"And who did you betray?" she asked, keen as a razor, enough to make him pause for one second, thinking: Is she Rekef? Is this the reckoning for me, here and now? Is she Rekef? Is this the reckoning for me, here and now?
"To run with your kinden, even the "tame ones", one must live like you, share your values," he explained. "When the time came that they seized on the hand that fed them, I did not restrain them. Perhaps they could not have been restrained, anyway. Imperial supplies began disappearing. It was only a matter of time. If they hadn"t gone on to hatch this plan, I"d be on crossed pikes by now."
"Yes, this plan." After that she was silent for a long time and, although he opened his mouth to speak several times, he could not find the words.
Eventually she sighed. "Your Empire thinks us stupid," she said, and then, "I had the omens read, today, from the blood spilt on the sand."
He had nothing to say to that, so he waited for her to elaborate.
"The haruspex told me that we would advance like the desert wind, that we would break the walls of Khanaphes and scourge them from the city"s streets."
"That sounds a good omen."
"Does it?"
He gave her time to explain but she said nothing, and her melancholy was now infecting him. Eventually he said, "I don"t ... we don"t have omens and such in the Empire. Even amongst the Dryclaw tribes. I don"t know what you mean."
She laughed softly. "Oh, the desert storm is a terrible thing, but where does it go to, when the wind is blown out? When the sand has settled again, where shall we be? The world is changing, Of-the-Empire. The Khanaphir do not realize it, and so they will be destroyed, but the world is changing. As for us, what do we build? What do we craft, save weapons? What do we create? And now we have your Empire to our north, and we look upon the tame ones and we can see our future. How long will it be before the Nem is no longer ours to rule? Perhaps I am the very last who can truly call herself the Warlord of the Many."
He said nothing to this, because he could deny none of it.
"But in these last days we are strong," she said, and with that she had banished her mood back to where it could not be heard or seen. "And if the grave-marker of my people shall be the ruin of Khanaphes, so be it. Let them look upon those broken walls and know that once the Nem was free." He saw the faintest movement of her face turning to him with its distant phosph.o.r.escence. "You will never be one of us, Of-the-Empire, but I think you will never be of the Empire either. Men like you are cast simply for moments when the desert storm strikes. And then they are cast away. And then cast away, remember that."
Next morning found Hrathen out of sorts, Jakal"s words still echoing faintly inside his head. All around him the war-host of the Many was mobilizing, buckling on their armour and forming into their mobs. Their cavalry was already harnessed and ready. Riders with long lances sat in offset saddles strapped on to great scorpions that had been plated with armour, clattering forth with claws agape and stings raised high. Lesser beasts were put in pairs or fours to draw the Nemian chariots with their jagged-hubbed wheels, each beast with its outer claw sheathed in metal, like a shield. The chariots were traditional, light, chitin-built things for shock a.s.saults, but now, behind the charioteer, they carried two crossbowmen apiece.
The great ma.s.s of the host went on foot, and it surged and quarrelled and milled as it formed up into marching order. There was a discord to them that he had not witnessed before: someone had drawn lines and boundaries about their naturally chaotic exuberance. That someone was Hrathen himself. While once they had all been warriors, now he had sieved them, divided them. Some of them were checking over the leadshotters, now drawn by animal carts and the Imperial automotives. Some carried their crossbows, standing distinctly apart from the rest. Others were simple soldiers with greatsword and halberd and axe. There was barely a shield amongst them, these hard, close-quarters traditionalists. Their place would be to bleed for the Nem when the battle was joined.
These were a people who possessed little, and put it all into their wars. Metal was not so scarce in the desert, for they melted down the wealth of past ages, from the Nem"s ruined cities, to make their sword blades and axe heads. They scavenged armour of a dozen different styles then stretched and mauled it to fit their larger frames. Wood was harder to find, but they hunted the desert locusts, in their season, for the strong chitin shafts of their legs. A thousand insects had been trapped and killed to make hafts for the forest of halberds that Hrathen saw waving and weaving amid the host"s advance guard.
"It makes you laugh, really, doesn"t it?"
