s interrupting my ascension? Trying to climb on my shoulders? (Turning.) You!
LADY. Yes. I!
STRANGER. So black! So black and so evil.
LADY. No longer evil. I"m in mourning....
STRANGER. For whom?
LADY. For our Mizzi.
STRANGER. My daughter! (The LADY opens her arms, in order to throw herself on to his breast, but he avoids her.) I congratulate the dead child. I"m sorry for you. I myself feel outside everything.
LADY. Comfort me, too.
STRANGER. A fine idea! I"m to comfort my fury, weep with my hangman, amuse my tormentor.
LADY. Have you no feelings?
STRANGER. None! I wasted the feelings I used to have on you and others.
LADY. You"re right. You can reproach me.
STRANGER. I"ve neither the time nor the wish to do that. Where are you going?
LADY. I want to cross with the ferry.
STRANGER. Then I"ve no luck, for I wanted to do the same. (The LADY weeps into her handkerchief. The STRANGER takes it from her and dries her eyes.) Dry your eyes, child, and be yourself! As hard, and lacking in feeling, as you really are! (The LADY tries to put her arm round his neck. The STRANGER taps her gently on the fingers.) You mustn"t touch me. When your words and glances weren"t enough, you always wanted to touch me. You"ll excuse a rather trivial question: are you hungry?
LADY. No. Thank you.
STRANGER. But you"re tired. Sit down. (The LADY sits down at the table.
The STRANGER throws the bottle and gla.s.s into the river.) Well, what are you going to live for now?
LADY (sadly). I don"t know.