She wished she could be with Sophia. But Sophia was probably in Sicily, and how could Rachel, all alone, cross half of Italy to find her?
The locked box she kept under the bed, which held all the gold and jewelry Usun had given her, was far too big and heavy for her to carry.
And even if she could escape and take it away with her, she could not protect herself from robbery. But it would be the worst sort of stupidity to leave without it. It was all she had from these awful years. It was less like a treasure, though, than like a block of stone to which she was chained.
If she were ever to escape, she would first have to get away from the guards, the Armenians and the Venetians, all of whom had orders to watch her and make sure she did not run away. That Sordello, the capitano of the Venetians, seemed to have his eyes on her whenever she went out of her room.
She was alone in the world. Nowhere to go. There were moments when she felt so lost and unhappy she wanted to climb out the open window of her room and throw herself down to the rocks.
"Maybe next year, when King Charr goes to war, I will not be here," Usun said suddenly.
"You must wish you could be back with your own people," she said.
_If I am lonely, think how he must feel. Except for Philip, there is no one like him anywhere in this part of the world. Only a few people speak his language. Everything looks strange to him._
"We are waiting for orders from our new master, Abagha Khan," said Usun.
"Another letter must come soon. It is now six months since his father died."
Rachel felt her heart fluttering with anxiety. "And when Abagha Khan"s message comes, what do you think it will say?"
"He will order us either to go to the king of the Franks or to go back to Persia." He took a swallow of wine. Rachel saw that his white beard was stained pink from all the red wine he had spilled on it.
"Then you might go home again?" said Rachel. "Would you like that?" Her hands trembled, and she twined her fingers together in her lap to still them.
Usun laughed and drank. "Not home, Reicho. My home is farther away from Persia than Persia is from here. It is so far away and there are so many enemies in between that I may never see it again. But I do not care. My people have a fine domain in Persia."
He drank, and held out his empty cup. She filled it with a shaking hand.
If he went back to Persia, she might be free of him. Unless her worst fears turned out to be true.
"So, you may soon say good-bye to me." She dared not let him see how eager she was for him to be gone.
He looked up at her, and the light from outside etched the thousand tiny criss-crossed wrinkles around his eyes. "No, Reicho. If I go back, you must come with me."
Her heart turned to ice, just as if he had told her he was going to kill her. She had suspected this and had prayed it would not be so.
Everything he said and did, from the day he took her from Tilia"s house, showed that he meant never to let her go. She was to be his prisoner for life.
"Usun," she said, trying to keep her voice calm, "I do not want to go with you."
He stared at her, his brown face wooden.
"You are afraid," he said. "But you must not be. When you come with me, you will be a very great lady. I am a baghadur. I am as great a lord as King Charr is here. I know that people of your religion are treated badly by the Christians. Among my people all religions are equal. The Ulang-Ya.s.sa, the law of Genghis Khan, commands it." When he spoke the name "Genghis Khan" there was a reverence in his voice, like a Christian speaking of Jesus.
She was reminded of Tilia, telling her why it was better to be a harlot than a wife. She wanted to weep with frustration, as if she had been pounding her fists against a stone wall. How could a man who seemed content to have left his own homeland behind forever understand how _she_ felt?
"Usun, it does not matter to me that I am lowly here and might be great there. This land is where I was born and grew up, and no matter how much I suffer here, it is my home. I do not want to live among Tartars and Persians. I would be so terribly alone. I beg you, do not try to uproot me from this land."
"You would not be alone," he said in a low, sad voice. "You would have me."
"I could never be happy with you." It was a terrible thing to say, but only the truth might make him change his mind.
He did not look at her. He drained his cup and thrust it at her as if striking a blow.
"The flagon is empty," she said.
"I will go." He stood up and pulled his tunic on over his head. He was no taller than she was, but as she sat on the bed and stared up at him, he seemed to loom over her like a giant. His black gaze was empty of feeling as stone.
"It does not matter whether you are happy. You are mine and you will come with me."
She shrank away from him, terrified. The face he showed her was the face of the man who had dragged her naked through that Orvieto street.
She threw herself full length on the bed, sobbing. Her heart felt ready to burst with anguish.
_Oh, G.o.d, only You can help me. Send someone to deliver me, or I will die._
LXV
Pride swelled Daoud"s heart as he watched the column of Muslim cavalry suddenly change direction and sweep like a long roll of thunder through the valley. A flutter of orange banners on their flanks, and the men at the far end of the line launched into an all-out gallop, while the riders at the near end slowed to a high-stepping trot. The whole line pivoted like a great scythe, enveloping the flank of an imaginary enemy.
"Very impressive," said King Manfred. "They get their orders from those colored flags?" He and Daoud stood on the rounded brow of a gra.s.sy hill, watching the Sons of the Falcon displaying their skills for their king.
The valley Daoud had found for the demonstration was a natural amphitheater, a flat, circular plain at least a league in diameter surrounded by hills. Normally it was used as grazing land.
For over a year Daoud had been training these two hundred men, picked from hundreds of volunteers from Manfred"s Saracen guards. With so much time, he had been able to forge and polish the Sons of the Falcon into a weapon that could be the vanguard of Manfred"s army.
He hoped that what Manfred saw today would put him in a warlike mood, a mood to ask Daoud for his advice. He prayed for the chance to urge Manfred not to wait for Charles d"Anjou to invade his kingdom, but to march north and attack Charles at once.
_O G.o.d, open Manfred"s mind._
For Manfred to delay the start of his war against Charles d"Anjou even this long could well be disastrous. A year ago Manfred could have moved out from southern Italy and smashed Charles, as a man rises from his couch and crosses the room to crush a mosquito. Sadly, like many a man who sees a mosquito across the room, Manfred had chosen to remain on his couch.
And the mosquito was fast growing into a dragon.
Lorenzo Celino and Landgrave Erhard Barth, the grand marshal of Manfred"s army, stood on either side of Daoud and Manfred. Scipio stood beside Celino, who rested his right hand on the dog"s big head. Half a dozen n.o.bles and officers of Manfred"s court were gathered a short distance away from the king and his three companions. Lower down the hillside, scudieros held the party"s horses.
"Those flags would be useless at night," said Barth, speaking Italian with a heavy accent, which Daoud knew to be that of Swabia, the German state from which Manfred"s family came. "And they would be hard to see on a rainy day." He was a broad-faced man with a snub nose. All of his upper front teeth were missing, which caused his upper lip to sink in and his lower lip to protrude, giving him a permanent pout.
Irritated, Daoud spoke to Manfred rather than to Barth. "There are many ways to signal. Colored lanterns at night. Horns. Drums. These men have learned all those kinds of signals and can respond to them quickly."
Daoud"s muscles tensed as he thought that the big German and he might have it out today. Barth, he felt sure, was one of the advisers who was holding Manfred back.
"I like the idea of signals," said Manfred. "In every battle I have seen, no one knows what is going on once the two sides meet. Our knights do not know how to fight in unified groups as the Turks and the Tartars do."
The Sons of the Falcon rode to the base of the hill from which Manfred was reviewing. Omar, Daoud"s black-bearded second in command, spurred his horse up the slope, leapt from the saddle, and rushed forward to kneel and kiss Manfred"s hand.
"You ride splendidly," said Manfred in Arabic.