"You can"t," he said flatly. "Anyhow, you are not going to try. You had better let me carry you."
But Doris drew back at that with swift decision. "Oh no! I am quite well now--I can walk."
She stood up and he took his foot from the gate. She glanced at the top bar thereof that hung in splinters.
"I"m so sorry," she murmured apologetically.
He also looked at his damaged property. "Yes, it was a pity you attempted it," he said.
"I shall know better next time," she said with a wry smile. "Will it cost much?"
"Well, it can"t be mended for nothing," said Jeff Ironside. "Things never are."
Doris considered him for a moment. He was certainly a fine animal, as Hugh Chesyl had said, well made and well put together. She liked the freedom of his pose, the strength of the great bull neck. At close quarters he certainly did not look like an ordinary labourer. He had an air of command that his rough clothes could not hide. There was nothing of the clod-hopper about him albeit he followed the plough. He was obviously a son of the soil, and he would wrest his living therefrom, but he would do it with brain as well as hands. He had a wide forehead above his somewhat sombre eyes.
"I am very sorry," she said again.
"I am sorry for you," he said. "Wouldn"t it be as well to get out of this rain? It"s only a step to the mill."
She turned with docility and looked towards the two horses standing patiently where he had left them on the brown slope of the hill.
"Not that way," he said. "Come across this field to the road. It is no distance from there."
Doris began to gather up her skirt. It was wet through and caked with mud. She caught her breath again as she did it. The pain in her shoulder was becoming intense.
And then, to her amazement, Jeff Ironside suddenly stooped and put his arms about her. Almost before she realized his intention, and while she was still gasping her astonishment, he had lifted her and begun to move with long, easy strides over the sodden turf.
"Oh," she said, "you--you--really you shouldn"t!"
"It"s the only thing to do," he returned.
And somehow--perhaps because he spoke with such finality--she did not feel inclined to dispute the point. She submitted with a confused murmur of thanks.
CHAPTER III
THE APOLOGY
On an old oaken settle, cushioned like a church-pew, before a generous, open fire, Doris began to forget her woes. She looked about her with interest the while she endeavoured to sip a cup of steaming milk treated with brandy that Jeff Ironside had brought her.
An old, old woman hobbled about the oak-raftered kitchen behind her while Jeff himself knelt before her and unlaced her mud-caked boots. She would have protested against his doing this had protest been of the smallest avail, but when she attempted it he only smiled a faint, grim smile and continued his task.
As he finally drew them off she thanked him in a small, shy voice. "You are very kind--much kinder than I deserve," she said. "Do you know I"ve often thought that I ought to have come to apologize for--for ordering you off your own ground that day in the summer?"
He looked up at her as he knelt, and for the first time she heard him laugh. There was something almost boyish in his laugh. It transformed him utterly, and it had a marvellous effect upon her.
She laughed also and was instantly at her ease. She suddenly discovered that he was young in spite of his ruggedness, and she warmed to him in consequence.
"But I really was sorry," she protested. "And I knew I ought to have told you so before. But, somehow"--she flushed under his eyes--"I hadn"t the courage. Besides, I didn"t know you."
"It wasn"t a very serious offence, was it?" he asked.
"I should have been furious in your place," she said.
"It takes more than that to make me angry," said Jeff Ironside.
She put out her hand to him impulsively, the flush still in her cheeks.
"I am still perfectly furious with myself," she told him, "whenever I think about it."
His hand enclosed hers in an all-enveloping grasp. "Then I shouldn"t think about it any more if I were you," he said.
"Very well, I won"t," said Doris; adding with her own quaint air of graciousness, "and thank you for being so friendly about it."
He released her hand somewhat abruptly and got to his feet. "How is your shoulder now? Any better?"
"Oh, yes, it"s better," she a.s.sured him. "Only rather stiff. Now, won"t you sit down and have your breakfast? Please don"t bother about me any more; I"ve wasted quite enough of your time."
He turned towards the table. "You must have some too. And then, when you"re ready, I will drive you home."
"Oh, but that will waste your time still more," she protested. "I"m sure I can walk."
"I"m sure you won"t try," he rejoined with blunt deliberation. "I hope you don"t mind eating in the kitchen, Miss Elliot. I would have had a fire in the parlour if I had expected you."
"But, of course, I don"t mind," she said. "And it"s quite the finest old kitchen I"ve ever seen."
He turned to the old woman who still hovered in the background. "All right, Granny. Sit down and have your own."
"I"ll wait on the lady first, Master Jeff," she returned, smiling upon him.
"No. I"m going to wait on the lady," said Jeff. "You sit down."
He had his way. It occurred to Doris that he usually did so. And presently he was waiting upon her as she lay against the cushions, as though she had been a princess in distress.
Their intimacy progressed steadily during the meal, and very soon Doris"s shyness had wholly worn away. She could not quite decide if Jeff were shy or not. He was obviously quiet by nature. But his grimness certainly disappeared, and more than once she found herself wondering at his consideration and thought for her.
He went out after breakfast to put in the horse, and at once his old housekeeper expanded into ardent praise of him.
"He works as hard as ten men," she said. "That"s how it is he gets on. I often think to myself that he works harder than he ought. It"s all work and no play with him. But there, it"s no good my talking. He only laughs at me, though I brought him up from his cradle. And a fine baby he was to be sure. His poor mother--she came of gentlefolk, ran away from home she did to marry Farmer Ironside--she died three days after he was born, which was a pity, for the old master was just wrapped up in her, and was never the same again. Well, as I was saying, his poor mother, she"d set her heart on his being given the education of a gentleman; which he was, but he always clung to the land did Master Jeff. He was sent to Fordstead Grammar School along with the gentry, and a fine figure he cut there. But then his father died, and he had to settle down to farming at seventeen, and he"s been farming ever since. He"s very well-to-do is Master Jeff, thanks to his own energy and perseverance; for farming isn"t what it was. But it"s time he took a rest and looked about him.
He"s thirty come Michaelmas, and he ought to be settling down. As I say to him: "Granny Grimshaw won"t be here for always, and you won"t like any other kind of housekeeper save and unless she"s a wife as well." He always laughs at me," said Granny Grimshaw, shaking her head. "But it"s true as the sun"s above us. Master Jeff ought to be stirring himself to find a wife. But he"ll go to the gentry for one, same as his father did before him. He won"t be satisfied with any of them saucy country la.s.ses.
He don"t ever mix with them. He"ll look high will Master Jeff if the time ever comes that he looks at all. He"s a gentleman himself right through to the backbone, and he"ll marry a lady."
By the time Jeff returned to announce that the rain had ceased and the cart was waiting, there were not many of his private affairs of the knowledge of which Doris had not been placed in possession.
She was smiling a little to herself over the old woman"s garrulous confidences when he entered, and it was evident that he caught the smile, for he looked from her to his housekeeper with a touch of sharpness.