"Oh, yes; and it was so nice, Charlie!"
That is exactly what Mrs. B. said when he had done. Then he pulled out his doodle, such a size, much bigger than mine, and whipped it into her f.a.n.n.y. I was quite frightened, and thought he must have killed her. But no, it went in quite easy; and she hugged and kissed him while he pushed it up and down for some time, till they both stopped all at once. He then drew it out, hanging down all wet, and asked if it had not given her great pleasure. "Delightful," she said. I have now got used to it, but you know you hurt me, and made me so sore the first time you did it." After this they left the room, and I got away without being discovered. But I found out what our two things were made for, we will do as they did, so lie down on the couch whilst I kneel at the end, and begin in the way I kissed it the other morning."
"Oh, Charlie, if it is all like that, I shall be so pleased with it."
Down she squatted, drawing up her chemise. My hand wandered all over her charming belly and mount. Then kneeling down, and putting her legs over my shoulders, and my hands under her thighs and bottoms, I applied my tongue at once to her little c.l.i.toris, which I found was already stiff, and showing its head at the upper part of her pinky slit. The action of my agile tongue produced an instantaneous effect-her loins and thighs heaved up her bottom to press her little pouting c.u.n.t against my face. Mechanically she put her hand on my head, and muttered terms of endearment-
"Oh, darling Charlie, how delicious! Oh! do go on! it is so nice, &c."
I wanted no stimulant, but licked away until, with shortened breath; and greater heavings of her body, she began to stammer-
"Oh! oh! I feel so queer-ah, stop; I am going to faint-I, I, I, can"t-can"t bear it any longer-oh!-oh!" Her limbs relaxed, and she died away in her first discharge, which was very glutinous and nice, but only scanty in quant.i.ty. I let her quiet until she came to; then looking in her face, and smiling, I asked her how she liked it.
"Oh! I was in heaven, dear Charlie, but I thought it was killing me -it was almost too much to bear-nothing could be more delicious."
"Oh, yes!" I replied, "there is something more delicious still, but, I must kiss you in this way again before we try the other; the more moist the inside is the easier I shall get in."
"But, Charlie, you don"t mean to say you will ever get in your doodle, now that it has grown so big."
"Well, we will try, and if it hurts you too much we can stop."
So I began again to gamahuche her; this time it took a longer effort to produce the ultimate result; but apparently with still greater effect, and a more copious discharge. Her little c.u.n.t being now relaxed, and well moistened with her own discharge and my saliva, and well inclined to receive my p.r.i.c.k, I spat upon it and lubricated it from head to root. Then rising from my knees, I stretched myself over Mary"s belly, and gently directing my p.r.i.c.k, and rubbing it up and down first between the lips, and exciting her c.l.i.toris by the same action, I gently and gradually inserted its head between the lips of her charming little c.u.n.t. There was less difficulty than might have been expected, the gamahuching and double spending had relaxed the muscles, and her pa.s.sions being excited also acted on her organs of generation; at all events, I got in the head, and about two inches of its length without her murmuring anything beyond-
"How big it feels-it seems to stretch me so."
All this was exciting me dreadfully, and it was only by the greatest effort that I did not thrust rudely forward. I now felt I was pushing against some obstacle, I thrust hard and hurt her. She cried out, begged me to stop. I was so near the finale that I felt I must go on. So, plunging forward, I rushed, at the impediment, and made her cry out most l.u.s.tily. Probably another push would have decided my position, but nature could hold out no longer, and I yielded down my erotic tribute to her virginal charms, without having actually deflowered her. So far, perhaps, it was fortunate, because I poured into her a torrent of sperm which was not only balm to her partially wounded hymen, but so relaxed and lubricated the interior of her c.u.n.t as greatly to facilitate my after-efforts.
I lay quiet still for some time, and the gradual swelling out and throbbing of my p.r.i.c.k reawakened her young pa.s.sions. She said-
"Charlie, my dear, you said that it would prove delicious in the end, and I can feel it is becoming so. I have no more pain, and you shall go on just as you like."
