A strong kiss, for more than 20 years, it has been the most popular and most melodramatic style of garnering the interest of teenagers in stories. When the male and female leads like each other, the female lead is hesitant because of external factors such as family reasons, or she does not want to be a mistress, the male lead"s overbearing and almost crazy kiss, can not only strengthen the woman"s heart but can also resonate immensely with the readers.
Once upon a time, when I was still a young girl, I often secretly watched the handsome man in the TV series confidently embracing the woman in a hot kiss, and couldn"t help but sway, YY unhinged. Then in the evening, I hide it from my father and mother. Later, I then go back to my bedroom and hug my pillow gnawing at it. But when this thing really happened to me, I...became an ostrich.
The other party is not anyone else, it is Ren Han. The well-known playboy, Ren Han in the company. It is the cold and indifferent Iceberg Ren. The holy submissive character in my novel, "People"s s.l.u.tty love, flowers bloom", and more importantly, he has a golden house where he is keeping his mistress, keeping a little beauty in his house!
**("Golden house to keep one"s mistress" is an idiom - just means has a beloved woman in the home)**
This, what am I then...how can this be endured?
The matter about me being kissed, I also did not dare to talk about it to anyone. I went home and hugged Ultraman and buried it in my heart. Eventually, I only told the faraway Worm. Worm received my message, the screen was silent for a long time, and then finally a line came:
~Ah, a great young man being harmed like this, you scourge!
I stared with two big eyes and carefully read the sentence more than ten times. I also carefully recalled the language lessons on words that the primary school teacher taught us to make sure that the Worm"s words were towards Ren Han and not me. In the end, I got angry.
I"m calling, regardless of whether the phone bill cost a few yuan or tens of yuan per minute, after I heard Worm"s lazy voice, I began to scold, "You this person who worships outsiders, who bite the hand that feeds you. You"ve been eating so much foreign food that you"re now kicking youe benefactor in the teeth, you ungrateful Worm. Why am I the scourge and him a great young man, Ah?! How can you make it seem like I went to vigorously a.s.sault someone, Ah?! It"s obvious that he is the one that did that to me, and I couldn"t untangle myself, okay?!
When I was done scolding, I licked my lips and Worm yawned on the other side and said, "Bai Ning, you haven"t been so excited for a long time."
"How can I not be excited? You"re showing support for that Chen Ren instead of me! Hmph!"
Worm paused and then said, "Bai Ning, What I mean is that with your Bai family"s unique resilient and strong thick nerved genes, for you to be fussing over a kiss like this, makes me this elder very surprised."
Worm hit the nail on the head, I was immediately made speechless.
"Huh? I"m very bothered by it?"
"Well, you"re spending money to call abroad over a kiss, this is quite abnormal."
"I-"
"You don"t have to explain," Worm interrupted me, and then said, "In view of your abnormality, I will ask you a few questions first."
"...."
"First, since you were forcefully kissed, have you seen Ren Han"s reaction?"
I pouted, "Reaction? These past few days I have been hiding in the company, spent the days nestled in the editorial department and did not dare to go out."
"Second, why hide?"
"Because I feel very embarra.s.sed and angry, how can this person be like this-"
Worm interrupted me and said, "Speak cleary, are you embarra.s.sed or angry?"
I look at the sky and grit my teeth, "It is angry, very angry, I"m furious! That b.a.s.t.a.r.d Ren Han, obviously he has a little beauty in his house, he didn"t go lord-over-the-bow, instead was pulling me to test the bed, then we were also caught on the scene, and...what"s the difference between this and catching an adulterous couple in the act? It"s infuriating me to death!"
"Oh, that beauty, you dislike her a lot?"
"No, that"s not it, okay? But thinking about it is unpleasant. Ren Han was obviously trying to please that girl by setting up his living room to be so cute. The style of the beauty"s bedroom and the living room is similar, but Ren Han"s own bedroom is so simple, so I am extremely suspicious that Ren Han deliberately used me as a ploy to make the beauty angry, I am - infuriated to death! Ahhh!!"
After the speech, the more I thought about it the angrier I became, grinding my teeth on the phone wanting to choke Ren Han to death. Worm was silent for a moment and then summed up, "Bai Ning, you"re not jealous, are you?"
"En?"
Huh?"
I am jealous? Ha, what a big joke!
Worm sighed, "Bai Ning, you don"t want to admit it. When you talked about Ren Han keeping a woman in his house, although there"s is an ocean separating us, I could still smell sourness drifting over. ~Well, according to this elder"s deduction, you actually care. Not because of the forceful kiss, but because it"s possible that Ren Han kissed you to act out a play for the beauty to see. Because you are jealous, you are afraid to face yourself, don"t dare to face the facts and Ren Han, so you chose to be an ostrich.
"..." I held the phone and clicked my tongue. I"m jealous, I"m actually jealous because of Ren Han, what does this mean? I had no time to think, Worm had already deeply a.n.a.lyzed: "Xiao Ning, although you do not want to admit it, but sadly I have to tell you, you have fallen in love with Ren Han."
o(>_
My mind was in chaos, definitely abnormal, why...should it be him? Is it that within my body, in addition to thick skin, one cup potential, there is also another specific quality, am I even a potential...s.a.d.i.s.t?
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1. If the other party does not use violence or force you, is it difficult for you to achieve s.e.xual gratification?
2. Watching TV or reading novels, if you see A is violent against B, will you consciously a.s.sume the role of B?
3. When you see a whip or a candle, do you become very excited and want to immediately be a user?
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Noon at the editorial department.
I sat in front of the computer and looked at all kinds of test questions and wanted to burst into tears.
The people who have these issues are either not BT or big BT, I am even crazier to the "Do you have a tendency to be abused?" As it turns out, I am not the s.a.d.i.s.tic at all. Naturally, it"s impossible for me to like being mistreated by Ren Han on a daily. Amitabha, I can"t possibly like it.
Just as I clenched my fists, doc.u.ments suddenly dropped from the sky, scaring me and I jumped and looked up and was met with Can Can"s blank face.
Can Can looked at me blankly and said, "The Chief asked for you to arrange all of them and hand it to him this afternoon."