"I forbid you to repeat any flippant remarks of General Bolingbroke"s, George, and you may tell him so, with my compliments, at breakfast."
Opening his book, he glanced at me gravely over its pages, and the next instant my education in the ancient languages and the finer graces of society commenced.
On that first evening I won a place in the doctor"s affections, which, I like to think, I never really lost in the many changes the future brought me. My obsequious respect for dead tongues redeemed, to a great measure, the appalling ignorance I immediately displayed of the merest rudiments of geography and history; and when the time came, I believe it even reconciled him to my bodily stature, which always appeared to him to be too large to conform to the smaller requirements of society. In my fourteenth year I began to grow rapidly, and his chief complaint of me after this was that I never learned to manage my hands and feet as if they really belonged to me--a failing that I am perfectly aware I was never able entirely to overcome. It would doubtless take the breeding of all the Bolingbrokes, he once informed me, with a sigh, to enable a man to carry a stature such as mine with the careless dignity which might possibly have been attained by a moderate birth and a smaller body.
"Nature has intended you for a prize-fighter, but G.o.d has made of you a gentleman," he added, with his fine, characteristic philosophy, which escaped me at the moment; "it is a blessing, I suppose, to be endowed with a healthy body, but if I were you, I should endeavour to keep my members constantly in my mind. It is the next best thing to behaving as if they did not exist."
This was said so regretfully that I hadn"t the heart to inform him that my mind, being of limited dimensions, found difficulty in accommodating at one and the same time my bodily members and the Latin language. Even my "Caesar" caused me less misery at this period than did the problem of the proper disposal of my hands and feet. Do what I would they were hopelessly (by some singular freak of nature) in my way. The breeding of all the Bolingbrokes would have been taxed to its utmost, I believe, to behave for a single instant as if they did not exist.
Except for the embarra.s.sment of my increasing stature, the years that followed my introduction to Dr. Theophilus, as he was called, stand out in my memory as ones of almost unruffled happiness. The two great jars of calomel and quinine on the mantelpiece became like faces of familiar, beneficent friends; and the dusty bookcases, with their shining rows of old English bindings, formed an appropriate background for the flight of my wildest dreams. To this day those adolescent fancies have never detached themselves from the little office, the scattered bricks of which are now lying in the ruined garden between the blighted yew tree and the uprooted box. I can see them still circling like vague faces around the green lamp, under which Dr. Theophilus sits, with his brown and white pointer, Robin, asleep at his feet. Sometimes there was a saucer of fresh raspberry jam brought in by Mrs. Clay, the widowed sister; sometimes a basket of winesap apples; and once a year, on the night before Christmas, a large slice of fruit cake and a very small tumbler of egg-nog. Always there were the cheery smile, the pleasant talk, racy with anecdotes, and the wagging tail of Robin, the pointer.
"A good dog, Ben, this little mongrel of yours," the doctor would say, as he stooped to pat Samuel"s head; "but then, all dogs are good dogs.
You remember your Plutarch? Now, here"s this Robin of mine. I wouldn"t take five hundred dollars in my hand for him to-night." At this Robin, the pointer, would lift his big brown eyes, and slip his soft nose into his master"s hand. "I wouldn"t take five hundred dollars down for him,"
Dr. Theophilus would repeat with emphasis.
On the nights when our teacher was called out to a patient, as he often was, George Bolingbroke and I would push back the chairs for a game of checkers, or step outside into the garden for a wrestling match, in which I was always the victor. The physical proportions which the doctor lamented, were, I believe, the strongest hold I had upon the admiration of young George. Latin he treated with the same half-playful, half-contemptuous courtesy that I had observed in General Bolingbroke"s manner to "the ladies," and even the doctor he regarded as a mixture of a scholar and a mollycoddle. It was perfectly characteristic that one thing, and one thing only, should command his unqualified respect, and this was the possession of the potential power to knock him down.
CHAPTER X
IN WHICH I GROW UP
In my eighteenth year, when I had achieved a position and a salary in the tobacco factory, I left the Old Market forever, and moved into a room, which Mrs. Clay had offered to rent to me, in the house of Dr.