As my p.r.i.c.k stiffened at her endearing words and involuntary pressures, and as I had it completely under control, since I had taken the edge off its immediate appet.i.te by the last discharge, I held it literally well in hand; and as I had lost no ground by withdrawing, I started with the advantage of possession. First I slipped my hand down between our two bellies and began frigging her c.l.i.toris, which immediately excited her pa.s.sions to the highest pitch.
"Oh! Charlie, dear, now push it all in-I do so long for it-and I don"t care how it hurts me."
I had been giving short thrusts more to stimulate her pa.s.sions than to alleviate my own; and as she was totally unaware of what was going to happen, she widened her thighs and heaved up her bottom, expanding her v.a.g.i.n.a in the act. I gathered my strength together, and as my c.o.c.k was standing as stiff as iron, I suddenly drove it forward, and felt that I broke through something, and gained two inches more insertion at least. The effect on my poor sister was most painful, she shrieked out l.u.s.tily; strove hard to unsheath me, wriggled her body in all directions to effect this; but I was too securely engulphed for that, and all her struggles only enabled me the more easily to sheathe him up to the very hairs. So excited was I by her tears and screams, that I was no sooner there than a torrent of sperm burst from me, and I lay like a corpse on her body, but perfectly maintaining the ground I possessed. This death-like quiet lasted some minutes, and, to a certain extent, a.s.suaged the violence of the pain I put poor Mary to. Doubtless, also, the balmy nature of the ample quant.i.ty of sperm I had shot up to her womb helped to soothe her suffering. At all events, when we were both able again to converse, she unbraided me with the agony I had caused her, and wished me to get off her at once; but retaining the advantageous possession of her very tight and delicious sheath, I told her all was now over, and we might look forward to nothing but enrapturing pleasure.
Some minutes had elapsed in these remonstrances on one side; and coaxings on the other, when I suddenly felt her charming little c.u.n.t actually throb upon and give an involuntary squeeze to my p.r.i.c.k, which was still throbbing her. He was far too ready to stand at any time, still more when engulphed in the exquisite young c.u.n.t he had just initiated into love"s mysteries-bref-he stood stiff as ever, and Mary, at first with a shudder of fright, then with all the energy of awakened pa.s.sion, began to move her body under me. I held off from any interference, feeling certain that if the desire came naturally to her it would doubly enhance my own pleasure. My foresight did not fail me. Mary"s pa.s.sions became fully aroused, and when so, the trifling soreness pa.s.sed out of mind, and we actually had a most delicious f.u.c.k, in which my p.r.i.c.k appeared as if in a vice, and Mary wriggled her backside almost as well as the more artistic movements of Mrs. Benson. All things must come to an end, but this did so amid screams of delight on both sides. This single bout began and finished the education of my darling sister. She hugged and fondled me afterwards, declaring I was quite right in telling her pleasure followed pain; for nothing could exceed the enrapturing nature of the sensation my p.r.i.c.k had produced. She thought now that it was not a bit too big, but just made to give the utmost satisfaction. We remained locked in each other"s arms, my p.r.i.c.k still engulphed in its tight and exciting sheath. We fondled and prattled, until it became again in a state of violent erection, equally stimulating her tight little c.u.n.t, so that we were forced to recommence our love encounter. I found that my dear little sister possessed naturally the power of throbbing on or nipping a p.r.i.c.k, which the French call ca.s.se-noisette. It is a great gift and adds immensely to the man"s pleasure, and I should think to the woman"s too. In my sister"s case it began from the very first complete insertion of my p.r.i.c.k and the years that I afterwards continued to f.u.c.k her added nothing to this delicious accomplishment, except in the variety of positions in which it could be exercised.
