"Yes, she would go, rain or no rain," my mother was saying, and I knew that in that second"s s.n.a.t.c.h of sleep she had related the story of our last evening"s adventure. "To be sure she may have been all she ought to be, but I must say I can"t help mistrustin" that little, palaverin" kind of a woman with eyes like a scared rabbit."
"If it was Sarah Mickleborough, an" I think it was, she had reason enough to look scared, po" thing," observed Mrs. Kidd, the soft fat woman, who sat on my left side. "They"ve only lived over here in the old Adams house for three months, but the neighbours say he"s almost killed her twice since they moved in. She came of mighty set up, high falutin"
folks, you know, an" when they wouldn"t hear of the marriage, she ran off with him one night about ten years ago just after he came home out of the army. He looked fine, they say, in uniform, on his big black horse, but after the war ended he took to drink and then from drink, as is natchel, he took to beatin" her. It"s strange--ain"t it?--how easily a man"s hand turns against a woman once he"s gone out of his head?"
"Ah, I could see that she was the sort that"s obliged to be beaten sooner or later if thar was anybody handy around to do it," remarked my mother. "Some women are made so that they"re never happy except when they"re hurt, an" she"s one of "em. Why, they can"t so much as look at a man without invitin" him to ill-treat "em."
"Thar ain"t many women that know how to deal with a husband as well as you an" Mrs. Cudlip," remarked Mrs. Kidd, with delicate flattery.
"Po" Mrs. Cudlip. I hope she is bearin" up," sighed my mother. ""Twas the leg he lost at Seven Pines--wasn"t it?--that supported her?"
"That an" the cheers he bottomed. The last work he did, po" man, was for Mrs. Mickleborough of whom we were speakin". I used to hear of her befo"
the war when she was pretty Miss Sarah Bland, in a white poke bonnet with pink roses."
"An" now never a day, pa.s.ses, they say, that Harry Mickleborough doesn"t threaten to turn her an" the child out into the street."
"Are her folks still livin"? Why doesn"t she go back to them?"
"Her father died six months after the marriage, an" the rest of "em live up-town somewhar. The only thing that"s stuck to her is her coloured mammy, Aunt Euphronasia, an" they tell me that that old woman has mo"
influence over Harry Mickleborough than anybody livin". When he gets drunk an" goes into one of his tantrums she walks right up to him an"
humours him like a child."
As we drove on their voices grew gradually m.u.f.fled and thin in my ears, and after a minute, in which I clung desperately to my eluding consciousness, my head dropped with a soft thud upon Mrs. Kidd"s inviting bosom. The next instant I was jerked violently erect by my mother and ordered sternly to "keep my place an" not to make myself a nuisance by spreadin" about." With this admonition in my ears, I pinched my leg and sat staring with heavy eyes out upon the quiet street, where the rolling of the slow wheels over the fallen leaves was the only sound that disturbed the silence. After ten bitter years the city was still bound by the terrible lethargy which had immediately succeeded the war; and on Church Hill it seemed almost as if we had been forgotten like the breastworks and the battle-fields in the march of progress. The grip of poverty, which was fiercer than the grip of armies, still held us, and the few stately houses showed tenantless and abandoned in the midst of their ruined gardens. Sometimes I saw an old negress in a coloured turban come out upon one of the long porches and stare after us, her pipe in her mouth and her hollowed palm screening her eyes; and once a noisy group of young mulattoes emerged from an alley and followed us curiously for a few blocks along the sidewalk.
Withdrawing my gaze from the window, I looked enviously at Mrs. Boxley, who snored gently in her corner. Then for the second time sleep overpowered me, and in spite of my struggles, I sank again on Mrs.
Kidd"s bosom.
"Thar, now, don"t think of disturbin" him, Mrs. Starr. He ain"t the least bit in my way. I can look right over his head," I heard murmured over me as I slid blissfully into unconsciousness.
What happened after this I was never able to remember, for when I came clearly awake again, we had reached our door, and my mother was shaking me in the effort to make me stand on my feet.
"He"s gone and slept through the whole thing," she remarked irritably to President, while I stumbled after them across the pavement, with the fringed ends of my blanket shawl rustling the leaves.
"He"s too little. You might have let me go, ma," replied President, as he dragged me, sleepy eyes, ruffled flaxen hair, and trailing shawl over the doorstep.
"An" you"re too big," retorted my mother, removing the long black pins from her veil, and holding them in her mouth while she carefully smoothed and folded the lengths of c.r.a.pe. "You could never have squeezed in between us, an" as it was Mrs. Kidd almost overlaid Benjy. But you didn"t miss much," she hastened to a.s.sure him, "I declar" I thought at one time we"d never get on it all went so slowly."
Having placed her bonnet and veil in the tall white bandbox upon the table, she hurried off to prepare our dinner, while President urged me in an undertone to "sham sick" that afternoon so that he wouldn"t have to take me out for an airing on the hill.
