It was of no use remaining where I was. I climbed back into my saddle, and rode along the sh.o.r.e, over fields of snow-white salt. Here and there my horse"s hoof rang against bleaching bones of animals, the remains of many a victim. Well was this lake named the Laguna del Muerto--the "Lake of Death!"
Reaching its southern point, I again headed westward, in hopes of striking the river.
From this time until a later period, when I found myself in a far different scene, I have no distinct memories.
I remember dismounting on a high bank. I must have travelled unconsciously for hours before, for the sun was low down on the horizon as I alighted. It was a very high bank--a precipice--and below me I saw a beautiful river sweeping onward through groves of emerald greenness.
I thought there were many birds fluttering in the groves, and their voices rang in delicious melody. There was fragrance on the air, and the scene below me seemed an Elysium. I thought that around where I stood all was bleak, and barren, and parched with intolerable heat. I was tortured with a slakeless thirst that grew fiercer as I gazed on the flowing water. These were real incidents. All this was true.
I must drink. I must to the river. It is cool, sweet water. Oh! I must drink. What! A horrid cliff! No; I will not go down there. I can descend more easily here. Who are these forms? Who are you, sir?
Ah! it is you, my brave Moro; and you, Alp. Come! come! Follow me!
Down; down to the river! Ah! again that accursed cliff! Look at the beautiful water! It smiles. It ripples on, on, on! Let us drink. No, not yet; we cannot yet. We must go farther. Ugh! Such a height to leap from! But we must drink, one and all. Come, G.o.de! Come, Moro, old friend! Alp, come on! We shall reach it; we shall drink. Who is Tantalus? Ha! ha! Not I; not I! Stand back, fiends! Do not push me over! Back! Back, I say! Oh!
Part of all this was a reality; part was a dream, a dream that bore some resemblance to the horrors of a first intoxication.
CHAPTER TWELVE.
ZOE.
I lay tracing the figures upon the curtains. They were scenes of the olden time--mailed knights, helmed and mounted, dashing at each other with couched lances, or tumbling from their horses, pierced by the spear. Other scenes there were: n.o.ble dames, sitting on Flemish palfreys, and watching the flight of the merlin hawk. There were pages in waiting, and dogs of curious and extinct breeds held in the leash.
Perhaps these never existed except in the dreams of some old-fashioned artist; but my eye followed their strange shapes with a sort of half-idiotic wonder.
Metallic rods upheld the curtains; rods that shone brightly, and curved upwards, forming a canopy. My eyes ran along these rods, scanning their configuration, and admiring, as a child admires, the regularity of their curves. I was not in my own land. These things were strange to me.
"Yet," thought I, "I have seen something like them before, but where?
Oh! this I know, with its broad stripes and silken texture; it is a Navajo blanket! Where was I last? In New Mexico? Yes. Now I remember: the Jornada! but how came I?
"Can I untwist this? It is close woven; it is wool, fine wool. No, I cannot separate a thread from--
"My fingers! how white and thin they are! and my nails, blue, and long as the talons of a bird! I have a beard! I feel it on my chin. What gave me a beard? I never wear it; I will shave it off--ha! my moustache!"
I was wearied, and slept again.
Once more my eyes were tracing the figures upon the curtains: the knights and dames, the hounds, hawks, and horses. But my brain had become clearer, and music was flowing into it. I lay silent, and listened.
The voice was a female"s. It was soft and finely modulated. Someone played upon a stringed instrument. I recognised the tones of the Spanish harp, but the song was French, a song of Normandy; and the words were in the language of that romantic land. I wondered at this, for my consciousness of late events was returning; and I knew that I was far from France.
The light was streaming over my couch; and, turning my face to the front, I saw that the curtains were drawn aside.
I was in a large room, oddly but elegantly furnished. Human figures were before me, seated and standing.
After looking steadily for a while, my vision became more distinct and reliable; and I saw that there were but three persons in the room, a man and two females.
I remained silent, not certain but that the scene before me was only some new phase of my dream. My eyes wandered from one of the living figures to another, without attracting the attention of any of them.
They were all in different att.i.tudes, and occupied differently.