Hrathen turned to see the engineer, Angved, who had been busy these last few days, working with his picked artillerists. He might not like his students, but Hrathen could not fault him on his duty.
"Why laugh?" Hrathen asked him.
"The old and the new," Angved said. "You know, among these people, two in three aren"t even Apt." His lip curled in derision. "They"d make the worst of slaves, back in the Empire, strong backs and nothing else. It didn"t matter to them before, though they didn"t know any better. Then we turn up with a job lot of crossbows, and we make a warrior elite out of the best of them."
"You"ve yet to say anything amusing." The engineer"s words were close enough to Hrathen"s own thoughts to make him surly.
Angved c.o.c.ked an eyebrow. "Well, think about it. Who are the Inapt kinden that we"re familiar with? Spiders, Moth-kinden, Gra.s.shoppers. Not one of them that could go a day in full armour without collapsing from it. Thin and delicate, the lot of them. And yet with these lads, it"s the Apt that get the decent jobs. Your host of bolt-fodder out there, with their swords and pikes, they"re your Inapt. And they"ll die, battle after battle, until it"s only the Apt left of them. You reckon that"s how it was with us, way back?"
Hrathen stared at him. "You"re quite the philosopher, suddenly."
Angved shrugged. "We"re making a new nation here, sir. We"ve taken a rabble of monsters that was no use to anyone, and we"ve put a mirror to it, and made a kind of mockery of the Imperial army. All we need to do is paint them black and yellow, and they"re ours."
"And is that your brief?"
"Mine?" The grey-haired engineer laughed at that. "I"m just an engineer, sir. I just have an inquiring mind, and I see the future, here. We"ve discovered the great natural resource of this desolate waste. We"ve struck the richest lode of Auxillian soldiers you could ever want to find. We just need to break their pride enough so that the Empire can put a foot on their necks. And it"ll happen not today, maybe not in this generation, but it will."
Angved seemed to find all this reflection a cause for humour, but his words felt like lead to Hrathen. "Go look to the siege engines," he snapped. "I want them ready for a field battle, not just to a.s.sault the walls."
Implacable, Angved saluted and strolled off.
Is he Rekef? was the instant thought, and it was not the first time Hrathen had considered it. The artillerist would make a good watcher, someone Hrathen could not dispense with. Sulvec need not be the only sneak on this mission. was the instant thought, and it was not the first time Hrathen had considered it. The artillerist would make a good watcher, someone Hrathen could not dispense with. Sulvec need not be the only sneak on this mission.
The Many of Nem were all ready now, proving Angved right as they made formations that looked like a child"s sketches of Imperial battle order. Hrathen strode towards the automotives, aware of all eyes resting upon him. The Scorpions saw him as an outcast, as a foreigner, but also as a warrior, as a provider of this golden opportunity. They would follow him for now, and they would tear him to pieces if he failed them.
Then let their claws rend me now. But he stopped by the lead automotive and looked back towards them. If this is to be the last flowering of the Many of Nem, then let them go to it gloriously If this is to be the last flowering of the Many of Nem, then let them go to it gloriously. They were not his people, but then he had never had a people, so they would do.
Without warning, Jakal was there beside him. She vaulted up on to the automotive"s footplate and directed her spear ahead. "Ruin!" Her voice sang clear out over the throng. "Ruin and dust on the Khanaphir!" Hrathen saw her tusks bared in a mad grin, visible beneath the lip of her helm, her lithe body held straight and proud as she clung to the automotive"s rungs, the spear thrust forward like destiny. "Let the Jamail run red! Let us dam it with their corpses! Onward to Khanaphes!"
Watching her, as the automotives growled and rumbled, and were drowned out by the roaring of the war host, Hrathen felt his heart leap, wanting her as he had never wanted a woman before. He hauled himself up beside her as the machine began to surge forward, and she turned to look at him with flashing eyes.
He looked behind, to see the barren landscape crawling dark with the great ma.s.s of Scorpion-kinden and their beasts. Ruin and dust Ruin and dust, he echoed, and curse the future and curse the future.