Theophilus. During the next twelve months my intimacy with young George, who was about to enter the University, led to an acquaintance, though a slight one, with that great man, the General. As the years pa.s.sed my dream of the Great South Midland and Atlantic Railroad, instead of evaporating, had become fixed in my mind as the fruition of all my toil, the end of all my ambition. I saw in it still, as I had seen in it that afternoon against the rosy sunset and the anch.o.r.ed vessel, the one glorious possibility, the great adventure. The General"s plethoric figure, with his big paunch and his gouty toe, had never lost in my eyes the legendary light in which I had enveloped it; and when George suggested to me carelessly one spring afternoon that I should stop by his house and have a look at his uncle"s cla.s.sical library, I felt my cheeks burn, while my heart beat an excited tattoo against my ribs. The house I knew by sight, a grave, low-browed mansion, with a fringe of purple wistaria draping the long porch; and it was under a pendulous shower of blossoms that we found the General seated with the evening newspaper in his hand and his bandaged foot on a wicker stool. As we entered the gate he was making a face over a gla.s.s of water, while he complained fretfully to Dr. Theophilus, who sat in a rocking-chair, with Robin, the pointer, stretched on a rug at his feet.
"I"ll never get used to the taste of water, if I live to be a hundred,"
the great man was saying peevishly. "To save my soul I can"t understand why the Lord made anything so darn flat!"
A single lock of hair, growing just above the bald spot on his head, stirred in the soft wind like a tuft of bleached gra.s.s, while his lower, slightly protruding lip pursed itself into an angry and childish expression. He was paying the inevitable price, I gathered, for his career as "a gay old bird"; but even in the rebuking glance which Dr.
Theophilus now bent upon him, I read the recognition that the president of the Great South Midland and Atlantic Railroad must be dosed more sparingly than other men. Under his loose, puffy chin he wore a loose, puffy tie of a magenta shade, in the midst of which a single black pearl reposed; and when he turned his head, the creases in his neck looked like white cords sunk deep in the scarlet flesh.
"There"s no use, Theophilus, I can"t stand it," he protested. "Delilah, bring me a sip of whiskey to put a taste in my mouth."
"No whiskey, Delilah, not a drop," commanded the doctor sternly. "It"s the result of your own imprudence, George, and you"ve got to pay for it.
You"ve been eating strawberries, and I told you not to touch one with a ten-foot pole."
"You didn"t say a word about strawberry shortcake," rejoined the General, like a guilty child, "and this attack is due to an entirely different cause. I dined at the Blands" on Sunday, and Miss Mitty gave me mint sauce on my lamb. I never could abide mint sauce."
Taking out his prescription book the doctor wrote down a prescription in a single word, which looked ominously like "calomel" from a distance.
"How did Miss Matoaca seem?" he asked, while Robin, the old pointer, came and sniffed at my ankles, and I thought of Samuel, sleeping under a flower bed in the doctor"s garden. "She has a touch of malaria, and I ordered her three grains of quinine every morning."
A purple flush mounted to the General"s face, which, if I could have read it by the light of history, would have explained the scornful flattery in his att.i.tude toward "the s.e.x." It was easy to catch the personal note in his piquant allusions to "the ladies," though an instinct, which he would probably have called a principle, kept them always within the bounds of politeness. Later I was to learn that Miss Matoaca had been the most ardent, if by no means the only, romance of his youth; and that because of some headstrong and indelicate opinions of hers on the subject of masculine morals, she had, when confronted with tangible proofs of the General"s airy wanderings, hopelessly severed the engagement within a few weeks of the marriage. To a gay young bird the prospect of a storm in a nest had been far from attractive; and after a fierce quarrel, he had started dizzily down the descent of his bachelorhood, while she had folded her trembling wings and retired into the shadow. That Miss Matoaca possessed "headstrong opinions," even the doctor, with all his gallantry, would have been the last to deny. "She seems to think men are made just like women," he remarked now, wonderingly, "but, oh, Lord, they ain"t!"
"I tell you it"s those outlandish heathen notions of hers that are driving us all crazy!" exclaimed the General, making a face as he had done over his gla.s.s of water. "Talks about taxes without representation exactly as if she were a man and had rights! What rights does a woman want, anyway, I"d like to know, except the right to a husband? They all ought to have husbands--G.o.d knows I"m not denying them that!--the state ought to see to it. But rights! Pshaw! They"ll get so presently they won"t know how to bear their wrongs with dignity. And I tell you, doctor, if there"s a more edifying sight than a woman bearing her wrongs beautifully, I"ve never seen it. Why, I remember my Cousin Jenny Tyler--you know she married that scamp who used to drink and throw his boots at her. "What do you do, Jenny?" I asked, in a boiling rage, when she told me, and I never saw a woman look more like an angel than she did when she answered, "I pick them up." Why, she made me cry, sir; that"s the sort of woman that makes a man want to marry."
"I dare say you"re right," sighed the doctor, "but Miss Matoaca is made, of a different stuff. I can"t imagine her picking up any man"s boots, George."