The dear girl was in extasies at the pleasure she had received, and at the pain which seemed to be past. Oh! she was so sweetly caressing that I could not withdraw from her, and we fondled and toyed until again my c.o.c.k rose to his first vigour, and she nothing loath, began her new and naturally taught gift of bottom upheavings and c.u.n.t pressures until again we sank exhausted in the death-like ending of love"s battles. On recovering our senses, I was obliged to withdraw and relieve my sister of the dead weight of my body on her person.
It has always struck me as extraordinary how the most delicate women will support a heavy man on their persons, not only without flinching, but even with ease and pleasure-but so it is. On rising and withdrawing, we were both alarmed to see that my p.r.i.c.k was all b.l.o.o.d.y, and that blood and s.e.m.e.n were oozing from her c.u.n.t. We had no idea this would be the case, and at first I was as frightened as she was. A moment"s reflection showed me that it was only the natural result of forcing my way in, and that the pleasure since enjoyed proved it to be of no consequence. I soon convinced and calmed my sister on the point-fortunately the sofa covering was red, and applying my handkerchief, I wiped up all the s.e.m.e.n mixture, and, in fact, no marks remained; the same handkerchief wiped all results from Mary"s dear little c.u.n.t, and as her shift had been kept well up, fortunately no stains appeared upon that.
We now ate some luncheon and drank some wine that we had prudently brought with us. We then began playing and romping together-she wanting always to get hold of my p.r.i.c.k, and I to pull her about in every way. It was gloriously warm weather, so I proposed we should off with every thing. In a trice we were as naked as we were born, and flew into each other"s arms in a frenzy of delight, then we had a mutual thorough inspection. My darling sister gave every promise of becoming a magnificent woman-her shoulders were already wide-her arms well shaped, although still thin-her waist small-the swell of the hips already well developed-as to her bottom, it stuck out well and hard behind, quite charming to see, and giving promise of very ample dimensions hereafter.
I made her kneel on the low couch, with her head well up and her thighs open; kneeling behind, I gamahuched her until she spent; then rising, shoved my p.r.i.c.k into her c.u.n.t, in her then position, and had a downright good poke, which she, too, found was a way that gave her extra excitement. We pa.s.sed thus some hours in mutual delights. I taught her the side f.u.c.k which had so charmed me with my delightful instructress, and I found dear Mary even an apter scholar than myself had proved. The afternoon advancing, we dressed, and eradicating all signs of what we had been doing, returned to the house, mutually promising to keep thoroughly secret all that had pa.s.sed and agreeing that no sign of unusual familiarity should escape us. I strongly advised Mary to get some warm water and bathe her c.u.n.t well, for, as may be supposed, I had taken the opportunity of teaching her the true erotic language as applied to the organs of generation of both s.e.xes, and the name of the connection itself, "f.u.c.king."
Thus delightfully ended the first lesson in love taught to my sister, and such was my first triumph over a maidenhead, double enhanced by the idea of the close ties of parentage between us. In after-life, I have always found the nearer we are related, the more this idea of incest stimulates our pa.s.sions and stiffens our p.r.i.c.ks, so that if even we be in the wane of life, fresh vigour is imparted by reason of the very fact of our evasion of conventional laws.
We had both returned to the drawing-room for more than an hour before the arrival of the ladies. Dear Mary complained of feeling sore and stiff in every limb. I had advised her to lie down on the sofa and try to sleep. I did the same, and happily we both dozed off, and never awoke until the loud rat-tat of arrival at the house door roused us up. I told Mary to hide all appearance of pain, and only to say, as an excuse for going early to bed, that we had gone further afield than we at first intended, and that she was very tired. We were both sent early to bed, for I was still treated as quite a boy, and I was sound asleep when my charming Mrs. B. woke me up by her warm caresses. I could well have spared them that night, but when did one of my years not respond to the endearments of the woman he loved, and who yielded all to him. She sucked me dry as usual, and I slept soundly till morning.