The dust was bitter in his mouth as he trudged on through the wasteland, heading eastward, ever eastward. Meyr"s people possessed a solid endurance, such as had endeared them to the Empire"s slavemasters, but by now he was ready to drop. Sheer stubbornness alone kept him stomping on towards the river Jamail and the city of Khanaphes.
The journey through the earth had been taxing enough. It was an Art hard-learned, and draining to use. He had clawed blindly through the sand and grit, the compacted strata of the dust of centuries, and through the bones of rock beneath, as if swimming through the earth"s very body. In grindingly slow sweeps of his ma.s.sive limbs, he had dragged his way out from under the Scorpion camp. Then, feeling his strength failing, he had struggled for the surface, hauling himself hand over hand from the solid darkness into the light.
He had still been within sight of the Scorpion fires, so he had made pitifully little progress, for all his exertions. He could not rest, either. There was a long way to travel.
His shield and axe had been abandoned within the earth, deep within the rock where they would never be found again. He considered abandoning his armour, too, but they had made it for him especially. It had been the armoursmiths" greatest challenge, to adapt their designs to his mighty frame. It barely slowed him, anyway, and, more to the point, he did not feel that he had the reserves of mental strength to undo all the buckles.
So he had set forth, away from the Scorpions, with a slow and deliberate tread. Some uncounted hours later, he had observed the sun rising, and adjusted his aim to where the landscape first lit up red. It had been a cool night, the breezes from the distant sea treacherous with their promises. The sun, even while still low in the sky, had banished all that, beginning to roast him with its infinite patience.
We are not a people made for this. The Mole Cricket-kinden could toil in the earth for hours without complaint, but they had never been built to travel. He had long since stopped listening to the muscles of his legs. Their complaints had nothing new to tell him. He had retreated into some small part of his mind, focused on nothing save the horizon.
And it was all futile, he knew. He did not look behind him any more. He had already seen the great wall of dust that the Many of Nem were stirring up ahead of them. They were fresh, fierce and anxious to taste the blood of their enemies. They would easily overhaul a poor Mole Cricket lost in the desert. If he was lucky then their natural bloodl.u.s.t would see them kill him in the moment of finding him: he knew them well enough to expect worse if he fell into their taloned hands alive.
I have regrets. His people were close-mouthed and inward-looking: even among their own kind, they said little. Perhaps there was little needing to be said. I should have let the Wasps kill me there in the camp I should have let the Wasps kill me there in the camp. But the will to survive was deep-entrenched. Even another hour of life, even another hour of crawling through this barren, loveless land, was life enough. We are so tenacious, and for what? We are so tenacious, and for what?
His people were philosophers of a sort, but their philosophy was a fragmented thing. Few in number, slow to act, seldom roused to pa.s.sion, they had been slaves in the Days of Lore, and they had been slaves ever since. Mere strength, sufficient to shatter stone and bend steel, was powerless against the imprisoning chains of history.
Something pa.s.sed overhead, only a shadow on the earth to indicate it. He felt almost relieved: They have me, then They have me, then. He had wondered if the Imperials would send scouts out after him. Perhaps they were not even looking for him at all, but simply flying ahead to see what defences Khanaphes had prepared. It mattered not, either way, for word would return to the host and then they would send out some cavalry, perhaps, to run him down.
He trudged on. He would not make their task easier, even if such resistance accounted for only a hundred yards more of effort for them.
There was something ahead. He heard the movement: the creak of harness and chitin. Already, then? Already, then? There must have been other scouts earlier, whose shadows he had missed. Abruptly something went out of him, that guttering spark that had driven him so far, and he stopped. For a moment he swayed, his body thrown out of its plodding rhythm. Then his legs gave way, and he fell to his knees. There must have been other scouts earlier, whose shadows he had missed. Abruptly something went out of him, that guttering spark that had driven him so far, and he stopped. For a moment he swayed, his body thrown out of its plodding rhythm. Then his legs gave way, and he fell to his knees.
Make it quick, was all Meyr could think.
"Hey, big man, no time for that," he heard a voice say neither the clipped Imperial accents nor the mangled, mumbled Scorpion speech. He forced his head up against the brightness of the sun, and started at what he saw.
