The S. W. F. Club.
by Caroline E. Jacobs.
CHAPTER I
PAULINE"S FLAG
Pauline dropped the napkin she was hemming and, leaning back in her chair, stared soberly down into the rain-swept garden.
Overhead, Patience was having a "clarin" up sc.r.a.pe" in her particular corner of the big garret, to the tune of "There"s a Good Time Coming."
Pauline drew a quick breath; probably, there was a good time coming--any number of them--only they were not coming her way; they would go right by on the main road, they always did.
""There"s a good time coming,"" Patience insisted shrilly, ""Help it on! Help it on!""
Pauline drew another quick breath. She would help them on! If they would none of them stop on their own account, they must be flagged.
And--yes, she would do it--right now.
Getting up, she brought her writing-portfolio from the closet, clearing a place for it on the little table before the window. Then her eyes went back to the dreary, rain-soaked garden. How did one begin a letter to an uncle one had never seen; and of whom one meant to ask a great favor?
But at last, after more than one false start, the letter got itself written, after a fashion.
Pauline read it over to herself, a little dissatisfied pucker between her brows:--
_Mr. Paul Almy Shaw, New York City, New York_.
MY DEAR UNCLE PAUL: First, I should like you to understand that neither father nor mother know that I am writing this letter to you; and that if they did, I think they would forbid it; and I should like you to believe, too, that if it were not for Hilary I should not dream of writing it. You know so little about us, that perhaps you do not remember which of us Hilary is. She comes next to me, and is just thirteen. She hasn"t been well for a long time, not since she had to leave school last winter, and the doctor says that what she needs is a thorough change. Mother and I have talked it over and over, but we simply can"t manage it. I would try to earn some money, but I haven"t a single accomplishment; besides I don"t see how I could leave home, and anyway it would take so long, and Hilary needs a change now. And so I am writing to ask you to please help us out a little. I do hope you won"t be angry at my asking; and I hope very, very much, that you will answer favorably.
I remain, Very respectfully, PAULINE ALMY SHAW.
WINTON, VT., May Sixteenth.
Pauline laughed rather nervously as she slipped her letter into an envelope and addressed it. It wasn"t a very big flag, but perhaps it would serve her purpose.
Tucking the letter into her blouse, Pauline ran down-stairs to the sitting-room, where her mother and Hilary were. "I"m going down to the post-office, mother," she said; "any errands?"
"My dear, in this rain?"
"There won"t be any mail for us, Paul," Hilary said, glancing listlessly up from the book she was trying to read; "you"ll only get all wet and uncomfortable for nothing."
Pauline"s gray eyes were dancing; "No," she agreed, "I don"t suppose there will be any mail for us--to-day; but I want a walk. It won"t hurt me, mother. I love to be out in the rain."
And all the way down the slippery village street the girl"s eyes continued to dance with excitement. It was so much to have actually started her ball rolling; and, at the moment, it seemed that Uncle Paul must send it bounding back in the promptest and most delightful of letters. He had never married, and somewhere down at the bottom of his apparently crusty, old heart he must have kept a soft spot for the children of his only brother.
Thus Pauline"s imagination ran on, until near the post-office she met her father. The whole family had just finished a tour of the West in Mr. Paul Shaw"s private car--of course, he must have a private car, wasn"t he a big railroad man?--and Pauline had come back to Winton long enough to gather up her skirts a little more firmly when she saw Mr.
Shaw struggling up the hill against the wind.
"Pauline!" he stopped, straightening his tall, scholarly figure. "What brought you out in such a storm?"
With a sudden feeling of uneasiness, Pauline wondered what he would say if she were to explain exactly what it was that had brought her out.
With an impulse towards at least a half-confession, she said hurriedly, "I wanted to post a letter I"d just written; I"ll be home almost as soon as you are, father."
Then she ran on down the street. All at once she felt her courage weakening; unless she got her letter posted immediately she felt she should end by tearing it up.
When it had slipped from her sight through the narrow slit labeled "LETTERS," she stood a moment, almost wishing it were possible to get it back again.
She went home rather slowly. Should she confess at once, or wait until Uncle Paul"s answer came? It should be here inside of a week, surely; and if it were favorable--and, oh, it must be favorable--would not that in itself seem to justify her in what she had done?
On the front piazza, Patience was waiting for her, a look of mischief in her blue eyes. Patience was ten, a red-haired, freckled slip of a girl. She danced about Pauline now. "Why didn"t you tell me you were going out so I could"ve gone, too? And what have you been up to, Paul Shaw? Something! You needn"t tell me you haven"t."
"I"m not going to tell you anything," Pauline answered, going on into the house. The study door was half open, and when she had taken off her things, Pauline stood a moment a little uncertainly outside it.
Then suddenly, much to her small sister"s disgust, she went in, closing the door behind her.
Mr. Shaw was leaning back in his big chair at one corner of the fireplace. "Well," he asked, looking up, "did you get your letter in in time, my dear?"
"Oh, it wasn"t the time." Pauline sat down on a low bench at the other end of the fireplace. "It was that I wanted to feel that it was really mailed. Did you ever feel that way about a letter, father? And as if, if you didn"t hurry and get it in--you wouldn"t--mail it?"
Something in her tone made her father glance at her more closely; it was very like the tone in which Patience was apt to make her rather numerous confessions. Then it occurred to him, that, whether by accident or design, she was sitting on the very stool on which Patience usually placed herself at such times, and which had gained thereby the name of "the stool of penitence."
"Yes," he answered, "I have written such letters once or twice in my life."
Pauline stooped to straighten out the hearth rug. "Father," she said abruptly; "I have been writing to Uncle Paul." She drew a sharp breath of relief.
"You have been writing to your Uncle Paul! About what, Pauline?"
And Pauline told him. When she had finished, Mr. Shaw sat for some moments without speaking, his eyes on the fire.
"It didn"t seem very--wrong, at the time," Pauline ventured. "I had to do something for Hilary."
"Why did you not consult your mother, or myself, before taking such a step, Pauline?"
"I was afraid--if I did--that you would--forbid it; and I was so anxious to do something. It"s nearly a month now since Dr. Brice said Hilary must have a change. We used to have such good times together--Hilary and I--but we never have fun anymore--she doesn"t care about anything; and to-day it seemed as if I couldn"t bear it any longer, so I wrote. I--I am sorry, if you"re displeased with me, father, and yet, if Uncle Paul writes back favorably, I"m afraid I can"t help being glad I wrote."
Mr. Shaw rose, lighting the low reading-lamp, standing on the study table. "You are frank enough after the event, at least, Pauline. To be equally so, I am displeased; displeased and exceedingly annoyed.
However, we will let the matter rest where it is until you have heard from your uncle, I should advise your saying nothing to your sisters until his reply comes. I am afraid you will find it disappointing."
Pauline flushed. "I never intended telling Hilary anything about it unless I had good news for her; as for Patience--"
Out in the hall again, with the study door closed behind her, Pauline stood a moment choking back a sudden lump in her throat. Would Uncle Paul treat her letter as a mere piece of school-girl impertinence, as father seemed to?
From the sitting-room came an impatient summons. "Paul, will you never come!"
"What is it, Hilary?" Pauline asked, coming to sit at one end of the old sofa.
"That"s what I want to know," Hilary answered from the other end.
"Impatience says you"ve been writing all sorts of mysterious letters this afternoon, and that you came home just now looking like---"