"Oh, Jeff!" she said, slightly startled. "I didn"t know it was you."
"I"ve been looking out for you for some time," he said. "You must be very wet."
"Yes, it"s rained nearly all day, hasn"t it? We didn"t have much sport, but I enjoyed it." Doris slid down into the hands he held up to her.
"Why, you are wet too," she said. "Hadn"t you better change?"
"I"ll take the horse round first," he said. "Won"t you go in?"
She went in with a feeling of deep depression. Jeff"s armour of reserve seemed impenetrable. With lagging feet she climbed the stairs and entered her sitting-room.
A bright fire was burning there, and the lamp was alight. A little thrill of purely physical pleasure went through her at the sight. She paused to take off her hat, then went forward and stooped to warm her hands at the blaze.
She was certainly very tired. The arm-chair by the hearth was invitingly near. She sank into it with a sigh and closed her eyes.
It must have been ten minutes later that the door, which she had left ajar, was pushed open, and Jeff stood on the threshold.
He was carrying a steaming cup of milk. A moment he paused as if on the verge of asking admittance; then as his eyes fell upon the slight young figure sunk in the chair, he closed his lips and came forward in silence.
A few seconds later, Doris opened her eyes with a start at the touch of his hand on her shoulder.
She sat up sharply. "Oh, Jeff, how you startled me!"
It was the first time she had ever seen him in her little sitting-room, though she had more than once invited him thither. His presence at that moment was for some reason peculiarly disconcerting.
"I am sorry," he said, in his slow way. "The door was half open, and I saw you were asleep. I don"t think you are wise to sit down in your wet clothes. I have brought you some milk and brandy."
"Oh, but I never take brandy," she said, collecting herself with a little smile and rising. "It"s very kind of you, Jeff. But I can"t drink it, really. It would go straight to my head."
"You must drink it," said Jeff.
He presented it to her with the words, but Doris backed away half-laughing.
"No, really, Jeff! I"ll go and have a hot bath. That will do quite as well."
"You must drink this first," said Jeff.
There was a dogged note in his voice, and at sound of it Doris"s brows went up, and her smile pa.s.sed.
"I mean it," said Jeff, setting cup and saucer on the table before her.
"I can"t run the risk of having you laid up. Drink it now, before it gets cold!"
A little gleam of mutiny shone in Doris"s eyes. "My dear Jeff," she said very decidedly. "I have told you already that I do not drink brandy. I am going to have a hot bath and change, and after that I will have some tea. But I draw the line at hot grog. So, please, take it away! Give it to Granny Grimshaw! It would do her more good."
She smiled again suddenly and winningly with the words. After all it was absurd to be vexed over such a trifle.
But, to her amazement, Jeff"s face hardened. He stepped to her, and, as if she had been a child, took her by the shoulders, and put her down into a chair by the table.
"Doris," he said, and his voice sounded deep and stern above her head, "I may not get much out of my bargain, but I think I may claim obedience at least. There is not enough brandy there to hurt you, and I wish you to take it."
She stiffened at his action, as if she would actively resist; but she only became rigid under his hands.
There followed a tense and painful silence. Then without a word Doris took the cup and raised it unsteadily to her lips. In the same moment Jeff took his hands from her shoulders, straightened himself, and in silence left the room.
CHAPTER X
CHRISTMAS EVE
It was only a small episode, but it made an impression upon Doris that she was slow to forget. It was not that she resented the a.s.sertion of authority. She had the fairness to admit his right, but in a very subtle fashion it hurt her. It made her feel more than ever the hollowness of the bargain, to which he had made such grim allusion. It added, moreover, to her uneasiness, making her suspect that he was fully as dissatisfied as she. Yet, in face of the stony front he presented she could not continue to proffer her friendship. He seemed to have no use for it. He seemed, in fact, to avoid her, and the old shyness that had oppressed her in the beginning returned upon her fourfold. She admitted to herself that she was becoming afraid of the man. The very sound of his voice made her heart beat thick and hard, and each succeeding day witnessed a diminishing of her confidence.
Under these circ.u.mstances she withdrew more and more into her solitude, and it was with something like dismay that she received the news from Granny Grimshaw at the beginning of Christmas week that it was Jeff"s custom to entertain two or three of his farmer friends at supper on Christmas Eve.
"Only the menkind, my dear," said Granny Grimshaw consolingly. "And they"re easy enough to amuse, as all the world knows. Give "em a good feed, and they won"t give any trouble. It"s quite a job to get ready for "em, that it is, but it"s the only bit of entertaining he does all the year round, so I don"t grudge it."
"You must let me help you," Doris said.
And help she did, protest notwithstanding, so that Jeff, returning from his work in the middle of the day, was surprised to find her flushed and animated in the kitchen, clad in one of Granny Grimshaw"s ap.r.o.ns, rolling out pastry with the ready deftness of a practised pastry-cook.
There was no dismay in her greeting of him, and only she knew of that sudden quickening of the heart that invariably followed his appearance.
"You didn"t tell me about your Christmas party, Jeff," she said. "Granny and I are going to give you a big spread. I hope you will invite me to the feast."
Jeff"s dark face flushed a little as he made reply. "I"m afraid you wouldn"t enjoy it much."
"But you haven"t introduced me to any of your friends yet," she protested. "I should like to meet them."
"I"m not so sure of that," said Jeff.
She looked up at him for a moment. "Don"t you think that"s rather a mistake?" she said.
"Why?" said Jeff.
With something of an effort she explained. "To take it for granted that I shall look down on them. I don"t want to look down on them, Jeff."
"It isn"t that," said Jeff curtly. "But they"re not your sort. They don"t talk your language. I"m not sure that I want you to meet them."
"But you can"t keep me away from everyone, can you?" she said gently.
He did not answer her, and she returned to her pastry-making in silence.
But evidently her words had made some impression, for that evening when she rose from the supper table to bid him a formal good-night, he very abruptly reverted to the subject.
"If you really think you can stand the racket on Christmas Eve, I hope you will join the party. There will be only four or five besides myself.
I have never invited the womenkind."