There were three great beetles on the ridge ahead of him: black-bodied things with their bulbous abdomens held high, their long legs as awkward and stilt-like as scaffolding. They twitched their mouthparts and antennae, lifting their feet off the hot ground in careful sequence. Each was saddled and harnessed, and each with a Khanaphir rider: two men and a woman in scale armour, bow and lance scabbarded beside their saddles.
"Come on, Meyr, have you looked behind you?"
That voice again. Meyr tilted his head and this time saw the tiny figure of Tirado, his messenger. The Fly nodded urgently and flitted off towards the beetles. With a supreme effort, Meyr got to his feet and craned his head back in the direction he had come.
The western horizon was a single wall of dust. He even thought he could make out the dots of the Scorpion vanguard.
"Meyr, we haven"t got all day!" Tirado shouted and, with infinite weariness, the Mole Cricket stumbled towards the waiting animals.
There was no complaint from the beast as he hauled his huge body on to its back, just a patient redistribution of its feet to take the additional weight. Then the three riders were urging their animals round, heading back east towards the city with a rapid, skittering gait, bringing news that the war host of the Many of Nem was in sight.
Twenty-Eight.
There had been no easy answers forthcoming. The Ministers of Khanaphes had put question after question to him until, at the last, he had realized that they just would not believe believe him. him.
Thalric paused on the steps of the Scriptora, looking at the stepped pyramid that dominated the square ahead of him. At its top was poised that maddeningly asymmetrical ring of statues, frozen in their dance. It seemed that they smiled mockingly at him, from their barren, perfect faces. He had a strong urge to just sit down, right there, and put his head in his hands. He had a stronger urge, however, to seek out Che and try to make her, at least, believe him. He needed someone"s belief, and his own was a washed-out, faded colour, after all the questioning. Could it be that they told me, and that I somehow didn"t notice? Could a planned invasion have pa.s.sed me by somewhere in the minutiae of my briefing? Could it be that they told me, and that I somehow didn"t notice? Could a planned invasion have pa.s.sed me by somewhere in the minutiae of my briefing?
They had not asked him whether Totho"s claims were actually true. They had not even bothered with that preamble. Instead they had gone straight to probing him for details of the attacking force. They had wondered by what means the Empire had spurred the Many of Nem on to this act. They had enquired how long the Empire had been in contact with the Scorpions, what degree of control the Empress had over them. At no time had they left enough s.p.a.ce for his denials.
Most of the time, he had just shaken his head. "I have no knowledge of this," he had stated, over and over. They had nodded sagely, those bald-headed men and women in severe robes, and their scribes had written all of it down.
They had conferred together: he remembered acutely the sound of their quiet, polite voices. Then they had come back to sit before him again, some score of Ministers, with Ethmet at their head, and they had asked him, in so many words, the exact same questions again. Their patience was infinite, their manner told him. Again he had made his disclaimers. The Empire had no such plans, he a.s.sured them. He, as the Empire"s amba.s.sador, would surely know of any such intention. If the Scorpions were coming, it was without any mandate from the Empress.
They had made no threats, had not even raised their voices. He had been free to leave at any time, save for the bonds of his amba.s.sadorial duty, which kept him there as if bound by steel chains. He had begun to experience the despair of the man who knows nothing, faced with the questioner who does not believe him.
It had been hours before they had finally, and for no obvious reason, lost interest in him. Even then they had suggested that he remain available for any other further questions they might think of.
He had no idea where Che might have gone, meanwhile. She might be holed up with the Iron Glove, for all he knew. The entire Collegium delegation might have left the city. Worst of all, he had no idea, here on the steps of the Scriptora, if there really was a Scorpion army at the gates.
I must find Che. That was a traitorous thought because what he must must do, without question, was make his report. This was Imperial business: the name of the Empire had been sullied. do, without question, was make his report. This was Imperial business: the name of the Empire had been sullied. Or else the Empire"s designs have been exposed Or else the Empire"s designs have been exposed. He no longer knew which. The relentless questioning had stripped him of any certainty he might have possessed.
I must find Che.
It was only a small detour, surely. To step through into the Place of Foreigners and turn left to the Moth-fronted emba.s.sy, and not right towards the building guarded by stone Woodlouse-kinden. It would require only a moment"s disloyalty.