"But I want to go," I responded selfishly, wide awake at the prospect.
"I want to see the old Adams house where the little girl lives."
"If you go I can"t play checkers, an" it"s downright mean. What do you care about little girls? They ain"t any good."
"But this little girl has got a drunken father."
"Well, you won"t see _him_ anyway, so what is the use?"
"She lives in a big house an" it"s got a big garden--as big as that!" I stretched out my arms in a vain attempt to impress his imagination, but he merely looked scornful and swore a mighty vow that he"d "be jiggered if he"d keep on playin" nurse-girl to a m.u.f.f."
At the time he put my pleading sternly aside, but a couple of hours later, when the afternoon was already waning, he relented sufficiently to take me out on the ragged hill, which was covered thickly with pokeberry, yarrow, and stunted sumach. Before our feet the ground sank gradually to the sparkling river, and farther away I could see the silhouette of an anch.o.r.ed vessel etched boldly against the rosy clouds of the sunset.
As I stood there, holding fast to his hand, in the high wind that blew up from the river, a stout gentleman, leaning heavily on a black walking-stick, with a big gold k.n.o.b at the top, came panting up the slope and paused beside us, with his eyes on the western sky. He was hale, handsome, and ruddy-faced, with a bunch of iron-grey whiskers on either cheek, and a vivacious and merry eye which seemed to catch at a twinkle whenever it met mine. His rounded stomach was spanned by a ma.s.sive gold watch-chain, from which dangled a bunch of seals that delighted my childish gaze.
"It"s a fine view," he observed pleasantly, patting my shoulder as if I were in some way responsible for the river, the anch.o.r.ed vessel, and the rosy sunset. "I moved up-town as soon as the war ended, but I still manage to crawl back once in a while to watch the afterglow."
"Where does the sun go," I asked, "when it slips way down there on the other side of the river?"
The gentleman smiled benignly, and I saw from his merry glance that he did not share my mother"s hostility to the enquiring mind.
"Well, I shouldn"t be surprised if it went to the wrong side of the world for little boys and girls over there to get up by," he replied.
"May I go there, too, when I"m big?"
"To the wrong side of the world? You may, who knows?"
"Have you ever been there? What is it like?"
"Not yet, not yet, but there"s no telling. I"ve been across the ocean, though, and that"s pretty far. I went once in a ship that ran through the blockade and brought in a cargo of Bibles."
"What did you want with so many Bibles? We"ve got one. It has gilt clasps."
"Want with the Bibles! Why, every one of these Bibles, my boy, may have saved a soul."
"Has our Bible saved a soul? An" whose soul was it? It stays on our centre table, an" my name"s in it. I"ve seen it."
"Indeed! and what may your name be?"
"Ben Starr. That"s my name. What is yours? Is yo" name in the Bible?
Does everybody"s name have to be in the Bible if they"re to be saved?
Who put them in there? Was it G.o.d or the angels? If I blot my name out can I still go to heaven? An" if yours isn"t in there will you have to be d.a.m.ned? Have you ever been d.a.m.ned an" what does it feel like?"
"Shut up, Benjy, or ma"ll wallop you," growled President, squeezing my hand so hard that I cried aloud.
"Ah, he"s a fine boy, a promising boy, a remarkable boy," observed the gentleman, with one finger in his waistcoat pocket. "Wouldn"t you like to grow up and be President, my enquiring young friend?"
"No, sir, I"d rather be G.o.d," I replied, shaking my head.
All the gentleman"s merry grey eyes seemed to run to sparkles.
"Ah, there"s nothing, after all, like the true American spirit," he said, patting my shoulder. Then he laughed so heartily that his gold-rimmed eye-gla.s.ses fell from his eyes and dangled in the air at the end of a silk cord. "I"m afraid your aspiration is too lofty for my help," he said, "but if you should happen to grow less ambitious as you grow older, then remember, please, that my name is General Bolingbroke."
"Why, you"re the president of the Great South Midland and Atlantic Railroad, sir!" exclaimed President, admiring and embarra.s.sed.
The General sighed, though even I could see that this simple tribute to his fame had not left him unmoved. "Ten years ago I was the man who tried to save Johnston"s army, and to-day I am only a railroad president," he answered, half to himself; "times change and fames change almost as quickly. When all is said, however, there may be more lasting honour in building a country"s trade than in winning a battle. I"ll have a tombstone some day and I want written on it, "He brought help to the sick land and made the cotton flower to bloom anew." My name is General Bolingbroke," he added, with his genial and charming smile. "You will not forget it?"
I a.s.sured him that I should not, and that if it could be done, I"d try to have it written in our Bible with gilt clasps, at which he thanked me gravely as he shook my hand.
"An" I think now I"d rather be president of the Great South Midland and Atlantic Railroad, sir," I concluded.