The next three days pa.s.sed without anything to record. Mary did not allow her real soreness to appear, but heroically went through her sufferings, for she told me afterwards she felt very severe pains all over, doubtless her whole nervous system had been overexcited, and this was the natural reaction; it was so far fortunate that not a shadow of a chance of our having fresh connection occurred, so she had time to perfectly recover from the ill effects of her first initiation into the erotic raptures. I continued to have the relief each night of the charming mouth of my loved and beautiful instructress. At last, the abominable menses, as she called them, were past and gone. For a full twenty-four hours after, she would not allow me to rea.s.sume all the privileges she had previously granted, and admit me to share her bed. She told me this was necessary to prevent any recurrence, and also that in some cases a virulent white discharge occasionally followed for some hours, sufficiently acrid to affect my local health, and "that," she added, "was now too precious in her estimation to risk it in any way." I thought it hard at the time, but it was only another proof of the thoughtful wisdom of this estimable woman. At last, I was again in full possession of her charming person. Oh! how we did revel in all the luxuries and lubricity; almost every night my enchanting friend found some new position to vary and enhance our erotic raptures. One new dose was laying me down flat on my back, then straddling over me, she sank on her knees, and with body erect, lifted up or rather bent back my stiff-standing p.r.i.c.k, until he was fairly below her open c.u.n.t, then guiding it exactly to the proper entrance, she sank her body slowly down upon it until fully engulphed, hair crushed hair, then as slowly raising again, she drew off until all but the nut was uncovered, to again sink down. In this position we could both see the whole process. At length, becoming too excited, she sank on my bosom, then one arm and hand pressed her splendid b.u.t.tocks down on my throbbing p.r.i.c.k after every elevation of her magnificent backside while my other hand, doubling round behind her, introduced the middle finger up her charming bottom-hole, and worked in and out in unison with both our heaving movements, until stopped by the grand crisis, when death-like langour overcame us both almost at the same moment. I must not forget to mention that from time to time I paid a visit to the small and rosy orifice that lay so near to the more legitimate altar of Venus. It was a variety of enjoyment that my lovely mistress acknowledged to me she at times felt much inclined to enjoy, but only after having the front path of pleasure well f.u.c.ked and lubricated with sperm, which alone caused the other mucous membrane to feel inclined that way.
I will here insert a characteristic letter from my loved mistress to her intimate and bosom school friend, with the reply thereto. It was several years before they were shown to me, and some time after I had possessed both the charming writers, for we all three became fast friends; indeed, I may call myself or rather my p.r.i.c.k, the pivot on which their friendship turned, yet there never was the shade of jealousy on either part, but in these remarks I am antic.i.p.ating what I may, perhaps, be hereafter tempted to describe more fully. I give these letters now, because they immediately refer to the events I am at present relating. They show the secret working of my loved mistress"s mind, and the voluptuous nature of her temperament, and the satisfaction that my delicious initiation had given. Her affectionate and flattering remarks, relating to myself, are greater than I deserved. The following is the first letter addressed to her friend:
MRS. BENSON TO THE HON. MRS. EGERTON.
Dear Carry,
I am about to keep my promise, and give you an account of our honeymoon. You, my dear, must be equally faithful, and reply as frankly as I am now about to write to you.
Two giddier girls than you and I never entered the bonds of matrimony, or more earnestly longed for the sights connected with it. Well, after the usual breakfast, we left by rail for Leamington, where we were to pa.s.s our first night. We had a coupe to ourselves; and beyond seating me on his knee, and kissing me, Fred behaved with much decency and propriety. We arrived and dined. The hour between tea and bedtime was sufficiently tedious, as both of us were naturally much preoccupied. My husband wrote a letter to mamma, telling her of our safe arrival, and of his intense happiness. After which he asked me if I would go to bed, in the most matter-of-fact way imaginable. I murmured an affirmative, scarcely knowing what to say. He rang for a candle, and told me he would follow shortly. It seemed like a dream to me. The maid showed me to a room containing a large four-post bedstead, heavily hung with curtains, and provided with old-fashioned furniture.