"No more can I," retorted the General, "it serves her right that she never got a husband. No gentleman wants to throw his boots at his wife, but, by Jove, he likes to feel that if he were ever to do such a thing, she"d be the kind that would pick them up. He doesn"t want to think everlastingly that he"s got to walk a chalk-line or catch a flea in his ear. Now, what do you suppose Miss Matoaca said to me on Sunday? We were talking of Tom Frost"s running for governor, and she said she hoped he wouldn"t be elected because he led an impure life. An impure life! Will you tell me what business it is of an unmarried lady"s whether a man leads an impure life or not? It isn"t ladylike--I"ll be d.a.m.ned if it is!
I could see that Miss Mitty blushed for her. What"s the world coming to, I ask, when a maiden lady isn"t ashamed to know that a man leads an impure life?"
He raged softly, and I could see that Dr. Theophilus was growing sterner over his flippancy.
"Well, you"re a gay old bird, George," he remarked, "and I dare say you think me something of a prude."
Tearing off a leaf from his prescription book, he laid it on the table, and held out his hand. Then he stood for a minute with his eyes on Robin, who was marching stiffly round a bed of red geraniums near the gate. "It"s time to go," he added; "that old dog of mine is getting ready to root up your geraniums."
"You"d better keep a cat," observed the General, "they do less damage."
Young George and I, who had stood in the shadow of the wistaria awaiting the doctor"s departure, came forward now, and I made my awkward bow to the General"s bandaged foot.
"Any relative of Jack Starr?" he enquired affably as he shook my hand.
I towered so conspicuously above him, while I stood there with my hat in my hand, that I was for a moment embarra.s.sed by my mere physical advantages.
"No, sir, not that I ever heard of," I answered.
"Then you ought to be thankful," he returned peevishly, "for the first time I ever met the fellow he deliberately trod on my toe--deliberately, sir. And now they"re wanting to nominate him for governor--but I say they shan"t do it. I"ve no idea of allowing it. It"s utterly out of the question."
"Uncle George, I"ve brought Ben to see your library," interrupted young George at my elbow.
"Library, eh? Are you going to be a lawyer?" demanded the General.
I shook my head.
"A preacher?" in a more reverent voice.
"No, sir, I"m in the Old Dominion Tobacco Works. You got me my first job."
"I got you your job--did I? Then you"re the young chap that discovered that blend for smoking. I told Bob you ought to have a royalty on that.
Did he give it to you?"
"I"m to have ten per cent of the sales, sir. They"ve just begun."
"Well, hold on to it--it"s a good blend. I tried it. And when you get your ten per cent, put it into the Old South Chemical Company, if you want to grow rich. It isn"t everybody I"d give that tip to, but I like the looks of you. How tall are you?"
"Six feet one in my stockings."
"Well, I wouldn"t grow any more. You"re all right, if you can only manage to keep your hands and feet down. You"ve got good eyes and a good jaw, and it"s the jaw that tells the man. Now, that"s the trouble with that Jack Starr they want to nominate for governor. He lacks jaw. "You can"t make a governor out of a fellow who hasn"t jaw," that"s what I said. And besides, he deliberately trod on my toe the first time I ever met him. Didn"t know it was gouty, eh? What right has he got, I asked, to suppose that any gentleman"s toe isn"t gouty?"
His lower lip protruded angrily, and he sat staring into his gla.s.s of water with an enquiring and sulky look. It is no small tribute to my capacity for hero-worship to say that it survived even this nearer approach to the gouty presence of my divinity. But the glamour of success--the only glamour that shines without borrowed light in the hard, dry atmosphere of the workaday world--still hung around him; and his very dissipations--yes, even his fleshly frailties--reflected, for the moment at least, a romantic interest. I began to wonder if certain moral weaknesses were, indeed, the inevitable attributes of the great man, and there shot into my mind, with a youthful folly of regret, the memory of a drink I had declined that morning, and of a pretty maiden at the Old Market whom I might have kissed and did not. Was the doctor"s teaching wrong, after all, and had his virtues made him a failure in life, while the General"s vices had but helped him to his success? I was very young, and I had not yet reached the age when I could perceive the expediency of the path of virtue unless in the end it bordered on pleasant places. "The General is a bigger man than the doctor," I thought, half angrily, "and yet the General will be a gay old bird as long as the gout permits him to hobble." And it seemed to me suddenly that the moral order, on which the doctor loved to dilate, had gone topsy-turvy while I stood on the General"s porch. As if reading my thoughts the great man looked up at me, with his roguish twinkle.
"Now there"s Theophilus!" he observed. "Whatever you are, sir, don"t be a d.a.m.ned mollycoddle."
Young George, plucking persistently at my sleeve, drew me at last out of the presence and into the house, where I smelt the fragrance of strawberries, freshly gathered.