And if she doesn"t believe me, either? It seemed more than likely. He had not exactly given her any reason to trust his unevidenced word. It seemed more than likely. He had not exactly given her any reason to trust his unevidenced word.
And why do I care? His instinctive response had grown rather stale now. His instinctive response had grown rather stale now. I care because she is a clumsy, naive, foolish Beetle-kinden girl, yet her regard matters to me. Because I find her company easier than that of my own kind. At least with her, I do not feel the knife at my back every moment I care because she is a clumsy, naive, foolish Beetle-kinden girl, yet her regard matters to me. Because I find her company easier than that of my own kind. At least with her, I do not feel the knife at my back every moment. He doubted that she felt the same way.
His shoulders slumped, as he set off down the steps for the archway leading to the emba.s.sies. I have only ever had one virtue, and that one so often p.a.w.ned as to have become near-worthless. Still, I used to pride myself on my loyalty. Therefore I shall make my report I have only ever had one virtue, and that one so often p.a.w.ned as to have become near-worthless. Still, I used to pride myself on my loyalty. Therefore I shall make my report.
Something made him pause, as he pa.s.sed through the arch: his Rekef senses had not quite left him yet. Some part of him, though overlaid now with uncertainty, was still living behind enemy lines. The quiet of the garden the stillness of the pool was an illusion. He found his fingers twitching, baring his palms by purest instinct.
He saw them then, two shadows of the evening standing near the Collegiate emba.s.sy. They were like statues, or the shadows of statues, dark instead of pale marble. They watched him, and he watched them back, ready to use the archway as cover if they were a.s.sa.s.sins come after him. Some small and detached part of him thought, as he hesitated, Is this the way of things now, for me? Will it be a.s.sa.s.sins for breakfast? Will I wake to them each morning? Is that what it means to be Regent? I would rather live the life of a spy. At least spies sleep well sometimes Is this the way of things now, for me? Will it be a.s.sa.s.sins for breakfast? Will I wake to them each morning? Is that what it means to be Regent? I would rather live the life of a spy. At least spies sleep well sometimes.
He was no Fly-kinden or Spider, possessed of good night-eyes, but the light of the sunset still greyed the west sufficiently, and it told him enough about their build and stance to identify them as Ant-kinden. The Vekken, of course The Vekken, of course.
He had no wish to have any dealings with the Vekken, for a number of reasons. Their customary stare of absolute antipathy was born of their city"s isolation, and its recent history with the Empire. It was not usually personal personal. On the other hand, if they knew that it had been his word that had prompted them into their disastrous a.s.sault on Collegium, then he had no doubt that they would kill him.
The sight of them brought back a great deal that he could have done without, just then. He remembered the neatly soulless city of Vek. Perhaps to a native it had seemed bustling with cheer. He did not believe it. The sole impression he had received was one of cold pride exemplifying all that was Ant-kinden and honed to a brittle edge.
He remembered their general boasting of her army, as it had marched past in its perfect ranks. What came to him, across the b.l.o.o.d.y stretch of intervening time, was a colossal arrogance. Such fierce and overweening confidence they had then possessed, such joy in their antic.i.p.ated victory: a city of soldiers making war on a city of scholars. And they had lost And they had lost. He had been, at that point, in no position to appreciate Collegium"s victory, but the details had come to him later, as they would come to any competent spymaster. Collegium had won because of its own unique virtues: ingenuity and allies. Vek had lost because of its bankruptcy on either front.
Thalric"s lips were pursed tight He had been in no position to cheer the victors, because he had left the Vekken camp by then. His mind recalled with perfect clarity the severing of the ties that had bound him to the Empire. They had not been cleanly cut, either, but crudely hacked until they parted, the blade running red. Even the thought made his side twinge, a relic of the old wound that Daklan had given him, the scar that bore mute testimony to when he should have died.