Nearest me was a woman of middle age, seated upon a low ottoman. The harp I had heard was before her, and she continued to play. She must have been, I thought, when young, a woman of extreme beauty. She was still beautiful in a certain sense. The n.o.ble features were there, though I could perceive that they had been scathed by more than ordinary suffering of the mind.
She was a Frenchwoman: an ethnologist could have told that at a glance.
Those lines, the characteristics of her highly gifted race, were easily traceable. I thought there was a time when that face had witched many a heart with its smiles. There were no smiles on it now, but a deep yet intellectual expression of melancholy. This I perceived, too, in her voice, in her song, in every note that vibrated from the strings of the instrument.
My eye wandered farther. A man of more than middle age stood by the table, near the centre of the room. His face was turned towards me, and his nationality was as easily determined as that of the lady. The high, florid cheeks, the broad front, the prominent chin, the small green cap with its long peak and conical crown, the blue spectacles, were all characteristics. He was a German.
His occupation was also characteristic of his nationality. Before him were strewed over the table, and upon the floor, the objects of his study--plants and shrubs of various species. He was busy with these, cla.s.sifying and carefully laying them out between the leaves of his portfolio. It was evident that the old man was a botanist.
A glance to the right, and the naturalist and his labours were no longer regarded. I was looking upon the loveliest object that ever came before my eyes, and my heart bounded within me, as I strained forward in the intensity of its admiration.
Yet it was not a woman that held my gaze captive, but a child--a girl--a maid--standing upon the threshold of womanhood, ready to cross it at the first summons of Love!
My eyes, delighted, revelled along the graceful curves that outlined the beautiful being before me. I thought I had seen the face somewhere. I had, but a moment before, while looking upon that of the elder lady.
They were the same face--using a figure of speech--the type transmitted from mother to daughter: the same high front and facial angle, the same outline of the nose, straight as a ray of light, with the delicate spiral-like curve of the nostril which meets you in the Greek medallion.
Their hair, too, was alike in colour, golden; though, in that of the mother, the gold showed an enamel of silver.
I will desist and spare details, which to you may be of little interest.
In return, do me the favour to believe, that the being who impressed me then and for ever was beautiful, was lovely.
"Ah! it wod be ver moch kindness if madame and ma"m"selle wod play la Ma.r.s.eillaise, la grande Ma.r.s.eillaise. What say mein liebe fraulein!"
"Zoe, Zoe! take thy bandolin. Yes, doctor, we will play it for you with pleasure. You like the music. So do we. Come, Zoe!"
The young girl, who, up to this time, had been watching intently the labours of the naturalist, glided to a remote corner of the room, and taking up an instrument resembling the guitar, returned and seated herself by her mother. The bandolin was soon placed in concert with the harp, and the strings of both vibrated to the thrilling notes of the Ma.r.s.eillaise.
There was something exceedingly graceful in the performance. The instrumentation, as I thought, was perfect; and the voices of the players accompanied it in a sweet and spirited harmony. As I gazed upon the girl Zoe, her features animated by the thrilling thoughts of the anthem, her whole countenance radiant with light, she seemed some immortal being--a young G.o.ddess of liberty calling her children "to arms!"
The botanist had desisted from his labours, and stood listening with delighted attention. At each return of the thrilling invocation, "Aux armes, citoyens!" the old man snapped his fingers, and beat the floor with his feet, marking the time of the music. He was filled with the same spirit which at that time, over all Europe, was gathering to its crisis.
"Where am I? French faces, French music, French voices, and the conversation in French!" for the botanist addressed the females in that language, though with a strong Rhenish patois, that confirmed my first impressions of his nationality. "Where am I?"
My eye ran around the room in search of an answer. I could recognise the furniture: the cross-legged Campeachy chairs, a rebozo, the palm-leaf petate. "Ha, Alp!"
The dog lay stretched along the mattress near my couch, and sleeping.
"Alp! Alp!"
"Oh, mamma! mamma! ecoutez! the stranger calls."
The dog sprang to his feet, and throwing his fore paws upon the bed, stretched his nose towards me with a joyous whimpering. I reached out my hand and patted him, at the same time giving utterance to some expressions of endearment.
"Oh, mamma! mamma! he knows him. Voila."
The lady rose hastily, and approached the bed. The German seized me by the wrist, pushing back the Saint Bernard, which was bounding to spring upward.