STRANGER. Where I never get an answer!
TEMPTER. Well, that may be. (Pause.) Do you think _I_ look good?
STRANGER. I can"t say I do.
TEMPTER. You look extremely wicked, too! Do you know why we look like that?
STRANGER. No.
TEMPTER. The hate and malice of our fellow human beings have fastened themselves on us. Up there, you know, there are real saints, who"ve never done anything wicked themselves, but who suffer for others, for relations, who"ve committed unexpiated sins. Those angels, who"ve taken the depravity of others on themselves, really resemble bandits. What do you say to that?
STRANGER. I don"t know who you are; but you"re the first to answer questions that might reconcile me to life. You are....
TEMPTER. Well, say it!
STRANGER. The deliverer!
TEMPTER. And therefore....?
STRANGER. Therefore you"ve been given a vulture.... But listen, have you ever thought that there"s as good a reason for this as for everything else? Granted the earth"s a prison, on which dangerous prisoners are confined--is it a good thing to set them free? Is it right?
TEMPTER. What a question! I"ve never really thought about it. Hm!
STRANGER. And have you ever thought of this: we may be born in guilt?
TEMPTER. That"s nothing to do with me: I concern myself with the present.
STRANGER. Good! Don"t you think we"re sometimes punished wrongly, so that we fail to see the logical connection, though it exists?
TEMPTER. Logic"s not missing; but all life"s a tissue of offences, mistakes, errors, that are comparatively blameless owing to human weakness, but that are punished by the most consistent revenge.
Everything"s revenged, even our injudicious actions. Who forgives? A magnanimous man-sometimes; heavenly justice, never! (A PILGRIM appears in the background.) See! A penitent! I"d like to know what wrong he"s done. We"ll ask him. Welcome to our quiet meadows, peaceful wanderer!
Take your place at the simple table of the ascetic, at which there are no more temptations.
PILGRIM. Thank you, fellow traveller in the vale of woe.
TEMPTER. What kind of woe is yours?
PILGRIM. None in particular; on the contrary, the hour of liberation"s struck, and I"m going up there to receive absolution.
STRANGER. Listen, haven"t we two met before?
PILGRIM. I think so, certainly.
STRANGER. Caesar! You"re Caesar!
PILGRIM. I used to be; but I am no longer.
TEMPTER. Ha ha! Imperial acquaintance. Really! But tell us, tell us!
PILGRIM. You shall hear. Now I"ve a right to speak, for my penance is at an end. When we met at a certain doctor"s house, I was shut up there as a madman and supposed to be suffering from the illusion that I was Caesar. Now the Stranger shall hear the truth of the matter: I never believed it, but I was forced by scruples of conscience to put a good face on it.... A friend of mine, a bad friend, had written proof that I was the victim of a misunderstanding; but he didn"t speak when he should have, and I took his silence as a request not to speak either-and to suffer. Why did I? Well, in my youth I was once in great need. I was received as a guest in a house on an island far out to sea by a man who, in spite of unusual gifts, had been pa.s.sed over for promotion--owing to his senseless pride. This man, by solitary brooding on his lot, had come to hold quite extraordinary views about himself. I noticed it, but I said nothing. One day this man"s wife told me that he was sometimes mentally unbalanced; and then thought he was Julius Caesar. For many years I kept this secret conscientiously, for I"m not ungrateful by nature. But life"s tricky. It happened a few years later that this Caesar laid rough hands on my most intimate fate. In anger at this I betrayed the secret of his Caesar mania and made my erstwhile benefactor such a laughing stock, that his existence became unbearable to him. And now listen how Nemesis overtakes one! A year later I wrote a book-I am, you must know, an author who"s not made his name.... And in this book I described incidents of family life: how I played with my daughter--she was called Julia, as Caesar"s daughter was--and with my wife, whom we called Caesar"s wife because no one spoke evil of her.... Well, this recreation, in which my mother-in-law joined too, cost me dear. When I was looking through the proofs of my book, I saw the danger and said to myself: you"ll trip yourself up. I wanted to cut it out but, if you"ll believe it, the pen refused, and an inner voice said to me: let it stand! It did stand! And I fell.
STRANGER. Why didn"t you publish the letter from your friend that would have explained everything?
PILGRIM. When the disaster had happened I felt at once that it was the finger of G.o.d, and that I must suffer for my ingrat.i.tude.
STRANGER. And you did suffer?
PILGRIM. Not at all! I smiled to myself and wouldn"t let myself be put out. And because I accepted my punishment with calmness and humility G.o.d lightened my burden; and I didn"t feel myself ridiculous.
TEMPTER. That"s a strange story; but such things happen. Shall we move on now? We"ll go for an excursion, now we"ve weathered the storms. Pull yourself up by the roots, and then we"ll climb the mountain.
STRANGER. The Confessor told me to wait for him.
TEMPTER. He"ll find you, anyhow! And up here in the village the court"s sitting to-day. A particularly interesting case is to be tried; and I dare say I"ll be called as a witness. Come!
STRANGER. Well, whether I sit here, or up there, is all the same to me.
PILGRIM (to the STRANGER). Who"s that?
STRANGER. I don"t know. He looks like an anarchist.
PILGRIM. Interesting, anyhow!
STRANGER. He"s a sceptical gentleman, who"s seen life.
TEMPTER. Come, children; I"ll tell you stories on the way. Come. Come!
(They go out towards the background.)
Curtain.
ACT III
SCENE I
TERRACE ON THE MOUNTAIN
[A Terrace on the mountain on which the Monastery stands. On the right a rocky cliff and a similar one on the left. In the far background a bird"s-eye view of a river landscape with towns, villages, ploughed fields and woods; in the very far distance the sea can be seen. Down stage an apple tree laden with fruit. Under it a long table with a chair at the end and benches at the sides. Down stage, right, a corner of the village town hall. A cloud seems to be hanging immediately over the village.]
[The MAGISTRATE sits at the end of the table in the capacity of judge; the a.s.sessors on the benches. The ACCUSED MAN is standing on the right by the MAGISTRATE; the witnesses on the left, amongst them the TEMPTER.
Members of the public, with the PILGRIM and the STRANGER, are standing here and there not far from the judge"s seat.]
MAGISTRATE. Is the accused present?
ACCUSED MAN. Yes. Present.