Would the world be a better or worse place, I wonder. His bleak thoughts would not leave him. A lot of the man he had once been had died on the point of Daklan"s knife. He had been so loyal, and every atrocity that his hands had worked had been justified by the cause he served. He found that he was frightened by the man he had once been. If I met him, that burning idealist, I would kill him if I could. Far too dangerous to let him live If I met him, that burning idealist, I would kill him if I could. Far too dangerous to let him live.
He thought too much, these days.
The Vekken had clearly come to some decision, under his silent scrutiny. They made a quick exit by the pa.s.sage alongside the emba.s.sy, vanishing from his sight, if not his thoughts. He made no attempt at pinning a motive on them. Ant-kinden were all mad, he decided: living constantly in each other"s heads could not be healthy. He had never met any Ant-kinden, of any city, that he had actually liked.
He turned aside for the Imperial emba.s.sy. And why the Woodlouse-kinden at the door? Do they mock us with our own slaves? And why the Woodlouse-kinden at the door? Do they mock us with our own slaves? The statues reminded him of Gjegevey, one of the Empress"s favourite tools. That brought a whole new fleet of grim thoughts into port. He realized, standing before the heavy-lidded stone stare of the Woodlice, that he had no idea where his life was going now. He had lost hold of it. He had rejoined the Empire, but it had not let him back in. He did not understand it any more. The statues reminded him of Gjegevey, one of the Empress"s favourite tools. That brought a whole new fleet of grim thoughts into port. He realized, standing before the heavy-lidded stone stare of the Woodlice, that he had no idea where his life was going now. He had lost hold of it. He had rejoined the Empire, but it had not let him back in. He did not understand it any more.
"Thalric!" A hoa.r.s.e whisper.
He recoiled from the Woodlice statues, took three long steps away from the emba.s.sy, eyes raking the gloom.
"Thalric! Here!"
The stand of trees, with its burden that had so appalled Osgan, was hissing at him. He was frozen, old instincts rusty, trying to pierce the shadows between them with his gaze.
He discerned the paleness of the Mantis statue, but there was something dark lurking at its base. He had his hands palm-outwards as he approached, but they dropped back to his sides once he saw what it was. He walked over to the very trees, and leant in further, peering down.
He could not imagine what it must have cost the man, to come here. It was not just the wound Osgan"s face was pale and sweaty with it but the fear. He had forced himself to crawl in among these trees until he sat at the very feet of the Mantis statue. He was resolutely facing away from it, and yet every part of him aware of it.
"What are you doing?" Thalric demanded, despairingly. "You shouldn"t even be up yet. Is it so important to get to a taverna that you"d kill yourself for it?"
Osgan stared up at him, teeth bared. "Thalric, you mustn"t go inside," he managed to get out. His breathing was ragged, and there was still fever in him from the arm wound. It must have been all he could do to haul himself this far, and it was not drink that had drawn this effort out of him. Thalric felt something sharp-edged turn in his stomach.
"Report," he said, as if he was still the Rekef officer, living in a straightforward world.
Osgan held his eyes. "A new officer"s flown in," he croaked. "Rekef ... He"s taken charge. Given orders ..."
"Orders?"
"To have you killed." Osgan clung to the Mantis effigy, grappling with its stone legs to haul himself half-upright. "They"re waiting inside, right now ... I overheard it all. They"d forgotten about me, or they didn"t think I could move ..." Hooking an arm about the stone waist, he sagged, just some drunkard making a fool of himself.
Thalric felt something building up inside him, a great rushing wave that cried out: It"s happening again. It"s happening again It"s happening again. It"s happening again. He felt Daklan"s dagger go in, the keen cleanness of the man"s strike.
He could not keep himself from laughing. After all his recent brooding, the worst had already happened. However hard he had tried to reattach himself to the Empire, his knots had slipped, his bindings frayed. He laughed because he had suddenly been cut free.
I am a dead man. But it was still funny.
Osgan stared at him, shivering. "Thalric, we"ve got to get out of here," he pleaded.
Thalric"s grin was keen as a razor. "Of course we do," he replied. "You"ll know some low dive where a couple of foreigners can hide up. I doubt there"s a drinking den in this city you haven"t tasted."
"I know ... places." Osgan struggled to stand, and Thalric helped him up, slinging the man"s good arm over his own shoulder.