I seated myself on the edge of the bed and began to meditate. I sat thus, for, I dare say, ten minutes, and then commenced undressing. I had put on my night-gown, and removed everything but my stockings, when I heard footsteps approach the door. I opened, and my husband entered, closed it, and turned the key. Oh! Carry, I did feel so funny. I was undressed in a bedroom with a man, and that man had a right to my person. He seated himself in an armchair, and drew me on his knee. Nothing but my thin night-gown separated my bottom from his bare knee, for he had quite undressed in an adjoining room and had nothing on but his shirt under his dressing-gown, which flew open as he sat down. He drew my lips to his, and kissing me, thrust his tongue between them, while his hand first caressed and squeezed my bosom, which, you know, is pretty full and well developed; it then wandered down upon my thigh, pressed and felt the fleshy form. Little by little he approached my belly, and for a moment pressed my mount. These preliminaries are at all times exciting, but now they made me almost ill, so great was my confusion. Seeing this, he drew up my night-gown, and placed his hand, first on my naked thigh, then on my mount, and you know, Carry dear, what a forest I have got there. He seemed delighted with it. His fingers played with the silky curls, drawing them out to their full length, so long that it appeared to surprise him, and his eyes sparkled, and his face showed much excitement.
"Open your thighs, dearest," he whispered.
I obeyed mechanically, and his middle finger forced itself between the lips of my c.u.n.t, and commenced rubbing my c.l.i.toris. You know, by experience, what an excitable one it is and to what a size it developes itself when excited. Again Fred seemed delighted with his discovery.
"Does that please you, my darling?"
"Yes," I faltered out.
He thrust his finger up my c.u.n.t, then rose up, threw off his dressing-gown, took me in his arms, and lifted me on the bed, placing a pillow under my head. Then letting my legs fall over the sides, he knelt on the floor, and separating my thighs with his arms, stooped and kissed my quim. He did more, he sucked and then licked with his tongue my already excited c.l.i.toris. It set me on fire, and I could not avoid showing it by the convulsive twitchings of my loins and b.u.t.tocks.
"Do you like that, my love?"
"Oh! yes; so much!-so very much!"
I was nearly mad with the excitement he was putting me into. He again stood up, and lifting my legs, his hands pressed them again and again.
"What delicious legs," he exclaimed.
I could see his shirt bulging out. He leant forward, and with his arms under my legs, lifted them well up, and I felt a stiff thick thing pressing against my c.u.n.t. His left hand opened the lips, his right hand guided it between them, and a cruel push lodged its great head completely within. Neither you, or I, Carry, were strictly virgins, our fingers and other means had opened our v.a.g.i.n.as to a certain extent. We had played too many tricks together to have left our maidenheads quite intact, so that the pa.s.sage was less difficult than it might have been. Nevertheless, it had never been penetrated by the male organ, and that of my husband was of the largest. I experienced, therefore, a great deal of pain, and cried out-
"Oh, my dear Fred, you hurt me dreadfully, what are you doing?"
"Doing, my darling! why, I am getting into you. Have a little patience, and I will make you mad with pleasure."
Another determined thrust sent him halfway, and then with another, still more violent, he lodged himself up to the hilt within. I screamed with real pain, and struggled to free myself.
"Good heavens, sir, you are killing me; I will not endure such treatment."
He heeded me not, but holding me fast by the thighs commenced shoving in and out furiously. A sensitive woman never receives an insertion of this kind with impunity. The friction began to excite feelings that first deadened the pain of entrance, and then began to awaken the delicious sensations of lubricity. The enjoyment I began to experience was delicious, and I could not refrain from heaving up to meet his thrusts.
"That is right, my angel; was I not correct in saying it would soon turn from pain to pleasure? Do you not enjoy it now?"
"Yes; but you make me feel so funny. I don"t know what-it-is."